In the middle of the room is a sign. Both with arrows. One says medical doctor to the left. One says guy with shotgun ready to blow your brains out to the right. Now kicks in everything you have ever been taught. Looking down your seeing your losing a lot of blood. But before you fell, you were praying to God and had your Bible in your hand. Your faith lies in Jesus. Knowing you’ll probably die anyway, should I trust in a satanic medical system or just say Lord, I give myself to you and wish I myself had the shotgun while I was alive and did more for you. Sure God I played the part. I said I was a Christian but I just stood by. I just wasted time. I just let the big guys like the pastor or a few select do their thing sacrificing everything while I sat comfy at home doing nothing. Watching T.V. and living like the rest of the world. Secretly watching porn and thinking about next dollar verses next neighbor I’ll witness to. How many dozens, if not hundreds, did I bring to the Lord fills your mind, but you can’t think of anyone. You were to “ashamed” or “in your own zone” or “bashful” or “shy” or whatever stupidity that filled your mind verses giving it to the Lord and saying use me God was OK with you. I’m saved. Fu*k the world. Sitting there in the pit everything comes to mind how much YOU really did for the Lord. So now a decision has to be made. WHO ARE YOU CHRISTIAN? Damn right God, I’ll stay alive so I can keep representing you and saving souls and putting the truth out there. Or, you got me God. I’m saved but as far as any fruits or ANYTHING I REALLY DID for you God, is pretty much nothing as you slowly head right. Why? The earth was in it’s Last Days and what did YOU do ? Jesus died on the cross and saved your soul and did you carry the cross? Did you give it all like the Lord? Or did you decide to make the choice to sit on the sidelines instead of getting in the game which is totally on YOU. Did YOU Choose to worry about YOU and how you’ll survive verses going door to door and spreading TRUE LIFE AND WE WILL ALL DIE, and here’s how we will all survive, not materially or in this world, but forever in the blood of Jesus and HERE IS TRUE LIFE FOREVER. Mathew 7 :21-23. BAMMMM..