When God wakes you up. GOD wakes you up.

“And in HELL he lift up his eyes, being in torments. . .” Luke 16:23

My friend you have probably wondered many times about where you will go after you die. God’s own Word, The Bible, gives us a very clear picture of where one goes after death. The Bible is a direct communication to man from God and explains in great detail how man is to live and through those actions what his destiny will be. For those that have made the right decision, they will spend Eternity in Paradise with Jesus and the Father who are God the creator of all that is. For those who have rejected God, Jesus and the Bible, it is a total different thing. HELL AWAITS YOU. After death your body will return to dust. There is no denying that. To many that justifies their actions here on earth. They think life ends at physical death and they can do anything they want with no repercussion. They think life has ended but in reality life has just begun because your Soul lives forever, and YOU will spend Eternity, forever and forever and forever and forever and forever and forever and forever and forever in eternal damnation separated from saved friends, family, and of course God. Don’t be misled. God will resurrect every human being that has ever lived to be judged. Christians will be given a entirely new glorious heavenly body. YOU, the HELL GOER will have your same earthly body recreated and have all the same feelings, sensations, pain, emotions, everything YOU ARE HERE RIGHT NOW but now in HELL. satan and demons will be there to torment you day after day after day after day after day after day after day. There will be no way out. Your stuck. You won’t be able to change your mind. You won’t be able to beg or plead. You won’t be able to do anything but suffer the consequences of your poor decision of not believing. There will be constant gnashing of teeth as you and all others in Hell curse God for your own mistakes and rebellion. You will never have control of ANYTHING anymore. satan and his demons will have full control to abuse and attack and do anything they want to you as YOU have become satan’s bitch and new toy forever and ever and ever and ever and ever. Instead of feeling love you will feel HATE nonstop. You will be in complete misery forever all because the Bible and God and Jesus was a joke to you. Now of course the joke will be on you as you writhe in pain and wishing you could go back and do things over again on earth. BUT IT’S TO LATE……. Hell is the place of unimaginable torment for the lost (unsaved). Because EVERYONE has sinned no one deserves to live with the Holy and righteous Heavenly Father (Romans 3:10; 3:23). But God is a loving Father and He offers salvation from death to ALL REGARDLESS OF WHAT SINS YOU HAVE COMMITTED. For those that reject the offer, God’s justice will be executed and the wages of sin will be paid in Hell forever and ever more. Perhaps you keep putting God off and think Jesus won’t be coming back for a long time. Your wrong. Dead wrong……. 

“But suppose that servant is wicked and says to himself, `My master is staying away a long time, and he then begins to beat his fellow servants and to eat and drink with drunkards. The master of that servant will come on a day when he does not expect him and at an hour he is not aware of. He will cut him to pieces and assign him a place with the hypocrites, where there will be weeping and gnashing of teeth.”

The pain you feel in Hell will be just like here on Earth. Except worse. Waaaaay worse. Remember the mental pain and feelings of losing your first love? The anguish of watching a loved one die? The physical pain you felt when you broke a bone or stubbed your toe? That’s child’s play. Any negative or bad thing you felt here on earth will be increased exponentially. Over and over and over FOREVER. You will want to blame God for your being in Hell but God is not to blame. IT IS YOURSELF TO BLAME AND YOU ALONE THAT WILL PAY THE PRICE FOR YOUR UNBELIEF. You knew about Jesus. You laughed. You mocked. You said “maybe one day.” YOU CONTINUED IN YOUR SIN. Your rebellion. God tugged at your heart to show you the right direction but you drank and drugged it away. You sexed it away immorally. You used money and worldly possessions to block God thinking you were something very special when in fact you were poor in Spirit and dead inside and nothing will ever be enough to make you truly happy….only God can do that. You let whatever sin that controls you block God. You plain out said “thanks but no thanks”……or “F%&K YOU GOD”…… Perhaps in life you said “go to Hell” to people or even “I’ll see you in Hell celebrating and partying with the devil.” Those words will come back to haunt you forever a second after your last breath on earth as your carried away by demons so horrifying and evil it can’t be imagined. These demons have hate beyond any word description and can’t wait to retrieve your soul to torment you throughout ETERNITY.

“And the sea gave up the dead which were in it, and death and Hades gave up the dead which were in them; and they were judged, every one of them according to their deeds. Then death and Hades were thrown into the lake of fire. This is the second death, the lake of fire. And if anyone’s name was not found written in the book of life, he was thrown into the lake of fire.”

God does not force anyone to love him and you were easily granted your wish of LIVING YOUR LIFE YOUR WAY AND NOT GOD’S WAY. God gave us freewill. God forces no one to love Him. Of course your conscience always told you in your mind what you were doing was wrong but you did it anyway. Unfortunately for some, they have done so much evil and turned their back so much on God, that God just lets them go. Their conscience is seared with a hot iron and gone. Their hearts are so blackened and evil that God hardens them even more. That person absolutely rejects God and serves only their own fleshly desires and as a result will pay the price for their poor decision. These people don’t have any desire for God and certainly Jesus, to find Truth, to pray, to attend a real Bible based church or congregation, seek out Christians, or engage in any way the truths of the Bible and it’s spiritual guides and disciplines. God does not exist to them by their own choice. As a result, they are under the just condemnation of GOD. They have lost all consciousness of right from wrong and there is no conviction of their sin anymore. They are dead inside. They are on the way to Hell and could care less until that first lick of a flame scorches their body and they scream and beg for mercy but it’s to late. Games over. Lights out.

“Again, the kingdom of heaven is like a dragnet cast into the sea, and gathering fish of every kind; and when it was filled, they drew it up on the beach; and they sat down and gathered the good fish into containers, but the bad they threw away. So it will be at the end of the age; the angels will come forth and take out the wicked from among the righteous,and will throw them into the furnace of fire; in that place there will be weeping and gnashing of teeth.”

The spirit of the Antichrist has begun in great abundance in these Last Days just as the Bible foretold. That spirit has always been around and nailed God to the cross, but now as the end draws near, never in history will satan unleash his spirit with what is coming. HELL ON EARTH IS COMING LIKE NEVER BEFORE OR EVER SHALL BE. And if your not Born again, prepare to crap your pants because things are about to get real rough. The world as you knew it will never be the same. LIES WILL DOMINATE EVERYTHING. Demons are being released in full force. Many, many, many people have already been overtaken and have joined themselves to the beast system by the strong delusion God warned of. THEY ARE OBEYING SATAN. They stand in lines like sheep going to slaughter and are clueless because they are not filled with the Holy Spirit. “He has blinded their eyes and hardened their hearts, so that they cannot see with their eyes,and understand with their hearts,and turn, and I would heal them” … “And whoever sees Me sees the One who sent Me. I have come into the world as a light, so that no one who believes in Me should remain in darkness.”  A MAN CAN NOT SEE THROUGH GODS EYES UNLESS HE IS BORN AGAIN. “They perish because they refused to love the truth and so be saved. For this reason God sends them a powerful delusion so that they will believe the lie and so that all will be condemned who have not believed the truth but have delighted in wickedness”  They are blind and leading others into the same hole to fall in. They have quickly learned to start obeying their master and false god and will do anything believing his lies. satan will offer freedom and being able to live “normal” if you simply OBEY, when in reality he is putting bigger chains on you, killing you, and is dragging you to Hell with him. God always held the world together with Himself and the Holy Spirit. NO MORE. Soon the ability to get saved will end because The Holy Spirit won’t be around to draw you near to Him to change your heart. So you better wake up fast before it’s to late. Imagine Pearl Harbor the day before they were attacked. I’m warning you the planes are on the horizon. Just when you thought things were getting better, a new crisis will take its place, a new variant, each being worse than the previous. Gods Spirit is decreasing and satans spirit is increasing by the day now. Even Bible words are starting to change at a scary rate in these Last Days. You may not be familiar with Gods Word but as a long time reader and believer, I can tell you that God tells us that His Word is written in our hearts. I can tell you new words are replacing the originals. Please look up mandella effect on Bible. It is real and shows how powerful satan is and how desperate he is to not see you saved. Doesn’t matter how old your Bible is. Every Bible on earth has been affected. The end is quickly approaching. God gave His last warning starting in 2017. THE LAST YEARS OF FREEDOM AND NORMAL. The last years of Gods blessing on the greatest nation ever made. The nation that kept satan at bay and was a light to the world for freedom and faith in the Almighty. God slowed down the devil’s plans. A time of reprieve and you better get yourself right with God and get saved before it’s to late. The smart saw what was coming and started preparing. Unsaved people just lived life like everything is beautiful and things will never change. But indeed things have changed and now the earth will see the devil making his last stand. All Hell is going to be unleashed upon mankind. Chaos used to bring in his order. There is no where to run. No where to hide. 2021 truly has kicked in the beginning of the end. Lot’s of things are gonna change the face of what was the greatest and blessed nation ever known. Civil unrest will get worse and worse. Food supplies will grow more and more scarce and become unaffordable to many. Never in history has man been able to unleash hell like now. How far is satan willing to go to have world dominion? The Bible says billions will die in the coming years. How long till nuclear weapons fall into wrong hands? WW3 kicks off? When the power grid goes down? Or when an EMP weapon is detonated that will destroy most electronics and most electronically controlled devices. Such a thing alone could totally cripple a nation overnight as well as cause massive death on a scale that is unimaginable. Consider the complete breakdown and crippling of the military, policing, all communications systems, hospitals, nursing homes, emergency response, power grids, natural gas transmission, manufacturing, businesses, gasoline services, food and product movement, financial centers, water supplies, waste management, other electric suppliers, and no way to communicate. Motorized vehicles would cease functioning and lose control, which would cause total devastation on streets and highways. Airplanes to fall from the sky. Trains to lose control. Are you ready to sit in the dark for maybe months with no electricity or way to travel? All your refrigerated and frozen food has long ago rotted away. All the shelves were picked clean of food and supplies within a few days. Mobs of starving people are breaking into homes and killing each other left and right. Not if. When….. Tribulation has begun. The devil lost four years and is now working double time in his plans. Everything has been sped up as the birth pangs become closer and closer. Even time. A month will go by like a day. Life for you or anyone alive will never be the same as satan infiltrates and dominates EVERYTHING. LIFE WILL NEVER BE THE SAME. IT WILL NEVER GET BETTER LIKE THE GOOD OL’ DAYS. A new world order of satans total domination has started. satan has only one thing in mind. he hates God’s creation of man and he wants to take as many people as he can with him to Hell. HE HATES YOU. GET IT IN YOUR MIND. YOU HAVE A ENEMY THAT WANTS YOU DEAD AND IN HELL. he has people in his service that are leading his war to take you out. vaxsinnations of the earth will combine and hunt you down to take the mark of the beast. Many have swallowed satans lies and he runs through the veins of the walking dead. A massive die off of millions and millions and millions of people is coming from the deceived. They trusted and believed in satans Governments who are merely satan in disguise. The word Government actually means mind control. satans mind control. It is etymologically originated from the ancient Latin language. It splits into two words, (guvernare) meaning “to control” and (mens or mentis) meaning “mind.” SO GOVERNMENT MEANS TO CONTROL THE MIND. They want your mind, your body, and your soul as their crowning achievement for satan. How could they do that? By coercion, indoctrination, manipulation, propaganda, false information, and lots of other ways. How is your mind? Free in Christ and thinking straight and looking for Christs’ return or corrupted by satan and a little bitch slave headed for Hell? YOU BELIEVED THE LIES. The Lord is returning when the time is right for the end and we have entered that final time period. The Bible says we can not know the exact day or time, but I’m sure you are wondering. Even the Apostles wondered and thought His return would be imminent. So to back up this websites name and throw it all on the line with what I have spent much time studying and years praying about, here is what I have always concluded. 2033 is most probable of the Lords return. In it’s most simplest explanation, I believe that because the Bible says a day is like a thousand years to God. Jesus will have made His sacrifice for sinful man 2000 years ago in 33 A.D. Men much smarter than me even pinpoint the Lords death 4/3/33 which I agree with. Creation was 6000 years ago or six days to God. God created the earth in six days. He will destroy it after six days. Numbers have special meanings in the Bible. 40 being one of them. Jesus starting His ministry in the year 30 A.D. starting the countdown to the destruction of the temple and Jerusalem in 70 A.D. just as He foretold. Though very confident of 2033, as I see how quickly things are moving, I’m quite sure Christs return could be way before then. WE ARE UNDER FULL SATANIC ASSAULT. The beast is not in taking things apart piece by piece anymore. They are going for the full enchilada. And there no longer will be a time of chaos and then what seems normal. Satan wants it ALL NOW AND THE BEAST SYSTEM IS BEING UNLEASHED IN IT’S ENTIRETY. Most people don’t realize they are being picked one by one from the herd by the wolves because they are blind. It is the great delusion God warned of. If I was satan I would be absolutely giddy on how easy and fast people believed the lies and stood in lines like sheep going to slaughter and eagerly took his mark. The cure was right there by merely shutting off your T.V. Hell is getting fuller by the minute now of people who have taken the bait hook, line, and sinker. They are snagged and thrown on the satans boat and flop around helplessly as life leaves them sometimes quickly but for some a little more slowly…….If only they had believed the Bible or sought out God……The Bible is filled with prophesy or upcoming events. Over a quarter of it’s writings talk of the future. Unique among all books ever written, the Bible accurately foretells specific events in detail many years, even centuries, before they occur, all 100% accurate. I’m not going to go through the nearly two thousand prophesies written in Gods Word now as that doesn’t have anything to do with you getting saved. As you grow in the Lord certainly you’ll learn more and more. The important thing is you focus on Jesus. Today we’re filled with talking head pastors that rattle off same garbage. There is a major flaw in not properly evaluating prophesy correctly. People can take something from the Bible and squeeze it’s words into any meaning they want. Also, they don’t know how to interpret what has been already been fulfilled (the majority has been fulfilled by 70 A.D.) and what is for our day….. Two important things happened recently. One, the United States recognized Jerusalem as the capital of Israel, the American embassy in Israel was moved from Tel Aviv to Jerusalem. Recently, all you would hear was “peace, peace.”  Israel has made a peace treaty called the Abrahamic accord which has also started the Last Days timer. “But the day of the Lord will come as a thief in the night; in the which the heavens shall pass away with a great noise, and the elements shall melt with fervent heat, the earth also and the works that are therein shall be burned up. For when they say, peace and safety; then sudden destruction cometh upon them, as travail upon a woman with child; and they shall not escape.”  Israel is a great indicator where we are in these Last Days. Some think a third temple has to be built to trigger end times because they follow false teachers. Bullshit. It is totally unbiblical that a third temple has to be built to start the end times. Jesus was the third temple. The final temple. “Jesus answered and said unto them, Destroy this temple, and in three days I will raise it up.”  Yes they killed Him and on the third day he arose, praise God. We as believers and born again are the third temple filled with the Holy Spirit. Many think there will be the antichrist that goes into the “temple” and will deceive the many (future). Wrong. Who has infiltrated the temple already generations ago and proclaims himself God and blinded the eyes of millions and millions? Open your eyes. This man says he is God on earth and all the nations kings bow down and kiss his ring. He implies his supreme and universal primacy, both of honor and of jurisdiction, over the church (temple) of Christ. But we know better that Jesus in’t a religion or has anything to do with a physical building. The church that Christ is coming back for is invisible and resides in the heart, spirit and souls of His believers. The temple is spiritual. Yet millions upon millions have fallen for the trickery and are headed to Hell. When we worship, we all owe that exclusively to our God, not a man made religion filled with blasphemous idolatry and false teachings…..“God is a Spirit: and they that worship him must worship him in spirit and in truth.”  When Jesus died on the cross a earthquake shook the temple and the veil was torn in half (sixty feet tall and four inches thick!) It was a sign of the end of a earthly temple and Gods spirit dwelling there. He dwells in men’s hearts now through the Holy Spirit given to believers. In the Jewish temple, the veil served as the barrier to the Holy of Holies. The Holy of Holies was where God’s presence rested and it housed the Ark of the Covenant. Only the high priest could enter this area, and then only one time per year, to make atonement for the sins of Israel. This connection between the death of Jesus and the torn veil is not just about God’s power, but is demonstrative of who Jesus is. What the cross accomplished. The access we have to God through Christ our Savior. Jesus Himself now serves as our high priest. There is no longer a need for a Jewish high priest to offer sacrifice for the sins of the people. Jesus has provided for our atonement through His death on the cross. It marked the beginning of a new covenant, a new testament. Jesus’ last words said it all. “It is finished.” Jesus was signaling to the Jewish world that there was no more need for sacrifices or temples because his actions brought ultimate fulfillment to what their sacrificial system foreshadowed. God has torn down the barrier between Himself and us through the work of Jesus. No more sacrifices needed ever again as Jesus offered Himself once for all. “Now of the things which we have spoken this is the sum: We have such an high priest, who is set on the right hand of the throne of the Majesty in the heavens; A minister of the sanctuary, and of the true tabernacle, which the Lord pitched, and not man. For every high priest is ordained to offer gifts and sacrifices: wherefore it is of necessity that this man have somewhat also to offer. For if he were on earth, he should not be a priest, seeing that there are priests that offer gifts according to the law: Who serve unto the example and shadow of heavenly things, as Moses was admonished of God when he was about to make the tabernacle: for, See, saith he, that thou make all things according to the pattern shewed to thee in the mount. But now hath he obtained a more excellent ministry, by how much also he is the mediator of a better covenant, which was established upon better promises. For if that first covenant had been faultless, then should no place have been sought for the second. For finding fault with them, he saith, Behold, the days come, saith the Lord, when I will make a new covenant with the house of Israel and with the house of Judah: Not according to the covenant that I made with their fathers in the day when I took them by the hand to lead them out of the land of Egypt; because they continued not in my covenant, and I regarded them not, saith the Lord. For this is the covenant that I will make with the house of Israel after those days, saith the Lord; I will put my laws into their mind, and write them in their hearts: and I will be to them a God, and they shall be to me a people: And they shall not teach every man his neighbour, and every man his brother, saying, Know the Lord: for all shall know me, from the least to the greatest. For I will be merciful to their unrighteousness, and their sins and their iniquities will I remember no more. In that he saith, A new covenant, he hath made the first old. Now that which decayeth and waxeth old is ready to vanish away.”……^“Seeing then that we have a great high priest, that is passed into the heavens, Jesus the Son of God, let us hold fast our profession. For we have not an high priest which cannot be touched with the feeling of our infirmities; but was in all points tempted like as we are, yet without sin. Let us therefore come boldly unto the throne of grace, that we may obtain mercy, and find grace to help in time of need.”  It would be a abomination to God for animal sacrifices to be made again as Jesus was the final sacrifice. The perfect unblemished lamb of God. Any “Christian” supporting a third temple being built better get their head right. Anybody thinking that a new third temple will be built on the temple mount has a screw loose. I’m pretty sure two billion muslims would annihilate Israel quite quickly if they tried. Maybe they can stick their little model in the far corner of the courtyard and get away with it? Anyway, let us pray for our jewish friends. We are branched into them through Jesus. They need Him as Savior just like anyone and without Him they are headed for Hell just as quickly as any unbeliever.

“For when we were still without strength, in due time Christ died for the ungodly. For scarcely for a righteous man will one die; yet perhaps for a good man someone would even dare to die. But God demonstrates His own love toward us, in that while we were still sinners, Christ died for us. Much more then, having now been justified by His blood, we shall be saved from wrath through Him. For if when we were enemies we were reconciled to God through the death of His Son, much more, having been reconciled, we shall be saved by His life.”

God hit me with this yesterday. 2022 is going to be a real humdinger of a year. 2 2 2 = 6. 2 x 22 =66. 666. Our ungodly friends love numbers and have all kinds of goodies planned. Prepare yourself. Buy a generator and as much store-able food and water as you can. Imagine silly things like what if a atomic bomb went off in N.Y.C. or at the hoover dam and what havoc that would cause, or the nation going under martial law…..I want you to focus on how the world has changed drastically in a mere hundred years or so. Look at the big picture of things. I liken it to God saying this “And the LORD said, My spirit shall not always strive with man, for that he also is flesh: yet his days shall be an hundred and twenty years.”  This was a time period of reprieve before the Flood. That same timer has started again and you better get yourself right with God before it’s to late. The Ark could have been filled to the brim with those that had repented of their ways during that time but the Bible says peoples thoughts were continually evil and they loved their sin more than God. “But as the days of Noah were, so shall also the coming of the Son of man be. For as in the days that were before the flood they were eating and drinking, marrying and giving in marriage, until the day that Noe entered into the ark, And knew not until the flood came, and took them all away; so shall also the coming of the Son of man be.”  They mocked Noah until the first raindrops started falling and it was to late as the door was shut. Do you want that to happen to you? God shutting the door on YOU and you spending eternity in Hell? Or simply opening the door to your heart and in faith accepting a free gift God is offering to you…..Just like in Noah’s day as sinful man came till his final end, something has happened around the year 1900. For around 4000 years everything pretty much stayed the same. Then bam. Something happened that turned the horse and buggy to now a car that drives itself. A few dirt roads to being able to criss cross anyway in the country on millions of miles of concrete and asphalt. Wood cabins to buildings thousands of feet high. Open lands to free roam anywhere and everywhere to vast cities and suburbs and private lands and fences. No electricity to it now it pretty much controls EVERYTHING. For the most part, a God fearing people to the complete opposite. Communication from taking days to now reaching anywhere in the world instantly. The earth that once was very big has become very small. Everything has changed very quickly in only a short amount of time. Many prophesies in the Bible have been fulfilled. satan has the ability now to make his final stand as he has set up a world wide system that knows your every move. he knows his time is short and he is unleashing Hell on earth. Each year from now on will only get worse and worse in tribulations and his wrath against man who he hates. Remember Jesus talked of birth pangs in relation to His coming? Things are happening faster and faster. Closer and closer together. Time is speeding up big time. Yes, there is a tribulation period and it started in 2021. Get on your water wings, because we are in it. Unfortunately people don’t know how to decipher from the Bible what has already happened and what is coming. We do have books in the New Testament that explain. We know there will be a “beginning of sorrows” and the “Great Tribulation”. Is it sorrowful you have to make a choice of losing your job or you can no longer have any freedoms unless you take the mark? Is it sorrowful if a Government shuts down your business or church? Is it sorrow when a normal world has gone mad and your freedoms are being taken away by the day? The rich get richer and richer and get more power why everyone else is struggling to pay the bills and losing all their rights. Do you see why a Savior is needed? Earthquakes, famines, and terrifying signs in the heavens are mentioned in Luke 21. Revelation 6:12–14, describes the 6th-seal judgment which will take place in the beginnings of the tribulation period (violent earthquakes, cosmic signs in the heavens, and the uprooting of mountains and islands). Has the man of lawlessness been revealed yet? Yes. He is right there in front of you if you open your eyes. In 2 Thessalonians 2:3, Paul said the “man of lawlessness” had not yet been revealed in his day. Paul was speaking of a coming world dictator, the future false messiah, also called the antichrist (1 John 2:18) and the Beast (Rev. 13:1–10). He’s here already here. Do you see him? In the end there will be a final conflict between God and the forces of evil. (Revelation 16:16) The kings loyal to the Antichrist gather for a final assault on Israel. At Armageddon “the cup filled with the wine of the fury of God’s wrath” (Revelation 16:19) will be delivered, and the Antichrist and his followers will be overthrown and defeated. I pray you don’t sit on the sidelines. You need to make a choice of what team your on. Maybe your thinking I’ve heard all this “nonsense” before about Jesus coming back. Same ol’ same ol’ crap just another day. Never in history has everything come into place so quickly and final prophesies come into play finally. A entire new world system and establishment is being put together by the day and if you don’t see that you are under the great delusion and need to get on your knees and cry out to God He opens your eyes. “Knowing this first, that there shall come in the last days scoffers, walking after their own lusts, And saying, Where is the promise of his coming? for since the fathers fell asleep, all things continue as they were from the beginning of the creation. For this they willingly are ignorant of, that by the word of God the heavens were of old, and the earth standing out of the water and in the water: Whereby the world that then was, being overflowed with water, perished: But the heavens and the earth, which are now, by the same word are kept in store, reserved unto fire against the day of judgment and perdition of ungodly men. But, beloved, be not ignorant of this one thing, that one day is with the Lord as a thousand years, and a thousand years as one day. The Lord is not slack concerning his promise, as some men count slackness; but is longsuffering to us-ward, not willing that any should perish, but that all should come to repentance. But the day of the Lord will come as a thief in the night; in the which the heavens shall pass away with a great noise, and the elements shall melt with fervent heat, the earth also and the works that are therein shall be burned up. Seeing then that all these things shall be dissolved, what manner of persons ought ye to be in all holy conversation and godliness, Looking for and hasting unto the coming of the day of God, wherein the heavens being on fire shall be dissolved, and the elements shall melt with fervent heat? Nevertheless we, according to his promise, look for new heavens and a new earth, wherein dwelleth righteousness. Wherefore, beloved, seeing that ye look for such things, be diligent that ye may be found of him in peace, without spot, and blameless.”

“But as for the cowardly, the faithless, the detestable, as for murderers, the sexually immoral, sorcerers, idolaters, and all liars, their portion will be in the lake that burns with fire and sulfur, which is the second death.”

 So back to what has happened in just the last hundred years or so. “But thou, O Daniel, shut up the words, and seal the book, even to the time of the end: many shall run to and fro, and knowledge shall be increased.” Because of huge advances in technology in this past century, there is more running to and from than ever. Annual passenger travel totals by airplane are in the billions as people can travel to anywhere in the world within hours in massive planes. This coming after the first airplane flight in 1903. People had traveled on the water by sailing ships, barges, rowboats, and canoes. Then the first cruise ship launched in 1900. Now these massive boats travel the earth with millions of passengers. Up until the early 1900’s on land people could travel only on foot, on horseback, or in a horse-drawn vehicle. Now there are now over 1.4 billion cars running the roads worldwide. The cost of things is now is surreal. The first mass produced car was the model T Ford. In 1925 it sold for less than $300. Knowledge has also increased greatly within recent history. Almost every discovery and advancement in medicine, communication, and invention we use today, has been accomplished since the 20th century. Advancements now come by the day. Things get smaller and smaller. The first cell phone was big as a brick and unreliable. Now you have the world in your back pocket. There are about 25,000 research institutes and universities in the world. Never has the world been more educated. Or dumb. “For the time will come when they will not endure sound doctrine; but will heap to themselves teachers, having itching ears” (people just wanting to hear only gratifying words of affirmation and positive messages and a false gospel, rather than the truth which would convict them for their sin or need of salvation). These liberal messages have taken over supposed Christian Universities and whats left of so called “churches” today. One would barely be able to differentiate the “church” of God verses the worlds way of thinking. The Bible has been so watered down and diluted it is nothing more than another book now. “that day shall not come, except there be a falling away first…” If you’ve been on this earth long enough, the world you see today is not what it was when you were growing up. It is vastly different. If you can’t see the devil has taken over more and more I don’t know what to tell you. And in such a short time it is mind boggling. Have you not seen an avalanche of moral decline in this once Christian nation? America has fallen away from God in so many ways it’s sick. Even many of those calling themselves “Christians” are living in so much sin that you can’t tell the difference between them and the unbelieving. Yeah I’ve been there, done that and been a hypocrite, but thank God I matured as a Christian after enduring much pain and trials. Year after year, heck month after month now, there has been a constant decline in Church attendance and Bible study in America. Not just here though, Christianity in Europe, and other countries has drastically had a “falling away” just as the Bible predicted would happen in the Last Days. And what about what’s going on in nature now. Animals are mysteriously dying by the millions. Going extinct at a alarming pace. Many parts of the world are on fire and burning. There are record breaking hurricanes, flooding, drought, and tornadoes. Volcanoes are erupting. Earthquakes are increasing in frequency and size. God is calling our nation, and the world, to repent and to turn to Him why you still can and before things get really bad. Really bad. Have you been to the grocery store lately? Hope you weren’t a steak eater unless your rich. Prices are going to get higher and higher as the country is robbed blind. Sorry, it wasn’t my idea to go off on signs of the times now. Guess I’m just venting and trying to tell you the world we are living in now is coming to a end. All these “signs” are plainly evident in our lives today. Yet people are just blind. I really pray God opens your eyes. There are so many false christs preaching false messages now it’s mind blowing but foretold. Wars and rumors of wars has increased over time, especially the amount of people killed (God is going to allow mankind to destroy 1/3 of all life before He will intervene to stop it in the Last Days) We are seeing famines, pestilence (diseases), weather extremes, persecuted Christians throughout the world, sin in absolute abundance and crimes and hatred towards our fellow man like never before. Children hating their parents. Neighbors turning on each other. The Gospel of Jesus has been preached throughout the world and God said the end would come then. There is a great a falling away from Christ now. I pray with all my heart God has touched you before it’s to late. When you look at recorded history and all it’s solid facts and figures you can see how drastically fast mans sin has increased. In a mere hundred years we have increased in everything but decreased in God drastically. Just open your eyes and see the visible proof in the world’s current events right now. The older you are the more you have seen morals decay in your lifetime. With that, it can only be logical for you to know that the Word of God is truth. The only truth left in this world of lies and deception. The truth can and will set you free if you allow Jesus into your heart. Jesus is the only way to eternal life and not eternal separation with you in Hell FOREVER. “I am the way, the truth and the life: no man comes unto the Father, but by Me.” I myself believe and am sure, with all that I am and with every fiber of my being, that He is the Christ, the Son of God, the Messiah the jews are still looking for and killed only to make Him King of Kings and Lord of Lords. If you are struggling with believing, pray to God as He will speak to you and you’ll be fully persuaded by God Himself. Ask Him in leading your faith in Him if your struggling. He stands at the door and is just waiting for you to knock. Make Him your rock and your your salvation now while you can. “And it shall come to pass, that whosoever shall call upon the name of the Lord shall be saved.” 

“And if your hand causes you to sin, cut it off. It is better for you to enter life crippled than with two hands to go to hell, to the unquenchable fire. And if your foot causes you to sin, cut it off. It is better for you to enter life lame than with two feet to be thrown into hell. And if your eye causes you to sin, tear it out. It is better for you to enter the kingdom of God with one eye than with two eyes to be thrown into hell, ‘where their worm does not die and the fire is not quenched.”

You will hear preachers keep pushing the mark isn’t here yet. Bullshit. The entire world is trying to make you take the mark right here and now. You will hear preachers say tribulation is far away. Bullshit. We are swimming in it now and you can either give up and drown or paddle like crazy towards the Lord. I will say I am hearing things from God about things happening that make the date of His return sooner than I always thought. God is speeding up time so fast, whether it is twelve years or seven years or anytime up till then, they will go by very quickly. The honest truth is this JESUS COULD COME BACK ANYTIME. Things are escalating so quickly now it’s mind boggling. And trust me, you’ll be begging God to speed up time when you start seeing how Hellish this earth is going to get. The greatest oddity I see is how many people are blind and are absolutely clueless now. I wake up each morning with dry heaves after seeing a child made to take the mark. Nobody on earth can hide. Everybody will go through this time of all out war against mankind. All Christians will go through this terrible time that has begun. There is a lie from Hell that says there is something called the rapture. There is a rapture, but after the return of Christ when he collects any Christians still alive at His arrival. There is no such thing as we will all scoot out of here before the coming of Christ and a man-made lie to confuse the ignorant or give a false sense of relief for a supposed Christian who doesn’t want to die like the millions of believers before them did. YOU BETTER UNPACK YOUR SUITCASES “CHRISTIANS” and get off your high horses and get into the final harvest like your called to do. Your not going nowhere and worse than anything you live like the rest of the world. Your stuck here to the end of time so quit worrying about yourself and start worrying about getting others saved. It pisses me off that in all my life, in public, I have only met enough Christians to count on one hand. Maybe. That’s me. Yet there are supposed to be millions and millions of “Christians” in the U.S. Where are they hiding? Why are they hiding? Jesus said “when He returns will He find any Faith left on earth?”  Who do you think YOU are “Christian”? This is it man and our last chance to spread the Gospel. The stage lights are being shut off and the curtain is closing. Do you not know or realize thousands of Christians are being killed around the world right now and won’t be long till your next? They accept getting their heads chopped off or being burned alive or being thrown off buildings for their faith in Jesus. Overnight a order will eventually come and Christians, conservatives, and those who failed to obey the beast will be rounded up. The beast’s time is short and he has full control. As fast as you blink your eye, your entire world can change tomorrow. And why you sit back watching T.V. and filling your belly with garbage food and planning your next vacation, everything is great. I got news for you. The devil is at the door and about to break it down. Your false belief that it could never happen to you or in this great land is about to shake you to the core. America has now lost God’s blessing completely. How could He bless legalized murder of His creation? How could he bless a society that goes against Him by sexual perversion and embraces a man putting his penis in another mans butt or mouth and parading around like a tooth fairy? You don’t even need Gods Word to know that is abnormal and repulsive. Or a woman using her mouth and fingers on another woman’s vagina and pretending she is a man? It is sinful and wrong behavior. It doesn’t matter what corrupted man has decided is acceptable in these last generations. God says it is a abomination. Always was and always will be. I am sorry to be the bearer of bad news if you are meddling in that sin, but God is very clear in His Word. It is because of Love for you I don’t want to see you go to Hell and you simply need to repent and change your ways. The Bible defines marriage in Genesis 2:24 as a union between one man and one woman. Adam and Eve. Not Adam and Steve. That is how He created things. A man would leave his parents and get married and become one with a woman. Jesus Christ upholds this definition of marriage in Matthew 19:5 as does the Apostle Paul in Ephesians 5:31. Any and all sexual activity which takes place outside of this context is considered as sinful. Jesus (God) calls it ‘sexual immorality’ in Mark 7:21 and that it is clearly devised in our own hearts. WE MAKE THE DECISION TO SIN. Same sex practice is specifically highlighted as sinful a number of times in Scripture. In God’s Law, for example, condemnations of same sex practice are given in Leviticus 18:22 and 20:13. “If a man lies with a male as with a woman, both of them have committed an abomination; they shall surely be put to death; their blood is upon them.” In the New Testament as a example, Romans 1:24-32 is very clear that both male and female same sex practice are treated as sinful. You don’t even need the Bible, YOUR own conscience convicts you that you are doing something wrong. And when you push away those thoughts it turns into SELFISHNESS AND SIN. You have made a conscious choice to block out what is right and God and chosen to serve your fleshly, worldly desires, and in doing so have bought yourself a one way ticket to Hell unless you repent and change your ways.  “Everyone who does evil hates the light, and will not come into the light for fear that their deeds will be exposed.” Further references to the sinfulness of same sex practice can be seen in 1 Corinthians 6:9 and 1 Timothy 1:10. So we see God didn’t all of a sudden change His mind over time and say “ah,what the heck let em do what they want.” The Scriptures are always consistent in their prohibition of same sex sexual activity all across history and within all different cultural settings. The only thing that has changed is mankind and his ever increasing sinfulness from generation to generation. Although the Scriptures are clear on sexual ethics and what is sinful, Gods Word also tells us that He will forgive ALL SIN and that eternal life is available for anyone who turns from sin and puts their faith in Christ, no matter how far they may have fallen short of Gods wonderful design for sex and marriage and proper relationships. Great news right! God loves you just the way you are right now but He wants you to be saved and turn from your sin. He will give you a new mind and heart…….

“Flee from sexual immorality. Every other sin a person commits is outside the body, but the sexually immoral person sins against his own body. Or do you not know that your body is a temple of the Holy Spirit within you, whom you have from God? You are not your own, for you were bought with a price. So glorify God in your body ….“Let marriage be held in honor among all, and let the marriage bed be undefiled, for God will judge the sexually immoral and adulterous.”

For satan to control the entire earth, his final roadblock was the United States and all those damn Christians. Once a moral and God fearing nation built on the foundations of the Bible, it has gone into full dive mode in sinful rebellion. It will fall. We are no different than Israel was before the nation was destroyed in 70A.D. for turning away from God. It has to fall for satan to have a complete take over of this earth. Mark my word, satan has lot’s and lot’s of goodies he is about to unleash to bring this once Godly nation to it’s knees and shake it to it’s core. This land will fall into communist hands. The takeover started years ago. You may say that’s impossible. Citizens are armed to the teeth. Wanna bet? I feel so bad that YOU have no idea what is coming. There will be Chinese and Russian troops on American soil for final cleanup of gun confiscation led by the U.N. “But we have the greatest military in the world.” What if they were compromised? Being the devils advocate. Lets say you want to take out the greatest military strength ever known. What can we do satan? Pay off top brass with millions of cash dollars. Multi multi multi millions like you were buying a supreme court. So much money, whatever it takes money, they eventually fall like a crooked politician and when the time is right invoke martial law against your own people. There is no fight if there are no military to fight, so satan what should we do? Have Russia and China military take saline solution shots and let your enemy take death shots. It may take a few years but they will drop like flies and you can come on in. Hmmm. Thanks satan……I certainly hope that’s not the case. Are we compromised? Umm. We are taken over. Stick us with a fork, we’re done. Who is the biggest enemy? Christians, conservatives, anyone with a voice objecting to the beast system. Military’s around the world are already deployed to “help” enforce lockdowns. How long before they enforce taking the mark going door to door? It’s coming…. You would be wise to learn how to live without electricity and water coming from a pipe. To be self sufficient as if a tornado ripped through your house yesterday and there is nothing left and now you had to depend on just yourself to live. Now is just a softening blow. But so effective millions will die as satans sperm does it’s thing running through the veins of the lost. Very effective to see how weak the masses are considering that’s just child’s play with what is coming. Yes, Christians will be hunted down. Looked at as haters and trouble makers. We as Christians have absolutely nothing to fear, but instead look at what as happening as exactly as God said things would end in His glorious Word. Praise God we are counted worthy to have lived to see Jesus’ return if we make it through what is coming and survive being put in camps or killed by satans army of followers. We have witnessed the mark of the beast with people willingly taking it like they are winning the lottery. They probably will offer lotteries and special gifts to steal your soul before they go into mandatory mode……..The Bible will soon be slowly taken away like a once loved children’s book. Paraded as a book of lies and hate. It will be outlawed. Burned in the streets. Pastors will be jailed. Believers will have to go in hiding. Churches will be abandoned and turned into places of worshiping satan and not God. Former alters will be polluted with orgies and blood rituals. Any Christian on earth starting in 2021 will start having to make a choice of being a part of the beast system or being a martyr for your Lord and Savior. The world hated Jesus. Truly it will hate us as satan knows his time is very short. Will you cover yourself with the invisible mask of righteousness and the Holy Spirit or paper? Be injected with God and Truth or satan’s sperm in a bottle? If you are not free in Christ , you are already a slave to satan. You have already taken the mark because you refuse to be saved and believed man over God. You see the mark is not just one thing. It is the culmination of the entire beast system. It starts with a ritual mask and ends with you getting on your knees and serving satan by allowing him into your body and soul and thinking. AND YOU WILL DO IT IF YOU ARE NOT BORN AGAIN.  Soon, very soon, if you are already weakened by satans fiery darts, certainly you will go along with whatever satan tells you to do. And you will die and go to Hell. And yes, even you as a Christian will go to Hell if when the time comes you choose wrongly to serve the beast. There will even be very well known false teachers and preachers that are wolves in sheeps clothing that will guide you into Hell. Follow your own heart and gut and what God is telling you. “The mark is coming but not here yet” they will say. And they will allow you to go forward with accepting one thing after another WHEN IN FACT THE MARK OF THE BEAST IS ALREADY HERE. Don’t believe anyone, even me, if something is telling you not to. Click that tab up there and go on with your life. But I think you know I’m right with what I’m saying if your still reading on. No matter who you are or what you believe now, things are going to get so bad there is a time coming soon when even a Born again Christian that is not at the top of their game and obeying God and is again entangled in the world and sinning could make the wrong choice and renounce Christ and serve satan and his beast system just to live. Already sadly, many Christians already have taken the mark and have chosen to believe man and not God and it’s too late for them now. YES, EVEN A BORN AGAIN CHRISTIAN WILL GO TO HELL IF THEY JOIN THE BEAST SYSTEM JUST TO STAY ALIVE. “And the third angel followed them, saying with a loud voice, If ANY man worship the beast(satan) and his image(anything the opposite of God), and receive his mark IN his forehead(you believed man and satan), or IN his hand (arm), The same shall drink of the wine of the wrath of God, which is poured out without mixture into the cup of his indignation; and he shall be tormented with fire and brimstone in the presence of the holy angels, and in the presence of the Lamb: And the smoke of their torment ascendeth up for ever and ever: and they have no rest day nor night, who worship the beast and his image, and whosoever receiveth the mark of his name.”

Taking the mark of the beast is is done WILLINGLY and KNOWINGLY. In other words you know the truth and have rejected it. It is the same with believing that Jesus is the son of God and shed his blood on the cross to save you. You can accept that truth or reject the Bible and God. So for example if a child has been forced to receive the mark and later finds out what it is, they will fall into Gods graces and not be under condemnation as does ANYONE who had no prior knowledge of what was happening. Taking the mark is you knowing the truth of what it is and in being in full control of your mind and situation and you are willing to believe and serve the beast rather than putting your faith in God no matter what circumstances may arise. The beast system will pretty much make it impossible to live or survive if you don’t take the mark. satan will have full control of EVERYTHING. It is your choice and freewill to choose which master you will serve. The correct choice is God, no matter the cost, because satan is already a defeated enemy and Jesus is coming back soon to destroy him and those that followed him. If you don’t know Jesus as your Lord and Savior, won’t you change that today friend so JESUS can be with you in these Last Days. I pray He opens your heart before it’s to late for you.

“The Lord is not slow to fulfill his promise as some count slowness, but is patient toward you, not wishing that any should perish, but that all should reach repentance.”

Jesus said “For whoever desires to save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life for My sake will find it.”  Where are YOUR priorities now? My friend having a relationship with God and being with the Lord forever is all that matters. Everything beyond that is just vanity now. Especially as the clock begins to expire. The Bible says where your heart is, is where your treasure is. What would God see if He came back today for you? If you are not looking up and removing all your worldly thoughts and desires and replacing them with preparation of the Lords return, your in for a heap of trouble. There is nothing this earth offers that could matter more than being with our Creator. Everything on earth will be burned and destroyed. That fancy car, big house, all that stuff you accumulated in your life will just vanish. There will be a new Heaven and a new Earth. These evil followers making all this money off satan now by deceiving and destroying mankind will howl in misery one day very soon. It seems the devils deal with most of them was to live to be around a hundred years old and live to see satans new world order put in place. But what is even five hundred years of earthly desires and pleasures if when you die, you spend FOREVER IN HELL???? God just laughs at their ill gotten calamity from Hell. In these Last Days there are many demons trying to get off this earth before God’s coming judgement. The dumb asses will NEVER penetrate the unshaken glass-like firmament above. I don’t want to wander away to far, but if you believe we have been to the moon, you’ll be first in line to roll up your sleeve. Indoctrination and deception are satans tools. Bold faced lies with smiling faces. The father of lies owns all mainstream media and these satanic talking heads all have same message and game plan. To kill you. To warp your mind into a false reality and control you. MAKE YOU OBEY. Not long ago there were news outlets and news castors and news papers that made their own stories. Independent. Now they are all taken over and spew out satans lies in one giant accord…….If we are a giant spinning ball flying through space there really is no hope for anything and of course a God that created everything. That means no consequences for anything a man can conjure up in his mind. That allows men to distort time and talk of millions of years and come up with things like global warming while they manipulate the weather with planes and other goodies they have. To magically land objects hundreds of millions of miles away and communicate with them. I can’t even get good cell phone service driving in a valley. To come up with “space pictures” without one star ever shown because technically it’s to hard to fake, but just blackness like the devils heart. To come up with UFO’s and aliens from distant planets, which by the way will play into a great deception also coming. Aliens are just a substitute word for demons or fallen angels. A.I. is same thing. The Bible says His creation been here six thousand years or there about and is 100% correct. Creation and time is easily traced in His Word. Man made science and theories are just that. Guessing and contemplating and nonfactual attempts made to try and convince you that you are a monkeyman. How ridiculous a thought! That’s the best satan could come up with? You evolved from a monkey????Pllllllll. You do realize the moon is spinning don’t you? There’s no dark side of moon to be discovered. Every night it looks different. The moon is so bright it lights earth at night. If you stood on it, it would be like being surrounded by a million of mans biggest searchlights put together focused on you. Impossible to see anything as the the light surrounds and overtakes anything like Jesus. Also outside the domes protection, when the sun heats up the moon it gets super hot and glows. You would melt instantly the moment you got anywhere near it. God controls the waters with it and the moon gives the dew on the ground. The moon changes sizes and colors as signs from God. The stars have worked in perfect union moving around us as additional signs and wonders. The moon travels just like the sun outside the dome not around it like a ball, but above a flat disc and not near as far away as you’ve learned. They are in perfect union and will never cease to stop what created them to do till His soon return. Soon the sun will be blackened and the moon will not show its light. The great dome will be peeled back for the triumphant return of Jesus and the entire earth at one time will see His return. The earth sits on the four pillars created by God. It is flat. It is flatter than a false preachers message from Hell that falls on deaf ears of Born again Christians. It has four directions. North, South, East, and West. It sits within a clear dome. There are waters on earth, and above earth there is also a layer above the dome. This works like a air purifier and also dictates weather by it’s temperature. It also gives us our beautiful blue skies and at night the ability to see through it to see the second Heaven and all Gods glorious creation of the stars. Looking up is the opposite of being in a plane and looking down at the oceans. Above the stars and what we call space is the third Heaven. God resides in the third Heaven. If your not convinced God is beyond human imagination of His vastness and power and holiness and sheer awesomeness by just all the creations we see then nothing will move you. God is God. And He created everything  we know of  in just six literal days. When Noah boarded the Ark, the earth was flooded not by just rain clouds, but God opened the waters above the dome to be able to cover the highest mountain. That’s a lot of water. Think about how strong the dome is to hold all that weight. Water is important to God and your life is sustained by it. We are born in it. With it man can power vehicles for free and cure cancer when made into peroxide for the cost of a new pair of socks but is suppressed. Anyway, didn’t mean to detour. Just amazed so many people are sheeple and believe anything. Their (yours?) eyes and souls are attracted to T.V. no differently then flies to crap as they lick at the lies and spread disease. They are zombies and addicted worse than a crack addict. They are afraid or defiant to sit in silence and hear God. Spend time with God. Have YOU done the Last Days church challenge? I love T.V.  more than God test? Take your T.V. and put it in the garage for thirty days. Now. Does it control you or do you control it? Tomorrow will you be desiring it comes back into your thinking and taking your time as you sit in silence? If your a “gamer” you may need to be put in a straight jacket:) You ever watch someone watching T.V.? They are in a trance. Can you handle no distractions? Distractions like T.V. put you into a vegetative state. A zombie condition where God is purposely blocked from your thinking. God is heard in silence. Maybe you’ll freak a little bit and turn on a radio. You just did it again. You can’t handle silence. Yet. It will get easier by the day as satan is removed from your thinking. I’ll tell you first side affect. You will go to bed earlier and wake up earlier. Great, you can take a early morning walk which is healthy for you and watch the beautiful sun come up and hear the birds sing joyfully and pray and talk to God before starting your day. You will start to use your own mind and suddenly your whole way of thinking will change. It may be like someone died and your in mourning do to it’s being with you so long, but trust me, after a few days you’ll be glad that bastard died because you’ll realize it raped you over and over again and you let it because you were sleeping in satans world. God hates idols and those that follow them. Just as god speaks to us through the Bible, satan talks to you through the screen of death and is programming your mind and wasting hour after hour of your life. Your brain has turned into mush and stopped you from being your own self. In those thousands of hours of watching T.V. you could have been a famous artist. A senator. Anything you put your heart to. But you chose to be a zombie. A slave bitch to satan. YOU AND YOU ALONE CHOSE TO BE A ZOMBIE. I just looked it up and the average person loses 9 years of their life to satan watching him and that’s just T.V. I bet it’s twice that now if you add smartphones and people watching videos too. Talk about prison! You better look down. Your dressed in black and white and have a ball and chain on your ankle. YOUR A PRISONER. All forms of electronics are actually bad. A computer or smart phone can be just as devious or even more corruptible to your mind than T.V. but at least you have a choice on how you control them. Without them you wouldn’t be reading this now. That’s good. Others are watching porn now. That’s bad. It is you alone that chooses good or evil. Wrong or right. How will God judge YOU on with what you had and what you did with it? This is what Jesus meant when he said to pluck out your eye if you have to to escape Hell. Get things out of your life that YOU know are bad. T.V. is a open and shut case and for sure needs out your life. Throw the fu**ing thing out and start life over. Spend that time in nature and stick your feet in the water and swoosh the water between your toes. Take off your shoes daily and ground to the earth. It is very good for you and healthy. The earth has an infinite supply of free electrons, so when a person is grounded, those electrons naturally flow between the earth and the body, reducing free radicals and eliminating any static electrical charge. Grounding is so powerful it reduces and prevents inflammation from occurring in the body, which in turn prevents inflammation related health disorders. Your body is electrified which is how satan will connect you to his system by metals dropped from sky, injections, 5g, foods, and electronics. You will be nothing more than a walking antenna. Watch animals. Buy some bird feeders and make it a goal to attract hummingbirds. I could watch them for hours. Watch the bugs. Watch a spider make a web. If your not allergic, don’t swat a bee but let it land on you and drink your sweat. I just had the biggest bumble bee I saw in my life not go away and land on my head and then hand and checked me out. Scary when it landed on my ear and sounded like a military jet. It meant me no harm and I was able to see it’s beautiful body and hear it’s wings and see one of Gods wonderful creations. It spent a hour with me as I’m writing! Learn to scuba dive. Cook extra dinner and knock on your neighbors door and surprise them and see if they need anything. Read Gods Word. Talk and pray to God. If you have kids treat them like a friend and not just a parent. Do things with them. Hug them. Kiss them. Tell them you love them. Buy a project that needs finished. Start a business. Grow a garden. Go to a craft store and create something. Learn to paint. Visit a jail and tell them about God. Visit a nursing home and hear stories from your elders and how things have changed. Talk to a veteran and thank them for their service. They put their lives on the line to give you freedom. Instead of defunding, defend our hero’s. Go to your local sheriff or police department or parked police car you see and bring a bottled drink and some homemade cookies or home grown veggies like sunsugar cherry tomatoes they can snack on while protecting us. Yum. I grow them and pop them in my mouth all day like candy. Make someones day just by doing any kind act. Open your eyes, there’s a lot of hurting people out there and one day it may be you that needs help. What a man sows he will reap. I saw a women the other day sitting in her car and could see it was filled with all her belongings. Obviously not in a good situation. You would be surprised how many people live out of their vehicles. Anyway, I asked if she was okay and she said her battery was going and car barely started and couldn’t afford one and was just praying about it! I gave her the money to buy one. She was so excited and kept calling me a angel because of how fast God responded. Instead of giving money away to a false religion, this is how giving should be. Look around. Maybe you see your neighbors lawn mower needs 50 pulls to start and smokes like a diesel. Surprise him with a new one if you can afford it. Or look for one at a garage sale or on c-list. There are lots of elderly folks that need some kind of help. Start a community help project. Maybe their house needs painted. Maybe they can’t afford to pay their real estate taxes and will lose their home. Maybe they can’t go out for groceries or medicine. Maybe they would love just to spend time with someone. There are a million things you can do not wasting your life watching satans idiot box…… If your using the computer or phone for things that are no good than YOU need to get rid of that to. If you think your all alone while your masterbating to filth, think again. Look up. God is watching you. Do your own research and come up with your own conclusions and ASK GOD TO SHOW YOU TRUTH. Pray to Him to show YOU idols that are separating your relationship with Him. Is it just television? porn? drugs? alcohol? religion? sexual sins? jewelry? money? food? gambling? the desire to have as much “stuff” as possible? An idol is anything you put in front of or is more important than your relationship with God……. anyway, go to a well known video site and for instance type in “moon landing hoax.” I can lead you to water but I can’t make you drink it. Believing your a monkeyman will take you straight to HELL. Are YOU a monkey or created in Gods image? Talking to people in public now and how dumbed down they are, I think sometimes they did evolve from a dodo bird:) Just kidding. I think. Must be all the fluoride and drugs in the water. I will always use the Bible as my answer book. Hundreds and hundreds of billions of dollars spent. Where’d it go? A cheap Hollywood studio and some CGI software? On rockets that start flying upwards and quickly start flying at a angle so they don’t hit the dome and land in oceans out of site? Wake up. Wake up already…..

“If your eye causes you to stumble, pluck it out and throw it from you. It is better for you to enter life with one eye, than to have two eyes and be cast into the fiery hell.”

For you it’s not to late because God has to be tugging at your heart to even be reading this. YOU care and God bless you! In these Last Days God said there would be such a great delusion where people are so asleep and fooled and deceived that they would believe all the lies of the devil more than Him. The devil is the false beast system that has taken over everything now. Big tech, big box stores, trucks that drive around with penises on them, well, everything. And when I say everything. I mean EVERYTHING. The only thing they can’t take is your heart and soul, praise God forever! The Bible says they can take our bodies and do their best to corrupt our minds, but never, never can they take away our faith in the true living God and his son Jesus the Messiah. They can’t take away our Salvation. They can’t have access to our hearts which are in the hands of almighty God after being saved. They can’t destroy the temple of God that resides in every Born-again Christian because greater is He that is in me then he that is in this world. That is not to say the beasts are not trying. They want to change your very inner being and make it so you will no longer have a choice to be saved and they are very close. WE ARE IN THE LAST DAY’S. How much did first computer sell for? The beast system started outwardly. Mass indoctrination and control through television, movies, music, computers, and smart phones. Now it has moved inwardly in the most diabolical ways ever imagined. satan will kill you sooner or later depending on your strength and how you choose him to be god of your life. Once you have your implant, digital tattoo, or his genes flowing through your blood through a shot, you will stand in line just to live and serve the beast. You won’t have control of your mind anymore and become the zombie they love to show in movies. AND WHEN YOU DIE YOU WILL BURN IN HELL FOREVER FOR LISTENING TO MAN INSTEAD OF FOLLOWING YOUR HEART OR GUT FEELINGS THAT SOMETHING ISN’T RIGHT. You actually deserve Hell because the Bible clearly warned you but you chose not to read and believe. This earth started with two lines of seed. Gods and satans. satans seed are in full destruction mode now and they have had years to plan this all out. They have one specific goal. A one world government controlled by satan. A one world religion with satan leading. A one world currency where you cannot buy, sell, or even live unless you serve the beast. Do you like owning things like a house and car? Soon unless your part of the beast system they will taken away from you unless you OBEY. Property of the Government for your disobedience. So why “prepping” might be somewhat wise in storing up things, it really is futile as the beast KNOWS EVERYTHING about what you have and will come and take it all anyway. satan has promised his minions ALL the spoils of his war on humanity left over. This is not a fantasy or fairy tale or made up thing. It is what God said in His Word was going to happen. And it is happening right here and right now. There is no going back to normal. EVER AGAIN. Nothing can reverse it. Jesus is coming. What you choose to do now will affect you throughout all eternity…….. Of course outward devices to track your every move and breath will be used. A watch, bracelet, collar, phone, etc. Even your own body will be linked through electrical nano particles flowing in your veins. They will know your very thoughts your thinking as you pass each 5g tower. Without them you won’t be able to buy or sell or travel or do anything. Permission will be needed. You’ll need to prove you are part of the beast system by displaying your global I.D. Why do think they have trained you to use those scan your own item lines? Because soon you will need to be scanned to do anything. You will be hooked into the main system. You notice a lot of banks are closing? Won’t be a need for them soon. Everything will be electronic. If your a good boy you’ll keep your money and freedoms. A bad boy and your shut off from everything. There won’t be a need for a human to check your credentials. If your scan is unacceptable the doors won’t open up to even just going to a gym to workout or going to a bar for a beer. The key is getting businesses to go along with their mandates. Once you see a private business forcing you to do something, you know time is shortening. Divide and conquer. So if you are sitting on the fence deciding where you will spend eternity and might decide to do it later, you are almost out of time. SOON, very soon you won’t have a choice anymore. It will start with a mask. Then a jab by something. Then another jab, each changing your very DNA and turning you into a soulless monster of the beast system ruled by satan. Then a harmless tattoo. Then a harmless implant…….Most will die of “side effects” from micro timing mechanisms triggered at will. You’ll be so electrified by satans sperm a magnet will stick to you like your satans refrigerator. The skies will drop aerosol death from planes. Whole states or areas will be punished into submission by weather extremes and power outages to get them into submission. No rain. No food. Even dams won’t be able to produce electricity. People will go nuts when the food runs out they always relied on or costs twenty dollars for a loaf of bread. If they can even find. People will lose their minds when the bubbled up stock market goes in full decline and all their savings is gone forever. The propped up housing market will blow like a giant fart out of satans ass into nothing and that piece of paper backed by nothing you call money will be worthless except for using as toilet paper. A third angel followed them and said in a loud voice: “If anyone worships the beast and its image and receives its mark in their forehead or in their hand,  they (YOU), too, will drink the wine of God’s fury, which has been poured full strength into the cup of his wrath. They will be tormented with burning sulfur in the presence of the holy angels and of the Lamb. And the smoke of their torment will rise for ever and ever. There will be no rest day or night for those who worship the beast and its image, or for anyone who receives the mark of its name.”  If you allow any man to do anything physically outwardly and especially inwardly to YOU, your soul has been corrupted and there is no hope for you anymore. Your actual DNA and blood are now property of satan. You have placed your faith in men corrupted by satan and not in the true living God. You are satan’s bitch and he can control you however he wants now. You are nothing but a dog on a leash. A pig in a pen. A slave to your master.  “Don’t be afraid of those who kill the body but cannot kill the soul. Instead, fear the one who can destroy both body and soul in hell.”  satan runs and rules all the Governments of the world now. he already did when the devil took Jesus to a very high mountain and showed him all the kingdoms of the world and their splendor. satan said “All this I will give you, if you will bow down and worship me.” (by the way if the earth was round that wouldn’t have been possible to see!) So knowing this and that he has demons doing his bidding and ruling Governments, is it wise to listen to God or satan filled men and women with a agenda? Men and women offered wealth and power, but unlike Jesus, they accepted and sold their souls. In these Last Days, the very aspect of good or right has been taken over by bad and wrong in EVERYTHING. Everything right smothered by everything wrong. Morals have been thrown out the window. Doctors of old who healed with nature would be replaced by a system trained and controlled by satan suppressing cures to make billions and billions. Murder has become perfectly acceptable. A man or woman that starts a suction machine or grabs a hand vice and rips a human being apart in the womb and sells the parts is filled with satan. Judges that are supposed to be impartial are bought and paid for from a local court to the highest courts in the land. If you have millions in the bank or your “in the club” you’ll walk free of anything now. Things have changed drastically in just a few generations in every aspect of life. I would need hours and hours to make that list. Merely follow the Obelisk and you will find who is in control. Jesus said He saw satan fall like lightning. See where it strikes. Shard, Washington monument, Vatican. The great whore has three main heads. Merely follow the Symbolism that is everywhere. It’s there surrounding you like a hurricane and covering you like a pyramid if you open your eyes. Pray God opens your eyes. Staying blind will take you to HELL.

“And the light of a candle shall shine no more at all in thee; and the voice of the bridegroom and of the bride shall be heard no more at all in thee: for thy merchants were the great men of the earth; for by thy SORCERIES were all nations deceived.”

THE MARK OF THE BEAST

Revelation chapter 18 gives a description of the fall of Babylon and in this verse  it gives us the reason why all nations were deceived IN THE LAST DAYS.  “And the light of a candle shall shine no more at all in thee; and the voice of the bridegroom and of the bride shall be heard no more at all in thee: for thy merchants were the great men of the earth; for by thy sorceries were all nations deceived.”  By the “sorceries” of Babylon all nations were deceived. Babylon has two faces. One is religious and is in existence today as a impostor “christian” church and the other is political and commercial that heads the new world order. Babylon embodies one great satanic system that in it’s end will usher in the antichrist. And that isn’t far away. Full takeover and dominance of the world is here and is just awaiting the son of perdition to take the world stage. Babylon is mentioned almost 300 times in Scripture. There are more than 800 biblical references to the city of Jerusalem. Think of them as the great fight between good and evil. Babylon is viewed as the devil’s city while Jerusalem is viewed as God’s city. These are systems that have always been in opposition to each other since the birth of Cain and Abel. Babylon is known as the first international, political and religious ecumenical movement in the history of man. The ancient city of Babylon plays a major role in the Bible as it represents a rejection of the one true God. Babylon was one of the cities founded by King Nimrod. Though the city was destroyed, it’s beliefs went on throughout the world with eventually Rome being it’s new head. It’s beliefs have never ceased to exist in one form or another to perpetuate satans rule on earth……..The book of Revelation gives us great insight into what’s happening today. The Greek word for “sorceries”  is “pharmakeia” (far-mak-i’-ah). A Greek Dictionary tells us “pharmakeia” is the use or administering of drugs; poisoning; and sorcery, magical arts, often found in connection with idolatry and fostered by it. So if you put the original Greek word “pharmakeia” in place of the English word “sorceries” the end of the verse  would say, “For by thy pharmakeia were ALL nations deceived.” Yikes. “Pharmakeia” is where we get the English word “pharmacy.” Pharmacy is a well organized and professionalized system that administers man-made drugs or poison. Ever listen or see a commercial with the birds singing and the sun is shining and that says it will possibly heal your issue but possible side affects might be, ummmmm, maybe just a stroke or kidney failure, or blindness, etc. The Bible clearly tells us satans agenda and reveals that the Babylon system will  deceive ALL nations by the use of pharmacy that is in connection to “magical arts” and idolatry. “Magical arts” has its deep roots in witchcraft and the occultic world. satan is directly behind the magical arts and his demons head it’s pure evil. It is well understood that those involved in sorcery, witchcraft, and magic are known to use these magic potions to heal, deceive, poison, control, or even kill someone. Pharmaceuticals mainly uses a mixture of  synthetic elements, metals and mixtures of toxic chemicals to produce man-made drugs that are designed to manipulate the biochemistry or metabolic functions of the body. It is man creating something from nothing  in an attempt to get a desired affect in the supposed treatment of a disease or sickness. Nothing wrong with that if there is no nefarious reasons or ill will intentions. But what if there was a evil agenda? In other words, their could maybe be a soft kill or a hard kill desired depending on the drug or how strong your body is. You ever wonder why there’s a pharmacy on every corner? Heck, three on every corner! There’s plenty of money to go around and sheep lined up outside who believe in the system. The pharmaceutical companies mix up the different types of man-made goodies, get a patent for it, package it, and then claim that their man-made drug can treat certain types of diseases. The main problem with that system is that there are no guarantees of it working and possibilities for lots of side effects AND EVEN DEATH. Pharmaceutical drugs can be poisonous. They are man made. Chemicals. That’s why they outlawed marijuana years ago. It has many medicinal qualities and you can grow it in your own backyard for free. When man-made drugs are put into the body it can have negative effects on the entire body system from head to toe. What may be fixing one problem is now also creating another. Time for another prescription. There are always side effects or unintended sicknesses or diseases that a person suffers as a result of using a drug. No different are street drugs. A person on crack has many problems. The reality is that any and all drugs have direct effects on the entire body and especially the brain not only physically but psychologically. Look at the mess pain killers have caused. Revelation 18:23 uses the Greek word “pharmakeia” to reveal to us the main thing that will be used to deceive ALL people in the last days, A GREAT DELUSION. It is a well organized system with endless money and capable of administering dangerous drugs to billions of people that are not only toxic to the organs of body, but have direct negative effects on the brain. Many man made drugs that are used for a variety of reasons are known to cause additional health problems. But that’s a good thing for the pharmacy as now you’ll need more drugs. More and more drugs. And hopefully they won’t affect your conscious way of thinking, your mood, your memory, or contribute to negative personality changes as a result. Putting a foreign substance in your body will have consequences. Sometimes good. But most times tragic. God made us from dirt and one with nature. He is the master healer. He made us perfect and with the ability to heal ourselves or with what He provided in nature. The Chinese understand that. He didn’t create you perfect to be filled with man-made toxins. To drink a glass of water filled with fluoride. To eat foods genetically modified and sprayed with toxic chemicals. But where God wants you to have life, and more abundantly, satan wants you dead because he is jealous and hates man.  Faith goes a long way towards healing any issues you may have.

“And the third angel followed them, saying with a loud voice, If ANY man worship(believes) the beast(satan) and his image(anything the opposite of God), and receive his mark IN his forehead(you believed man and satan), or IN his hand (arm), The same shall drink of the wine of the wrath of God, which is poured out without mixture into the cup of his indignation; and he shall be tormented with fire and brimstone in the presence of the holy angels, and in the presence of the Lamb: And the smoke of their torment ascendeth up for ever and ever: and they have no rest day nor night, who worship the beast and his image, and whosoever receiveth the mark of his name(pharmakeia).”

Who is behind the system of pharmacy and the administering of poisonous drugs that Babylon uses to deceive all nations? satan. He is the false God of this earth that pulls all the strings. He has elite families that do all his bidding. satan hates mankind. he is the all seeing eye. The symbols and logos of modern medicine clearly reveal who is behind the scenes orchestrating the whole system of the administering of poisonous drugs that manipulate the bodies and minds of billions of people around the world. A example is the international symbol for pharmacy known as the “Bowl of Hygieia.” Who is Hygieia? Hygieia comes from Greek mythology. Mythology is the study of myths, or lies and pagan false gods. In other words, though it is not true, millions worship it as if it is true. Who is the father of lies? Satan. Where does he rule from today? Rome that uses it’s past down Mythologies in in very sly ways. Roman mythology is like that of the Greeks. It contains a number of gods and goddesses, and because of the early influence of Greece on the Italian peninsula and the ever-present contact with Greek culture, the Romans adopted not only their stories but also many of their gods often renaming them. According to Greek pagan worship, Hygieia is the goddess of health and hygiene, the daughter of Aesculapius. He is the god of medicine, healing, and physicians. “The ‘Bowl of Hygieia’ symbol is the most widely recognized international symbol of pharmacy. In Greek mythology, Hygieia was the daughter and assistant of Aesculapius, the God of Medicine and Healing. Hygieia’s classical symbol was a bowl containing a medicinal potion with the SERPENT of Wisdom (or guardianship) partaking it. This is the same serpent of Wisdom, which appears on the caduceus, the staff of Aesculapius, which is the symbol of medicine.” Eve believed the serpent satans lies. Thinking that she could become wise, Eve disobeyed God by indulging from the tree that God said not to partake of. satan. The tree of life in the garden symbolized was Jesus in which eternal life is given. After losing her virginity from the forbidden tree satan, Eve acknowledged that the serpent deceived her. She believed what was false and put sin into all mankind. The serpent drinking from the “bowl of wisdom” is portraying satan and is a representation and picture of the evil being of what he is. A deceiver. A liar. Which is now spewed out by his followers. Then there’s the staff of Aesculapius. His staff represents the healing aspects of the art of medicine. This symbol looks similar but is not the same as the serpent of brass that Moses put on a pole in the desert. The serpent on the rod of Aesculapius is a counterfeit to Moses’ bronze serpent on the pole. This counterfeit symbol gives a false message that the serpent is wise and harmless when in fact it wants to sink it’s teeth into you and kill you. The serpent on the staff of Aesculapius is the same serpent that is drinking from the Bowl of Hygieia. The message that the serpent of this Satanic symbol is giving is that it is okay to take the poisonous magical goodies concocted in the bowl. “We won’t harm you. We want to see you feel better darlings. Now just roll up your sleeve and everything is going to be just wonderful” and a day, a month, or a few years later your dead. The symbols that are used to represent the professions of pharmacy and medicine give a deceptive message from satan that taking poisonous drugs is wise and that they have the power to heal and not kill when in fact most times it is quite the opposite. I’m not saying all drugs are bad. If they didn’t throw out a bone once in a while no one would take them. You ever see someone with cancer. They usually don’t look to bad and you would never know. Now they are persuaded to take chemicals into their body. If you are sick you want to build your immunity to the max, not destroy it. Suddenly they lose weight, their faces turn shallow, their hair falls off, their veins shrink to point of having to have a port put in, they can’t eat, they get sick as hell, their immune system is destroyed, their weak, their blood cells are decimated, etc. Did you know why cancer wards are biggest and most money put into in a hospital system? It’s the biggest money maker for them and customers constantly stream in. You get beautiful waiting rooms with live music and beautiful courtyards. Your own room with a comfy reclining chair, T.V., all the cookies and drinks you want. Heck, if you made it all the way to your last treatment you go into hero mode as the nurses applaud you, as you have earned the right to ring a bell. What a great business just like a funeral home that their soon headed to more often than not……… There is also a statue of Aesculapius with his staff wrapped with the “Snake of Wisdom”. This “Snake of Wisdom” is seen throughout the symbolism of the modern medical profession. Their not even hiding their allegiance to satan. It is a trademark of a unified system. As examples, it is in the symbol of the American Medical Association, an association that sets the standards for physicians and the medical profession in America. (they tell them what to do and how to think. That’s why one doctor is no different than the next and your wasting time ever getting a “second opinion”) The snake is found in the middle of the logo of the World Health Organization. If you see “world” starting it’s name, it’s a good bet it’s part of the beast system. The “twin towers” destroyed by satan to begin mass surveillance turned into what? One World Trade Center. WHO has a naming system for “variants.” They have millions of names to use. But what do they use? Letters of the Greek alphabet. In the last chapter of the entire Bible, JESUS IS CALLED THE ALPHA AND OMEGA. The beginning and the end.  satan the copycat has named his Last Days mark Alpha, Beta, etc. I suggest you look up their Greek meanings. ….. The snake is also found on the logos of medical schools, doctor offices, and many other medical organizations and shows who really is in control. Another symbol widely used throughout the modern medical field is known as the “caduceus.” A caduceus has two serpents mating around a rod, topped by a pair of wings. It is known as a magical wand with great powers and belongs to the Greek god Hermes or the Roman god Mercury. These gods are supposed to be the messengers of gods, inventors of magic, communicators to the “dead” and they protect business and thieves. Many in witchcraft and sorcery still use the caduceus for magic and to cast spells. The caduceus in sorcery is known to “restrain and control” its victims. If you research you will find in Greek mythology and the occultic world the caduceus had nothing to do with medicine, healing or health. Hmmm. So why would modern medicine adopt the caduceus as their symbol of medicine unless it wasn’t satan taking full control. He who holds the caduceus is he that is on top and controls. The false god of Mercury held it and remember what he is known for. He was the inventor of magic, conductor of the dead, protector of merchants, thieves, and to restrain and CONTROL. Modern medicine has adopted the caduceus as their symbol of medicine and physicians to PROTECT the merchants of the earth that make billions of dollars poisoning people and to protect the corporate thieves and to control and restrain masses of people. And who ultimately sits on the top. satan. The false god of all gods. In the occultic world, satan depicts himself as a goat known as Baphomet with two wings and a CADUCEUS between his crossed legs. Gee whiz, are you starting to see what’s happening on the earth now maybe could be part of satans great plan to take his mark. A last plan in these Last Days that is fooling the masses. It’s always been right there in the open but just like the great delusion going on now, unsaved peoples eyes are blind and they are sheep led to slaughter. Led to Hell. So you now have a direct link between the poisonous practices of modern medicine through pharmakeia and Satan and the mark. Satan is behind what is happening today. A beast system. A killing system. A system where you MUST take his mark of allegiance by taking his drugs into your body…….Did you know that the “father” of pharmacology was an occultist? He was a worshiper of satan. Born as Philippus Aureolus Theophrastus Bombastus von Hohenheim in 1493, he called himself Paracelsus. He was well known as a Swiss German physician, botanist, alchemist, astrologer, and a occultist. He founded the field of creating drugs or better known as pharmacy today. For hundreds of years physicians used natural herbs and foods for healing because they worked and were natural. Not man made concoctions. He would do studies on chemistry and metallurgy along with the mix of occultic worship and astrology. I’m sure the devil was giving him lots of ideas. He would come to his own conclusion that metals such as mercury, lead, tin, copper, and gold could “purify” the body. Yummy! Hang on, I gotta go eat some pennys and a couple fishing weights……..Being way out in left field, he also believed that the stars and planets were the main cause of human illness and disease. Man I’m not ever going outside again to look up and see Gods creation at night, I might catch a cold. He believed that all diseases should be treated with metals which are poisonous to the body. That kinda sounds familiar like chemo or vaccines don’t it? I’m sure you’ve heard of mercury and how good that is for a body. He would treat many diseases with mercury. Poor souls. Anyway, he would teach his garbage to many physicians who bought right into it. Many would die as a result of Paracelsus way of treatment and that would kinda wrap things up for him. I’m sure everyone caught onto his craziness, especially the doctors he deceived. In fact good ole Paracelsus was thrown out a window by other physicians at the time like another Jezebel and that was his demise. What is truly amazing is, that today Paracelsus is known as the father of modern pharmacy! I guess because of where he got his inspiration. satan. Modern medicine is built on the foundation of Paracelsus and his ways. Modern medicine has killed and poisoned millions of people. Pharmaceutical drugs never cure disease or I should say rarely. They only try to manage it by inhibiting or manipulating a function in the body that is supposed to happen naturally. And once they get you on one drug , they get you on another and another. Doctors are the kingpins of drugs, not Mexican cartels. Millions will die from medical malpractice. Millions will die from medication errors. Millions and millions will die from unnecessary surgeries, infections, medical errors, etc. A big moneymaker now is first saying you have a disease you probably don’t have and getting you on a ventilator. satan loves that. Not just the hospital CEO’s making huge profits for owners and investors. Remember. Always follow the money. And if it’s really big money you can bet satan is behind it. Administering poisonous drugs worldwide GOES INTO THE TRILLIONS. The medical merchants of the earth profit greatly from it. They love the money it produces and the nails it puts in the coffins of many a lost soul headed for Hell. Perhaps your involved in this industry in ignorance to God or what the agenda of satan  really is. Irregardless, you still carry responsibility because you now know the truth. The truth will either set you free or you will be kept in bondage by satan, in which case you are headed to Hell. You need to make a choice right now who your allegiance is with.  ^“Now the works of the flesh are manifest, which are these; Adultery, fornication, uncleanness, lasciviousness, Idolatry, witchcraft (pharmakeia), hatred, variance, emulations, wrath, strife, seditions, heresies, envyings, murders, drunkenness, revellings, and such like: of the which I tell you before, as I have also told you in time past, that they which do such things shall not inherit the kingdom of God.”  The Greek word for “witchcraft” in this verse is pharmakeia.  “But the fearful, and unbelieving, and the abominable, and murderers, and whoremongers, and sorcerers , and idolaters, and all liars, shall have their part in the lake which burneth with fire and brimstone: which is the second death.” The Greek word for “sorcerers” in this verse is “pharmakeus” defined as a druggist or poisoner. “Pharmacy” is primarily signified as the use of medicine, drugs, and spells and “poisoning”.  “Neither repented they of their murders, nor of their sorceries, nor of their fornication, nor of their thefts.” … “And the light of a candle shall shine no more at all in thee; and the voice of the bridegroom and of the bride shall be heard no more at all in thee: for thy merchants were the great men of the earth; for by thy sorceries were all nations deceived.”  Revelation is the last book of the Bible and what gives us great insight into what is happening now.  In the last chapter of the entire Bible, God tells us something clear as day.  “Blessed are they that do his commandments, that they may have right to the tree of life, and may enter in through the gates into the city.  For without are dogs, and sorcerers, and whoremongers, and murderers, and idolaters, and whosoever loveth and maketh a lie.”  In “sorcery,” the use of drugs, whether simple or potent, was generally accompanied by incantations and appeals to occult powers, a divination with assistance of evil spirits with the provision of various charms, amulets, etc. It is ostensibly designed to keep the applicant or patient from the attention and power of demons, and to rather impress the applicant with the mysterious resources and powers of the sorcerer. Though just a part of the beast system, Pharmakeia’s power over mankind is unmatched in its lies and deceptiveness.  Pharmakeia is a part of Babylon system. The beast system. Satans system set up on earth to take full control of everything. This system is what Gods Word the Bible predicts that Babylon would use to deceive all nations and in the end, and usher in the man of perdition. You no longer have to be deceived. Right now satan has sent a strong delusion to fool and lie to the world in these Last Days and taking his mark will SOON be forced. There’s no going back. No stopping him. Without God giving you His insights you are nothing but a sheep headed to slaughter and on your way to Hell. Won’t it be a sad day for those who woke up to late. Satan didn’t start his final take over of the entire earth with war and nuclear bombs, he did it with a sneeze or cough and gentle persuasion with the greatest illusion ever used on man. The bible talks of taking the mark in the forehead. Besides the conscious and spiritual ramifications, what about the physical? In your forehead is the frontal lobe of the brain. When compromised it can cause weakness on one side of the body or one side of the face, falling, inability to solve problems or organize tasks, reduced creativity, impaired judgment, reduced sense of taste or smell, depression, difficulty controlling emotions, changes in behavior, low motivation, poor attention span and being easily distracted, reduced or increased sexual interest, odd sexual habits, impulsive or risky behavior, tumors and infections, dementia and Alzheimer disease and trouble with communication. Say you created a substance in a that could attack that part of the brain. You would have taken away a persons ability to ever get saved because their mind has been altered. Time will tell. I SAW IN A VISION THAT PEOPLE WHO TAKE THE MARK WILL GET MEANER AND MEANER. CRAZIER AND CRAZIER. LIKE ZOMBIE MOVIES THEY WILL TURN ON THE UNVAXED AS THEIR BRAINS TURN TO MUSH. PEOPLE WILL HIDE IN THEIR HOMES AS THEY ROAM THE STREETS. YES,THEY WILL FEED ON FLESH. THE MORE BITTEN BY THE SNAKE, THE FASTER THE TRANSFORMATION INTO A BEAST…..It is absolutely astonishing and mind blowing how easily satan has conquered the earth in his deception in these Last Days. What started out as another experiment or false flag to see how many people would succumb to the lies, turned into never retreating again. Why should they? The world is now in their control. Let’s play devils advocate. What should we do satan? Tell people to stay home and pay them way more than they made working and lets see what happens. Streets will be empty. Shut down the churches but keep bars open and see what happens. People will stop going to church and drink more. Fake all the death numbers and change the flu into the “pandemic” and it is never ending with needs for boosters and shot after shot. Say it kills millions when in reality you have almost a 100% chance of living if you get it. Say anyone from a baby to a senior citizen needs marked for sheep,oops I mean herd immunity. Show doctors and nurses in space suits, yet going to the local hospital it’s empty. Show people in beds hooked to a million machines fighting for their lives when all that was needed was some bed rest and chicken soup. Pound them over and over on T.V. and communication devices with lies. Scare the hell out of people and make communication not at all or outside a window or in a car from the street because “you love them.” Say the virus spreads on everything, but still deliver the mail and use money and buy groceries. Make employees hide between a false barrier and you the possible super spreader. Enact and create people who need to know and trace your every move. Make those who obey and take the mark heros, but those that oppose criminals and derelicts. Make people get tested with a test that shows inaccurate results. Man I feel fine, but test showed I got the cooties. Man, I feel like crap and force them onto a ventilator to “save them”. Steal their DNA and compile shots that work differently on different people and races. If you don’t want a certain race, give them the x shot. Don’t show homeless people living in tents next to each other, and sharing needles and pooping and peeing in the streets never get sick. Separate people from each other even though that does nothing except keep people from talking, same as forcing a mask, just to show who’s in power. OBEY MOTHER F##KERS. Tell people you have the cure. People will stand in lines fighting to take the mark. Let’s get real devious satan, instead of providing the cure, in your jab give the disease. Make people the complete opposite of healthy, but now diseased and be shedders of you and have cancer cells and aids and all kinds of goodies running through the bodies of the sheep and let your sperm invade the frontal lobes of the brain and mind and take away any chance of reproduction as you decimate the body. Take away affection, kissing and anything that brought a man and woman together in union and have focus on you satan and not God. Just kidding. I think. Nah, satan who’s main goals are to kill you and take you to Hell would never do any of those things. he just want’s to give us a big fat kissy….. The great delusion of man really is here. How it plays out will be right in front of your eyes. satan has won a temporary battle. God will win the war. And God allowed all this because His Word says it would happen. All they had to do was show Chinese people laying in the streets dead, people being boarded up in houses, portable crematories running nonstop, and quick built hospitals and the fun begins. Beat all their pets to death with clubs because of transmission. Show them all in masks not saying why they wear masks. Pollution is so bad in China they have to wear masks. Funny how the deaths quickly dropped to nothing in China and people were out in bikinis and partying in Wuhan shortly there after. But the damage was done. And the world ate it up like a everything topped pizza placed in front of a hungry fat man. This started rabbit trails everywhere. Bats, unsecure lab, etc. but the truth is China probably had nothing to do with the “virus.” They were just part of the game. They do have a plan of world domination. But so do others. They need and want the U.S. for their next conquest. They already took over Australia. Remember them? The crocodile hunting, bad as hell, full of convicts, don’t mess with me mate country is in chains and full lockdown. Canada is not far away. The U.S was sold out to China years ago, they can control shortages and inflation if they simply decide to not fulfill orders. The U.S. trade deficit has increased to a record highs with their boy in place. They have also bought up a lot of U.S industry along with other countries. Know how you get bummed out because you can’t afford bacon? What if that’s because they own the pork market and are sending the whole hog back to their mainland for chop suey for 1 1/2 billion people? All those years of everything you bought saying “made in china” fed the beast and made him grow into something unstoppable. Watch who sits directly behind the prez when he is made president. They control his every move. God has to open your eyes. I pray now. Lord God open the eyes of whoever is reading this. Lord send your healing powers to their minds and hearts. Take them from the devils grip Lord and show them the way to you and Salvation and how easy it is. Thank you Lord. In Jesus’ name I pray…….Time is running out……

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Sometimes we can get caught up in something that starts out small but then overtakes our lives. Sin is like cancer that keeps spreading and gets worse and worse till you are overtaken and die. Jesus is the only cure. A spouse spending a harmless lunch with a fellow worker may turn into hotel romps in no time. Stealing a few supplies from work may increase to cooking the books and writing checks to yourself. It would take writing a very large book to list and reveal all mans sinful ways. I would go as far to even say the list is endless and ever changing. Maybe you joined a gang. A political protest movement. Maybe you call yourself a atheist. A science believer over a Creator. Maybe you even went as far as joining the beast system knowing full well the consequences, but you did it anyway. Selling your soul was worth the price. YOU wanted fame and fortune and would do anything to get it. Some can’t wait to go nuts and burn and plunder and raise hell because satan is their father and do his bidding. Some want to be illuminated. To be a politician that would get kickbacks, a fleeting moment of power, and more money than you could ever have imagined. Your rich you say. I have power you say. I have a house and car I could only have dreamed of. A thick ass bank account. Power and prestige. Maybe you got entangled in a group or organization that promised light which is only a counterfeit of God himself. You needed only serve and obey and give your soul away and you’ll have riches beyond imagination. You got deeper and deeper and farther and farther away from the only true and living God in levels and degrees. You may have had good intentions, but you’ve been fooled by satan. Maybe your famous. Your a star to THIS world…….. Seems like a constant theme is power and money, doesn’t it? That and sex probably stand as highest towers of taking a man from God. In the devils arsenal they may be his best fiery darts. Can I tell you though that mans thinking is not Gods thinking. When you are saved your whole outlook on life and what matters will change. Changing your ways is something YOU can never do alone. It is impossible for a man to have a change of heart or sin by himself. He will always fail. But with the power of the Holy Ghost you are set free of your old life and start thinking like God. Isn’t that cool! I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me. Whatever sin you are locked in, I bet if you went online you can find a Christian who conquered that same sin and I suggest you do that. See your not alone and there is a way out of whatever sin your dabbling in. But really all you have to do is go to God and ask Him. Can you handle the truth when God answers you? Don’t be fooled into thinking “this all sounds good and one day I’ll pursue this God thing” You are not guaranteed one minute of life and if you die in your sins your going to Hell. Whoever you are, shut the world off and just be alone with God. Talk to Him. Pray to Him. Tell Him I know it’s been awhile God, and I’ve kinda made a mess of things in my life. I need your help God. Talk from your heart. That’s all He asks. Maybe you’ve heard of ” prayer closet” Jesus said “But when you pray, go into your room, close the door and pray to your Father, who is unseen. Then your Father, who sees what is done in secret, will reward you. And when you pray, do not keep on babbling like pagans, for they think they will be heard because of their many words. Do not be like them, for your Father knows what you need before you ask him” So two things. You should find a place of peace and quiet and have it just be you and God. That really can be anywhere you feel best puts you in best connection with God. Maybe it’s your back yard. Maybe at a park or beach. Maybe driving in your car. It doesn’t matter where. It just matters you do it. Secondly because God knows everything about you before you even pray, you don’t have get crazy thinking you have to spend any certain amount of time. Me personally, I’d go nuts if I didn’t pray to God all day long. I need Him that bad. I want Him that bad. My prayer closet starts from the time I wake up and thank God I didn’t die in my sleep, till the time I go to bed, say my last prayers and turn on a audio Bible book to fall asleep to.

“And the devil who deceived them was thrown into the lake of fire and brimstone, where the beast and the false prophet are also; and they will be tormented day and night forever and ever.”

So maybe you decided I think I’ll just stay put for now. Time goes fast my friend. Year after year will go by. Sooner or later you will get old and die. The man-made drugs or operations you indulged in will stop and you’ll see Frankenstein looking back at you. The faces of the children you killed will come back and haunt you. For but a fleeting moment, you may have sucked out of this world all the best it had to offer. In a instant of being on a rocket ship of being a rock star and having more beautiful women thrown at your feet than you could possibly imagine, you will die and now will have to pay a price and be cast down into Hell itself where you will be naked and have nothing forever but pain and anguish for your decisions. You could have gotten saved and taken your notoriety and fame and used it to warn and save others, but instead you believed the lies of satan that there is no hope for you. ANYONE STILL ALIVE AND BREATHING AT ANYTIME CAN BE SAVED NO MATTER WHAT THEY HAVE DONE. THERE IS NO SIN. NO WRONG. NO EVIL THING THAT CAN SEPARATE YOU FROM THE LOVE OF GOD AND THE SAVING GRACE OF JESUS. GOD LOVES YOU AND SENT HIS ONLY BEGOTTEN SON TO BE A REPLACEMENT OF YOU GOING TO HELL. It is never to late to be saved or to start life over again free and unshackled from this world…The devil or a organization may have told you that once your in there is no way out, but that is untrue. If you truly want to be saved and leave, God is there to grab you and hold on to you. Jesus said I will never leave you or forsake you. No sin can take you too far from God. You may have killed a dozen people. Ate a human heart. Danced with the devil himself. If you believe Jesus died for YOU, ANYTHING you have done is washed in His blood and forgotten and life starts over again for you and the devil will no longer have any control of you. Won’t you be saved today and be cleansed of all unrighteousness and sin friend? Jesus stands at the door and all you have to do is knock. Let God take over the mess you got yourself entangled in. If He created you from dust, He quite easily can recreate your heart and soul…..If YOU let Him……GOD LOVES YOU UNCONDITIONALLY OF YOUR PAST……And YOU are the very reason He died on a cross…….

“These will go away into eternal punishment, but the righteous into eternal life.”

YOU do not have enough money to buy yourself out of HELL. Why? Because it is a free gift that only the wise and who God draws near to him will accept. God has to open your eyes. That is why a unsaved person maybe tries to understand the Bible but it is impossible and seems like foolishness to them. “For the preaching of the cross is to them that perish foolishness; but unto us which are saved it is the power of God.” … “But the natural man receiveth not the things of the Spirit of God: for they are foolishness unto him: neither can he know them, because they are spiritually discerned.”  You need the Holy spirit and you need God to guide you. Right now you are not reading this by accident or any other weird reason you can think of. Maybe your high or drunk. God is trying to get through to you. He wants to take you from the grips of the devil. I pray for you with all my heart that whoever you are, the one and only God touches your heart right here and right now and shows you THE WAY. Jesus is the Way, the Life, and the Truth. Salvation is so simple once God opens your eyes that the high you get will be a million times greater than any worldly thing you indulged in. I promise you if you pray for God to touch your heart and show you truth YOU will be changed forever. God looks at YOU personally like the most beautiful creation He ever made. He looks past anything, ANYTHING, you may have done. But you must be saved. The Bible says YOU, after getting saved, will be greater than angels in Heaven. A saint. In fact, you will have angels surrounding you and now protecting you after you are saved. I know. I should be dead a hundred times over. I have seen Them in action. I once hit a van head on going through a sharp turn on a motorcycle. The day before I was working on back brakes and didn’t finish so just had front brake. Like usual, I was flying and didn’t realize the turn was so sharp and downhill. I was going so fast I couldn’t keep the turn and starting going into other lane. And slowing down was either slowly or flip over the bars. I just started thinking God, I hope there’s not a car coming my way. We’ll there was. A van with a family inside it. All I could do is say a quick prayer and bam. I went head on into the van. The bike went underneathe the van. But guess what. Instead of following the same path of the bike, I landed on my hands and feet and rolled about 40 feet away way to the right of accident. I KNOW WITH ALL MY HEART A ANGEL GRABBED ME AND SAVED ME. So amazingly I’m not hurt. I never wear a helmet. Here’s the freaky part. I can hear children crying and I walked up to van and knocked on window. The people in front seats looked at me like I was a ghost. He rolled down window and said they were afraid to get out of car because they saw me go under van and knew I was dead. They said my eyes were big as saucers before I hit. They were shaking worse than I was! A few days later I picked up the motorcycle from the tow place. I knew I was going fast and you know where the gauge on the motorcycle was smashed on? 55 mph. I remember watching the speed as I tried to slow down from 85 mph and seeming like everything was in slow motion. You ever have that happen? The time I was lifeflighted years after that, I really felt time slow as I’m up in the air probably 15 feet doing a unintentional flip on a dirtbike feeling peaceful, but thinking man, I think this is about to get ugly. My femur snapped like a pretzel and I felt like I was shot out of a cannon into a wall. Sometimes God has to spank you. I was in a relationship with a non Christian girl and God kept telling me to get out of it, but I didn’t…..Anyway, whether that was the hit speed I’m not sure but I believe it was or close. So yes, angels are real and I know they are and will be there for you too. I don’t care who you are, what you’ve done, or what your still doing knowing it’s sin. But you gotta get right with God while you still can. I love you. God loves you. Last Days Church loves you and may the HOLY SPIRIT of God come into your heart. You have been fooled by the devil himself who appeared to you as a angel of light but who has evilness and darkness so thick the blackness can be touched. That is his Modus Operandi. To fool you and deceive you. In HELL he will be very easily seen though as the flames show what he really is and looks like. If you are not terrified out of your mind about Hell, I don’t know what to tell you. Hell is forever and it is real……….

“Do not fear those who kill the body but are unable to kill the soul; but rather fear Him who is able to destroy both soul and body in hell.”

THE COUNTER IS TICKING. SECOND BY SECOND. MINUTE BY MINUTE. DAY BY DAY, till the devil takes his claim with you. You thought you would live forever on this earth. But suddenly the years go by and your body starts aging. Perhaps you tried fighting the inevitable by doing ungodly things with blood and rituals. It may have prolonged your life and for a mere few seconds you gained a little extra time IN THIS WORLD, but you have lost your soul forever in a place so vile, so cursed, so defiled, so noxious, so ungodly, so abominable, so awful, so dreadful, so gross, so horrible, so sickening and disgusting that no words can describe it’s pure hate and darkness. There will be a time you will have to answer for your sin and rebellion against God. Forever and Eternity is a time with no end. Where you spent a few fleeting years in rebellion, you will howl endlessly in misery and pain as the flames encompass you. As demons do anything they want to you. Whatever you did on earth will happen to you over and over and over in Hell. Did you beat someone? You’ll get your ass beat nonstop. Did you rape someone? You’ll be tied to a burning bed and raped nonstop. Did you lie to someone? You will hear same lies whispered in your ear nonstop. Did you steal from someone? You will have whatever you think is most important stolen from you nonstop. Maybe you put your penis in another mans butt. Possibly a child. You will be tied bent over and inserted with a red hot poker nonstop and it won’t be pleasure. It will be excruciating pain nonstop. Your mouth will forcibly used to satisfy dirty, stinky, filthy, ugly demons nonstop till your stomach explodes and then it will start all over again forever and ever. Maybe you dabbled so far you ate human flesh and drank human blood. You will be placed on a table and be eaten by demons till your body disappears and then reappears again fully intact only for you to feel the ripping of your skin and removal of your heart over and over and over. Your screams will probably be so loud that your tongue will be always removed first. Maybe you chose television over God. In Hell you will shown with your own show as the star. You will be shown on demon t.v. as they one day throw you in a meat grinder. One day gouge your eyes out and make treats. One day you will be mocked nonstop for once almost being saved but never following through though God tried with you many times. Television was your idol and god and spending hour after hour watching filth verses taking that time and giving it to God in reading His Word and prayer will come back to haunt you forever. Maybe you were a porn person. You loved your pornography. You loved watching lesbians, young teens, big hairy guys grabbing and abusing another boy or man and doing ungodly acts. In Hell you will be carried through the streets and demons will cast fiery sperm onto you. Your body will be transformed and you’ll be weak and helpless. Your body and thinking outwardly will be like a young innocent girl because you were a pedophile too, and demons will take from you nonstop the purity of God as you writhe in pain and scream “please, please, I’m just a child made in God’s image.” Won’t matter though as the line will be endless as you are demon gang raped by the smelliest, ugliest, filthiest looking creatures ever imagined. You’ll try to fight them off, but with a demon holding each arm and leg, and another choking you to point of barley being able to breathe in the noxious fumes, you’ll only feel pain as your insides are ripped open and your cries of “mommmmmmmy” make them even angrier as you remember that same voice coming from  your victims you hurt on earth. Maybe your a gambling man. You play the pony’s. The sports teams. The slots. The cards. Watching sports was your God. Money was your God. Winning was all that mattered. A ball was your idol. Having a head full of statistics you could rattle off for hours, verses not knowing one Bible verse showed your priorities. Spending hundreds and hundreds on clothes and memorabilia and fancy tennis shoes and you wouldn’t dare think of spending a little money on a Bible. Think about how stupid that is. A ball was your idol and a reason to get drunk or high. A reason to spend thousands on a huge T.V, the newest video game player, and video games where YOU could now play with a ball. Maybe playing sports was your God and you thought you really were a king because you could bounce and throw a ball into a hole like a trained monkey or win a fancy ring and big trophy. Wow are you special. Did you use your wealth and influence to spread the Gospel or to create division and set poor example? You will get on your knees. You will get on your knees before God one day and meet the real King. You may have even been a bookie. In Hell you will daily be told to bet on something. But you will ALWAYS lose and the penalty will be being boiled in hot oil one day or being placed in a guillotine and your head being used as demon toilet paper the next. There’s really no rush or end to the different torments demons will put YOU through. They have forever on their side. Forever you will suffer in HELL if you don’t get saved……

“Enter through the narrow gate; for the gate is wide and the way is broad that leads to destruction, and there are many who enter through it.”

In fact, do you know what the very, very top thing demons love to do? They allow you to go to a place in Hell that seems not so bad. You’ll be apart from the millions and millions of people screaming in nonstop agony and torment. Apart from the flames. Then the demons give you a Bible. (Yes demons know the Bible intimately. They are fallen angels who once stood in the presence of God) Depending how smart or slow you are, they will give you plenty of time to read the entire Bible. Remember they have time on their hands….forever. After reading the Bible and saying to yourself……“OH MY GOD EVERYTHING THE BIBLE SAYS IS TRUE” and knowing you must be born-again and saved by the covering of Jesus’ blood, and then crying and pleading and hoping God hears you to save you (which He can’t because there is a great permanent division between Heaven and Hell) a knock will be heard on the door. The demon’s are back. You’ll scream and plead and beg for them to go away. You’ll scream “I want to be saved Jesus, I was such a selfish, foolish idiot, help me.” But now instead of where a few demons were there to torment you, you see a line as far as the eye can see. Then you will hear the most thunderous and loudest noise you ever heard as the demon’s all at once yell “IT’S TOO LATE NOW!!!” and you are dragged away into the fires again. Maybe your a scammer. Greedy. A con artist. In Hell you will see your victims misery nonstop and FEEL that pain. You will be judged daily and sent to a very special part in Hell where demons will start each day with you having lots of money and things and YOU feeling you even fooled Hell. You are one slick son of a bitch and proud you can lie so good that people believe in you. But what comes around goes around. The short time of thinking you can even manipulate a demon is futile as you have everything ripped away from you and you are made to suffer more than the average Joe. Because your special. You didn’t just maybe hurt one person. You hurt many and your suffering will be tenfold. You will be dragged by your lying tongue in pure lava. You will be buried in demon crap and puke from from all the new arriving sinners. With just your head showing, demons will take turns pissing on you, and the eyes you once used to look at all the things you amassed by defrauding others will be eaten by fiery worms that never die. Once blind, you will hear all the thoughts and pains of the victims you hurt on earth over and over forever. People who lost their homes. Their life savings. People who you made bitter at life and God. People who committed suicide because of YOU. And that is the nice things coming your way. Each day will be a little different. Just as the different ideas came to your head to screw people…….Oh, I forgot about cross day. Some will hang for a few days here and there. Others will be hung for a century at a time feeling the exact same pain Jesus did as demons mock you non stop to come off the cross. Some will think back forever how they wore a cross on a necklace but it was merely a outward piece of jewelry and never anything that penetrated your heart and saved you.

“These will go away into eternal punishment, but the righteous into eternal life.”

Maybe your saying to yourself  “Hey listen, I’m a good person” or  “I was a part of a religion” or better yet you were a building goer. You know, a church, mosque, or synagogue goer. Would you be surprised to know you will go to the lowest part of Hell where you will suffer the most? Demons are absolutely excited beyond measure waiting for you to die. Why? Because you in your mind dared trying to oppose satan while on earth. Thankfully, just “outwardly” though. Your heart was never converted. You went through the motions so as to look like a good guy or gal for a hour a week, even carrying in a dusty Bible, but lived like the devil the rest of the time. You never went as far as getting saved and reading Gods Word yourself and were quite satisfied in your religion. Going through the motions of giving God a hour of your time and hearing a dude on a stage once a week satisfied you. You tried your best to be a goody tushu and trusted in yourself. Your spiritual you thought. You did all the rituals you thought. You dressed a certain way you thought…….. Maybe you believed in a false religion created by satan and never went as far as to trust Jesus as your Lord and Savior. You believed a mans teaching instead of reading the Bible yourself to find the real truth. You believed the church or building you went to was to be your get out of Hell free card. You had no comprehension of God’s Word but the church said you were baptized as a baby and saved so you believed the church over God’s Word. A lie from the pit of Hell. Maybe you even were taught no matter what you have done in this life you were guaranteed to get out of Hell by spending a little time in a fake place of purgatory, another man-made lie. Perhaps you got on your knees five times a day praying to what YOU thought was God. Your complete devotions on earth could even go as far to lead you to seventy two virgin maidens in paradise. Perhaps you followed laws and traditions that that were fulfilled when your Christ the Messiah died as king. The final blood sacrifice was made two thousand years ago. Again, YOU believed a RELIGION or TRADITIONS verses a RELATIONSHIP with Jesus. You never took the time to go into a room by yourself and ask God for truth. You filled your mind with earthly desires and satans thoughts instead of filling your mind with Gods Word which would have made all the difference. Perhaps you read and believed a book written by a man as they said they were Prophets. These men were filled with the Spirit, you say. Given divine intervention. Yeah satans. satan can mimick a angel of light and deceive. Remember Eve? Some definitely didn’t read the Bible because when they held it in their hands it felt alive. Which it is. Maybe you actually peaked in it and read some verses and said this is hogwash. Probably because in reality, YOU didn’t want to know the truth. If Jesus really is real than your whole life has been a lie. So now because of pride or starting to feel guilty you quickly block out Jesus trying to talk to you. It is you and you alone that will stand before God one day to be judged. Maybe you read some verses and picked out one you particularly liked to fit your own agenda. Gee whiz, you found where it says “judge not lest ye be judged” which in your mind gave you a free ticket to live a lifestyle in sin. You should have read a little further where it actually says judge not lest ye be judged if YOUR doing the same thing. I can’t tell you being a pedophile is wrong if while writing this there is a six your old bouncing up and down on my knees and I have impure thoughts. You f%&king sickos. Sinners LOVE to cherry pick certain verses to try to back themselves up, but what they say is always out of context of the complete meaning of what God is saying. Are you someone that reads what God says clear as day and then twists and turns and adds and takes away till finally you come to YOUR conclusion that this is really what God meant? Heck, YOU see yourself standing before God in judgement with YOUR own personal revised Bible with a rainbow embroidered on the front in your hands. You see yourself walking into the courtroom and saying “Goss Jethus, I need to cut your hair.” And looking around you say “Who decorated thiz place? the devil?” as the crowd breaks into laughter. “This is all wrong ” you continue, as you look in your little black book and make calls to florists and designers. You might even refocus on Jesus and how he is dressed and that He needs some flattering jeans to show his muscular thighs……. Maybe you imagine yourself walking into court and the theme from rocky is playing. You yell to Vinnie to go park the Cadillac and keep it running as you’ll only be a minute. “Yo God, how ya doin” you say, then go on to tell God how you are wanting to spread your enterprise around Heaven and now that he has da man upstairs, you know, around, yo, that he would love to bring him into da family…… Maybe you’ll walk in ready to go hands on with God. You lived your life a feminist and carried on the spirit of the devil put in Eve’s and Jezebels heart verses being under a mans authority and being saved and being under Gods rule. A women that disobeyed God and you pretended you were the same creation of a man. You’ll do everything you can to convince God your right and His perfect creation of man and woman union is wrong and that a women is equal and same creation as a man and should not be under mans authority as the Bible clearly states. “Heck, I could have married another woman if I wanted God and had marital relations with her.” God replies “How would your equal self get pregnant” “Oh that’s easy, we would just adopt” God answers and says “mans created law and sin is the complete opposite of me, did you even once read my Word?” Very simply God will say your whole way of thinking is sin. You were selfish and full of bitterness and anger and went apart from His created perfection and YOU loved your sin more than getting saved. My son died for you and would have healed you instantly of your error. But you alone made a choice to willfully sin and not repent. Go explain yourself to satan for forever and depart from me. Who’s next? Bummed, you’ll turn around one last time to look at God in what was your greatest bet in life gone wrong. Your ace in the hole. God is male and not female……Only you know what is rattling around in your brain and what you think and how you got to the point. But I can tell you, you started out life innocent and pure and God can get you back to that place if you repent no matter what sins you have done. Is YOUR thinking lined up with God’s WORD or YOUR word?…………..

Oh the webs we weave when we lie, cheat, and deceive…….

demon’s in Hell know the Bible inside and out. They instantly recognized Jesus. You will be mocked and laughed at nonstop for YOU not knowing the Bible yourself. You were satisfied on earth believing a man verses doing what the Bible clearly said the truth really was. All those years of attending buildings will actually be used against you because a building doesn’t save you. “Wait” you might say. I only went to a church on Easter and midnight mass for Christmas….Ummm…. you’ll have forever to ponder that thought. Maybe you have a watchtower looking over you. Yikes! I have the creator of the universe looking over me. Or I follow a man or prophet who got his knowledge from a angel.  “For such are false apostles, deceitful workers, transforming themselves into the apostles of Christ. And no marvel; for Satan himself is transformed into an angel of light.”  There is no such thing as a prophet after the death of the Apostles. Only Spirit filled men who preach Gods Word and don’t come up with their own concepts and ideas which are far and few in these Last Days. Anything outside of the Bible as the only true Word of God is satanic. False man-made religions plaque society. And they take people straight to Hell. Only the man Jesus claimed that He was actually God. And He is. Jesus is not in any way, shape, or form a religion. Jesus is a relationship and He alone is the only way to the Father. A personal relationship between you and Him. Not rituals. Not traditions. Not buildings. Not anything a man can concoct in his mind that turns the Bible into a money making corporation. It is you alone that will stand before God to be judged and the Lord will either see the temple He created in you or all the false doctrines and traditions you dabbled in and send you to Hell……….. So what about those good people. You know……those who never stole anything or lied to much and “tried to be a good person.” Hell loves you especially. There is nothing. Nothing. Nothing that you can do to earn your way to Heaven. The best thing you can do the Bible says, is like a used filthy bloody woman’s pad. You may think your a good person, but your just as stained as a man that walks into a bar and kills a dozen people. Without the blood of Jesus covering your sins, God sees you just as you are. A vile unholy replication of satan that will be sent to Hell.  It doesn’t matter who you are or what you thought was living right in this world. You are nothing. Your thoughts and opinions mean nothing to God. If you are not Born-Again, to God you are a sinner and no different than satan himself in His eyes. We are not saved by any works and I mean any works, but instead we are saved by Grace and the shed blood of Jesus. There is no earning your way to God by anything YOU could possibly do. So trusting in yourself or hoping in yourself or relying on yourself that you can get to Heaven on your own will take you straight on a one way trip to Hell. Only Jesus is pure and sinless and only being covered in His blood will take you away from the flames of Hell……..Where you could never attain eternal life, Jesus and God give it freely. Will you accept that truth?

JESUS SAID  “I AM THE WAY, THE TRUTH, AND THE LIFE AND NO ONE GETS TO THE FATHER EXCEPT THROUGH ME”

Maybe you still don’t care about yourself and what happens. WHO CARES, you might be saying. I don’t believe none of this. What if your wrong? Really, what if your wrong? Are you really that hardened in your thinking? My friend, you will care when the first lick of a forever flame touches your body. How did you get to that point of thinking? God can wipe out what ever your thinking. Clean your brain like it went through a car wash that you paid the extra money for the wax covering. God isn’t cheap. He owns everything. He made you. You were born for a reason. He wants to give you a gift more expensive than all the Billionaires money put together could not buy. But you don’t need money. It’s free. Imagine getting a gift card in the mail and you go to the biggest mall you can find. All the card says is free from j.c. on the back. Your thinking maybe, hopefully, it’s at least twenty bucks. You find a pair of pant’s you like. You hand the girl the card at the counter. She runs it through the machine. Suddenly she passes out and falls to the floor. She wakes up and is helped away. The manager walks up to the register and his face gets a look of total bewilderment. He goes to the back room and hands you a bunch of paperwork and keys. “Is there anything else you need” he says as he bags your pants and you walk out. You start looking at the paperwork. Your name is already on the documents. That free gift card wasn’t twenty bucks. It was for the entire mall and everything in it. It is the same gift Jesus is offering you simply by believing. With Jesus you get the whole enchilada. Heaven will be like living in the hoods of Chicago with your own gun and and posse. A huge crib with a pool and all the blow you can snort. Wild, naked women everywhere just waiting for you ( Not! Just seeing if your paying attention) The Bible says there is indeed a mansion waiting for you.  The streets are solid gold. You’ll have a new body. Your heart and mind will be transformed. No more mourning, nor crying, nor pain anymore. Paradise. Do you love anyone or care about anyone? Can you honestly look in your child’s eye and knowing what Hell is, let them go there? Do you have friends? Do you care about them? You must not if knowing what you know now you say or do nothing to help them.  Maybe you have some older folks in your life like grandparents or a neighbor. Can you ever talk to them or even look at them in the eye knowing at anytime they (and you to) could leave this earth in a heartbeat and you did nothing to warn them?

“dealing out retribution to those who do not know God and to those who do not obey the gospel of our Lord Jesus. These will pay the penalty of eternal destruction, away from the presence of the Lord and from the glory of His power,”

I really want you to know something. The way you feel can be changed simply by praying to God. Talk to God. Opening up your heart and mind to God really isn’t that hard. God wants a personal relationship with you and you need just turn to Him. To trust Him. Don’t fear God but embrace Him. He’s pretty darn awesome. You have to put time and effort into God just like you did opposing Him. Tell him your heart is hard. It’s okay to feel that way. Tell Him your struggling to believe. Tell Him He needs to change your thinking where you can’t do it yourself. Your exactly who God is looking for. God came to heal the sick and sinners and your exactly who He is looking for. “My hearts  reeeeaaaalllyyy hard” your thinking. Don’t worry, God has a huge heart jackhammer. You gotta make the first move though. Jesus is there waiting but if you don’t knock, He isn’t coming to the door. It can be for a thousand reasons you feel like you do. Maybe you carry bitterness. Maybe you feel stuck and no where to go. Lay your heart on the table with God and talk to Him just like your talking to another person. He is real. You can have a personal relationship with Jesus no different than any human relationship. Except God will never disappoint you. People will always fail you. Maybe your angry at God for things that have happened in your life. Maybe even to the point of hating God. I’m sorry to tell you, but God is not to blame and you need to do a sit down immediately and get things right. Living a life of hate and bitterness is no life at all and it is a CHOICE you have made but need not be as you can be freed. I suggest you pack some food and water and a Bible, go find a secluded space and take a whole day if it takes that long to yell and scream and cry and kick and shout and rage to God how you hate Him. At the top of your lungs yell “GOD I HATE YOU” till your voice gives out if you have to. Tell Him your feelings (He already knows every hair on your head and everything about you) The heavens will be shaken. Release some energy by chopping down a tree with a ax or digging a hole or take a long walk. Do whatever you have to tell God what is causing you to feel that way and I’m not leaving till we settle this. Do you have balls to do this? I hope you do if you really hate God. But be prepared. I guarantee God will respond with “I love you” and straighten your heart out. Maybe you feel unworthy of God and there is no hope for you. That is a lie. More times than not though, sin is always the root of all your problems and mine. Sin builds a huge wall between us and God. For some when looking up, the top of the wall cannot even be seen. Your just the person God is looking for. Jesus came to topple and destroy that wall. All you have to do is let him. That is why He died for YOU. Do a self examination of yourself. Look at yourself in the mirror. My guess is you haven’t REALLY looked at yourself in a long time. Who do you see? What do you see?  I bet the person looking back at you is not really who you are in your heart. Are you really you? How did you get to where what you see in the mirror is really you? You can color your hair pink, get a boatload of tattoo’s, shave your head to look mean, grow your hair to look like a burnout, cut your hair to look butch, pierce your nose, your ears, even your privates, starve yourself, eat like a hog, wear lot’s of makeup to hide, be white as a ghost or get tanned like a turtle on a log, be a man but look female and opposite, take drugs to look good or take drugs and look bad. You get the idea. I want you to look most importantly into your eyes. For five minutes straight. Most won’t be able to do that as sin looks back at you. What do you see? Only YOU can answer that. The eyes really are the windows to the soul. I’ll bet you see you as a innocent child bombarded in this world by every evil and in every direction and crushed. You are not you anymore. The world has beat you down and turned you into another casualty of the beast system. Hate. Lies. Deception. Evil and Corruption have taken away your purity just like it did to Adam and Eve. It is no wonder your heart has been hardened. And mine was too. Sometimes still is once in a great while if I stray from God. We are human. But God saved me like he want’s to save you. I have struggled with many things in my own life. Some things still can eat at me like a wild animal tearing my soul apart if I don’t put Jesus first. Alcoholism. Depression. Feeling unworthy. Sometimes feeling crazy. Sometimes feeling like a complete loser. Sometimes feeling lonely. Sometimes feeling scared. Sometimes thinking I woke up in twilight zone in today’s world. Many times thinking God abandoned me. Many times thinking I abandoned God. Sometimes remembering how I mistreated people can ruin my whole day or week. Sometimes people being nasty to me can ruin my whole day or week. Sometimes I cry. Sometimes I care so much. Sometimes I don’t give a crap. Sometimes I don’t want to get out of bed. Sometimes I wake up and can’t wait to get on computer to write like I am now. That’s what being human is. Rose gardens one day. Rotten tomatoes the next. It’s the reality of going through this thing we call life that things will change. We are not robots but are full of emotions and feelings that can change. BUT GOD NEVER CHANGES. HIS WORD NEVER CHANGES. Thank God for Jesus and the Holy Spirit for keeping me in check. In my frailty’s and weaknesses, God is always my strength……… Man, I can’t wait to see God and get out of this crazy world, but God has given me a purpose. That purpose is to see YOU saved friend. Please, please open your heart to Jesus. He’s waiting and you will find no other love like the love of God. Unconditional. Forever. … INDEED YOU WERE BORN FOR A REASON AND GOD HAS A PURPOSE FOR YOUR LIFE…….

 “They are darkened in their understanding, alienated from the life of God because of the ignorance that is in them, due to their hardness of heart.”

There are many passages of Scripture that talk about our heart.  In fact, there are hundreds of places in the Bible it’s talked about. So it must be pretty important. It is what defines a man or woman. It is the condition of where your heart is either in a good place or a bad place. How is your heart when it comes to God? Do you knowingly sin and oppose God? Maybe you really don’t want to sin but it’s power is just to strong for you. Maybe you start out the day saying I’m not going to do this or that, but sure enough in your weakness without the Holy Spirit, you mess up. Your not alone. Would you be surprised to hear in the Bible it is not filled with Christians that are perfect and Holy and never sin? It’s quite the opposite. I can guarantee you are a sinner now before getting saved and I can guarantee you will sin after you are saved. There are bastard preachers out there who teach false doctrines including a doctrine from Hell called T.U.L.I.P. It is garbage and don’t ever get involved with it. It can be like taking a drag on a cigarette the first time. It feels wrong and tastes like crap. But listen to it over and over again and it may taste better and messes with your head. And worse yet your Salvation. Suddenly from feeling on top of the world and being free in Christ, They will try to entangle you that you lost your salvation and you need to think like a Pharisee. There is a bastard in California living in three million dollar homes preaching this crap from Hell along with his other lies. In these Last Days God is going to reveal truth to everyone and open their eyes to false teachers and teachings. It is sad when the world wants to beat you down. It is even worse when false preachers try to entangle you with false doctrine. THAT’S WHY I AM TELLING YOU. GO TO GOD FIRST AND LEARN HIS WORD YOURSELF. VEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEERRRRRRRRRRRRRYYYYYYYYY IMPORTANT. The most important thing you’ll ever do in this life. Then you can listen to anyone one else and be able to hear if their words match with Bible or are garbage. I’m sure you have mastered a skill or knowledge in something to make a living. How much time did you put into college or a apprenticeship? Isn’t it horrible you spent hardly any time at all with reading and learning the Bible with same voracity? Learning who God your creator is. The God that gave you life and gives you every breath you take and never gives up on you even though you often give up on Him. It’s time to reevaluate your life. You need to realign your priorities. Take a notepad and during the course of the day write down times and what you did. How much on that paper shows you praying? How much time is shown you reading the Bible? Spending time with daddy in Heaven? How much time is shown with you in fellowship with other Christians? How much of that time did you witness to strangers and warn them of what is coming?……..The indwelling Holy Spirit will guide you in Truth. Don’t be deceived by the man made traditions of religions. Or of a building, a supposed man of God standing in front and they are different or better then you. Somehow smarter or more spirit filled and please give me your money. If a pastor has a whole library of books behind him and a taught student, be a little weary as he probably has filled his mind with mans thoughts or perceptions. Think of it like a world class piano player that has learned to play others men’s songs but couldn’t write their own song. Not to say having books are bad, but what types of books they are he’s filled his mind with. Preachers are not a job like being a doctor or a used car salesman. Something a man decides HE will do. God does the choosing. And many, many are actors and trained monkeys and not chosen by God to teach and preach His Word. Thus a man with a world spinning behind him preaching satans world and not Gods earth and truth. Look for the guy that just has one book in his hand or library, a Bible. He has allowed God to instruct and teach him. Also be weary of a pastor that reads from a script word for word. Anyone can do that. That isn’t God. He’s just a rat that has been trained to go through a maze to find a treat. They are paid impostors that are no different than watching the mainstream news if you haven’t thrown your T.V. out yet. Good Lord the weather people are from another planet. You can go to 1000 world media news sources and they spout the same lies like robots because they are told what to say. Same with “religions.” You’ll know a spirit led pastor when you see him. But I will say as the light dims, they will be harder and harder to find. And that is just fine. God always intended for YOU to read and know the Bible yourself. It is how God speaks to us. It’s that simple. To be saved and become the Temple of the Lord that replaced the destroyed temple in Jerusalem. Christians are the living body and temple of Christ and God. Once you are Born-again, the indwelling of the Holy Spirit is the same as what was in Moses’ tent in the wilderness and the holy of holies in Solomons man made building. Are you grasping that? The Holy Spirit will reside in you after your saved. God Himself will reside within YOU. He will be there to guide and protect you. He will never leave you. If you get saved today and you don’t feel the presence of almighty God indwelling you, then all these hours of me writing are worthless garbage. You have to be feeling His gentle presence already now as He is touching your heart or you would have left here a long time ago. WHEN YOU ARE SAVED, YOU WILL KNOW YOU ARE FORGIVEN AND MADE A NEW CREATURE AND ARE BORN AGAIN. If the Holy Spirit doesn’t fill you and teach you then I’m a liar. And the Holy Spirit is a lie. And Jesus is a lie. And God is one big lie. But if you read the Bible yourself and all of a sudden you can’t put it down, the words penetrate your heart and soul, you wake up at night and your speaking to God, your life starts changing without even trying, you start wanting to read and share God’s Word with others, you start looking for books like Bible dictionaries and expository’s to increase your learning, you find yourself wanting to pray more and more, you look into having several bibles for learning such as a archaeological Bible and your shelve gets fuller, you buy audio Bible cd’s and play them all day long instead of worldly music, your old friends that weren’t Christians start disappearing, you start leaning on God more and more and not yourself, you see things through new eyes and hear things through new ears, your like a sponge wanting to hear about God as much as possible and seek out mature Christians to help you grow, maybe, just maybe I’m right. Of course I am. You will never be the same you ever again. You have a new heart and a cleansed soul…….and as I have said, YOU will become the temple of God where God Himself will dwell with the Holy Spirit……and once you come to that realization, you will say the heck with putting in a new kitchen or adding a deck to your earthly house, you will want to put all your time and effort into building the castle that resides inside you. When you walk into a room, people will get intimidated and feel Gods presence and know there is something really different about you. That is Gods invisible Holy Spirit inwardly showing outwardly from your temple. Will your temple be as big as Solomon built or small as a rickety chicken house built by another man or woman. God bless you my friend now in your journey…..It is very simple. If you don’t have Gods Spirit in you, you have the devils spirit in you. Why would you ever want to stay stuck in a place of knowing your going to Hell with the father of lies and murderer from the beginning? satan has one goal for YOU. That is to hopefully deceive you enough from the day you are born to the day you die that you don’t need a Savior. he is a master manipulator and liar. he hates that God has given a “get out of jail free card” and made it so easy to escape him by Jesus dying on the cross for YOUR sin. And all you have to do is repent and believe with all your heart, mind, and soul that the blood of Jesus was shed for your sin. For God so loved the world, that He gave His only begotten Son, and he who believes in Him will have eternal life. Always focus on GOD and GODS Word first. LEARN THE BIBLE LIKE YOUR LIFE DEPENDED ON IT. (IT DOES) WHY WOULD ANYONE PUT THEIR ETERNITY INTO ANOTHER MAN’S HANDS? IF YOU HAVE A BRAIN AND EYES AND ABILITY TO LEARN, WHY WOULD YOU NOT READ THE BIBLE YOURSELF AND SEE WHAT GODS WORD SAYS? 

The Bible say’s the heart is desperately wicked from our first breath. A baby in no time learns if they are crying he or she can get what ever they want. Move ahead and a teen nowadays is a expert manipulator able to get anything they want. I see kids and parents interact in public now and I swear I can’t tell which is which. But that’s a whole different subject. Sorry….I’ll move on…..

 “There hath no temptation taken you but such as is common to man: but God is faithful, who will not suffer you to be tempted above that ye are able; but will with the temptation also make a way to escape, that ye may be able to bear it.”

We all are just plain evil. Every Christian. Every person, at one time in their life has felt like you. If they say they haven’t they are still liars and not very good at it and quite possibly have never been saved. Once you really get into the Bible, you will find it’s not full of sinless, perfect hero’s. In fact you will find quite the opposite. How do I know that? I’ll give you a few examples now of some Bible cats that are no different than you and me. The Bible is filled from front to back of men and women and their struggles. Lot was regarded by God as a just man in the New Testament, yet he liked to drink, had a incestuous relationship with both his daughters and he was vexed with the love of money over God. Peter who spent three years of his life with Jesus denied he even knew him three times and swore. Solomon committed apostasy and let his wives turn his heart away from God. Noah was so drunk in his tent he passed butt naked, yet in the N.T. he’s known as a preacher of righteousness. Abraham lied concerning his wife Sarah before Pharaoh and Abimelech. James and John wanted to command fire down from heaven to consume the Samaritans that were upset over Jesus looking towards Jerusalem rather than Samaria, a display of unrighteous anger. Philetus and Hymenaeus were apostate believers. I can go on and on and Ill touch on more Bible cats later. The Bible is full of sinful people. I don’t care what lifestyle you lead. How immoral your sex life may be. How twisted your definition of love is. What ever sin that is in your life you will immediately be forgiven by God. Does that mean GOD now turned you into a robot? That there is no way you will have gay feelings again? That you’ll never get angry again? That if you were a alcoholic now you’ll never be tempted again? A drug addict, you’ll not get old thoughts a month or a year after your saved and can’t believe you just stuck a needle in your arm? A ex smoker that one day someone offers you a drag, it may entangle you again?  Praise God for those that God instantly heals and they never to go back into a old sin. Praise God for those who were smart and never tried and got addicted to drugs or alcohol or sex or anything that can put chains on you before getting saved. There are billions of people. But are we all created the same? Did you start drinking in the sixth grade like me? Do you have the same brain chemistry as the next person? The same personality? The same lifestyle of being rich or always struggling? Have you gone through the exact life of another person? Does the next person know abuse like you? We are all different and God our creator is BIG enough to take each of us on a personal one on one basis. He knows everything you have gone through and you are as different as every snowflake. God don’t make junk. We may have messed up along the way, but God is the molder and we are the clay.  He just needs to get us between his hands again to remold us. Those sins and thoughts that once permeated your existence will be changed by God himself through the Holy Spirit. You won’t want that old life. Or to think same old thoughts that put you in bondage. He wants you free like a eagle in the wild. You will grow in the Lord each and every day. You didn’t get where your at now in life in one day. It was over time you were introduced to any sin and you allowed it to fester and build inside of you till it broke you. NOW IT CONTROLS YOU. You don’t control it. Without Christ at the helm, I myself am a broken blob of no strength and no power and a waste of air. Nothing but a idiot without the indwelling of the Holy Spirit. It is through God’s Word, prayer, a personal relationship with Jesus, and the power of the Holy Spirit that I am a new creature. I don’t want to be a servant of sin any more. I want to be God’s child and be taught His ways and not mine. God gives me focus and direction and makes this one life I have worth living. Yea, I messed up a lot and wasted a lot of time and regret way more than I can say I’m proud of things I have accomplished in life. If I could be given a choice right now of being given a billion dollars or doing what I’m doing seeing even just one person (YOU) saved, there is no choice. I would say take the money and shove it because YOUR worth more to me and God than any amount of money or thing this world has to offer. I went through a greedy phase in my life and went through hell for doing it. I once was jealous of others that had lots of money and things but in maturing in God, realized without Christ they have nothing and I am richer than Solomon. My priorities got messed up. Acquiring things and stuff is how the world thinks. Not God. As you mature in Christ all that worldly thinking gets wiped out and all that really matters is your relationship with God. Don’t get me wrong, it’s fine to have things. It goes bad when things start to control you and you don’t control them. People often times misquote that “money is the root of all evil.” It is the LOVE of money that is the root….. Chances are I’ll never meet you, but I know I am still alive just so YOU read this. I’m a nobody. I’m just a simple man. A guy that bought a cheap computer and learned how to use it by just turning it on. A guy that doesn’t know how to type and does his best most times with one finger. A guy that got d’s and e’s in school his whole life and is trying to structure words and make sense as best I can, a guy that has learned through MUCH trial and error how to make and run a website (I think I did pretty good!) and know if your reading this that God loves you and is waiting for you and has a very simple thing He asks of you. BELIEVE. God has plans for you to. Most times He will use you to help others by what you went through and how God helped you. Maybe you married a real loser that abused you and beat you and the kids and God gave strength to leave. Maybe you were addicted to drugs or alcohol and can help others be set free as you are. Maybe your a good teacher and can now teach God’s Word to children so desperately in need now instead what they are learning in public schools. The list is endless of  how God can use you. He has a purpose for your life. Seek God always first. Don’t put off God anymore. Time is running out. BELIEVE my new brother or sister in Christ……BELIEVE. God loves you. Don’t go to a place you don’t have to. Hell. I promise you your new life will be awesome as your heart changes and you do whatever God calls you to do. Not just someone that goes to a building and sits in a pew and becomes a follower. But do anything and everything with possibilities with no end in yourself and God residing in you. I know God has some very special plans for YOU. It’s time. God is calling you. Don’t resist the creator of everything and who gave you life. Today is the day of Salvation and Jesus is standing at the door just waiting for you to knock……

“and will throw them into the furnace of fire; in that place there will be weeping and gnashing of teeth.” 

So what about a saved person that still struggles? I tell you Brother or Sister there WILL BE STRUGGLES. It doesn’t matter who you are. We have a sinful nature abiding inside of us till the day we die and get our new glorified bodies. We are not Jesus in all His strength. He was God. But God  gave us the Holy Spirit to be as much as possible like Him. As much as you give to God is as much as you will receive back. The strength and power when you are first saved may be at it’s greatest then. Why? Because your starting all over again and clean as a whistle. You are Born again. Not of the flesh again, but with a new Spirit. You will feel God big time. You will know your saved. You will know you are forgiven. But because we still live in our fleshly bodies, sooner or later that old sin nature will come knocking at the door. The devil doesn’t like Christians and he will do all he can to wipe out Jesus from you even though he can’t. That is why it is very important you drown yourself with other Christians. Others that are Born-again. God talks to us through His Word, so EVERYDAY read it. Schedule time with God like you would any relationship. Put God first in everything. At first I hated fasting, but give it a try. It’s good for the soul and your body. Most of the time I’m writing, it’s why I’m fasting and I really think we get a better connection with God. You are a new creature after being saved but you will still have your sinful nature until the day you die which was passed down from Adam and Eve. It is very important you separate yourself from non-believers and old sins. They will drag you right down again. Pretend you are a fish out of water and the Bible is a giant fishbowl of life. Outside of the bowl you can only flop around and eventually die. But stay in that water. Stay in God’s Word like you need your next breath and you’ll soon outgrow the fishbowl and jump into a ocean of God’s treasures he wants to bestow upon you. Jesus said he is the Living Waters and you would never be thirsty again. Do you believe yet?…….In my case, after I was saved, I was a idiot and tried doing things on my own. “Thanks God, I got it from here.” I am very stubborn. Defiant. Jesus said that you can do nothing without Him. No truer words ever spoken. Once you let Jesus take the wheel, life will never be the same in such awesome ways. And you’ll sit back and say to yourself, “why the heck was I fighting God or trying to do things on my own” when all I had to do is surrender in such easy ways. Just let go and let God. Trust me, God will always know what’s best for you. He loves YOU. I don’t want you to suffer and go through things I did and in this ministry my number one priority is YOU getting saved. It is the most important thing YOU accomplish in this lifetime. If you keep putting God off, one day God will put you off and it will be to late and you will spend forever in Hell. A place YOU don’t have to go to. Quit farting around with your eternity dum dum. Don’t you realize how serious this is?????Wake up already dammit. What do you need? To be in a hospital hooked up on breathing machines to wake up? To overdose on drugs again and hope your revived again? To catch a sexually transmitted disease? To get caught and go to prison for years? To be in a accident and nearly die? People drop dead of heart attacks and strokes all the time. What if your next in ten minutes? I’m telling you tomorrow may be to late. It is not guaranteed, nothing is except Salvation.

“Then He will also say to those on His left, ‘Depart from Me, accursed ones, into the eternal fire which has been prepared for the devil and his angels;

I have lots of other ideas I have that Lord willing will come to fruition if there is time, but second in priority is helping YOU through training and discipleship. I really dropped the ball when I was first saved because, cool I’m saved, but now what? I blew it big time because I went on my own thinking I was some kind of  superman and could just do things without Bible direction or other Christians. I did try going to different churches but never could get a connection. Or actually I should say I think they felt no connection for me as perhaps I’m different? I guess I’m kinda intimidating and definitely opinionated. Not a follower. I don’t believe anyone or anything till I see myself it to be true. And I don’t like fake people or people you can see are full of crap and I say it how it is. Thanks mom! There are many “Christian” churches out there and very strangely they are all different like the colors of a rainbow and yet there is only one Bible. One church believes one thing. The next church another. That should not be. Over simply disagreeing on one doctrine, all hell breaks lose and a new religion is started and Christians battle each other and tear their brothers and sisters down instead of accepting our differences and becoming a stronger bride for Christ. A example. Many will say Jesus is coming back and will reign on earth a thousand years. I say wrong for many reasons. I see clearly in the Bible Jesus will come back and destroy this earth and recreate another and rule forever. The problem lies in people not knowing how to differentiate(wow good word God!) and divide what has happened and what will happen in Gods Word. Or what is symbolism and what is actual. The Bible needs to be taken as the whole and not grabbing a one verse and suddenly God only has only a elect that can be saved and there is predestination and if that isn’t you your screwed. “He predestined us to adoption as sons through Jesus Christ to Himself, according to the kind intention of His will, to the praise of the glory of His grace, which He freely bestowed on us in the Beloved. In Him we have redemption through His blood, the forgiveness of our trespasses, according to the riches of His grace”  See how some people can throw mud on the Bible and hope it sticks? Then all of a sudden you get weird things like a certain “doctrine” has to be right or pretrib rapture bullshit and some Christians lose all focus and sit on their butts and do nothing accept sit by their suitcase in a corner of a room cowering like little girls holding their dollies. When that knock comes at the door, you’ll wish you had done something to spread Gods Word and fight the enemy before he hauled you off to a camp and lops off your head. Anybody and everybody needs to read the Bible over and over and learn it. I honestly believe the root of people latching onto false doctrine is that people just don’t read the Bible themselves and are rooted in God’s Word so they believe anything. Thus a religion can say anything it wants because your ignorant of the Truths of the Bible. One large religion are masters of that and why they only spoke or translated Bible in Latin for hundreds of years. You would believe what they said, verses what the Bible really says. As a baby in Christ your just looking for milk to grow and your hoping that milk is good for you. I was confused and disappointed with the church thing. I kept looking for a church instead of looking for God in the Bible myself. “Jeeze God, the yellow pages has all kinds of religions and churches listed, WHERE ARE YOU?” One church tried to make me speak in tongues and laid hands on me, many with breath that smelled like horse crap and cigarettes. Yeah that was really appealing. In one church they dressed like they were from the 1800’s. One church, I’m pretty sure was all hippies. All very confusing at the time in my immaturity in Christ.  Then not growing like I should have in the Lord, one church I actually liked hit me with I wasn’t saved. I honestly wanted to die. I felt hopeless and thought since they said I wasn’t saved, I must not be. I went into a very deep depression. They put it on me that I had to save myself which is the exact opposite of the Gospel. THERE IS ABSOLUTELY NOTHING YOU CAN DO TO SAVE YOURSELF. IT IS JESUS THAT TAKES CARE OF ALL THAT AND WHY HE DIED ON THE CROSS. So now I’m trying to pray more, ask god to save me ten times a day, trying to have more faith, do anything I can to get “really saved” and growing further and further into a fog of darkness and deep depression. All because a pastor said I wasn’t saved and I knew I was. No one one knows another mans heart. Only God does. DO NOT EVER, EVER IN YOUR LIFE TELL A PERSON THEY ARE NOT SAVED. YOU ARE NOT GOD AND HAVE NO RIGHT AND MAY DESTROY A PERSONS LIFE. It really did damage to me for years. I got very bitter at God. I had even moved into the churches basement to really “find God” and get saved and learn where I failed from this “christian” man. During this time, as God as my witness, one night, I woke up and saw demons circling above me. I was in a dark room and they were a hundred times darker. They had red beady eyes. I honestly believe I saw into the supernatural realm that surrounds all of us but can’t see as humans. They were telling me to kill myself. A Christian that doubts his or her salvation is in a very dangerous place. Man and religion has taken the simplicity of Christ and believing the simple Gospel into a works based conundrum. A false religion of one church at war with another causing utter confusion. Religions are like giant satanic fishing poles hoping you’ll take the bait so they can reel you in. Then they get you on their gutting table and start cutting you into pieces till your lost. If I was a unsaved person now in these last days, someone from looking from the outside in, I would say I would want no part of their hypocrisy or weird ideas. And your right. God bless you. The simplicity of Gods free gift of getting saved and living a Christian life has been so warped now it’s sickening. But of course all by design by satan who knows his time is short. You would be wise to understand not only has worldly media been totally overtaken by satan, but supposed Christian media like their television shows, music, telepreachers, arena preachers especially, and even Christian radio has been compromised and putting out lies and false messages. Wolves in sheeps clothing. Not only do they look nuts, they are nuts. They act weird and are weird. I’m sorry God, but they just look like freaks putting on some kind of crazy show like the gong show. Their god is the god of this world and they have figured out how to make money and deceive people while distorting the Bible. There is no where in the New Testament that says you are to tithe money to a man made church building or support a pastor. Let alone give a constant percentage of your hard earned money. They are man made lies so the pastor buys a new speed boat. You can make your own love offering as you see fit. If you only have a few bucks great. If you have a million to help a GOOD ministry go for it. Do as your heart tells you. If you found or are attending a Holy Spirit filled building, sure it’s got electric bills, grass needs cut, taxes, Bibles need bought, etc. so give your support so the doors don’t shut. If your lucky enough that the pastor is real, yes compensate and help him because you want to, not have to. It is not easy to be in his shoes. Especially now. In the early church, when offerings were made, they were for support of widows and poor and fellow Christians that may have come into need within each congregation. Not to buy multi-million dollar jets so pastors could fly to their island. If these telepreachers are true Christians, and we know they have sucked in hundreds of millions like satans vacuum cleaner, why are they not giving it all or most of it back to their ministries? Ew ew, I know. That new vacation home isn’t cheap you know. And have you seen the price of caviar lately? One says he’s a billionaire. He made a billion dollars off Gods Word for his own earthly desires, and by the way this guy is the biggest freak of nature I ever saw and I wouldn’t give him a dime, let alone a moment of my time. Man people are stupid. A billion dollars sure could help a lot of people, no? Wouldn’t that be the greatest thing you can do on earth if you claim to be called by God to be a Christian leader, is give back everything or at least 999 million and help others and live a lifestyle as Christ told us? Kinda justifies Hell, don’t it. Although, I”ll say most are just going home. They look like devil’s……..So lets look at the Bibles example of a pastor. Paul, the greatest preacher ever to walk earth, as busy as he was, said I have never taken anything from anyone for what I’m doing and continued making tents to support himself. Paul was a converted jew called to preach to gentiles that he at one time put to death. Yes, the saved man who wrote most of the New Testament caused absolute havoc to believers in Christ and had them jailed and killed. That is until Jesus came into his life. Just like He wants to come into your life. Will you let Him? He loves you. The next time you see a flashy gold wearing, thousand dollar suit wearing, cosmetic surgery faced looking bastard living in a multi-million dollar home, with tender hands, I want you to think of Paul who wrote most of the New Testament and true Christianity and his example. The man suffered for his faith, he didn’t build a castle. It wasn’t about him, it was all about Christ. “Would to God ye could bear with me a little in my folly: and indeed bear with me. For I am jealous over you with godly jealousy: for I have espoused you to one husband, that I may present you as a chaste virgin to Christ. But I fear, lest by any means, as the serpent beguiled Eve through his subtilty, so your minds should be corrupted from the simplicity that is in Christ. For if he that cometh preacheth another Jesus, whom we have not preached, or if ye receive another spirit, which ye have not received, or another gospel, which ye have not accepted, ye might well bear with him. For I suppose I was not a whit behind the very chiefest apostles. But though I be rude in speech, yet not in knowledge; but we have been throughly made manifest among you in all things. Have I committed an offence in abasing myself that ye might be exalted, because I have preached to you the gospel of God freely? I robbed other churches, taking wages of them, to do you service. And when I was present with you, and wanted, I was chargeable to no man: for that which was lacking to me the brethren which came from Macedonia supplied: and in all things I have kept myself from being burdensome unto you, and so will I keep myself. As the truth of Christ is in me, no man shall stop me of this boasting in the regions of Achaia. Wherefore? because I love you not? God knoweth. But what I do, that I will do, that I may cut off occasion from them which desire occasion; that wherein they glory, they may be found even as we. For such are false apostles, deceitful workers, transforming themselves into the apostles of Christ. And no marvel; for Satan himself is transformed into an angel of light. Therefore it is no great thing if his ministers also be transformed as the ministers of righteousness; whose end shall be according to their works. I say again, let no man think me a fool; if otherwise, yet as a fool receive me, that I may boast myself a little.That which I speak, I speak it not after the Lord, but as it were foolishly, in this confidence of boasting. Seeing that many glory after the flesh, I will glory also. For ye suffer fools gladly, seeing ye yourselves are wise. For ye suffer, if a man bring you into bondage, if a man devour you, if a man take of you, if a man exalt himself, if a man smite you on the face. I speak as concerning reproach, as though we had been weak. Howbeit whereinsoever any is bold, (I speak foolishly,) I am bold also. Are they Hebrews? so am I. Are they Israelites? so am I. Are they the seed of Abraham? so am I. Are they ministers of Christ? (I speak as a fool) I am more; in labours more abundant, in stripes above measure, in prisons more frequent, in deaths oft. Of the Jews five times received I forty stripes save one. Thrice was I beaten with rods, once was I stoned, thrice I suffered shipwreck, a night and a day I have been in the deep; In journeyings often, in perils of waters, in perils of robbers, in perils by mine own countrymen, in perils by the heathen, in perils in the city, in perils in the wilderness, in perils in the sea, in perils among false brethren; In weariness and painfulness, in watchings often, in hunger and thirst, in fastings often, in cold and nakedness. Beside those things that are without, that which cometh upon me daily, the care of all the churches. Who is weak, and I am not weak? who is offended, and I burn not? If I must needs glory, I will glory of the things which concern mine infirmities. The God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, which is blessed for evermore, knoweth that I lie not.”………Anyway, I’d love to pop out names of these impostors, but I made a promise to God I would never discuss others individually because I can really cut to the bone. They have their places in Hell. Perhaps in time I may have to expose these demons but for now I won’t. Trust me, God will open YOUR eyes to truth. All you have to do is stay grounded in Gods Word and put Jesus first in your life. I will stay focused on this ministry and what I am doing…… Anyway, instead of getting saved and being free in Christ, they want you to be a slave to their religion so they can buy big houses and live like a rock star and have control over you and not God. My Lord had nowhere to lay His head. Meaning no house. No car. No pool. No savings. Nothing but the clothes on His back and that was plenty for Him. He relied on the gleanings of crops and fish and a simple bread. Believers in Him would certainly offer Him His needs whatever they would have been. God the Father supplied His needs. I am following both their examples and put my faith totally in God and pray you can help me as I devote myself 100% to this ministry. I hate to admit it but I do have needs not only to keep what I have started, but to be able to buy and do things I can’t do on my own like a new computer, internet, equipment, programmers, etc. Maybe even setting up some kind of studio. If you find me worthy I would love your prayers. If you can help this ministry out financially it will go all to the glory of God and help me to help others. I am nothing and quite pleased God got me to this point in my maturity in Christ. I don’t want notoriety or anything that has to DO WITH ME, BUT PLACING JESUS ON THE PEDESTAL. I put it all in Gods hands ……. God does not reside in buildings. He resides in hearts. Please whoever you are, I ask forgiveness for all the garbage that has been created by Religions and so many church buildings that are full of dead zombies and the Holy Spirit does not reside in them. They are nothing more than going to a three ring circus and the dancing bear is instead a man dressed in a costume to impress you and the entertainment is like going to a ball game except you get dressed up and instead of buying a beer and a dog with extra mustard, you pay for a man or woman to lie to you so he can eat steak and lobster made by his personal chef. ( man, I’m brutal sometimes 🙂  Trust me, I’m in nice mode now. Know that this was never in the plans of Jesus dying on the cross. God never wanted the jewish temples built. He never wanted kings. He wanted to lead the people through their hearts and not Government that quickly is compromised to satan. He says His Spirit resides in men’s hearts, not in buildings.“Heaven is His throne and earth His footstool”, that is to say He resides and inhabits the entire universe, but even the entire universe is not able to contain Him. And then there is little ol’ earth, a speck in His eye. WOW GOD YOUR AWESOME. So how silly a thought to suppose that the Creator of everything can be entirely contained by man in a building. Handmade buildings and temples should never boast of being God’s dwelling places, but instead places where they are simply used where a believer more conveniently meets a infinite God in our finite thinking. Yes a building is a awesome place to meet and worship, but I’m looking up at the sky, feeling the suns warmth, and hearing the birds sing and worshiping God right now IN MY TEMPLE. Thank you Lord for all your wondrous creations. Thank you God for my health. Thank you God for saving me. Thank you God for writing words not of me, but of you. If I can say I have prayed to God more about one thing than another, it is I always said to God, I do not ever in any way, shape or form, want to give my thoughts or opinions, but only be your voice through me. I’ll say it again till you get sick of hearing. After we are saved, we are the temple of God and we are part of the worldwide church and bride of Christ. Are you getting it yet? I see these huge, huge buildings built years ago, and even stadium like today and they mean nothing. What good is the biggest, fanciest church if the Holy Spirit doesn’t abide or dwell there? They will all be burned one day very soon. So will the people that trusted in them and the crooks that ran them. I’m already on fire and can’t be extinguished because I am the temple of God just like YOU will be. I am the building of God and the Holy Spirit resides right here within me. In fact He is writing right now, not me! Praise God. Should you congregate and meet with other Christians? Absolutely, 100%. Very important. How did early Christians fellowship? Some things the Bible is not very clear about. So, not finding it in the Bible, people will put their faith in things like ancient church traditions or Religions that seem to have the answers but are misleading you as they empty your pockets and teach garbage and take you to HELL. No thanks!  I want to stick to the Bible. Gods Word. If the Bible sometimes lacks instruction in some area, I certainly think that a Spirit filled person can make right decisions. It means we’re not shackled, but given freedom to make the best decisions possible about where to meet and worship God. That can be at a local outdoor gun range as we unload our ak47’s and sing psalms. It can be at the beach where everyone has testimonial day. At a park where others walking by may be intrigued and hear what’s going on and get saved. It can be at a Chinese buffet, which forgive me, I can’t control myself and would embarrass some after my tenth trip. Yeah I’m the guy that steals all the shrimp from the big stir fry pan and leaves you just the rice and veggies. Sorry…… If the world saw people praying and reading Gods Word in public maybe they might realize we are different. Instead most Christians are cowering behind a door like Peter. Especially in the U.S. The devils followers are showing up everyday in the streets pushing their agenda of hate. Where are all the Christians at that should be pushing love and Salvation? Anyway, yes a designated building is great and has many advantages but what if that’s not possible? It really doesn’t matter where. As long as there is fellowship. We need to be with fellow believers, especially now. I have never understood why churches are only open once a week. We need God daily. They should be open 24 hours a day. 7 days a week. Even gyms do that. A alcoholic can attend a AA meeting anytime, yet a Christian is stuck to a tradition of a hour once a week silliness. We need God everyday. Some all day long, praise God! So a place, a sanctuary, we can go to at anytime should be available. There doesn’t have to be a pastor there all the time. It doesn’t have to be some kind of religious tradition. Just a willingness or need to pray with another Christian and have another believer to talk to. Enjoying your fellowship and faith with another born-again Christian anytime you need strength. Maybe you’ll spend five minutes there. Maybe all evening as you were once addicted to T.V. and would rather study the Bible with other believers. Maybe the building has a kitchen. Pool some money together and have taco and Timothy night. I’d smoke anyone trying to out do my guacamole and chips and home grown habanero sauce. Don’t even think of getting me to bring out the ghost pepper death sauce. Schnitzel and Sampson night. Who brought the best potato salad? Maybe there’s no kitchen. Bring a grille and cook some dogs and burgers. Maybe someone has access to firewood. Have two bomb fires. One for the kids and one for the adults. Sorry, I think I’m starting to say what God always put in my heart. A sanctuary where believers in Christ do exactly as first believers did. If I had that devil pastors billion dollars there would be nothing on earth to replicate OUR sanctuary. Maybe we can do that one day……..The Bible does provide us with some answers to how things started out after the death of Jesus for gentile Christians. Even though jews were the first believers as mentioned in the book of Acts and Jesus came to save the the whole world, there was still a very great divide in between a jewish believer and a gentile believer. Jews thought of gentiles as dogs and not to even be spoken to. Peter is called to go to the house of a gentile, a Roman centurion named Cornelius, to tell him about God’s grace revealed in Jesus. To go to Cornelius’s house and stay there, Peter the perfect would have to leave behind the scriptural commands of God that require separation of foods and persons into the categories of clean and unclean. But God gives Him a vision that there no longer is a division between any man or woman when it comes to Salvation. Jesus had come to save EVERYBODY. Peter was absolutely dumbfounded when they were saved. (I have to stop here. This is a very long subject in itself of the jewish believer and the gentile believer and will be a long page so I’ll put up link to click on here when I’m done) Anyway, we know church buildings weren’t built for hundreds of years. Religious minded folks are often misled and attracted to big, beautiful ornate buildings filled with idols or sacred spaces and other goodies that pull you in like flies at a family picnic. Early religions figured out the the bigger the carnival and it’s rides, the more people they could suck in and take all their money and control them. It makes some people feel closer to God and feel fuzzy and warm inside like a puppy is licking your face as they stare at statues or solid gold idols and stained glass windows and high ceilings or paintings by famous artists. But is that God? God is in the inside of people and having “church” in a garage with a dirt floor that has real Spirit filled Christians is where you’ll find God. Finding a real Spirit filled church in today’s times is going to be hard to find. We should always look for a good place to worship but not make it a priority that most times will bring disappointment. It’s slim pickens out there and will only get worse and worse. Remember Gods right there with you and you are the temple of God. Finding fellow believers and true worshipers should be your first goal for strength and fellowship. It’s crazy there’s a church on every corner but hardly any worth a grain of salt. They are not filled with real brothers and sisters in Christ, who gather to worship in spirit and truth, but most times lost zombies and sinners who are freely accepted as “come on in!!!! love love love love!!!! “why you walking funny? it’s ok buddy, but maybe go clean your face, there’s poo on your chin.” as the pastor hangs her new colorful flag…… Jesus said “But the hour is coming, and now is, when the true worshipers will worship the Father in spirit and truth; for the Father is seeking such to worship Him. God is Spirit, and those who worship Him must worship in spirit and truth”. I would rather have one true Christian brother or sister in my life than be sitting next to five thousand non saved zombies …….. I kinda lost track like usual as my brain goes in a thousand directions, but here are some verses on where early Christians met: “and breaking bread from house to house, they ate their food with gladness and simplicity of heart” (Acts 2:46).  “Likewise greet the church that is in their house” (Rom 16:5). “The churches of Asia greet you. Aquila and Priscilla greet you heartily in the Lord, with the church that is in their house” (1 Cor 16:19)…….  “to the beloved Apphia, Archippus our fellow soldier, and to the church in your house” (Philemon 2). Hmmmmm. What the heck?! THEY MET WHERE? Early Christians gathered in small private homes, known as house churches, but a city’s whole Christian community would also be called a church. So if for example Paul is writing a letter to the Ephesians, it wasn’t a building that sat on fifth and main. It was to the community of believers as a whole divided into each home gathering. There are many aspects to think about concerning the early church like the jews and Romans didn’t like Christians and actively killed them. Stoning them to death or feeding them to the lions. It would be the year 313 before Christianity was even accepted by the Roman empire, and was a very compromised form of the Bible. Israel was demolished way before in 70. As the fall of the Roman empire excelled, it merely changed its spots and turned from a defeated political empire to a fake religion. And it wasn’t to hard to do because they were both very RELIGIOUS. The Empire had a hierarchy of gods and goddesses, and decreed that even Caesar was a god that required the worship of its people. They had a whole pantheon of gods and goddesses from the Empire that were slowly turned into a system of Saints, prayers to Saints, veneration of Saints, etc., during and after Emperor Constantine adopted a form of Christianity as the state religion. His version of Christianity was not consumed from the Bible, but a just a small taste and forgery. Then were added all the beliefs of the Romans again making the Empire connection complete as a new man made religion and government. Roman society embraced sodomy and older men taking young boys as lovers. Did the church? Read the news. The Roman form of Christianity adopted the Empire’s system of government so absolutely that they just outright abandoned Jesus Christ’s government revealed and taught in 1 & 2 Timothy and Titus. It is not hard to see the man made created religious church resembles the Empire of Rome far more than it does what is clearly written in the New Testament. The roman empire was never defeated, it rules the world more now than it ever did. “Now we beseech you, brethren, by the coming of our Lord Jesus Christ, and by our gathering together unto him, That ye be not soon shaken in mind, or be troubled, neither by spirit, nor by word, nor by letter as from us, as that the day of Christ is at hand. Let no man deceive you by any means: for that day shall not come, except there come a falling away first, and that man of sin be revealed, the son of perdition; Who opposeth and exalteth himself above all that is called God, or that is worshipped; so that he as God sitteth in the temple of God, shewing himself that he is God. Remember ye not, that, when I was yet with you, I told you these things? And now ye know what withholdeth that he might be revealed in his time. For the mystery of iniquity doth already work: only he who now letteth will let, until he be taken out of the way. And then shall that Wicked be revealed, whom the Lord shall consume with the spirit of his mouth, and shall destroy with the brightness of his coming: Even him, whose coming is after the working of Satan with all power and signs and lying wonders, And with all deceivableness of unrighteousness in them that perish; because they received not the love of the truth, that they might be saved. And for this cause God shall send them strong delusion, that they should believe a lie: That they all might be damned who believed not the truth, but had pleasure in unrighteousness. But we are bound to give thanks alway to God for you, brethren beloved of the Lord, because God hath from the beginning chosen you to salvation through sanctification of the Spirit and belief of the truth: Whereunto he called you by our gospel, to the obtaining of the glory of our Lord Jesus Christ. Therefore, brethren, stand fast, and hold the traditions which ye have been taught, whether by word, or our epistle. Now our Lord Jesus Christ himself, and God, even our Father, which hath loved us, and hath given us everlasting consolation and good hope through grace, Comfort your hearts, and stablish you in every good word and work”……..   The Greek noun ἐκκλησία literally means assembly, gathering, or congregation but is wrongly translated as church in most English translations of the New Testament. So could believers meet just about anywhere and not have it have to be a building? Absolutely. Where two or more believers are gathered in Christs name, He is right there in the midst the Bible tells us. Church buildings can be a great thing and they can have their purpose. If you ever watched a old western movie, you’ll see them building a church building in town. If everyone lives miles away and travel is by horse and buggy, and no phones or way to communicate, what a blessing to have a central gathering place to worship. I think you can admit we are in different times. Once you get past 50 or 100, maybe a little more people, you lose the closeness of fellowship and beyond that turns into a dog and pony show and a money making corporation and God is squeezed out and the world is brought in. Accountability and strong bonds of fellowship and watching and guarding each others lives flies out the window. Your now just another seat filler in a stadium with a pearly mouthed, plastic surgery fake, fruitcake motivational speaker throwing out his wares one rapid eye lie blink at a time taking you to Hell. Thank God for all the wonderful small local churches that preach the truth. For real Spirit filled pastors who are the biggest hero’s on earth but looked at as nothing nowadays. Keep on keeping on. But I will tell you clear as day, the day is coming where Christians will have to meet just like the first Christians in hiding due to world looking us as enemies. As far as leadership, what did Jesus say? Jesus‘ disciples kept arguing among themselves about which of them was the greatest (Mark 9:33-34; Luke 9:46; Luke 22:24) and Jesus kept telling them that the greatest among them would be the one who was a servant to others………Just wanted to add that I had a recent experience having to do with this website. Believe it or not, the devil isn’t to thrilled with what I’m doing:(   I can’t begin to tell you what strange things have happened in starting this ministry and I’m not even online yet. I’m under attack and need your prayers. One recent night, I was dreaming my heart was giving out. That life was trying to be pulled from me. My heart was racing like crazy. I woke up and sure enough I caught a demon plunging something directly into my heart trying to stop it. I physically felt it and saw what I had seen years ago. It quickly vanished but all that night and for a few weeks my heart actually hurt. Scary stuff huh? That’s when I knew I was on the right path and praised God. That demon only motivated me more….. Sorry, I got really seriously sidetracked from WAY up there…… So listening to this pastor, I tried getting saved again like a idiot. A impossible thing to do. Once saved always saved. I KNEW I WAS SAVED. I KNEW I BELIEVED. Yet because I didn’t act a certain way or get religionized like they wanted, I was the bad guy. Religion is all about indoctrination and you better believe what they are saying. And sadly many will go to Hell because they just went along with their falsities headlong like a excited fat kid hearing the sound of a ice cream truck and chasing with a twenty dollar bill, and when it stops, finds out it only serves salads. Yes, churches and religions will disappoint. But the Bible never will. JESUS WILL NEVER DISAPPOINT. JESUS IS A RELATIONSHIP. A relationship where you are more important to Him that can ever be imagined in the human mind. Stay focused on Him and Him alone and you’ll be amazed what happens. Don’t be distracted by whats going on in the world now. Things are going to get real rough as the Antichrist is going to be ushered in soon. With your eyes only on Jesus you won’t fear what man can do to you. What could be so bad in dying and being with God? If you have any fear of dying you are not saved and need to hurry up before you die in your sins. If you don’t fear going to Hell you got a screw missing because it is real and it is horrible and forever……..I would come to learn from a man that this church had done this same thing repeatedly and hurt many people. I got angry at God and life and I suppose wanted to prove them right. I got real bitter. And over and over in my head I kept thinking what if he was right? I went out into the world again and did horrible things. Thank God I finally started reading God’s Word myself. Don’t get me wrong. I am not saying it’s okay to go full fledged into your old sinful nature. QUITE THE OPPOSITE. I am saying you might fall by the wayside once in a while. It can be for a million reasons you can become bitter or just go off track. It’s just reality and life as a human being. Could I have handled things better? Absolutely. But should I or could I or did I don’t mean shit once the day is over. That day or time is finished and you either get back on your feet as quickly as possible or you don’t. What drives a man to be a General may in another man turn him into living on the street. READ YOUR BIBLE. PUT DOWN THE REMOTE. READ YOUR BIBLE. LEARN IT INSIDE OUT LIKE YOU ARE SUPPOSED TO. PUT DOWN THE BEER. PUT DOWN THE JOINT. READ YOUR BIBLE AND ASK GOD TO PENETRATE YOUR HEART WITH HIS WORDS. STOP WILLFULLY SINNING. THE BIBLE SHOULD BE SAME SENSATION LIKE NEEDING YOUR NEXT MEAL OR DRINK. YOU NEED IT TO SURVIVE….YOU NEED IT LIKE YOUR NEXT BREATH…..

“And the beast was seized, and with him the false prophet who performed the signs in his presence, by which he deceived those who had received the mark of the beast and those who worshiped his image; these two were thrown alive into the lake of fire which burns with brimstone.”

In the entire Bible there is not one sinless person accept Jesus the Christ. If you find a works based, judgmental, legalistic church or person, run. I didn’t say walk. Run. There are whackados that actually believe you can’t sin after your saved. Go read the Bible folks and tell me that is true. Ever hear of we are saved by Gods grace and not of any works we could ever do?…….Anyway, we are all different and actually in those differences is where God can use YOU for your special journey with Him. And since we are saved by Grace and all our sins before, now, and in the future are forgiven, Be free in Christ. Not shackled by false teachings. Please understand there is a fine line between someone saying they are saved and really not. There are fruits that will show you are saved. You will have the Holy Spirit in you guiding you. You will have instant conviction and warning if sin is in your midst and God will guide you out if you listen. When you are born again you are a baby. You can’t turn into a man or woman spiritually without God at the helm. You gotta be that dude standing at the front of the Titanic with your hands outstretched to God. The vast ocean is his Spirit and you need to claim what is yours. You may run into someone saying their a Christian but are watching pornography and television. They never talk about God. Their friends are all mean and smoke pot. They really have no outward signs that they are different then anyone else. Only God knows the heart of a man or woman. There are two scenarios. Either they never really got saved. And trust me there are a lot of fake Christians out there in for a real surprise when they die. Or two, they are saved but not living how God tells us to in the Bible. If they feel no conviction of what they are doing is wrong and do not repent of it, I am led to what Jesus says in addressing those that were thinking in their minds they were Christians “I never knew you; depart from Me, you who practice lawlessness!” and they are sent to Hell. There really is a head saved person and a heart saved person. And that’s to long to get into now but I’ll narrow it down. A head saved person is usually a nutcase and are thrown about like the wind. Ever searching and never finding the truth. They believe only in what and how God might benefit them somehow. They throw out “I’m a Christian” like someone might say “I just sharted my pants” and both are only words. Words are cheap. God is just a convenience to use when they feel like it. There was never any conversion. They are exactly the same before and after they “are saved.” Dead. Oh, they may have gotten real emotional at a silly church that told them to come forward and even shed a tear when they said a few words at a Christian crusade or concert or they were going through a bad situation, but the conversion of the heart never happened. I cry when I see a dog being abused but what good does it do me? I just had a emotional experience and quickly forget it. Walking up a isle, having mommy and daddy put words in your mouth and saying you were saved as a kid is also very dangerous. I have heard that many times and in each and every case the people have never been saved and their lives are disasters. A small child can learn to dance or play baseball or say about anything and is instructed in what to do. Teaching a kid to say I believe in Jesus is not far off from believing in santa in their childlike minds. Going through the motions to make dad proud is taking a lot of people to Hell. Parents are to blame because obviously they don’t want to see their kids go to Hell, but will suffer the consequences as soon as little billy goes to college and he transforms into a party animal and whore and forgets what he was taught. I suggest if you were “saved” as a child, you really do a thorough heart examination of yourself…….. A heart saved person is nuts about GOD and His WORD and stands on solid unmovable ground! That’s not to say the ground can’t shake, rattle, and roll at times, but no matter what we have never lost our footing in Jesus. If someone calls you a Jesusfreak praise God. There may be many bumps and bruises in our walk with Christ, but the relationship is never broken and forgiveness by our savior is only a prayer away. God never leaves us and we never leave God. We may sin but that is why Christ died on the cross as a perfect, forever sacrifice. There is growth and fruits that can be easily seen. Some will take baby steps. Some will leap like a grey kangaroo. But we all move forward in our growth and sanctification. Some will fall backwards and need God to pick them back up. The Holy Spirit lives within us and WE KNOW IT. We don’t think how the world thinks. We don’t act like the world acts. We are the wheat growing among the chaff. WE 100% don’t have to think or wonder where we will spend eternity no matter how much we mess up because we don’t go to heaven on our own merits, but by what Jesus did on the cross. In these Last Days we yearn and look forward to our Lords return to triumph against evil and we know it won’t be long. A head saved person thoughts go to what they can take from God and how it may benefit them, with no conversion of the heart or repentance, and just a time in their life they rattled off a few words and can wrongly say “I’m a christian.” A heart saved persons thoughts are what and how we can give God of ourselves and how we can serve the Lord that saved us. There is a definite conversion and not in just the mind. It is threw the new heart given us that we turn away from our sin and results in action and a changed life. Does a serial rapist say “Yeah I have changed my mind about date rape” but then keeps on with the exact behavior? Obviously not, unless their confession was only lip service and their heart of stone has not been replaced with a new heart of flesh. Only the Holy Spirit can make that change. When a true believer is born again, they are made anew. A new creature in Christ. The old man passes away and we are of a different heart and spirit. This does not mean we never sin again in our mortal bodies, but it does mean we hate our sin and we bear fruit in keeping with repentance. Anyone who says they believe in Christ, but their is NO evidence at all of change is not saved. Their are many evidences so make sure you have at least some of these to tell if your head or heart saved: Do you remember the day and other details when you were born-again? The day you know without any hesitancy or reservation you were saved? What led up to it? What happened right after? Are you maturing in Christ by the day? By the week? Ever? What scriptures really stood out to you this week? God talks to us through His Word. Did you apply them to your life? Are you trusting in Jesus alone for your salvation? Do you hate sins of others and especially those sins your involved in? What steps have you taken to take those sins from your life? Is your whole being in having thoughts and actions to live a life pleasing to the Lord? Is your obedience in fleshly desires and how the world thinks or what God tells us in His Word how to live? Do you think your life is just fine and you can live life on your own, or do you have a desperate feeling knowing you totally need Gods guidance and instruction like you need your next breath? Do you constantly confess your sin before God and repent for your actions wanting God to change you from your sinful ways? What kinds of things are being shown in your life that show you are saved? How many people did you share your faith with this week? Are you bearing fruit that makes people want to be drawn to you to seek Jesus also? Are you running free now doing your own thing and God hasn’t disciplined you? If God allows a professing believer who has backslidden to remain that way, then that is strong evidence that the person is not His child. He was just a poser who stopped posing. A actor that moved on to another act. What is different about you now verses before you were saved? Are you growing in the Lord or has nothing ever changed about you? Do you fear God? Can you sin just thinking, oh well, or with the Holy Spirit guiding you, you listen and obey because you know there might be a price to pay for disobeying? Is your desire to have fellowship with Christ or with the world? How devoted are you to Jesus in prayer and reading Gods Word? Have you sought out a good bible believing church? How involved are you? Is God your everything or just something once in a while? How much time do you spend with other believers? Are they at the core of your friendships and those you spend your time with? Do you love other believers and enjoy worshiping your Savior together in prayer and dedication? When you pray for God to forgive you of your sins do you move on knowing He has? Or do you question whether He has? Do you truly believe He has taken away all your sins? That your 100% saved? You either are or your not! That now you’re no longer trusting in your decision or anything you could ever do, but you’re trusting in His perfect work on the cross. If someone were to ask you where your going when you die, can you instantly say heaven? Can you instantly say why that is? …..No one knows the heart of another man. Just making sure you are secure in YOUR knowing your own heart and destination after you die…… Say your late for work one day. You tell your boss you were walking across some railroad tracks on the way to work and a fast moving train ran you over on way there. He would have to say that’s impossible. Nobody can be ran over by a train and not be changed. It’s the same thing when someone says they are saved. It’s the same thing when the Holy Spirit regenerates someone. They can’t walk away from that unchanged. Are you changed? …“These things I have written to you who believe in the name of the Son of God, so that you may know that you have eternal life.” … “Therefore there is now no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus.” … “that if you confess with your mouth Jesus as Lord, and believe in your heart that God raised Him from the dead, you will be saved; for with the heart a person believes, resulting in righteousness, and with the mouth he confesses, resulting in salvation” … “For God so loved the world, that He gave His only begotten Son, that whoever believes in Him shall not perish, but have eternal life.” … “In Him, you also, after listening to the message of truth, the gospel of your salvation—having also believed, you were sealed in Him with the Holy Spirit of promise, who is given as a pledge of our inheritance, with a view to the redemption of God’s own possession, to the praise of His glory.” … “and I give eternal life to them, and they will never perish; and no one will snatch them out of My hand. My Father, who has given them to Me, is greater than all; and no one is able to snatch them out of the Father’s hand. I and the Father are one.” …..I DON’T KNOW WHERE YOUR PRIORITIES IN THIS LIFE ARE, BUT IF YOU DON’T PUT GOD FIRST IN YOUR LIFE YOUR IN FOR A HEAP OF TROUBLE. I’M WARNING YOU, BEGGING YOU, PLEASE, PLEASE WAKE UP.  GET ON YOUR KNEES AND PRAY TO GOD THE CREATOR OF ALL AND SOON THE DESTROYER OF ALL. There are literally millions of people out there in the world calling themselves Christians who have no idea what that even means except maybe “Oh yeah, I believe in God.” or  “I belong to this very large religion.” There is absolutely no change in them except now they are following a works based false theology and they have even fooled themselves they are going to Heaven when that’s just not the case. Or how about those “I’m spiritual” types or those who say they believe in God but say it’s “a personal thing and I really don’t want to talk about it” Wow. It really isn’t hard to unwrap people who say they are Christians and are not. I start with praising Jesus and asking them their testimony. If they say “what’s that?”, oh boy. Many will say they were “saved” as a baby. Good Lord open their eyes in Jesus’ name I pray. As you unwrap their beliefs like the peels of the onion, it really isn’t long to you see they are plain out fool of crap or deceived big time. A sure way is to ask this person to pray. If they say no thanks but “I’ll keep you my prayers” Or “I’ll pray for you” and walk away, they have been spotted like a deer looking into a bright light. Man, praying with a fellow Christian instantly is like finding a pot of gold and awesome. The world wants people separated and hating each other. It’s getting to the point that people are so offended, if you fart to loud you just may be hauled off to jail. And I’d be first to go as I can rip em. Paul and Peter said for Christians to “greet one another with a holy kiss” “Have unity of mind, sympathy, brotherly love, a tender heart, and a humble mind” towards our fellow Christian brothers and sisters. Jesus said where two or more are gathered in his name that He is right there in the midst. It is more powerful than a nuclear bomb going off except it’s invisible and spiritual and able to do anything including healing a land of murdering babies and allowing sin to trample on our forefathers that gave their lives in the name of freedom and God. In these Last Days there should be a Christian nonstop now on every street corner in every city with a sign “I will pray with you if wanted”. People are hurting like never before in history and the harvest is ripe. What are YOU doing to save others in these Last Days? There you go. I just gave you something to do. Start a trend that makes national television. Imagine the headlines. “Christians causing great havoc in streets all across America. They seem to be very nice and claim they want to pray with people who might need prayer or deliverance. But their signs look like possible weapons and they are smiling way to much. The national guard has been called in to disperse them.” …. “In other news, shootings, stabbings, riots and looting continue in Washington and Oregon as activists do their best to live normal lives and march peaceably for their cause….looks like only two killings today….we really need to support them”……..God will convict you if you turn back to a known sin. If you were a lesbian and were then washed in the blood of Christ, you should have God telling you not to delve in that again and you really won’t want to. You did repent and ask forgiveness didn’t you? Repenting is to tell God I have a change of heart and mind LORD AND NO LONGER WANT TO SIN. If you see some hot chick one day and your seduced into that sin again, you just need to repent of it AGAIN and get back on track. Just don’t make a habit of it or Daddy will take you to the wood shed. And that goes for any sin no matter what it is. As a child of God and you knowingly commit sin, not only does it break God’s heart, It will break yours. Trust me, YOU will know when you mess up because YOU will feel like crap. The Holy Spirit inside of you will convict you big time. That is the time to ask God’s forgiveness and repent and get back on track immediately. If you don’t, you start playing with fire. You are quenching the Spirit of God that lives in you. The Bible will keep you from sin or sin will keep you from the Bible. Paul talks of the race and making it to the finish line. Your damn right your going to struggle along the way in your walk with Jesus, but with his Grace and our helper the Holy Spirit, we all will win the race. A convicted heart is a saved heart. Our weaknesses are God’s strength and it really comes down to each day of life. How much have you grown and matured in Christ? In maturity, you will easily throw off the fiery arrows of the devil. Weak, you will be like puddy in his hands again. Jesus tells Simon, “Simon, Simon! Behold, Satan hath desired to have you, that he may sift you as wheat” due to his weaknesses. Remember always that satan knows you intimately on who you are and how you think and how he once controlled you and if your not strong in the Lord he will try to put you in chains again and pull you down. It is a daily battle but easily fought once you put on the full armor of God and mature in your walk………….  Will I serve God and Jesus today or go dabble in some sin I know is wrong?  It’s eighty degrees out and I’m hot and love beer. Will I go out witnessing to people today or hit the the convenience store and buy a twelve pack of ice cold beer with sweat dripping off it like drops of heaven (by the way it’s almost 100* right now as I sit in shade, and yes YOU are more important)……(damn, now I’m thirsty)  ……..God help us in our frailness and weaknesses……I did just want to add what I said about Holy Spirit. Yes, He is very strong inside of you when you are first saved. He is also very strong throughout your walk with Jesus by as much as your willing to listen and obey. In fact the Holy Spirit does indeed grow stronger and stronger in you like a freshly planted garden. With plenty of sunshine (Jesus lighting your way) and water (Bible reading,Prayer, Fellowship) and love (Love others as God loves you), it’s not long before you grow stronger and stronger and produce fruit and veggies. Some will grow into those huge twenty five hundred pound pumpkins. Others start withering on the vine. They didn’t get rooted deep enough. If you go off the deep end and go dabble in sin, the Bible tells us you are now quenching the spirit. Or in other words, you are actually shutting God out of what you know is right but you go ahead and sin anyway. Your flesh has taken over. Those actions can have many consequences including sickness and even death. The indwelling of the Holy Spirit can never leave you so what is the wise choice? Certainly to be led by the Spirit and Praying daily for His guidance in our lives. SIN INDEED HAS CONSEQUENCES. Your father in Heaven loves you and be prepared, you will get a spanking if stay in your sin. Do people even know what spanking is anymore? In a matter of a few generations people have gone astray with how to discipline a child. God created the butt to be spanked. Lit up red by a belt for a little boy that has been bad and sent to bed early with no dinner. Spare the rod, spoil the child. Now a kid is thrown in timeout with his cell phone. Or told five hundred times “don’t do that” as the child laughs and doesn’t stop till mommy or daddy gives up. Man may change , but God never changes, so yes, be prepared for correction. A loving father will always discipline his child if needed. In fact if you are not disciplined from God, chances are pretty good your not saved. Hebrews  “My son, do not despise the chastening of the Lord, Nor be discouraged when you are rebuked by Him; For whom the Lord loves He chastens, And scourges every son whom He receives.” If you endure chastening, God deals with you as with sons; for what son is there whom a father does not chasten? But if you are without chastening, of which all have become partakers, then you are illegitimate and not sons. Furthermore, we have had human fathers who corrected us, and we paid them respect. Shall we not much more readily be in subjection to the Father of spirits and live? For they indeed for a few days chastened us as seemed best to them, but He for our profit, that we may be partakers of His holiness.  Now no chastening seems to be joyful for the present, but painful; nevertheless, afterward it yields the peaceable fruit of righteousness to those who have been trained by it.”  Depending on what you have done to separate yourself from God, you may just get a loving prodding to come home. If you really go off the deep end, God may have to step it up on you. Pain, brokenness, loss, depression, sickness, and even death can and will come our way when cutting our Spiritual umbilical cord with God and Jesus. We should each day be grateful beyond imagination for what God has done for us. Our love of God can overcome any sin. When the Jews followed and obeyed God, they lived free of oppression and were totally blessed by God. When they went astray and went back into the world system, God would unleash His anger upon them. Moses summed it all up in a nutshell for them. God will either bless you or actually curse you if you turn from Him and get out of line. And if Gods chosen people couldn’t get a grip on their sins, where does that leave us? We need to be very watchful and weary and if a sin is presented to us, we need to run like the wind. God will be there to help us if we ask. In fact the Bible says “No temptation has overtaken you except such as is common to man; but God is faithful, who will not allow you to be tempted beyond what you are able, but with the temptation will also make the way of escape, that you may be able to bear it.” ………Meaning God will give us a way out, so in that split second of seeing some hot chick with a band-aid bikini walking towards you, turn away and run if you have to. The problem is our human weakness and you need to rely on Gods strength no matter what temptation comes your way. Maybe a dude walks up to you selling the most stank green you ever smelled and his eyes look as red as the devils horns. What will you do? As a baby in Christ you may go to the stove and grab the hot pan and shower yourself in bacon grease. A horrible decision that may scar you for life. But as you grow up and God talks to you and disciples you that going near that pan is going to really hurt you, you learn and obey and mature. Your growing in Christ. And you’ll now want to see that poor man seduced by satan saved and brought into the family of God. I AM CONVINCED EVERY PERSON WE MEET IN LIFE IS NOT A ACCIDENT AND DID WE HELP THEM OR HURT THEM BY NOT SPEAKING OF JESUS. Did a persons soul outweigh a million times maybe getting higher than you ever have? You gotta let go and let God my friend…….It is through Him that you will have the power to conquer any sin and win the race. There very well may be many things you will have to cut out of your life that are a stumbling block in your relationship with God. If you own a Television throw it in the garbage. If you have a bong collection, throw it out. If you have any relationship with a unsaved person and they are not in agreement with your beliefs, you need to separate from them. You are like water and oil and cannot mix and they will bring you down to their worldly way of thinking sooner or later. If money and greed is a issue with you, sell it all and give the money to the poor. If you were a homosexual and a man wants to put his penis in your mouth or butt tell him your saved and you cannot perform that awful sin anymore and read from the Bible that God says it’s a abomination and try to get them saved. I can go on for a zillion more reasons why there may be a obstacle between you and God, but only YOU know what they are, and if you don’t just ask God. He will tell you what is dividing your perfect relationship……God loves you and wants to hold your hand, not spank you……The Holy Spirit that saved you will also guide you and teach you and give you strength.

“But as for the cowardly, the faithless, the detestable, as for murderers, the sexually immoral, sorcerers, idolaters, and all liars, their portion will be in the lake that burns with fire and sulfur, which is the second death.”

 Are YOU really struggling to believe? Then get on your knees and ask God to help you believe. It’s that simple. God is everywhere at anytime and right there with you. All he asks from you is to love Him like he loves you. He died for you. JUST FOR YOU. He loves you with a love that there is no word created to say how strong that love is. And that love is unconditional. God is not some white haired dude with a big finger pointing at you and just waiting for you to mess up again so He can stomp on you. He is your father just like a earthly father except probably a million times cooler once you get to know him. Your father in heaven knows you have sin indwelling in you from Adam and Eve. He doesn’t expect perfection because that is just impossible in these corruptible bodies. He knows the weakness of the flesh. If you mess up, and you will, all God wants is you to repent and grow out of that sin. Some sins are easily fixed. “Sorry God I stole a pack of gum.” Others also will be absolutely forgiven but because of your disobedience may cause lifelong problems. “Sorry God, I really messed up and got this girl pregnant.” God will be there to make a blessing out of the situation and forgive you if you put Him first…….  What are you waiting for dum dum? You have two easy choices. Take the free gift of salvation or don’t and spend eternity in Hell. I’m trying to think of a game show name. Anyway, you could choose door number one, two, or three. That’s kinda you right now. You can make the wrong choice and door and go to Hell forever ……. or say the heck with that dude and say I’ll choose all three doors. Behind them is The Father. The son. The Holy Spirit. And you win the greatest prize ever offered to mankind. Salvation and eternity in Paradise. Wake up.

“For we must all appear before the judgment seat of Christ; that every one may receive the things done in his body, according to that he hath done, whether it be good or bad.”

 So maybe you feel you could never be equal with all those perfect people written about in the Bible. That might be a good thing! The Bible is filled with imperfect, sinful people. In fact, in the Bible, it only has one person who was sinless His entire life. Jesus. Everybody else at one time or another made a mess of their lives. Some for a short while. Others till the day they died. You are not alone in your sinful nature and sooner or later whether you are unsaved or saved, you will experience failings and you will experience being triumphant. You ever hear of John the Baptist? Hear’s a guy that devoted his entire life to doing one thing. Being a prophet from birth, set aside to do God’s will. To usher in Jesus as the Messiah and tell people the kingdom was at hand. He didn’t drink or smoke or waste his life watching the idiot box. He was living in the wilderness quite poor. He was very devoted. He didn’t shop at Beverly Hills or Fifth Avenue, but instead wore clothing made of camel’s hair, with a leather belt around his waist. His food wasn’t delivered to him by car and a large pizza with extra cheese with a dozen wings smothered in hot sauce, but was locusts and wild honey. His whole life came to a climax when Jesus came strolling up to the river and he baptized Him. John didn’t want to because he knew it was himself that needed baptized by Jesus. But Jesus said “it’s cool, we gotta do it this way to fulfill all righteousness.”  John even heard God the father say from heaven “This is my son in whom I am well pleased.”  John has just met Jesus who is God in human form. His faith has come to fruition but just like any man, his faith would be tested. So many things can go wrong in our lives and suddenly we go into our own selves. Instead of at these hard times embracing God like we should, we make a u turn from God. Bitterness can arise. Hate. Non belief. Doubt. The devil is a sick, perverted, piece of crap that only wants division and hate. he is full of lies and deception along with his followers. Please don’t allow him to have more power than God. God created satan and one day soon he will lose control of this earth. he is making his final stand and the only reason he can have control of your thoughts or thinking is because you let him. Tell him to flee from you in the name of Jesus and he has to. Long story short, John is later on arrested and put in jail and Jesus goes about doing his thing of healing and preaching the kingdom of God and doing what He came on earth to do.

“For the wages of sin is death, but the free gift of God is eternal life in Christ Jesus our Lord.”

Oh the excitement John must have felt in meeting the son of God. Man, I waited my whole life for this day, but John would go from top of the world to bottom of the barrel. You ever have a day like that? A month like that? Some people have entire lives like that. Can you guess what John said in prison before his head was chopped off and placed on a platter for all to see? “Thank you God for Jesus” Nope. He said ummm Jesus “Are you the one who is to come, or shall we look for another?” Think about that……The man who devoted his entire life to be the Prophet that would usher in Jesus is now lacking faith. That means there will be times WE ALL can lack in faith no matter how strong in the Lord we think we are. Maybe you’ll get a call and your spouse was just killed by a drunk driver. Maybe a knock on the door and your young son who joined the Military has been killed. Maybe the doctors office calls and says you have cancer. Maybe your put in a position of taking the mark or losing your job. It’s just life and sometimes there can be no explanation and where we have to rely on faith and faith alone. Anyway, the reason he said that is because, one, I would have to say he was pretty depressed. Have you ever been depressed? Lonely? Abandoned? Feel like the whole earth was against you? That it can’t get any worse, but it gets a whole lot worse? Here John was, thinking I’m a very important man of God doing Gods will and getting people ready for the arrival of Jesus and bam, life does a crazy one eighty and my outcome is starving away in this jail. Is your life always perfect with no surprises? Heck, He could read the old testament and see himself written about in Isaiah 40:3-5, Malachi 3:1, and Malachi 4:5 . And two, John had a misunderstanding like all the jewish leaders that the Messiah would come and set up a “Earthly kingdom.” Kick the Roman’s butt’s and destroy all enemies of Israel like King David did. Be their Messiah. The deliverer. Which he indeed was. But jesus’ kingdom is spiritual, not physical. Jesus truly would fulfill all prophesy’s of His coming and His Kingdom was started upon His death and perfect sacrifice. Jesus gets the message from John and says  “Go and shew John again those things which ye do hear and see: the blind receive their sight, and the lame walk, the lepers are cleansed, and the deaf hear, the dead are raised up, and the poor have the gospel preached to them.” He also added “And blessed is he, whosoever shall not be offended in me.” Sometimes, if not most times, things are not what you or I hope or want. John went from “Behold the Lamb of God who takes away the sin of the world!” to shell shocked and distraught. The war in your mind of God, satan, right, wrong, the Bible is real, the Bible is fake, should I, shouldn’t I, are not just in you but have plagued everyone born on this earth. I can tell you though that our thinking is not God’s thinking. His ways are not our ways. Jesus will set you free from all that garbage. Are you struggling with doubts? Fears? Are you in the middle of painful circumstances like John? The mind can be pulled in a thousand directions when put under stressful situations. That’s when the devil loves to invade your mind. In fact, The devil will launch his biggest attack on you to try and turn and twist your mind before getting saved. he doesn’t want to lose you. I pray right now that God settles your mind and you think more freely. If there is a battle going on in your mind now, I hate to say it, but that’s actually a good thing. It is time to defeat satan and praise God become a Christian. God with a host of angels are now surrounding you, I promise. I command it. Because I can. I believe. God put me on this earth at this moment of time for a reason that I once ran from but now embrace and when I speak it’s not me, it’s God. I have just been rattled in my own Spirit big time that God is above you and around you. Don’t be afraid but only believe. I’m crying like a baby now knowing you feel His presence. I praise you Lord. I praise you. Please, please, don’t give up. Close your eyes and pray to God right now. Victory is only a few steps away if you don’t give up. Be saved right now…..For John, things were peaceful and cool as could be down by the river. He could go river rafting, do some fly fishing, catch a awesome tan and be free as a bird. But now life threw him a serious curve ball. Week after week would pass in jail. And now he would be tormented by such oppressive doubts and fears, it ate at him like a dog on a bone. At the Jordan among his disciples and friends, John had never doubted that Jesus was the Christ. The Messiah that was predicted to come was here. But stuck alone in a cold, dirty, stinky cell he was given over to horrible, accusing thoughts by the devil. Do you feel alone? Like the world is against you? Nothing seems to be going right? You hate even getting out of bed? You may not be in a actual jail cell with bars but I can tell you that you are worse off and in the devil’s prison if you are not saved. There is a twenty pound ball and chain hanging from your heart and only God has the key to open the lock. Our minds can go in a thousand directions if we let it when going through bad situations or times of doubt. And for all people, even believers, these times will come. John must have been thinking what the hell did I get myself into? What if he had been wrong about everything? There had been many false prophets in Israel. What made him so sure that he himself now wasn’t one? What if he had led many people in the wrong direction with a false message and Jesus wasn’t the Messiah? What if instead of  being pure and following God totally, he could have just kept his mouth shut and lived like the rest of the world? Heck, there were some hot chicks starting to sunbathe down by the river where he was baptizing and his tip jar was getting fuller by the day. Who would run his bee hive business now? ……. John knew the Old Testament very well and devoted his life to it. Hour after hour, day after day, year after year were spent in a single focus on God and the coming of the Messiah. I’m sure he would try to remember all the prophecies and signs that were clear as glass to him before and then where things went wrong. Had he pissed off God somehow? I’m sure it was hard to even think straight as the prisoner next to him is tortured on a rack and his cartilage, ligaments, and bones pop like a bag of popcorn in the microwave. Oh no, he probably thought, there were lot’s of false messiahs running around. What if Jesus was so slick he chose the wrong dude? What if Jesus was just another fake like a lot of the preachers nowadays? Doubts buzzed around his brain like flies on dog poop. I’m sure he had good days of refreshment from the Lord but waking up in chains certainly put things back into reality as his mind started rolling again. What the heck is Jesus doing out there anyway? Did He sneak off to a island paradise? Why the heck am I still in these chains? Why isn’t He saving me? WHERE ARE YOU???? GOD, WHAT”S HAPPENING????…….. John’s role was evident before he was even born. Zechariah, his father was old and a priest belonging to the order of Abijah. While he was offering incense in the Temple, the angel Gabriel appeared to him, and told him that his wife Elizabeth who had been barren for many years would give birth to a son, and the son’s name would be John. Zechariah did not believe the angel, and because of his disbelief, was struck dumb unable to speak, until the prophecy was fulfilled. When the time came for Elizabeth to give birth, she did bear a son. On the eighth day when the child was circumcised, they were going to name him Zechariah, as was the custom, but Elizabeth said “No, he is going to be called John.” This surprised everybody because none of their relatives had this name. They then asked Zechariah, who was still mute, what name he wanted to give his son. He asked for a writing tablet and wrote, “His name is John.” Immediately Zechariah’s mouth was opened and his tongue freed, and he began to speak, praising God. John was chosen by God. John even bounced around in his mothers stomach being filled with the Holy Spirit when being close to Mary the human mother of Jesus. He was a important dude to God. He was a Nazarite, a person who gave up certain things in order to commune with God in a state of holiness. Nazirites refrained from cutting their hair, drinking alcohol, touching dead bodies, and would sometimes separate themselves from other people in order to eliminate distractions so as to stay totally focused on God. Most Jews only took a Nazirite vow for a set period of time usually between 30 to 100 days but there were at least three Nazarites in the Bible who were dedicated from birth: Samson, Samuel, and John the Baptist and devoted their entire lives in servitude to God in that way.

“Then he will say to those on his left, ‘Depart from me, you cursed, into the eternal fire prepared for the devil and his angels”

Did you ever feel like your life has been one giant lie? ……….That you’ve been scammed. Or maybe you scammed and manipulated so many people yourself, you don’t even know what real is anymore. So far with what Jesus was doing, it didn’t seem at all to make sense or fit the picture of what John expected as he peed himself in his chains. Could this imprisonment be God’s judgment for something I said or did? This sucks he must have thought over and over. Even more so when he saw a guy walking up to him with a sword and a platter. It must have felt as if God had totally abandoned him and the devil himself had somehow taken His place. But in the end, John did exactly what God called him to do. He indeed fulfilled his purpose. He would be the man that would fulfill prophesy and usher in the King of Kings and Lord of Lords. In fact Jesus said John was the greatest Prophet ever born. Thank you John for your time on earth. I did want to point out a few things. John was jailed by his own actions. He was a pretty vocal guy. Someone that preached Truth no matter the cost. He called the leaders in Jerusalem a brood of vipers. So did Jesus. The Bible tells us that John the Baptist was placed in prison by Herod Antipas as a result of John condemning Herod for having divorced his wife and then having married Herodias, the divorced wife of Herod Antipas’ half-brother Philip. People don’t like when other people expose their sin do they? I just met a man yesterday in public that his wife left Him. He wanted her back. He seemed sorry. But the more I dug into his heart the more hateful he got as things got revealed of why his wife left. He’s a drug abuser. “They were only rumors he cheated on her with twenty one year old.” There was physical abuse. He even strangled her. He mentally abused her and the kids. Yet he said he was a Christian. When I started in direction of finding out when he was saved is when the conversation went sour. That’s when “I gotta go” quickly arose. I already knew the answer. His eyes were dead. I did pray for him but unless he gets to the root of why he is who he is and that he was never saved, nothing will ever change……… Despite Herod Antipas’ imprisonment of John, the Bible tells us that Herod considered John to be a righteous man and liked to listen to his preaching. Herod would have been reluctant to put him to death because of that and also because of fear of the many followers of John. The Bible doesn’t give a exact time elapsed between John’s arrest and his execution. He probably was in jail about a year. In order to kill John the prophet,

jealous Herodias bade her daughter, Salome, to dance for King Herod. A cd was popped in and “stranglehold” started playing. The King was so entranced and seduced by her dance as she gyrated and finished with “shake your groove thing”, he offered to grant the girl any wish she wanted up to half of his kingdom. At the request of her mother, she asked for the head of the Baptist, which was delivered to her on a platter.

God doesn’t always answer with how fast we want a answer. His answer may not always be what we want or the deliverance we hoped for. But he will always be faithful and true to His Word. His saving grace will always be sufficient for those who trust him. Trust and obey for there’s no other way. You may be in pain and darkness and going through unimaginable things right now but I can tell you there is a light at the end of the tunnel. That light is Jesus. The strongest of saints will experience deep darkness. Before your saved. After your saved. Life is just not easy and none of us are spared hard times and sorrow. In our weaknesses, the devil is always right there to try and win a battle he can never win if we are saved. Most of us will suffer agonizing affliction at some point. It is actually in those times that you will grow the most in your love of God and belief. I know. There will  be times we experience days or even months feeling abandoned but just know my friend when Jesus says “I will never leave you or forsake you” that it means just that. He will always be faithful and true. I’d like to say being a Christian is all apple pie and prosperity and a perfect life with no problems. All smiles and positive everything. A explosion of nothing could ever go wrong in my life again. But then I would be a false Brother and not reciting the Bible or the lives of the people represented. Or myself. Being a Christian can be quite hard at times and downright scary. Don’t be deceived by false teachers that Christianity is a a playground. It is in fact a battleground. It is definitely not about prosperity and taking from God all you can, it’s giving all of yourself to God and being content with how God provides for you no matter what that is. The devil hates everybody, but he really hates believers in Christ that spread his gospel in truth. People are getting nastier and nastier. More and more selfish. Crazier and crazier. People have no sense of humor anymore and are so serious. EVERYTHING THING IS FLIP FLOPPING. Right is wrong. Wrong is right. Morals and holiness is unacceptable. Sin is to be desired. The younger the generation, the more corrupted they are. I really feel so bad for them. Imagine what God in Heaven who loves children is thinking. Yeah, there is a reason for Hell. These poor kids are hit from every side with evil and will never know how wonderful God created life to be in a moral society. What innocence is. What love is. What unselfishness is. What truth is. It is not easy to shine a light in a den full of hungry bears and know you will be attacked. That’s why you probably won’t see that sign thing happen. Most Christians are pussy cats and afraid of their own shadow, let alone praying or witnessing to a stranger. That’s why this country has gone to Hell. Christians just sat there and said or did nothing waiting for a rapture that doesn’t exist in the Bible. Instead of showing light to the world like we once did, we have let darkness dominate and overcome. Can there still be a great revival? Yes, I believe God can do anything. Will there be a great revival? I think it’s to late now and things are set in motion. Where are the lions in these Last Days? Hear me roar Lord. Hear me roar, I’m trying and I am nothing……I know John wouldn’t have changed a thing. I wouldn’t change a thing. In the end, no matter what we go through it’s all worth it because I just look back and see the nails being driven through my Lord’s hands and feet. I see him falling down in pain as each strike of the cat of tails rips junks of skin from His flesh. I see His majesty of knowing He could have walked away at anytime, but instead died so I and YOU could live. So who am I to ever complain, when God gave me a destiny of Paradise with Him, if life doesn’t go my way at times? Especially when whatever bad comes my way is usually my fault anyways through sin. What ever temporary things we go through on this earth as Christians can never compare to what Jesus did on the cross. JESUS DIED JUST FOR YOU. Will you accept what He has done for you as a free gift? God loves you just the way you are. No matter who you are your going to die. I’m sure John didn’t want to die. Who does? But I’m telling you there is a time coming soon when all Christians are going to see that platter coming to jab you. The Antichrist is already here and pulling the strings of all world governments, but we can rest in assurance that no matter what God has our back and Heaven awaits us. It may seem like satan is winning or has even already won, but the Bible clearly says a quarter of the earths population will die soon. That’s billions of people. So expect death like never before in the coming months not from a sickness, but from the cure. Not from God, but by satan being unleashed in these Last Days. Maybe that might scare you, but the alternative is not being saved and dying being part of the beast system with Hell awaiting you. The choice is yours. Who will you choose to serve?

“Therefore if any man be in Christ, he is a new creature: old things are passed away; behold, all things are become new.”

The book of Job is a great example of how we may go through things but God always will restore us if we merely put Him number one and Believe. Especially when things may not be going how WE think they should be going. Job feared God and shunned evil and God blessed him immensely. Do you fear God? You should. How Job was blessed has nothing to do with one person to the next. God interacts with us all differently as He knows us each of us much better than we know ourselves. Some people just are not good with to much money and things and God has to keep you humble….. Job had seven sons and three daughters, he owned seven-thousand sheep, three-thousand camels, five hundred yoke of oxen and five hundred donkeys, and had a large number of servants. Early in the morning he would sacrifice a burnt offering for each of them, thinking, “Perhaps my children have sinned and cursed God in their hearts. This was Job’s regular custom.” The Bible also says that Job was pious, wealthy, loyal and a man who loved God. Do you love God? Is God number one in your priorities? Or do you just call on God if you are going through a hard time or because you want something? In satans jealousy of Job and man in general (he hates the creation of man) we are told that satan went to God and said he wanted to mess with Jobs life. he loves doing that. Messing with lives. Anyway, God tells satan go ahead and do what you want just don’t kill him. The first thing satan did was to take away all of Job’s animals, and killed all the servants that were with the animals, he then killed all of Job’s sons and daughters while they were eating together. Even though satan did these things to Job, Job did not curse God like satan wanted Job to do. How would you react if all your children were killed at one time? This is how Job reacted: “At this, Job got up and tore his robe and shaved his head. Then he fell to the ground in worship and said:  “Naked I came from my mother’s womb, and naked I will depart.The  Lord gave and the Lord has taken away; may the name of the Lord be praised.”  WOW right? But that is what a true relationship with God is. We accept the good and the bad. Not long ago a woman cop went into the wrong apartment thinking it was hers and immediately shot and killed a man just sitting and eating ice cream. He and his family are Christians. She was convicted of murder. At sentencing, the brother of the man killed asked the judge if he could come forward. He knocked her to the ground and said I hate you. Nope. He actually hugged her and said I forgive you and I know my brother would forgive you. Do you have these men’s character?……. Not giving up, satan then went to work on Job directly with sickness. satan afflicted horrible sores over Job’s entire body to the point he was unrecognizable. His wife said to him, “Are you still maintaining your integrity? Curse God and die!” He replied, “You are talking like a foolish woman. Shall we accept good from God, and not trouble?” Even though Job lost everything he had and suffered from painful sores all over his body, he did not sin against God by cursing him. Satan had failed in trying to make him sin. Job’s friends heard about the things that happened to him they went to comfort him. He was in such misery, it took a week of sitting with him before they even spoke. Most of the book of Job is about Job and his friends talking. The names of his friends are Eliphaz, Bildad, and Zophar. Towards the end of the book, Job’s friends start to think that Job is not a good man because of the bad things happening in his life. They dog on him big time. Job keeps on saying that he is good but he starts to now wonder if God really is good because of him having to go through all his pain and suffering. After being silent throughout the dialogues between Job and his friends, God finally speaks to Job out of a whirlwind. God does not answer their questions about Job’s guilt or innocence, but rather speaks about the His vast creation and order of things. He contrasts what God can do with what humans are able to do. All through the book, Job had been hoping for an appearance with God. He wanted some answers directly from the Almighty which is always where we should go to. His wife was clueless and, well, thought like a woman. His friends finally conclude his suffering had to be with some sins that he had committed and Job wants to see what God says to straighten out what has happened. If Job is innocent, God should tell him. If he is guilty, God should tell him what he did so that he can confess, change, and maybe end the suffering. Job will get a answer from God that does not declare him guilty or innocent of any sin he committed. Instead God changes the subject and begins to talk about the wonders of the world that He had created. After all He is God and worthy of praise and honor. All through this speech, God reminds Job that mere humans could never accomplish all of His creation and Glory and Holiness. I’m sure He didn’t want to tell Job He basically placed a bet with satan (don’t get mad at me God) There  really isn’t a explanation as to why we can go through times of suffering. I will say this though. Metal is strengthened more and more by going through high heat and tempered in higher strength. Many times you will go through things and at the end God has made you stronger and made you to rely on Him more. I can look back and say thank God for unanswered prayers many times. Maybe you thought you fell madly in love with someone and said I want to marry them. Your infatuated. Time goes by and you get a little wiser and you run into them a year later and say “whew, thank God I didn’t marry that freak.” It is not my place or anyone’s place to ask questions of God insisting for a answer. God doesn’t have to answer anything. He can do whatever He wants. He’s God. Some questions are just unanswerable. And I suppose that’s the root of the whole story of Job. Job and his friends have been trying to answer a question that they can never solve. There are mysteries beyond human comprehension, such as, how God created everything from nothing or how to explain why bad things happen and why there is suffering. Job is advised to recognize our own human limits and trust that God will take care of what Job and us cannot know or do. Only God has in His hands the the order of seasons, night and day, the power of weather, all the formations of trees and flowers and lakes and mountains and EVERYTHING we see. How awesome a God we have! Could you make one star, let alone the vast universe? Could you create one seed, let alone billions and billions. Could you create one person, let alone billions that all look different and have there own personalities and traits? There is no end to Gods perfection and wondrous creations. Everything we see points to a awesome Creator who made and sustains this world and loves His creation of man and woman. We can see God by everything He has made. The air we breathe. The warmth of sunshine on our faces. Life itself. The blood that runs through our veins and gives us life. The blood of Jesus that covers our sins and gives us REAL life. If your on this earth long enough, sooner or later something is bound to come our way that is not good. While we may not understand pain and suffering or why bad things happen sometimes to good people, God always has a reason or a purpose and it almost always will have a outcome of becoming closer to God. I can tell you that’s true from my own experiences. Sometimes we need wake up calls when we stray or lose focus……After Job had prayed for his friends, the LORD restored his fortunes and gave him twice as much as he had before. All his brothers and sisters and everyone who had known him before came and ate with him in his house. They comforted and consoled him over all the trouble the LORD had brought on him, and each one gave him a piece of silver and a gold ring. The LORD blessed the latter part of Job’s life more than the former part. He had fourteen thousand sheep, six thousand camels, a thousand yoke of oxen and a thousand donkeys. And he also had seven sons and three daughters. The first daughter he named Jemimah, the second Keziah and the third Keren-Happuch. Nowhere in all the land were there found women as beautiful as Job’s daughters, and their father granted them an inheritance along with their brothers. After this, Job lived a hundred and forty years; he saw his children and their children to the fourth generation. And so Job died, an old man and full of years. God loves you and you are on this earth for a reason. Sometimes we at our worse is actually God at His best in our lives. Click

  “And if anyone’s name was not found written in the book of life, he was thrown into the lake of fire.”

So let’s talk some more of people written in God’s Word. What about the twelve apostles chosen by Jesus? These men were all far from being perfect and had their faults. They certainly did their best which is all anyone can hope for. After following Jesus for some time, He sent them out two-by-two, and they preached repentance, drove out demons and anointed with oil many who were sick and cured them. They did however have many issues. Oh boy, Gods chosen apostles have issues like every other man or woman ever born? They were unable to heal a boy with a demon. They often displayed lack of comprehension of what God was asking of them, little faith, hard hearts, competitiveness, possessiveness, selfish ambition, and jealousy of each other who is more important to God. They exhibited traits that they are human beings and have Adam and Eve’s sin running through their veins. Sinners from birth till the day they died just like you and me. They would be constant companions to Jesus for about three years, but when Jesus was arrested, they all left him and fled. They were nowhere to be found during his trial, torture, crucifixion and burial. They were afraid of government and religious authorities and they might be next. They also really never did get a grasp of Jesus’ true purpose of Him dying on the cross. Them seeing Jesus led away meant defeat when in reality Jesus would have complete victory over sin and death! The final perfect sacrifice that would give salvation to all men and women. Pentecost would become the decisive moment for all the Apostles. They would receive the Holy Spirit. It transformed the apostles from fearful to courageous, timid to assertive, hesitant to confident and reserved to bold. After Peter was filled with the Holy Spirit, the one who had hid behind locked doors stood before the crowds bravely and loudly proclaimed Jesus (Acts 2:14-40). One large religion bases their formation on the apostle Peter. A jew that really wanted nothing to do with gentiles let alone be head of their false religion. They should have picked Paul, the Apostle to the gentiles! Peter was selfish. A liar. Sneaky. Stubborn. He swore like a sailor. He believed but had little faith in himself. He even denied he even knew Jesus after spending three years with him. Peter walked on water and saw dead brought back to life and was still (trying to find the right word) kind of wishy washy. In today’s age, I would go as far as saying he was bipolar. One minute Peter is saying Jesus is the son of God. The next minute Jesus is saying to him “Get behind me Satan.” In one of his holier than thou moments, Jesus had to put him in his place again. Jesus gave Simon his new name of Peter instructing him he was just a little pebble and that Jesus was a boulder. A mountain. The rock of salvation. The cornerstone and foundation that the church would sit on. Not a building. Not a religion. Not a man in a clown suit filled with satan. Jesus is a relationship with God directly. Period. A example of Peters many blunders: Then Jesus told them “This very night you will all fall away on account of me, for it is written: ‘I will strike the shepherd, and the sheep of the flock will be scattered.’  But after I have risen, I will go ahead of you into Galilee.”  Peter replied,  “Even if all fall away on account of you, I never will.”  Jesus answered “I tell you the truth, this very night before the rooster crows, you will disown me three times.” But Peter declared, “Even if I have to die with you, I will never disown you.”  And all the other disciples said the same. Simon’s transformation came only on the day of Pentecost. Man, what a change! (Goes to show you how important the indwelling of the Holy Spirit is!) Then there is Judas who stole money and only wanted the good things in life. He even turned Jesus in to the authorities to make a quick buck. Go to the new testament. Who wrote first book? Matthew. Matthew the apostle had been a dishonest tax collector driven by greed until Jesus chose him as a disciple. He was a jew who worked with the enemy Rome. Tax collectors were notoriously corrupt because they extorted far and above what was owed, to ensure their own personal profit. You ever hear the phrase “your a doubting Thomas”? Here’s another cat that was chosen as a apostle and witnessed everything Jesus did. Jesus made numerous appearances in the forty days after His resurrection but Thomas was out fishing or doing whatever. The other Apostles told him “We have seen the Lord.”  But Thomas said to them, “Unless I see in his hands the mark of the nails, and place my finger into the mark of the nails, and place my hand into his side, I will never believe.” Ponder that…….. Peter must have rubbed off on him. You ever meet someone that was all talk and no action. Yep, I know you have. They want to be first in line but in reality they should stand way in the back. When push comes to shove, they are not leaders but just the opposite. Thomas, like the others, had once vowed that he would die with the Lord, and like the others, had failed.  “Eight days later, his disciples were inside again, and Thomas was with them. Although the doors were locked, Jesus came and stood among them and said, “Peace be with you.”  Then Jesus seeks out Thomas and punches him right in the mouth. Just kidding. He of course knew Thomas’ thoughts and said “Put your finger here, and see my hands; and put out your hand, and place it in my side. Do not disbelieve, but believe.”  Thomas had to see to believe. Do you feel that way? Besides setting Thomas straight the Bible says “Now Jesus did many other signs in the presence of the disciples, which are not written in this book; but these are written so that you may believe that Jesus is the Christ, the Son of God, and that by believing you may have life in his name.”…..Jesus said the jews always require a sign to believe. Yet when God did so, they would just go back into their old thoughts and ways and quickly forget and seek a new sign. FAITH alone needs no sign or seeing to convince you. Hmmm… “Buy me this new 4×4 God and I’ll believe” “Let me win lottery God and I’ll believe and use money to help people” “Take this sickness from me God and I’ll believe” ….. Faith is just that. It is believing purely by faith alone. By Gods grace He has given us the ability to BELIEVE. It is the core necessity for being saved. If you do not believe and have faith with all your heart, mind, and soul that you are in desperate need of a savior and Jesus died on the cross and shed His blood to save you, Please, please, I beg you, take every moment you can forward to ask God to help you in your unbelief. He will answer you I promise. This “show me a sign God” stuff is your selfish attempt to make God do something before you will believe just like the jews and amounted to nothing as they quickly would forget and rebel. That’s why God had to give them over 600 laws, holidays like Passover, etc. to stay in constant remembrance but still didn’t work! Not to say He won’t give signs sometimes. God saw my deep sorrow and despair in wanting to know for sure my mom was in Heaven. And He gave me a miracle to know, praise God. All of the chosen Apostles are great examples of men and his weakness. They were all bold when things were running smooth and sure acted faithful, but as soon as the temple guard showed up to arrest Jesus, they scurried off like roaches when a light is turned on. There were also disciples there and one said “I’m outta here dudes” and ran away naked as a jaybird as the guards tore off his small covering trying to grab him. You know what your Lord and Savior did? He willingly let Himself be arrested knowing the horrific treatment that was coming His way. He willingly sacrificed Himself because He knew mans weakness to sin and selfishness and knew a Savior was needed to end satans grip on man. He knew He was fulfilling all scriptures the Prophets had written about Him. Jesus “did not come to be served, but to serve, and to give His life as a ransom for many.”  On Gethsemane that night, even though Jesus was both man and God, all His Godly attributes were taken away as He prayed earnestly to the Father that night with knowing what was about to happen. Drops of blood sweated off Him in His anxiety and sorrow. But He said never the less, may your will be done Father and not not mine as the Father departed Him. He would now be 100% sinless man as the only way to be a perfect sacrifice. The second Adam born would not die as a sinner, but in perfection without sin. Thus why Jesus said on the cross “My God, My God, why have you forsaken me?” God had to sit by and abandon His son when He could have raised His hand and destroyed the earth in a instant and destroyed all us evil people who are worthy of nothing but Hell. I envision God having to turn away and not watch as His perfect son is mocked, beaten and whipped into a bloody pulp and the Host of Heaven crying in unison. Jesus would die 100% a man, but be raised King of Kings and Lord of Lords….. “Thomas answered him, “My Lord and my God!”  Then Jesus says to him “Have you believed because you have seen me? Blessed are those who have not seen and yet have believed.”  

“And they shall go out and look on the dead bodies of the men who have rebelled against me. For their worm shall not die, their fire shall not be quenched, and they shall be an abhorrence to all flesh.”

 Kinda crazy how weak we are as humans, isn’t it? But not really. It’s the nature of sin that resides inside of us all. If you want to see weakness at it’s best you need merely read all the wondrous miracles God did in freeing the Hebrews in Egypt and why they were then put in the Desert for forty years when they could have been in Jerusalem in three weeks! GOD FREED THEIR BODIES BUT COULD NOT FREE THEIR MINDS AND HEARTS. A whole generation had to die because of their sin and unbelief. Have you been wandering around the desert? Just doing what you have to to pass time? Is your life a constant struggle? Our journey in life isn’t always easy. And yet the hardest struggles we face will have the greatest potential to teach us patience and endurance we didn’t know we possessed. Sometimes in our humanness we can be very stubborn and I’m here to tell you battling God will never work. God gives us examples in the Bible to learn man’s thoughts and conditions. God’s chosen people who He called his Own failed Him time after time after time. God chose them as His perfect light. A people entrusted to Him. God even had His perfect chosen people slaughter and kill every man, woman, and child that came in their way that was a Gentile to keep them separated from sin. Imagine that. They then took all their land. If they continued in listening and following God, God blessed them. If they turned from Him, God cursed them. God didn’t like how things went with first humans and after flood thought he would find a people to show man could be trusted and obedient to Him. Set aside his own people as examples to all mankind. But just like the preflood man was a weak and selfish and greedy and his thoughts became continuously evil, Gods chosen people would turn out to be no different. In fact worse. No people on earth were ever given a close relationship like God gave to them. All the miracles He did for them. God gave them the ten commandments and Mosaic laws to give them standards of how to live. But no matter what God did or tried to do, the sin of man prevailed and Gods chosen people would fail Him over and over again and again. All the way from Egypt till many years later and the final destruction of Jerusalem in seventy a.d. God has His limits……. Seems the more God helped them with miracle after miracle and leading them out of slavery and setting them free from oppression, captivity and  bondage, the more the people rebelled and in essence, they just wanted to be left alone and do their own thing. These people even asked to be returned to Egypt many times. They didn’t care about God or a new land they were promised. They just wanted to left alone to live their lives how they wanted. Many times God was going to destroy all the jews in the desert. Yes, God gets pissed. Humans are downright weak. God barely freed the Israelite’s from slavery and oppression with Aaron leading the way, and boom, Aaron turns from God and makes a golden calf to worship and throws a orgy party while Moses is away up in the mountain speaking with God. All the people had just witnessed the Nile River turned to blood. The fish died, and then river began to stink. Frogs invaded the land. They were everywhere in the ovens, the baking pans, in people’s beds everywhere. When the frogs died the Egyptians piled them up in great heaps, and the land stank with them. When Aaron stretched out his hand with the rod and struck the dust of the ground, lice came upon all men and animals. Big flies swarmed into the houses and on all the animals of all the Egyptians. The fifth plague was on the animals. Many of the cattle and sheep and goats of the Egyptians died. Next, Moses and Aaron took some ashes and threw them into the air. They caused festering boils on the people and the animals. Moses raised his hand toward the sky, and God sent thunder and the worst hailstorm that Egypt ever had. Next God sent large swarm of locusts. Never before that time or since have there been so many locusts. They ate everything that the hail had not destroyed. Next God sent darkness. For three days thick darkness covered the land so thick you could touch it, but the Israelites had light where they were living. No one could see anyone else or leave his place for three days. The final plaque would finally free the people. God told his people to sprinkle the blood of a young goat or a young sheep on their doorposts. Then God’s angel passed over Egypt. When the angel saw the blood, he did not kill anyone in that house. But in all the houses where there was no blood on the doorposts, God’s angel killed the firstborn ones of both man and animals. Wow, right! It’s hard to comprehend a man seeing all God did in Egypt falling so hard and so fast isn’t it? To me it is. But the longer your on this earth, the more you see how sinful man really is. And how quick we can all fall. So don’t ever think your incapable of committing any certain sin. You can fall in a instant. The example of Aaron and the golden calf is just as relevant today. When we sin, the Lord calls us to repent and receive His forgiveness, based on the intercession of our Mediator, the Lord Jesus Christ. God is always true to His Word. He promised his people a land of milk and honey. He does the same for us. More men will fail God then go the distance. Is God worth fighting for? Is God worth going the distance to see what lies at the end? This is where faith can lead You through all the journeys in life. The highs and the lows. The goods and the bads. Where YOU will have to depend on God like nothing before. Even if the way God is leading you doesn’t seem to make much sense and God’s timing may not be what we want, or the wait feels long, and wandering in desert places is the last thing we want to do, we can trust Him. Always. He knows our way and sets our paths straight. He sees the big picture. He already knows the end from the beginning.  And though our lives may not have been what we would have chosen, or how we would have accomplished things, we can thank Him for His Sovereignty, His care over us, and His powerful leadership. God will always know what is best for us. He will never guide us wrong if we just obey and listen to what He is telling us. God was so awesome to the jews, He showed himself as a pillar of cloud in the day and fire by night to show the people He was right there with them. God will never leave us to fend for ourselves. If we struggle it’s because we have gone astray and need to find our way back to God. He will lead us. He promises to be faithful and He is. We have God’s Word, and the Holy Spirit to give us guidance. After we are born-again, God is with us, never to leave, and He gives wisdom and direction, so we never have to fear being left on our own to figure things out. Isn’t that awesome! He walks WITH US. He walks in front of us as a guide and protector. He also watches our back from the enemies and guards us. Gods Word gives truth and life. Wisdom and knowledge. God will do the same for us as He did with the jews. He will send his angels to fight for us and guard us. He Himself will fight for us and guard us. We are protected if we stay on track and let God just do His thing in our lives. He loves us and will defend us like a mama bear if the world tries to get to close or ensnare us. Many times God is there to protect and heal us in miraculous ways. I absolutely believe in miracles and Gods protection, Angels protection, because I have seen and felt them. If you have faith and if you believe, God will be there. We really have so much to learn using the examples the jews in the desert and all the way up to the time of Christ when they killed God. You have really gone off the deep end when you kill God. The first five books (actually the whole Bible) of the Bible show our relationship with God and the mistakes man makes. The mistakes of impatience and complaining, grumbling, bitching and moaning only leads to our hearts going astray. Seeking false God’s and religions. Plain out defiance of God. SIN leads us deeper and deeper away from God and into side paths that destroys our relationship with Jesus and the Holy Spirit. Sin can easily get a grip on our minds and hearts. And when it does we are put into a spiritual prison or desert. The wise will quickly repent and get back on track A.S.A.P. but others may be imprisoned for even years. Sin is like a cancer that invades our hearts and minds that we can’t shake off on our own strength. Praise be to God that in his mercy and grace, He forgives us and sets us free. Maybe YOU have been walking almost in the pit of Hell here on earth. Sin does that. It shackles you. God is always ready to help us from the pit that far too many of us have wandered into and been stuck in. Even if it’s years and years. He opens the locks and breaks asunder the chains that enslave us. He gives us new minds. New hearts. Hope. Purpose. Life.  Did you know that God’s presence is very powerful and strong, and the only reason your not seeing or feeling Him is because of your sin? If you were in a relationship with someone and all of a sudden, you started ignoring them all the time, you start being mean and stealing all their stuff, and lying to them all the time, what would happen with that relationship. It would get harder and harder till eventually the relationship is broke off. It is the same with God. God is the worlds biggest punching bag. It’s horrible. Here we have a God that loves us and would do anything for us and we crap on Him. Yet God is faithful even in our hardest struggles and no matter how much we have sinned. That is love man. And it is only in Jesus that we can have true rest and peace that no words can explain. Yes, the years of YOUR desert wanderings have been a wild ride I’m sure. We are given a example of forty years of mistakes and is a very long time. God never abandoned his people. He will never abandon you. Just as the jews finally made it to the promised land, you to are guaranteed that to simply by obeying and believing. That guarantee is written in blood. Jesus blood. Take the time to read Exodus today and see your loving God. See your wrathful God. See how stubborn men can be. See how God interacted with the people. It will be food for your soul, I guarantee it……….

“They will suffer the punishment of eternal destruction, away from the presence of the Lord and from the glory of his might,”

It is the nature from Adam and Eve that sends us straight to Hell. But God has given us a way out. A free gift. A new life. The Bible tells us one hundred percent that God has to draw us to him before we can be saved. Somehow, someway, God has touched your heart to wake you up. The Holy Spirit is working on you. The capacity for man to even think about God is so small that if it were measured how often we would do on our own self initiative it would be very small. For some never. We are selfish creatures. We get into our own little worlds. Any time we have a thought about God it is at His prompting through the Holy Spirit. Otherwise we are just focused on us and worldly desires. That is before we are saved. After we are saved we are not the same. The Holy Spirit has moved into our very hearts and souls. Once you have a child you are never the same. It’s same thing with your relationship with God and you. Once you are Gods child you are never the same. Fleshly and worldly desires are changed. We are new creatures. The Holy Spirit is behind every thought that enters our mind about GOD and we should not take it lightly but pursue it being wholly tethered to scripture to make sure all things are true. We need to do this because the enemy talks to us too. He is a roaring lion out to kill you and me. If what we are hearing lines up with scripture then we know it is from God; anything else can be dismissed. That’s why I keep telling you to read and know your Bible like the front of your hand. The devil can whisper the most vile, filthiest thoughts and lies in our mind if we do not have on the full armor of God. We are in a war people, everyday of our lives. But we have something a unsaved person does not:  “Finally, be strong in the Lord and in his mighty power. Put on the full armor of God, so that you can take your stand against the devil’s schemes. For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms. Therefore put on the full armor of God, so that when the day of evil comes, you may be able to stand your ground, and after you have done everything, to stand. Stand firm then, with the belt of truth buckled around your waist, with the breastplate of righteousness in place, and with your feet fitted with the readiness that comes from the gospel of peace. In addition to all this, take up the shield of faith, with which you can extinguish all the flaming arrows of the evil one. Take the helmet of salvation and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God. And pray in the Spirit on all occasions with all kinds of prayers and requests. With this in mind, be alert and always keep on praying for all the Lord’s people.”  These gifts and protections are given to someone God has drawn near to Him and SAVED. Don’t you want to tell satan to go take a flying leap from your life right now? You can do that after your saved. You won’t be a slave to sin anymore. No matter what it is. That doesn’t mean your ability to sin again is erased, it means your forgiven and given a new heart and you won’t want to sin. “No one can come to me unless the Father who sent me draws him. And I will raise him up on the last day. It is written in the Prophets, And they will all be taught by God. Everyone who has heard and learned from the Father comes to me” What a awesome thing when God awakens us. It is like no experience you will ever have in this life. How He moves on us can be in many ways, but right now it’s right here and right now with you reading this. God will draw or allure us to Him, but He never drags or uses force in His calling. God does not force anybody to love Him. Is God speaking to your heart now? I pray you are touched like never before in your heart and feel the presence of God surrounding you now. A man or woman has a free will to accept or reject the Savior as the only way of Salvation, but once we accept the truth of the gospel we are sealed by the Holy Spirit and can NEVER be cast out. “All that the Father giveth me, will come to me, and ALL that come to me, I will in no wise cast out.”  The wages or outcome of sin is death and eternal separation from God, but the GIFT of God is eternal life and a forever relationship. It is a free gift when we believe on the name of the Son of God as the only way to be saved. That is the narrow way. There is only one way and that is through faith in Christ alone without any works so we have nothing to boast in because we did nothing for it. Jesus paid our sin debt in full and His blood sacrifice cleanses us from all sin. And we all sin, because none of us are perfect. Salvation is a free gift of God. Once we have accepted it we are a child of God forever and that cannot be changed. We have eternal life because we have believed the gospel of our salvation. We can not possibly go to hell because all of our sins have been paid for. We are counted righteous before God not by anything we could ever do, but by what Jesus did on the cross. “In him you also, when you heard the word of truth, the gospel of your salvation, and believed in him, were sealed with the promised Holy Spirit,”  Yes we are sealed. Once we have trusted Jesus as our savior, it is now out of our hands (Thank God!). He is the one who keeps us saved through the Spirit of God that lives in us. It is the Spirit in us that says I will never leave you or forsake you.  “My sheep hear my voice, and I know them, and they follow me. I give them eternal life, and they will never perish, and no one will snatch them out of my hand. My Father who has given them to me, is greater than all, and no one is able to snatch them out of  the Father’s hand.  I and the Father are one.” God really is the one who draws us to Him. If He doesn’t we are all out in la la land with the devil ruling our lives and thoughts. It is whether you will listen and obey that will determine your entire destiny from this day forward. I remember as a kid watching a few shows. A man had on his left shoulder a little devil with a pitchfork. On his right shoulder was a angel with wings. They both had their hands to their mouth and were talking into the mans ear. It was kinda silly to watch but it wasn’t far from the truth. God does draw us unto Him in many ways including His still small voice that speaks deeply into our very souls, but you also have a enemy, a defeated enemy I should add, that want’s nothing more but to see you die in your sin and spend Eternity in Hell. The devil will whisper nothing to you but lies and anything negative or evil to make you go against God. And most will die in their sin and be cast into Hell. But satan doesn’t stop even though your saved. In a moment sin can grasp us. Anyone can be having the best Holy Spirit filled day of their life and boom, a sexual thought can plaque the mind after seeing a girl in a bikini walking down the road. The angel says “look the other way.” The devil says “wow, check that out man, you see that rack! I think she waved at you” and you double beep the horn (by accident of course) Some may even do a turn around a quarter mile up the street just to make sure she really wasn’t wearing a skimpy pink bikini, white high heels, red sunglasses, a gold necklace, and carrying a diet pop in her left hand and perhaps we need to be sure she’s Okay, maybe even turning around even one more time in case she drops something and might need a hand. Man, I hate being so honest sometimes, but God said just be you. Forgive me. Anyway, somehow, someway God is breaking the ice covering your heart now. How He talks to YOU may be totally different then someone else. How He reveals himself to YOU may be totally different than someone else. The important thing is God is working in and on your heart right now. Praise God. If I have helped you see your need of a Savior today, awesome and praise God. Today is the day of Salvation. If I have only planted a seed in your heart that’s awesome too. Just don’t sit on what you know now. Jesus talked of men who had found a treasure. The treasure is the Gospel of Jesus Christ. One hid it away and God came to see what he had done with it after his life was ending. He was able to give back the treasure unused, and his sin was not doing anything with it. “Thanks but no thanks.” Or “maybe one day.” He was sent to Hell. Others that had heard and believed immediately took their faith and Salvation and used it for Gods glory. Gods Word is a treasure. Jesus dying on the cross for you is a treasure. What will you do? Which ear will you open to set you free? The devil and Hell and Damnation or God and Heaven and Paradise? I pray God opens your ears wide open to His voice and your Heart feels God like never before. Thank you Jesus. Listen…..God wants to talk to you….

I’m going to reveal the biggest misconception ever thought after being saved and may be scaring some people off. Maybe you; That once you are born again that you are not you anymore. That God takes you over entirely and your personality, your thoughts, your feelings, your life is suddenly and instantly transformed like a computer getting a new hard disk. Or maybe that your changed into a drooling, mindless, nutcase in a straight jacket and God keeps you imprisoned the rest of your life. Or that God adopts you and you sit back like a little puppy and learn to just follow your master hoping He doesn’t throw you in the cage or put your nose in the carpet. That God does all the changing and the work and you just lay back on a lounger with your hands folded behind your head. I wish it was that easy as last sentence, but it’s not because we are all sinners and evil as that same puppy that eats your shoes and craps everywhere. When we are first saved we are babies in Christ and in this short lifetime we are to mature as fast and best as we can as Christians. It is a fantasy that a man or woman gets saved and God suddenly changes them from ever being able to sin again and is in total control of his or her life like a light switch being turned on. That is not true. I wish it was. Only Jesus was and is perfect and sinless. That’s the only way He could be a replacement for us in our weaknesses. He was the second miracle birth. Adam was born sinless but sinned. Jesus was born sinless and stayed sinless. He then died for you as your replacement so you could be saved and not go to Hell. Get it yet? For some it may be possible to mature quickly and God bless you in your strength. Many will have addictions and be instantly healed. Lives quickly changed. But most people are weak. And not one person is the same as the next. YOU DETERMINE GODS PRESENCE IN YOUR LIFE before you are saved and after. I know, shocking right? A man or woman has freewill to do what ever he or she wants till the day you take your last breath. Saved or unsaved. One thing is for sure, and that is your locked in this sinful body till the day you die. It is what you do with YOURSELF that changes the playing field. Though it’s not in the Bible, “God helps those that help themselves” really is so true. Some Christians will stay stunted their entire lives and never grow. It is you that decides I’m going to read the Bible everyday. Pray all day long. Help others. Let the Holy Spirit direct my life. Have fellowship with other Christians, Etc. Etc. Are you a Christian or aren’t you? Will you, a saved Christian stay weak and still drink your ass off or say that’s it, no more? Still stay in whatever sin your locked in or grow in Christ to where your not a puppy, but an adult dog trained and disciplined in His Word and under the control of the Holy Spirit. God provides salvation and gives you a new heart, not a robotic thing in your mind like your a slave or He has taken away anything you started in this life as being human. Your the same you. Capable of complete weakness or through Him complete strength. And now you have extra tools like Gods Word and the Holy Spirit and you have to use them. If muscles aren’t worked out they go from strong to weak and flabby. A fire stays lit because it is constantly fed wood. The more wood the brighter and bigger it gets. Stop feeding it and the fire eventually goes out. When we put God first in our lives, we grow and mature as Christians. When we allow the world to control us, we go backwards and are like a withering tree. It’s kinda like the person that says I’m going to move a thousand miles away and start a total brand new life. The house has changed. The yard is changed. Maybe even your car has changed. But you are still you and suddenly the house is full of garbage just like before. You start drinking just like before. Your new friends are exactly like the old friends you tried to escape from. Wherever you are, YOU are there. Nothing changed because your insides didn’t change and why it’s so important to put God and Jesus first in your life. Fill your mind with His Word. The move has to be made inside, not outside the body. It is YOU yourself that make the decisions of your own life. Will I continue in whatever sin or wrong lifestyle I’m in or say that’s it, My Savior says stop and you do no matter how hard or what it costs. And I’ll tell you what, the whole key of destroying any sin is not relying on yourself because in the flesh we will almost always certainly fail, but believing and knowing only God will help us defeat any sin through faith. “Trust in the Lord with all thine heart; and lean not unto thine own understanding. In all thy ways acknowledge him, and he shall direct thy paths.”…… “Likewise the Spirit helps us in our weakness. For we do not know what to pray for as we ought, but the Spirit himself intercedes for us with groanings too deep for words.” King David is a great example of taking charge. His belief in God and saying how dare anyone come upon the true Lord and killing Goliath was upon himself and himself alone and it shows the truth of how a man in himself determines everything, not waiting on God like He is going to do all the work. We have to do it ourselves. He will be there to back us up, but we have to make the moves. I can’t tell you how many times God put me in a situation and due to fear or shyness or other stupid reasons I failed and look back with regret. Pray to God you get the same heart and spirit David had and God will provide and defeat any enemy or sin that may control you. Maybe with you some things may seem impossible, but I assure you that with God ALL things are possible and if you put Him first you’ll be amazed at what can happen. “I can do all things through Christ that strengthens me” To God be the glory, but I tell you with all my heart it is YOU AND YOU ALONE that decides one day I will throw myself away and give myself to God, and hopefully that is COMPLETELY because going in with God half cocked is worthless both to yourself and God and you’ll have no power over the enemy and you will be defeated. Even Jesus says if you are luke warm He will spew you out of His mouth. Either be hot for Him or cold for Him. Serving both the world and Jesus is like serving two masters. It just cant work. “No one can serve two masters; for either he will hate the one and love the other, or he will be devoted to one and despise the other. You cannot serve God and worldly desires”… Here is one story of David taking charge. There are many written of  his character and faith in God….. “Now the Philistines gathered together their armies to battle, and were gathered together at Shochoh, which belongeth to Judah, and pitched between Shochoh and Azekah, in Ephesdammim. And Saul and the men of Israel were gathered together, and pitched by the valley of Elah, and set the battle in array against the Philistines. And the Philistines stood on a mountain on the one side, and Israel stood on a mountain on the other side: and there was a valley between them. And there went out a champion out of the camp of the Philistines, named Goliath, of Gath, whose height was six cubits and a span. And he had an helmet of brass upon his head, and he was armed with a coat of mail; and the weight of the coat was five thousand shekels of brass. And he had greaves of brass upon his legs, and a target of brass between his shoulders. And the staff of his spear was like a weaver’s beam; and his spear’s head weighed six hundred shekels of iron: and one bearing a shield went before him. And he stood and cried unto the armies of Israel, and said unto them, Why are ye come out to set your battle in array? am not I a Philistine, and ye servants to Saul? choose you a man for you, and let him come down to me. If he be able to fight with me, and to kill me, then will we be your servants: but if I prevail against him, and kill him, then shall ye be our servants, and serve us. And the Philistine said, I defy the armies of Israel this day; give me a man, that we may fight together. When Saul and all Israel heard those words of the Philistine, they were dismayed, and greatly afraid.Now David was the son of that Ephrathite of Bethlehemjudah, whose name was Jesse; and he had eight sons: and the man went among men for an old man in the days of Saul. And the three eldest sons of Jesse went and followed Saul to the battle: and the names of his three sons that went to the battle were Eliab the firstborn, and next unto him Abinadab, and the third Shammah. And David was the youngest: and the three eldest followed Saul. But David went and returned from Saul to feed his father’s sheep at Bethlehem. And the Philistine drew near morning and evening, and presented himself forty days. And Jesse said unto David his son, Take now for thy brethren an ephah of this parched corn, and these ten loaves, and run to the camp of thy brethren; And carry these ten cheeses unto the captain of their thousand, and look how thy brethren fare, and take their pledge. Now Saul, and they, and all the men of Israel, were in the valley of Elah, fighting with the Philistines. And David rose up early in the morning, and left the sheep with a keeper, and took, and went, as Jesse had commanded him; and he came to the trench, as the host was going forth to the fight, and shouted for the battle. For Israel and the Philistines had put the battle in array, army against army. And David left his carriage in the hand of the keeper of the carriage, and ran into the army, and came and saluted his brethren. And as he talked with them, behold, there came up the champion, the Philistine of Gath, Goliath by name, out of the armies of the Philistines, and spake according to the same words: and David heard them. And all the men of Israel, when they saw the man, fled from him, and were sore afraid. And the men of Israel said, Have ye seen this man that is come up? surely to defy Israel is he come up: and it shall be, that the man who killeth him, the king will enrich him with great riches, and will give him his daughter, and make his father’s house free in Israel. And David spake to the men that stood by him, saying, What shall be done to the man that killeth this Philistine, and taketh away the reproach from Israel? for who is this uncircumcised Philistine, that he should defy the armies of the living God? And the people answered him after this manner, saying, So shall it be done to the man that killeth him. And Eliab his eldest brother heard when he spake unto the men; and Eliab’s anger was kindled against David, and he said, Why camest thou down hither? and with whom hast thou left those few sheep in the wilderness? I know thy pride, and the naughtiness of thine heart; for thou art come down that thou mightest see the battle. And David said, What have I now done? Is there not a cause? And he turned from him toward another, and spake after the same manner: and the people answered him again after the former manner. And when the words were heard which David spake, they rehearsed them before Saul: and he sent for him. And David said to Saul, Let no man’s heart fail because of him; thy servant will go and fight with this Philistine. And Saul said to David, Thou art not able to go against this Philistine to fight with him: for thou art but a youth, and he a man of war from his youth. And David said unto Saul, Thy servant kept his father’s sheep, and there came a lion, and a bear, and took a lamb out of the flock: And I went out after him, and smote him, and delivered it out of his mouth: and when he arose against me, I caught him by his beard, and smote him, and slew him. Thy servant slew both the lion and the bear: and this uncircumcised Philistine shall be as one of them, seeing he hath defied the armies of the living God. David said moreover, The Lord that delivered me out of the paw of the lion, and out of the paw of the bear, he will deliver me out of the hand of this Philistine. And Saul said unto David, Go, and the Lord be with thee. And Saul armed David with his armour, and he put an helmet of brass upon his head; also he armed him with a coat of mail. And David girded his sword upon his armour, and he assayed to go; for he had not proved it. And David said unto Saul, I cannot go with these; for I have not proved them. And David put them off him. And he took his staff in his hand, and chose him five smooth stones out of the brook, and put them in a shepherd’s bag which he had, even in a scrip; and his sling was in his hand: and he drew near to the Philistine. And the Philistine came on and drew near unto David; and the man that bare the shield went before him. And when the Philistine looked about, and saw David, he disdained him: for he was but a youth, and ruddy, and of a fair countenance. And the Philistine said unto David, Am I a dog, that thou comest to me with staves? And the Philistine cursed David by his gods. And the Philistine said to David, Come to me, and I will give thy flesh unto the fowls of the air, and to the beasts of the field. Then said David to the Philistine, Thou comest to me with a sword, and with a spear, and with a shield: but I come to thee in the name of the Lord of hosts, the God of the armies of Israel, whom thou hast defied. This day will the Lord deliver thee into mine hand; and I will smite thee, and take thine head from thee; and I will give the carcases of the host of the Philistines this day unto the fowls of the air, and to the wild beasts of the earth; that all the earth may know that there is a God in Israel. And all this assembly shall know that the Lord saveth not with sword and spear: for the battle is the Lord‘s, and he will give you into our hands. And it came to pass, when the Philistine arose, and came, and drew nigh to meet David, that David hastened, and ran toward the army to meet the Philistine. And David put his hand in his bag, and took thence a stone, and slang it, and smote the Philistine in his forehead, that the stone sunk into his forehead; and he fell upon his face to the earth. So David prevailed over the Philistine with a sling and with a stone, and smote the Philistine, and slew him; but there was no sword in the hand of David. Therefore David ran, and stood upon the Philistine, and took his sword, and drew it out of the sheath thereof, and slew him, and cut off his head therewith. And when the Philistines saw their champion was dead, they fled. And the men of Israel and of Judah arose, and shouted, and pursued the Philistines, until thou come to the valley, and to the gates of Ekron. And the wounded of the Philistines fell down by the way to Shaaraim, even unto Gath, and unto Ekron. And the children of Israel returned from chasing after the Philistines, and they spoiled their tents.And David took the head of the Philistine, and brought it to Jerusalem; but he put his armour in his tent.”…….

“And without faith it is impossible to please God, because anyone who comes to him must believe that he exists and that he rewards those who earnestly seek him.”

No two people will have the same testimony of their salvation or how God drew them to Him. With me it was a Born-again Christian coming into my life I starting working with. I treated him like crap and was mean to him as he tried to get through to me. I had experienced God somewhat raised in a false religion. It always seemed fake and stupid to me with all their idols and dressed up actors. The only thing good about them was the church was nearby and as a kid I could steal their wine from the directory garage, get high and chow down on bags of communion wafers, and best of all, steal all the money left in the candle boxes. Later on, there were “Christians” that were neighbors, but most of the family was living in a works based way and very judgmental and somewhat strange and just worried about things and money. I got a job and got to know a few people. One guy seemed to take a personal interest me, thank goodness. He was never forceful or strong about talking about God, but God definitely put him in my life for a reason. Hopefully that’s me to you now in finding God. Many times I wasn’t nice to him. Thank God this Born-again Christian didn’t give up on me (or God didn’t give up on me!) because my black heart was finally pierced. I can’t remember exactly, but I bet it took him six months to get through to me. Praise God for His patience. That was me. I’m a stubborn bastard. You might get to the end of reading this and say the heck with that! I’m ready to be saved right here and right now and I pray that happens. I was only given bits and pieces and took me a while to understand. I’m trying to compact everything and give you the whole way to Salvation all at once. I tried reading Bible but it was it was like reading another language. Before I was saved, I was exactly like Thomas and I asked God to show me he was real. To touch my heart. To help me to believe and have faith. And he was faithful and true. I knew I was a sinner. I felt very guilty for things I had done in my life. The final kicker for me was when I realized God loved me just as I was no matter what sins I had done. I knew I was a sinner and desperately needed a Savior and I cried like a baby. SO JUST IN CASE YOU DON’T KNOW, GOD LOVES YOU! I was saved lying in bed one night when everything just came to a head. I know it may sound weird, but that christian dude during the day said “God loves you” several times and all of a sudden it was like a alarm clock went off that I couldn’t shut off. That night I deflated in God’s sweet arms and melted in His presence. Jesus truly is waiting at the door of your heart and if you just give Him a chance, I promise, He will reveal himself to you just like He did to Thomas. To me. I believed and know I was saved that night. It was no religion, no building, no one else there, no Bible in my hand at the time, it was something between me and God. It was the entire gospel happening at that instant. I asked God to forgive me of all my wrongs and sins. I believed Jesus died on the cross for me and shed His blood to cover my sins with all my heart. There was more to our conversation, but I’m telling you the simplicity of receiving Gods free gift. All these thousands of words I’m writing are summed up in these following few. I could have saved a lot of time, but this whole page is God talking to you to better understand….. “Believe in the Lord Jesus, and you will be saved” (Acts 16:31). God has already done all of the work. All you must do is receive, in faith, the salvation God offers (Ephesians 2:8-9). Fully trust in Jesus alone as the payment for your sins. Believe in Him, and you will not perish (John 3:16). God is offering you salvation as a gift. All you have to do is accept it. Jesus is the way of salvation (John 14:6). The way, the truth, and the life…….My christian neighbor caught wind of my experience, the father, and kept saying are you sure? Are you sure? Do you want to be sure? So finally he talks me into going to his Baptist church. He explained how I had to go forward, get prayed over, and taken to a room where I would pray with some dude who I guess had authority to make sure I was saved. We’ll I went through the motions whole heartily, but honestly was thinking this is stupid the whole time. I KNOW I’M ALREADY SAVED. I know he had good intentions, but it was first time I realized how distorted religion can take a simple thing of believing on your own to making it into some kind of weird process. No where in the new testament does it go any farther than people just believed right there and then themselves and were saved. That’s how easy the Gospel of Christ is. “Sirs, what must I do to be saved?” So they said, “Believe on the Lord Jesus Christ, and you will be saved, you and your household.” … “That if you confess with your mouth, “Jesus is Lord,” and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved.” … “For it is with your heart that you believe and are justified, and it is with your mouth that you confess and are saved.” … “Because, if you confess with your mouth that Jesus is Lord and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved.” … “Truly, truly, I say to you, whoever believes has eternal life.” … “Whoever believes in the Son has eternal life; whoever does not obey the Son shall not see life, but the wrath of God remains on him” …  “For this is the will of my Father, that everyone who looks on the Son and believes in him should have eternal life, and I will raise him up on the last day.” … “Because, if you confess with your mouth that Jesus is Lord and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved.” … “For with the heart one believes and is justified, and with the mouth one confesses and is saved. For the Scripture says, “Everyone who believes in him will not be put to shame.”  I attended that church for a little while. I really liked the pastor. He was a spirit filled man and filled the church. But then a scandal broke out that the pastor was addicted to pain pills. I thought to myself so what. It’s not affecting his preaching. But the legalist makeup of the elders and “doctrine” had him fired and removed. I guess they never read when Jesus said that “he without sin, let him cast the first stone.” Anyway the new pastor sucked and I stopped going there, thinking if God is all about forgiveness and love, I sure didn’t see that at that church. That’s when I started bouncing around with other religions and a couple years later I tried another Baptist church and bam, pastor says I’m not saved. I wrote about that somewhere. To save you a whole lot of time, look for a non-denominational church. If it agrees with your Spirit ask for their doctrine and look online to see if it seems right. Remember your just there to worship God and give Him glory and be with other believers.…..As I read over things I write which I know is not me but Holy Ghost (I’m amazed!), I’m sure there would be so called preachers that would say shut up, your being to truthful. Let me say this. (uh oh my two fingers are moving fast again) Your right. I am being truthful. I don’t ever want to sit on a high horse. Lie. Be fake. I am garbage. If you stepped in a huge pile of horse crap and looked at the bottom of your shoe, there I am. I AM NOTHING WITHOUT JESUS. I am a horrible sinner but I asked God for years and spent hundreds of hours of praying that one day I would fulfill what He told me clear as day in a old farmhouse shortly after I was saved. Hours and hours and hours reading the Bible. Listening to the Bible. But on the other hand I was so traumatized at what he told me, there was a time I ran. Yea I ran. ^“It is a fearful thing to fall into the hands of the living God.” I did everything in my power to change God’s mind and move on ahead to the next cat. I came up with brilliant plans to show God I was the wrong choice. I wanted God but I also wanted to continue in doing what I wanted to do. You know, Be a Christian but still have one foot in the world too. In all honesty, I flat out said “No God, I will not do what you have asked of me.” So I tried to sin it away what God asked me to do in so many ways. I didn’t just sleep with one girl. I slept with many. I didn’t just drink one beer. I drank enough to fill a Olympic sized pool. I can’t tell you how many times I was so drunk I peed in a 40 ounce and filled it up and in my stupor found it and still drank it knowing what it was. The alcohol content was diluted but still did the trick….. The world is all about money, so I didn’t just seek a few bucks. I sought to have it all just like everyone else and somewhat succeeded. Bad thing though, God always told me I would lose everything. EVERYTHING. And I swear to you as God is my witness, that is true. This website is about all I have now and knowing I am finally doing what called me to do. For those of you that don’t believe things don’t happen in God’s timing, but instead yours, you are wrong. I could not be here today unless I went through everything I did. I should be dead many times. Man, I got some stories. Lot’s of stories. One time I took acid and hung from the outside of a balcony twelve stories up with one hand. I blame it on looking down on the trees that turned into smiley faces. My friend stared at a crack in the wall for a few hours. I said what are you doing and he said he was inside the crack running from a spider. One time I did mushrooms at a floyd concert. The guy handed me a bag of shrooms and I thought I was supposed to eat all of them. I came out of the bathroom stall and guy flipped and said your gonna die dude. Didn’t die, but I tripped my azz off. Big time. Did some crazy things to. One time I got drunk as a skunk and jumped on a motorcycle naked as a jaybird. Drove it miles in a big city. I will never, ever forget then pulling a perfect wheelie in front of a restaurant that had outdoor seating. I see as clear as day dozens of people looking at me with their mouths wide open. Like usual, God protected me, and I made it back and watched cops flying down the street looking for a lunatic. I went on rampages of once two years straight of triple drunk days. That’s waking up at 6 a.m. and starting the day with a fifth of vodka in one hand and a ice beer in other. Passing out at noon or so. A couple hours later starting all over. Passing out around 5 p.m. or so and waking up a few hours later. Then starting up once again and hoping I could go as long as I could. Real Christian-like right? To be honest, my goal was to drink myself to death. That period of my life was actually the beginning of the end of running from God. I’ve crashed into telephone poles and numerous cars, crashed motorcycles numerous times, outran the law three times, been lifeflighted, taken enough pain pills to kill a stable of horses while drinking. Almost drowned several times, drank so much I passed out on railroad tracks and thankfully someone found me right as train was coming, drank a case of beer and downed several bottles of anti-depression pills and just by chance answered the phone before I passed out (pumping your stomach and filling you with charcoal isn’t fun) I don’t want to fill up the page, I could, but you get the idea. THESE ARE THINGS I DID AFTER I WAS SAVED. Things I did to run from God. Ah man, I see all the legalistic, works based people pointing there fingers at me shouting there’s no way I was saved. And if you looked at me outwardly, you’d have a damn good case. But you or anyone has no idea what is happening on the INSIDE of a person. Sorry, I was saved and I still am. God had way to much mercy on me to not take me home for a reason. I just had to have my ass kicked and get to the point of I finally give up Lord, lets go kick some butt while time is left. I can’t live anymore seeing the lies and people going to Hell when they don’t have to. Salvation or being saved is not a condition where you become perfect overnight and will never sin again and it’s requirements have absolutely nothing to do with living a certain way after you are Born again that you can lose it and God takes back the free gift He gave you. (I was gonna rewrite that last sentence but didn’t, perfect) It is the belief that Jesus paid it all or He didn’t. Either Grace is Grace or it isn’t. Grace doesn’t have limitations. If Grace isn’t Jesus dying on the cross to pay for it all then the entire New Testament is worthless to anyone. He died in vain. Everybody would go to Hell. I hate. I despise my rebellion and sin I did after God saved me. It makes me sick it took so long and to be hit in the head a thousand times before I quit fighting. Salvation is not you having to stop sinning so you can get saved. God loves you exactly as you are right now. It is you realizing and knowing you are in desperate need of a Savior and repenting of your sin and believing what Jesus did on the cross for you. It is then receiving the Holy Spirit (and you will know he has entered you) and with His help conquering what ever sin you are involved in. Salvation is something that can never be lost. I can’t ever pay the price for any sin before I was saved or after I’m saved. Jesus did it ALL for me and YOU. I can’t tell you how many Christians I have met that have fallen back into sin and think God doesn’t love them anymore and go into works based thinking. Then comes thoughts of I’m not saved. NOT TRUE. That is not the gospel of Christ. God is more powerful than anything in heaven or on earth. Especially our frailty and weaknesses. When you are saved, you are secure in His love forever. There is nothing powerful enough to separate you from God’s love. Even when things are difficult or you feel far from God, it is never because God stops loving you. God will never stop loving you, no matter what you do. My Lord and my God if I can ask one thing only. It’s that I show people your true Word and the true Gospel. In Jesus name I pray. Yes I lost many rewards in Heaven and I have had to pay for my sins, Trust me. I count my life pretty much a whole waste because I chose to rebel against God and in return nothing would ever come to fruition or blessing with anything I did. If you operate outside of Gods will your life will get 10 times, a 100 times worse. 1000 times worse. Yes, God may allow you to go your own way and He will sit back knowing sooner or later you’ll come crawling back. He will let the world kick the living crap out of you if that’s what it takes for your rebellion and self destruction. There is no gauge or point system or anything that God uses that could take away your salvation. He will always love you and once saved always saved. Sadly for some it takes more time and trials to finally figure out both God and yourself. God never ever changes but we as humans sure can make a mess of things in a hurry in OUR changes. Lets say you the perfect Christian who has been a good boy or girl, whatever that means, drinks way to much wine one day and has sex with their neighbor. Does all my sin out balance your one sin? ( it’s impossible by the way to sin once ) How would God tabulate? Thank God after we are saved that Jesus’ blood covers ALL OUR SIN. Past. Present. Future. Yes, we will be judged as Christians for everything we did in our mortal bodies after we have been saved. We are accountable to be growing each day more and more like Christ and to abstain from sin. Some will take Grace wayyy to far as it being a license to sin. If that’s you, I suggest you reevaluate your entire relationship with God before it’s to late and bad things come your way for disobedience. “If any man’s work shall be burned, he shall suffer loss: but he himself shall be saved; yet so as by fire.”  We are not saved by works. If that were the case what would that entail? You joined the choir? You only lied once today? You didn’t cheat on your taxes this year? What possibly could you do that almighty God would say wow, look at their works! And then boom, you mess up somehow. Only Jesus is perfect and thank God we can hide behind Him so God sees His perfection and not our sense of maybe trying to be something we can never be. Jesus. I’ll tell you what. If you don’t have Jesus to stand in front of you in final judgement, you are are in deep doo doo. God is going to judge every person ever born by their works done on earth. If your saved, God will judge you but then your Savior will step forward and cover your sins with His blood and you’ll enter paradise. If your not saved, God will judge you entirely on your own merits and with nothing to cover your sin you will be sent to Hell. Are you understanding yet? Even a Christian will struggle with sin. We are entrapped in this sinful body till the day we die and then get our glorified bodies. Can you imagine walking on pins and needles each day afraid to look up as God has His notebook in His hand writing down everything you do just waiting for you to mess up, and you will, and then you have to live your life now thinking I lost my Salvation, God hates me, and everything I believed is now gone.  “Oh boy, Johnny really messed up this week. He had a bad day and then got drunk and then he accepted a massage from his neighbor and one thing led to another and he then banged her. He really is walking a thin line till I take away his Salvation” “Look, Mary only swore once this week, she gets brownie points but keep a eye on her, she dressed a little slutty yesterday.” “Timmy hasn’t prayed to me for three months. That’s it, take his name from the book of life.” Is grace really grace? Is being sealed really sealed? Do you now have to be Born again everyday or just repent of your sin as the Bible says? I did a lot of rotten things but I can tell you each and everyday I asked God to forgive me. Does Jesus have to die on the cross every time you sin or did HE do it only once as needed and not like constant continuous sacrifices like the jews did? THE FINAL ONCE AND ONLY PERFECT LAMB OF GOD WHO TOOK AWAY THE SINS OF THE WORLD and died for all our sin past, present, and in the future. For you. Forever. Period.  Now don’t get me wrong. We are to grow in Christ and become more and more like Him everyday. But just like before you were saved, you have the ability to sin each day or don’t. That is totally what the Holy Spirit is for. Not only is it a lifelong  journey, but it comes down to a day by day decision of how much you will listen and obey or block and rebel. I’m like a nonstop broken record with God hearing me say I’m sorry Lord and thank you Lord everyday many many times. I can wake up on fire for God and wouldn’t trust myself as far I could jump that I might be drinking by noon. I am a sinner. I will always be a sinner. Not my choice, but it is what it is. I am stuck in this sinful body till the die I die. Willfully sinning is a horrible thing to do after God saves us. But it is not a impossibility. I’ll let Paul explain: “What shall we say then? Shall we continue in sin, that grace may abound? God forbid. How shall we, that are dead to sin, live any longer therein? Know ye not, that so many of us as were baptized into Jesus Christ were baptized into his death? Therefore we are buried with him by baptism into death: that like as Christ was raised up from the dead by the glory of the Father, even so we also should walk in newness of life. For if we have been planted together in the likeness of his death, we shall be also in the likeness of his resurrection: Knowing this, that our old man is crucified with him, that the body of sin might be destroyed, that henceforth we should not serve sin. For he that is dead is freed from sin. Now if we be dead with Christ, we believe that we shall also live with him: Knowing that Christ being raised from the dead dieth no more; death hath no more dominion over him. For in that he died, he died unto sin once: but in that he liveth, he liveth unto God. Likewise reckon ye also yourselves to be dead indeed unto sin, but alive unto God through Jesus Christ our Lord. Let not sin therefore reign in your mortal body, that ye should obey it in the lusts thereof. Neither yield ye your members as instruments of unrighteousness unto sin: but yield yourselves unto God, as those that are alive from the dead, and your members as instruments of righteousness unto God. For sin shall not have dominion over you: for ye are not under the law, but under grace. What then? shall we sin, because we are not under the law, but under grace? God forbid. Know ye not, that to whom ye yield yourselves servants to obey, his servants ye are to whom ye obey; whether of sin unto death, or of obedience unto righteousness? But God be thanked, that ye were the servants of sin, but ye have obeyed from the heart that form of doctrine which was delivered you. Being then made free from sin, ye became the servants of righteousness. I speak after the manner of men because of the infirmity of your flesh: for as ye have yielded your members servants to uncleanness and to iniquity unto iniquity; even so now yield your members servants to righteousness unto holiness. For when ye were the servants of sin, ye were free from righteousness. What fruit had ye then in those things whereof ye are now ashamed? for the end of those things is death. But now being made free from sin, and become servants to God, ye have your fruit unto holiness, and the end everlasting life. For the wages of sin is death; but the gift of God is eternal life through Jesus Christ our Lord.”

“He who rejects Me and does not receive My sayings, has one who judges him; the word I spoke is what will judge him at the last day.”

God loves us UNCONDITIONALLY after we are saved. God’s love is so great that we, as mere humans, cannot fully understand it or find it hard to believe. You’ve done all these horrible things yet God says no problem, I love you anyway. My son died for you. Whereas our human love for one another is often dictated by the behavior of the person loving us back, Gods love for us never will be that way and is unconditional with no strings attached. His love is not a warm and fuzzy puppy eyed feeling we often associate with the word love that in the next minute can turn to hate because you said your gals getting fat or you just lost your job and the house needs sold. Man has the ability to fall in and out of love like putting on a new pair of clothes. Gods love is a powerful unchanging force that protects and comforts us with no changing of emotions. God is our protection that surrounds us with His shield of love. We have peace and security when God’s love surrounds us even when we mess up. And you will. I pray right now that His love floods your mind with a sense of peace and comfort as only He can. God is awesome. People can be downright nasty and hurtful. And they will almost always fail you sooner or later. God never fails and is always true to His Word. Trusting someone can be hard and especially after you have been betrayed by someone you loved at some point in your life. It breaks your heart and causes bitterness and usually the next person you meet takes the brunt of what happened to you in the past even though they did nothing wrong. Bitterness can be carried around like a extra set of feet, especially if you have experienced this more than once. Getting hurt or screwed over really sucks. I’ve taken it and then dealt it out sadly to say. People can really mess with your head and emotions. Loving and trusting other people is risky especially in today’s times. People are nuts! But thankfully, on the flip side we have God. God’s love is truly unconditional and stable. He will never fail you or betray you. Ever. When it comes to God you do not need to hold back in your relationship because He is totally 100% trustworthy. Humans? Not so much unfortunately. Thankfully God knows our human condition and hearts and looks past our deficiencies. People will almost always let you down, God never will. When you get saved, you become a child of God. Yes, you now are His child and you better believe he will be the best daddy ever imagined that will be there every second of every day. Who wouldn’t want the creator of everything and the God that gave you life to be there papa? My God thank you for loving us so much! After you are saved you don’t just become God’s friend, you become His child. God will throw a party in Heaven for you and the angels will sing in joy as another sinner has found home. God will fill your life with peace and joy and blessings in a world of hate and greed. God will be your new daddy and just like any loving parents, God will do anything to see you don’t fall into harm. Your life is very important to God……..God had His own son. It may be hard for you to understand now, but just like God, Jesus and the Holy Spirit have always been and will always be. Jesus would become a human son born to Him by the Holy Spirit that was perfect. Sinless His entire life. A son that helped and healed people and showed them the way to Paradise by dying on the cross for their sins. Not only does God love His son, but He loves YOU on the same level and God was willing to do something unimaginable. He was willing to let His Son leave paradise and come to earth to be hated and sacrificed on a cross to show what true love is in a hateful world. To ultimately die FOR YOUR SINS so that YOU could become His child too. That is love that’s beyond any human comprehension or understanding. You have become a child of God just as Jesus no matter how much sin you have committed or many times you have messed up or how far you feel from God. He still loves you and wants a relationship with you. But you must be Born again. God pulls no punches though when it comes to not obeying Him. The complete opposite of Gods love is Gods wrath. The Bible is precise and explains in great detail how He handles things and with how He is coming back in full destruction mode. If you do not accept Jesus and Salvation it is very clear. You will spend Eternity in Hell. That simple. And many many many know that and still go on in life like it’s no big deal. Trust me, it will be a big deal as demons surround them in Hell and do anything and everything they want and there’s not a damn thing they can do but scream and cry and suffer unimaginable pain forever. I hope you are not one of them. I really do. satan and his demons hate, hate, hate, hate, hate, hate, hate, hate, hate, Gods creation of man and will inflict that hate on you in unspeakable ways. HELL IS A FOREVER REAL PLACE OF TORMENT. My whole heart goes out to you that God touches your heart while there is time. You need to get right with your Father in heaven. I was a rotten son to my earthly parents but know my parents forgave me. As a child I said “I hate you.” Man I know I hurt them so bad. A million times I have wished I could go back in time. I had excellent parents and loving parents will still love their children even when they say hurtful things or rebel or were the class clown like me. The principals office was more used than a classroom. I retired two swat paddles. Each time you would get a swat your name was written on it and I filled them up. Them bad boys had holes drilled in them and teachers and principals that couldn’t wait to have you bend over and grab your ankles with sadistic smiles on their faces. I’ll tell you what, though useless on me they did hurt like hell. Especially the second and third. It stung for hours. You could literally hear the sound throughout the school. Anyway, even when anybody is still rebelling against God and saying, “I hate you,” Gods reply is “I love you” and showed it by choosing to die for YOU so that He could have a relationship with you forever. He accepts You just as you are. You do not need to change or reach a better place before you come to God. After you are saved, it is the Holy Spirit that will get you to a better place and change you and all you need to do is accept His sacrifice and say yes to being in a relationship with God instead of the world and satan who wants to drag you to Hell with him. You know as I write this I must say again I know it’s not me but Holy Spirit, and as I read over things I have to actually say I cannot comprehend how someone would choose Hell over Heaven once they are enlightened to the Truth. It’s mind boggling. Especially when it’s a free gift and all you have to do is come to the alter just as you are. No admission fee. No giving up anything. You don’t have to do anything but Believe. In your current state YOU do not deserve God’s love. No one does. But the amazing news is that God loves you anyway and forgives you and that is the very definition of Grace. That God loves YOU so much that He paid the ultimate price to offer you the free gift of eternal life. Not one of us deserves it and it is not based on any of our own actions, how religious we think we are, or anything that has to do with us.  God’s love is a precious gift that if you spent your whole entire life trying to copy, you would have a bag of coal put against His entire universe. There’s just nothing you can put in comparison to Gods love. Even though God loves you just as you are, He also loves you enough to not let you stay how you are. He hates sin and is a Holy God and wants to see you His child grow and change into the perfection that is Jesus. You will be filled with the Holy Spirit. When you are saved and accept God’s gift, you can begin to work toward positive, lasting change. That’s the trade off. You get saved. God changes your heart and thinking in essence to everything that is good and right. That’s horrible isn’t it? Who does God think He is to recreate us into His perfection? Just kidding. As your new papa, God will instruct and love you enough to not let you run crazy like a wild boar, but instead enough to set reasonable limits. He did save us, so now it’s our turn to show our appreciation and obedience by having a fruitful relationship with Him. Your becoming a new creation in Christ. He will give you guidance and be right there with you through the good and the bad. Your past is forgiven, but now the Holy Spirit will allow you to let go of all the negative aspects of your life now and move toward positive change. God will not invade your brain and life and turn you into a robot. You will be the same you before and after your heart changing surgery except you will have the Holy Spirit indwelling you. He is absolutely excited with having a relationship with you. Think of your first love or even your current love of your life. You wan’t to spend time with them right? You can’t wait to talk and share and do things together. God feels that way about you. Not only does God love you but He wants a relationship with you and to be present in every moment of your life. Through the goods and the bads. The highs and the lows He will be there for you. Now for most, they will  embrace that whole heartily and jump on that band wagon with both hands. Praise God. But where are you at? Are you scared to be in a relationship with God your creator? That’s just silly. Are you still unsure of things? Do you need more time? We are all different and certainly operate at different speeds but be careful and smart. God will back off if that’s really your wish but certainly not a good idea especially when you are so close to being saved. Maybe the devil is swirling all kinds of thoughts in your head. He is the master deceiver and liar. He will try to cast doubt as best he can to keep you from being saved. Tell God what is happening and to help you. He’s here. Tell Him your doubts and fears and pray for Him to take them away. The Bible says satan has to leave you. “Submit yourselves therefore to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you.” Never give up. Today is the day of Salvation and you need to repent and get right with God before it’s to late…..

“You adulterous people, don’t you know that friendship with the world means enmity against God? Therefore, anyone who chooses to be a friend of the world becomes an enemy of God.”

God has told this sinful world in His Word, we all need to repent. To repent means to change your mind from living in sin and rejection of Christ to rejection of sin and acceptance of Christ as your Savior. Change knowingly wrong to right. Those who refuse to repent and turn to Christ in faith will suffer forever consequences. Hell. If YOU die in your sin YOU are going to Hell. Don’t go thinking I’ll put this off for a week or year or whatever. It may be to late. The Bible’s command to repent is always followed by an urgent appeal to do it now while you still can. Repentance should take place as soon as the Holy Spirit convicts you of your sin and your desperate need of a Savior. For you to even still be reading this is proof God is touching your heart. I know He is talking to you right now. How awesome! Praise God. Don’t go thinking I’ll do this some other time. That other time may never come. No one knows the day they will die and after death comes either a new life in Paradise or Hell. Thank God you were blessed with today. Use it wisely. Worldwide EACH DAY about 200,000 people die. What if you were one of them and died in your sin while putting off God and the Savior thinking I’ll do it maybe tomorrow. Tomorrow didn’t come for those people and if they weren’t saved, they are in HELL NOW FOREVER. Refusing to accept Jesus and delay repentance will have consequences. If you read all this with God touching your heart and are still making the choice to continue to live in sin, the Bible says your heart will get harder and harder. And you will get farther and farther from God. I pray God heals your thinking. If indeed the Holy Spirit is speaking to your heart, consider it a very rare thing. God is trying to wake you up. God obviously loves you, but the times of Him calling you may be just this once. Maybe it will be several more times depending on the person and how you react to Him but we are in precarious times now and you may not get another chance. God is not mocked and eventually, maybe even tomorrow for YOU a searing of the conscience will occur where you are numbed down more and more to the point you won’t care about God and God won’t try anymore with you. You’ll get what you wanted. God will stop trying drawing you near to Him and you’ve chosen satan over God. God will just move on to the next Soul. I thought you said “anyone can get saved anytime” you say. This is true. But God only works on a persons heart so much and if you reject Him over and over, trust me, you will get to the point where tragically you’ll be so hardened that God won’t even enter your thinking anymore. There is a point of no return and God will eventually stop trying to bring you to repentance. God just lets YOU make the choice of living in sin over Salvation and will give you over to your own ways. That’s a damn dangerous place to be and should scare the hell out of you that you know the truth now and you chose to reject it. God will judge you on that alone after you die and you will never have a chance EVER to change your horrible decision and you are cast into HELL. “If anyone, then, knows the good they ought to do and doesn’t do it, it is sin for them.” Once we know what is right we are responsible for taking action. And once we know we have sinned before a Holy God, we are responsible to repent of it and forsake it. Delaying repentance is like playing with dynamite next to a fire. Your entire destiny is in your hands and your hands alone. Don’t ever put your eternal destiny in the hands of any man, religion, or ANYTHING EXCEPT GOD. Go straight to your creator for Salvation. Something so simple and free, it’s mind boggling to think many a man and women will reject it. But I absolutely understand it because I’ve been there. Every Christian has. But thank God He broke through our icy hearts and sinful lives and penetrated our minds with His plan of Salvation. Oh how God loves us. What will you do? Don’t ever think you are different or special and can change Gods plan of Salvation. God is the same forever. Your one person. God caused a flood and killed everyone not on the Ark. Time after time in the Bible Gods wrath is shown for disobedience. There is a flip side to God of loving you to hating you and judging for your actions. Hell. God doesn’t hate the sinner, He hates sin. Jesus died on the cross for your sin to cover it with His blood. If you die in your sin, Gods wrath will come upon you. So hopefully you understand repentance now. It is to acknowledge and turn from sin and dedicate yourself to the renewing of your life as a new creature born-again of a new Spirit. Before you are saved you will certainly feel regret or sorrow in your current condition. You should be trembling. Your lost on your way to Hell. You need to acknowledge and confess your sin. Then you turn away from all known sins in your life. If your unsure it’s sin we have the Bible to instruct us and after you are saved you will have the Holy Spirit right there inside you to convict you if needed. After your saved, if possible try to heal the wrongs you have done to others so as to be a example of a changed person that they ask what happened to you and you can get them saved too. After you are saved there will be also times of repenting for sins you knowingly commit and God will be there to forgive you. Repentance, Salvation, and Faith all kind of run hand in hand. The same but different. Repentance is changing your mind about your living in sin and knowing your desperate need for a Savior to get you out of that mess and no longer wanting to sin and asking Gods forgiveness. Salvation is earned through what Jesus did on the cross. You are saved and Born again and all your sins are forgiven. Faith is believing with all your heart, mind, and soul that Jesus died on the cross for you and shed his blood to cover your sin. Praise God that we are then given a new heart and a new mindset. He will instruct YOU how to live rightly where in the past YOU lived wrongly. Through help of the Holy Spirit there is a change of who we used to be into a new creation. A whole new way of thinking about life, money, things, God, sin, relationships, holiness, and doing God’s will as we mature as Christians. This is Santification. Some preachers will say you don’t have to repent and just believe. Hogwash. What Bible are they reading? Adam and Eve knew they did wrong and tried hiding from God. They paid a price for their sin. satans son Cain killed their God fearing boy and they had to have another son Seth who would once again call on the Lord. Repenting is the major theme that is written about in the Bible to have a relationship with God. It is the only way to have a relationship with God. It is restoring mans lost relationship with God by forgiveness after you confess your sin. You need to repent before you are saved and will do it probably a million times after you are saved. “Repent ye therefore, and be converted, that your sins may be blotted out, when the times of refreshing shall come from the presence of the Lord” It is impossible to place your faith in Jesus Christ as the Savior without first changing your mind about your sin and knowing the hell bound condition your in. You will feel guilt, remorse, sorrow and regret knowing your condition. God is Holy and perfect and we are vile and full of sin. Repentance involves changing the way you think about God, about yourself and about others. Reevaluating everything. “For he has rescued us from the dominion of darkness and brought us into the kingdom of the Son he loves, in whom we have redemption, the forgiveness of sins.”  When we are saved, we are not just rescued out of something, but we are also brought into something. We have come out of darkness and have been brought into light and that requires a total change in the way we think. Like a man that has been in jail and then released into freedom, darkness to light requires transformation so he doesn’t go backwards and end up in chains again. “Do not conform any longer to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind.”  Transformation comes by a radical change in the way you think. “And the times of this ignorance God winked at; but now commandeth all men every where to repent” If YOUR saying YOU have nothing to repent of then you must be equal to God and then I guess Jesus died in vain. I know someone else that thinks that way. satan. Dum dum, YOU should be shaking in your boots in knowing your a sinner destined for Hell. When John the Baptist prepared the way of the Lord, he preached repentance. When Jesus launched his Galilean ministry He said, “Repent, for the kingdom of heaven is at hand”  The whole purpose of Jesus’ ministry was calling sinners to repentance. Jesus came into Galilee, proclaiming the gospel of God, and saying, “The time is fulfilled, and the kingdom of God is at hand; repent and believe in the gospel” And He said the same thing before He ascended into Heaven, that “repentance for the forgiveness of sins” would be preached in his name to all nations. Whether you willfully rejected God up until this very second, or possibly you were up to now ignorant of Gods Word, whatever the reason, you need to repent of your sin. No ifs and’s or butts. Salvation is changing your mind from rejection of Christ to faith in Christ. Putting faith in God that what Jesus did on the cross saves you and you are Born again a new creature. It is God alone that draws a sinner to Him. All of salvation, including repentance and faith, is a result of God drawing us, opening our eyes, and changing our hearts. Many are called but few are chosen because they just don’t believe or just don’t care. Or the love of this world is way more important. Our lives are but a vapor and no matter what this world has to offer, it all comes down to what was more important to YOU? I can guarantee most of what your holding onto is rooted in sin somehow. I could beat you in the head ten times a day with a sledgehammer saying WAKE UP, but for some they just won’t move a inch towards eternal life. This temporary life that goes by in a flash is more important to them. They outright love their sin more than God. They have sealed their own fate and really could care less. Oh, but they will care a second after their last breath. Such a shame.  “He that believeth on him is not condemned: but he that believeth not is condemned already, because he hath not believed in the name of the only begotten Son of God. And this is the condemnation, that light is come into the world, and men loved darkness rather than light, because their deeds were evil. For every one that doeth evil hateth the light, neither cometh to the light, lest his deeds should be reproved.He that believeth on the Son hath everlasting life: and he that believeth not the Son shall not see life; but the wrath of God abideth on him.” God, please in the name of Jesus touch the heart of whoever is reading this and save them. Pierce their heart Lord, Amen. Some will confuse repentance with works.They throw Grace into the mix and start confusing everything. Repentance is not a work. It is acknowledging to our creator we realize our sin and need His forgiveness and guidance. Repentance lets God restore, forgive and purify us. It helps us to be humble. It frees us from the torment of sin. It drives the devil away from us and pulls God towards us. It leads us to fullness of life with Jesus verses having a empty life of disappointment. We are saved by grace alone through faith, but that faith has to come from a starting point. It is God speaking to us and touching our hearts and realization of one’s sin that causes the heart to be sorrowful and the mind to change. Then it is the response to thinking differently about one’s sin and turning to Jesus and asking for His forgiveness and saving grace whereby we are saved. The only “work” we do is finding victory in Christ by calling upon His name and accepting His free gift of eternal life. When a repentant sinner does that, Jesus is faithful to save. “For whosoever shall call upon the name of the Lord shall be saved.” It is is Jesus’ “work” on the cross that paid for our sins and His grace alone that saves. “And you hath he quickened, who were dead in trespasses and sins; Wherein in time past ye walked according to the course of this world, according to the prince of the power of the air, the spirit that now worketh in the children of disobedience: Among whom also we all had our conversation in times past in the lusts of our flesh, fulfilling the desires of the flesh and of the mind; and were by nature the children of wrath, even as others. But God, who is rich in mercy, for his great love wherewith he loved us, Even when we were dead in sins, hath quickened us together with Christ, (by grace ye are saved; And hath raised us up together, and made us sit together in heavenly places in Christ Jesus: That in the ages to come he might shew the exceeding riches of his grace in his kindness toward us through Christ Jesus. For by grace are ye saved through faith; and that not of yourselves: it is the gift of God: Not of works, lest any man should boast. For we are his workmanship, created in Christ Jesus unto good works, which God hath before ordained that we should walk in them.” See why there are so many churches now and why things are so screwed up? They twist and turn and push and pull Gods Word in a thousand directions when it’s so simple. Repentance is not a “work” that earns Salvation, but indeed it is impossible to get right with God without it. It is the first step in your acknowledgement of your sinful condition and headed for Hell and your need for a Savior. How could someone get saved if there is nothing to be saved from or sorry for? How could there be a change in anyone’s life if there is nothing to change from? How could anyone have a relationship with a perfect, holy God if there is not a change of heart? King David, the man “after Gods own heart” stole a mans wife and had him murdered. Like David, we too must repent when the Lord pierces our hearts so that we may manifest that we are truly His. Repentance unto Salvation on the other hand will result in “works” or in other words changes in your life.  Each and everyday is a step closer in becoming a true disciple of Christ and taking on His nature and removing our earthly nature. “Even so every good tree bringeth forth good. fruit; but a corrupt tree bringeth forth evil fruit.” You won’t want to knowingly sin anymore. You’ll want to please your Father. Repentance results in a change in your behavior. Your values. Heck, your whole outlook on life. Some sin in our lives is deeply rooted and we know we are doing wrong. God will chip away at it no matter how long it takes and what you may have to go through. We may even battle with some sins our entire lives. I guess that’s where that bumper sticker comes into play “Christians aren’t perfect, just forgiven.” This sinful body we reside in will put up a battle till the day we die and we just need to take each day as a complete victory or in messing up, wipe off the dust, tell God we are sorry and go on to the next day. Just like a baby grows into a adult, a baby Christian grows into a mature Christian. That is why John the Baptist called people to “produce fruit in keeping with repentance” which means a person who has genuinely repented of his sin and exercised faith in Christ will not be their old selves and have evidence of a changed life. There’s no guessing or wondering. There will be a new you Born Again of a new Spirit. For some it takes longer than others but I believe that is because they have one foot in the world and one foot in the Christian life. They have not given themselves over totally to God. You can’t have it both ways. If you do then your life is a disaster because your serving two masters. And Jesus said that is being luke warm. Not a good thing. The Bible says choose this day who you will serve. That’s where the Holy Spirit is so important. He has many things he does in helping us. Keep reading and I’ll show you how further down the page if I remember. Once you repent of your sin you will know you are saved because your Savior will become more important than anything else and your life is changing. You will have the Holy Spirit indwelling in you. You are building a new life upon the rock of Salvation that cannot be moved. I pray for Gods conviction upon your heart and your need to repent. And today your life will never be the same as you accept Jesus as Lord and Savior. It’s time to quit running, hiding, or doing whatever your doing that is stopping you from becoming greater than the Angels and a child of God.

“Have mercy on me, O God,
according to your unfailing love;
according to your great compassion
blot out my transgressions.
Wash away all my iniquity
and cleanse me from my sin.”

Our mortal bodies after salvation turn into the actual temple of God as He works through us. “For we are God’s fellow workers; you are God’s field, God’s building. According to the grace of God which was given to me, like a wise master builder I laid a foundation, and another is building on it. But each man must be careful how he builds on it. For no man can lay a foundation other than the one which is laid, which is Jesus Christ. Now if any man builds on the foundation with gold, silver, precious stones, wood, hay, straw, each man’s work will become evident; for the day will show it because it is to be revealed with fire, and the fire itself will test the quality of each man’s work. If any man’s work which he has built on it remains, he will receive a reward. If any man’s work is burned up, he will suffer loss; but he himself will be saved, yet so as through fire. Do you not know that you are a temple of God and that the Spirit of God dwells in you? If any man destroys the temple of God, God will destroy him, for the temple of God is holy, and that is what you are.”  After you are saved, Yes, you can choose to ignore the Holy Spirit’s influence. I did and ruined a lot of my life and all my relationships. I suffered immensely and can tell you it sucks big time. What a fool I was. There are many times I experienced what I call satanbombs. The biggest part of these bombs is wasting time and distracting you big time from God. An example is getting involved with a non Christian girl. In reality I used her and she used me and I only loved her because she loved me. Boom, seven years wasted and could have never worked AND I KNEW IT. She didn’t share God with me, but took God from me….. I was struggling with getting construction work and heard about a guy. I saw his interaction with a customer and for other reasons God said get out of there and said clear as day that guy is satan. I didn’t listen because he offered wayyy more money than I ever made. I knew how he was getting jobs and loans etc. wasn’t exactly on the up and up and I dropped my Christian values and character all for money. It would cause MUCH pain and suffering in my life IN MANY WAYS for many years and biggest satanbomb ever. I thought I was king shit. But in reality I was king OF shit. These and other satanbombs ultimately were my fault. The Holy Spirit warned me over and over but I didn’t listen. And satan got exactly what he wanted. He purposely put situations in my life he knew would cause me much harm and grief and take me off the path of what I really should have been doing. So be careful friend. satan is out there like a prowling lion before your saved and after and before you know it a night of sex turns into a seven year relationship of hell or making a few bucks turns into all out greed that ruins a big part of your life………All I know is I guess God kept me around for a reason:) I went out to the desert many times, but knowing my day would come some day and always knew God would never bless me till I totally put Him first. I’m truly a glutton for punishment. The Holy Spirit will never leave you. He is always waiting for you to turn back and seek His comfort, wisdom and guidance. And that’s whether it’s been a day, a week, a year, or most of your life. Come on home. Come on home. Dad’s waiting……Cry out to God. Cry out to the Holy Spirit you pushed away. They will return. Being alone is a damn foolish and scary place to be. A dumb place to be. I’m kinda weird I think because in my rebellion to God after I got saved, I got so use to Gods discipline with punishment it seemed like a good thing. Hear me out. I had wonderful parents but they let me do anything I wanted. They NEVER grounded me or disciplined me and let me do anything I wanted. To them that was love. That’s why I acted out so much when I was a kid. I wanted them to notice me. To spend more time with me asking why I was acting how I was. Getting suspended for blowing up a toilet with a m-80 or in shop class cutting all the tables apart with a torch or starting a fire in the paint room were just sleeping in till noon, walking the dog, and you needed a vacation anyway honey in my suspension. I’m a real piece of work, right? When I strayed from God, I would get His discipline and I guess to me it felt like wow, God really does love me! In that discipline, the final outcome would become training and teaching. And boy God had some teaching to give me. So word to the wise. Be smart. Don’t wander off in the desert because being lost in the world over being sitting on dads lap is a bad place to be and you’ll regret it. Big time. When you follow Jesus, you become like His student. In the process of learning from Jesus most things will be easy and awesome. Other times some lessons will be hard or even feel like punishment. But God is not out to punish you or hurt you. He is trying to teach you. Your choices have consequences, and God usually allows you to experience those consequences. Facing hard things and overcoming them is one of the best ways to learn. It turns the weak strong and a fresh recruit into a Marine Sergeant. Don’t let yourself get bummed out and dragged down by hardships that come your way. Definitely don’t isolate yourself from God and others like I did and buried my problems in booze. Sex. The world system. That’s just a temporary fix and reality pops right back as soon as your sober again. So you drink more and more and more and go deeper and deeper into la la land. Instead, turn to God for help and discover what He is teaching you in the process. Life just isn’t easy and when things are hard, it can be easy to feel alone or like no one cares. But God cares. He cares about your sadness and hardships. He cares about what your going through. Why? Because God loves you. I’m not sure where your at in life. Are things going awesome? That’s when we tend to think about God the least which is terrible because if your healthy and things are going really good it’s because God is blessing you and you need Him more than ever. But the day comes just like it did to Job and then it’s wake up time and THEN you need to seek God. How selfish and sinful we are towards our Father who even gave us life to begin with. It’s like “thanks God, I can take it from here now” No you can’t. Are things not so awesome for you now? I’m sorry. Jesus said every hair on your head is accounted for and He’s watching over you. If your bald, I guess your screwed. Just kidding. Things may seem hopeless but maybe that’s because God  is telling you that you can’t walk alone and he wants to be in your life and be YOUR hope. Trust me, sooner or later you will go through sorrowful times and experience pain and suffering. Doesn’t matter if your saved or unsaved. There are mountains and there are valleys. That’s life. It’s how we react that either makes us grow or for some makes them bitter. I’m not sure what your going through but whatever it is God will be there for you. And Gods timing and thinking may be different than ours. I’ll never understand cancer. Especially when it hits close to home. Nobody deserves it and it’s horrible. But I can tell you I witnessed people not only get saved after finding out they had it, but becoming stronger than I can only hope for. Praying please God take this away, but if not I’m going to be alright and putting their faith in God more than ever. I watched bodies become ravaged by this disease and watched people in their last breath dying with a smile on their face. God gives peace. Friend, whatever your going through know that GOD has made a unbreakable promise that one day, everyone who has a relationship with Him will spend eternity in His presence, where suffering and sorrow will be gone forever. When you are hurting, God is hurting. He doesn’t want to see any child of His suffer. He didn’t want to see Jesus suffer and look what He went through. And God allowed it because there is a means to a end with everybody. This temporary body we are living in is just that; temporary. Our glorified bodies are forever. Forever. You, the Soul are living in a body you need to take care of and respect. Maybe you bought a new car. How do treat it? Do you wax it, change the oil, do maintenance, clean it, and take care of it so it lasts a long time? You need to do same with this body we live in. Feed yourself good things and run from fast food and processed foods or it will start failing you. Exercise. Walk. Don’t do sinful things with it where you can catch aids or diseases. Respect it and your body will last a long time. Don’t fill it with smoke and drugs. Respect your elders as the Bible says. It is written in the Bible that God promised us long life on Earth if we honor and respect our parents. It actually makes sense since our father and mother know what’s best for us. They will do everything to protect and keep us away from harm. So if you want to stay out of danger, listen to your parent’s advice. They have been there and done that and will teach you. Once they are gone, trust me, you will pray and wish each day they were still around. Listen to as many elders as you can. They have experienced way more in life and can give you awesome advise. Get rid of hate and and bitterness. I will tell you 100% sin causes sickness in our lives. So root it out. What are you doing wrong ? How are you disobeying God? Some are blessed to see 100 years old. Some will never take their first breath as they are killed in their mothers womb. Some will live in mansions and have endless money. Some will be poor and live on the streets. Some will be saved and go to Heaven. MOST will die in their sin and spend eternity in Hell. Bring your struggles know matter what they are to your Father in Heaven. I absolutely 100% believe God performs miracles. I have been healed many times. Not that I had to go to some shyster and have them heal me which is a lie from hell, but something just between me and God. I had faith and believed like a mustard seed. That is the entirety of all God wants. For YOU to look to Him ALONE for all your needs with faith. That is why God said I don’t want kings to rule over the jews or to have a temple built for Him, ALL I WANT IS FOR THE PEOPLE TO LOOK TO ME. His miracles are endless of what He do for you to. Again, I don’t know what you are going through. If you are in the midst of a difficult time or are grieving whatever loss, there is still reason for hope. Maybe everything around you may feel like it’s falling apart. Everything even inside of you may feel like it’s falling apart. God’s love and mercy will never fail you. I promise. It may be very hard for you to believe, but I promise there is light at the end of the tunnel if you just let go and let God. Pray for Him to fill you with His peace that is way more powerful than all the things your going through right now. There is no doctor times a million on earth that can heal you like your Creator. Today and everyday after is a new opportunity to receive God’s mercy and love. God created everything in perfection but mans sin has brought imperfection into it. Don’t ever think that God doesn’t like you or even has enjoyment watching you suffer as that is not the case. God hates suffering. But man brought sin upon himself and there’s a price to pay for our actions. Soon God is going to destroy this entire earth and recreate it just as in the beginning before mans fall. Man has made a absolute disaster of this earth in so many ways it would take volumes and volumes of books for me to write them down. And the day is coming soon when God says “that’s it, I will not let this go on any more.” Could be today. In a world of what’s becoming absolute hate, know that God loves you and He wants us to love others as He has loved us. Jewish people were given hundreds and hundreds of laws to abide by but Jesus narrowed it way down for them. “Teacher, which commandment in the law is the greatest?” He said to him, “‘You shall love the Lord your God with all your heart, and with all your soul, and with all your mind. … And a second is like it: ‘You shall love your neighbor as yourself. ‘ On these two commandments hang all the law and the prophets.” He then showed the ultimate of love by dying on the cross for you to save you where you can never ever do it yourself. Jesus commanded his disciples to love one another as He loved them. Whatever your going through, take any hate or bitterness and turn it into love. God will be your helper and redeemer if you let Him. Humbling yourself to God, I promise will be the beginning of peace and comfort in your life. Jesus was God yet He humbled Himself to being a servant to man. He got on His knees and washed the disciples feet. He rode a ass into Jerusalem. He allowed Himself to be mocked and spit on and beat and whipped. Yet He still always loved. He loved you so much He allowed himself to be nailed to a cross. HE DIED FOR YOU. When we love others no matter what we are going through, we are following Jesus’ example and others will follow. Hate is the easiest emotion to show and is what is destroying this country now and will bring it’s end. Hate is satan. God is love. I pray friend for deliverance of whatever is ailing you and know that maybe God brought you to the point your at now so He can get through to you and save you. The Holy Spirit will allow you to know and feel and express love with a love greater than you could ever have on your own. Quit fighting something you can never win at. Yes, there was a time I fought the Lord like Sampson with a jawbone of a donkey. I got news for you. You can run from God but you will never, ever hide. That is true before you are saved and after. I know God is pricking at your heart right now for YOU to come home. It’s time. Quit fighting and throw yourself at the alter of God. You may not have tomorrow. Tomorrow is not guaranteed for anyone. Most Christians will listen to God’s voice after Salvation and do what they are supposed to do, but I took things to the limit man. God should have said that’s it long ago, but if He had I wouldn’t be here writing this. One day I’ll have to write my testimony. One day I might even tell you what God spoke to me clear as day and scared the hell out of me and why I ran like Jonah……. We TRULY are in the Last Days. The final days before the return of Jesus.

“And the smoke of their torment goes up forever and ever, and they have no rest, day or night, these worshipers of the beast and its image, and whoever receives the mark of its name.”

Speaking of Jesus. Jesus has a very rock solid bloodline. In fact it is traced waaayyy back all the way to Abraham in Old Testament. Abraham was the first jew, or what is called God’s chosen people and his bloodline goes all the way to Jesus’ daddy on earth, Joseph the husband of Mary, Jesus’ mom…… “Abraham begat Isaac; and Isaac begat Jacob; and Jacob begat Judas and his brethren; And Judas begat Phares and Zara of Thamar; and Phares begat Esrom; and Esrom begat Aram; And Aram begat Aminadab; and Aminadab begat Naasson; and Naasson begat Salmon; And Salmon begat Booz of Rachab; and Booz begat Obed of Ruth; and Obed begat Jesse; And Jesse begat David the king; and David the king begat Solomon of her that had been the wife of Urias; And Solomon begat Roboam; and Roboam begat Abia; and Abia begat Asa; And Asa begat Josaphat; and Josaphat begat Joram; and Joram begat Ozias; And Ozias begat Joatham; and Joatham begat Achaz; and Achaz begat Ezekias; And Ezekias begat Manasses; and Manasses begat Amon; and Amon begat Josias; And Josias begat Jechonias and his brethren, about the time they were carried away to Babylon:And after they were brought to Babylon, Jechonias begat Salathiel; and Salathiel begat Zorobabel;And Zorobabel begat Abiud; and Abiud begat Eliakim; and Eliakim begat Azor; And Azor begat Sadoc; and Sadoc begat Achim; and Achim begat Eliud; And Eliud begat Eleazar; and Eleazar begat Matthan; and Matthan begat Jacob; And Jacob begat Joseph the husband of Mary, of whom was born Jesus, who is called Christ.”

One would expect Christ’s family to be filled with righteous men and women. Right?  The sort of people that would be standouts as “I better live like them” human beings. They gotta be perfect and sinless in Jesus’ bloodline that led to Joseph his earthly father. (In case you didn’t know, The jews messiah was to come down from the bloodline of king David and He did, but the corrupt jewish leaders didn’t want to believe and saw Him as a threat to their big houses, caddy’s and people worshiping them instead, so they killed him. Jesus called them out on what they were. satanists. Yes God has allowed them to return to the land, but they are still far from God and will soon see the messiah they killed two thousand years ago.

“Just as Sodom and Gomorrah and the surrounding cities, which likewise indulged in sexual immorality and pursued unnatural desire, serve as an example by undergoing a punishment of eternal fire.”

Christ’s family tree is riddled with people who turned their backs on God, committed terrible crimes and covered themselves in darkness and sin. There are liars, cowards, deceivers, prostitutes, pagans, idol and false god worshipers, murderers, adulterers, and on and on. The Bible gives us all these examples to show one thing. We are all sinners except the perfect Jesus and it is only through Him we can be washed in his blood and cleansed of all our sin. All of us, yes even YOU without any exception are sinners that are corrupted and full of wickedness and evil. I pray the Holy Spirit opens our eyes to this and your condition before a Holy and righteous God that cannot have any type of sin in His presence. The Bible gives us clear indication of mans fallen state before God no matter who you are or where you came from. In reading Gods Word, you can clearly see you are no different or better or worse than King David or his son Solomon or Rahab or Manasseh or any of Jesus’ own family tree. You are no different than anyone ever born and the reality is we are all sons and daughters of fallen Adam and Eve and we have inherited their sinful nature. We are heirs of corruption and satans infusion into gods perfect creation of man. Eve blew it. Adam blew it. Jesus being born was the second Adam. The second creation of man that this time would stay sinless. Jesus conquered sin and He conquered satans grip on man. The Bible gives us Christ’s genealogical record as not mans perfection which is impossible, but a record of guilt, shame, our lost state without God, where we came from, and mans redemption made possible only by God. It is only Jesus that can break the terrible cycle of sin and the only way to have salvation. “Who shall deliver me from the body of this death?”  Thanks be to God, Jesus broke the repeating cycle of human sin from generation to generation from a condition of being hell bound to now His saving grace through what He did on the cross. Jesus came to this earth 2000 years ago to save wretched sinners like us. Once outsiders as gentiles, we are now grafted into Gods family. Jesus is not ashamed to have Rahab or Manasseh or any other people listed as sinners in His family tree. Likewise, He is not ashamed to receive us into His family. Out of love He takes us in our lost state in sin and saves us. Jesus makes us holy and acceptable in God’s sight and renews our hearts and soul. Jesus transforms us and as the Bible says, He will never let us fall away again and be lost to Him. “And this is the Father’s will which hath sent me, that of all which he hath given me I should lose nothing, but should raise it up again at the last day.” He covers ALL our sin in His precious blood. “In him we have redemption through his blood, the forgiveness of sins, in accordance with the riches of God’s grace.”  Christ Jesus came into the world not to send people to Hell but to save sinners from the condition we are all born with. Christ would live and become just like any other person living on earth, but with one BIG difference. He never sinned His entire life and that’s what it would take to be a perfect sacrifice. He was pure. He was Holy. He was God. In the old testament it was predicted He would come many, many times. His name would be Immanuel, meaning “God with us.” Yes, God the creator of everything would be born a man on earth through the Holy Spirit. He was born miraculously as the second Adam. He was, is, and forever will be God the Son from all eternity. He became man and felt everything you would experience and feel in your life. He felt pain, emotions, feelings just like you. He was enticed with sin just like you but stayed sinless. He never lost focus no matter what He was to doing. As He hung on the cross, to those having watched Him brutally beaten and whipped, He would be mocked for seemingly having no power to save Himself. Just another fraud like most of today’s preachers. Little did they understand or realize His body was broken as our substitute and atoning sacrifice wherewith we could be saved by the shedding of His blood. By His stripes you would be healed. Having taken our sins upon Himself, He became a curse for us, and endured our punishment. He made the ultimate sacrifice of giving His life so you and I could escape Hell in our sinful nature. He replaced you. Are you getting it yet? Are you waking up? Do you understand? GOD DIED SO YOU CAN LIVE. Jesus took our nature upon Himself and having lived in the world as we must live, He didn’t succumb to sin in any way, shape, or form. He was tempted at all points as we are yet remained pure. He is God with us. He is God for us. He is God loving us. He understands and knows us because He made us! Jesus could have lived like a billionaire and taken from this world all it could offer but He didn’t. He humbled Himself so completely that He had just the clothes on His back. He became not just a brother and friend to us forever but our one and only Savior. Graciously and for absolutely free He offers Himself to us and asks of us no more than that we Believe in Him and seek Him with all our heart, soul, mind and strength. Something so easy, yet millions will choose Hell over accepting and taking what God did for you because they just don’t want to believe. What is holding you back? Remember. God doesn’t force you to believe and we all have free will. But I swear to you. I swear to you. This is just a temporal life and there is forever after you die. And what you have decided even today will affect you being in Paradise or suffering in Hell forever. So anyway, if you thought that your family tree had some sketchy characters in it, (“dysfunctional” they say nowadays), you really should study the ancestors of Jesus. There were idolaters, prostitutes, polygamists, murderers, liars and thieves among them, along with all their lesser sins and that’s only what was written down and we can see. We are all in the same boat whether you want to believe it or not. Sinners. There are “holyrollers” and “biblethumpers” and modern day Pharisee’s sitting on their high chairs that are the biggest hypocrites you’ll ever meet. Garbage. I am sorry if you have run into them and they turned you off on God. Let that poison get out of your mind. We are all sinners and in need of a Savior. You were born a sinner and will die a sinner in this earthly body. The Bible is not full of perfection of  one man or woman. Everyone born is a sinner. It is impossible except for our Lord and Savior who died sinless and the perfect sacrifice to do what we can never do or be. Praise God…….

“Come near to God and he will come near to you. Wash your hands, you sinners, and purify your hearts, you double-minded”

Ever hear of Judah? He was Jacob’s son. This Judah would go on to be the father of the bloodline that sat on the thrones of Israel and Judea and continued to Christ Himself. Man this guy had to have been a saint right? But Judah as a man spent much of his life very far from being righteous. After being jealous of his brother being Dad’s favorite, He devised a plan and threw him into a hole. He couldn’t bring it to himself to kill him, so he sold his own brother into slavery. Judah’s sins only continued to accumulate as his life continued. He raised two sons who were “wicked in the Lord’s sight” and they died for it. He then refused to do what the law demanded and either marry their widow, Tamar, to either his youngest son or marry her himself. Judah instead told her to take a long walk on a short pier. Judah liked his prostitutes and Tamar was pissed at Judah and came up with idea to dress like a prostitute and wear a veil so she wouldn’t be recognized. The idea being to get his seed so she could have a child. Sure enough here comes horny Judah and he sees her and they do the humpty dumpty. She gets pregnant. To be pregnant without a husband was forbidden and three months later, Tamar was accused of prostitution on account of her pregnancy. Upon hearing this news, Judah ordered that she be burned to death not realizing he was the father! She then informs him later on he banged her and the child is his. He’s kind of a hypocrite, huh? But at least he sees the error of his ways and when confronted by Tamar he tells her. “She is righteous, and I am not”……..Sex is probably the most powerful indulgence ever created by God. It is something that is absolutely beautiful, but man and woman in their sin turned it into filth and lust and the opposite of how God intended in many ways. It is a pure gift of God given to be enjoyed by a man and a woman in marriage to express their love for one another and the act in itself actually joins the two together not just physically but spiritually. A woman is a beautiful creation. Quite desirable God. Thanks for your perfect palette in your hand Lord where you created the stars, the mountains, the streams, and Adam and Eve, EVERYTHING….. IN ALL IT’S AWESOMENESS. YOU ARE GOD…..THE MASTER PAINTER AND BUILDER AND CREATOR….

Intimacy also provides life, for without sexual relations there would be no re-creation. A man cannot create life with another man. A woman cannot create life with another woman. Anything beyond a perfect created woman and a man union is turned into sin. That is where the devil came into play. The sin in the garden of Eden was the seduction by satan and conquering of the woman by sex. The fruit of the tree was sex. satan was there as a attraction not to indulge in any way, shape, or form. Instead of listening to God she would be beguiled by the enemy of mankind and believe his lies. Think of it as a new neighbor moving next door. He turns the property into something very unique and nothing else looks like it in entire area. He seems somewhat nice but your husband and Gods inner voice say stay away, he ain’t right. Every day he invites you over for steak or lobster dinner. Sometimes drinks. Sometimes to swim in his pool, hot tub, etc. You say thanks but no thanks, but one day he invites you over saying you can have the house, his cars, everything. Now that finally persuades you and you enter his property. Once there he tells you all kinds of stories and lies and says here’s the the keys. You go to grab and he says there’s just one more thing. I’d love to go swimming one last time. Have you ever skinny dipped? You say no but he persuades you to swim nude anyway as you look at the size of the newly built deck with a enclosed dining area. The water is warm and inviting and feels really good on your skin so you say what the heck, soon I’ll be able to do this anytime I want. Not paying attention, you suddenly feel your neighbor behind you massaging your neck and upper back. Your taken aback and at first feel uncomfortable but he says “I hope you don’t mind money, there’s a whole bunch of gold hidden under my bed that’s all yours too.” as he hands you a freshly made apple martini. He goes on to tell you many stories and fills your mind with things you would have never thought of. After second drink says he has to be going soon and do you want to see the house and learn how to use the alarm. All you can think of is wow, I used to always ignore this guy and now he is offering me everything. God and Adam were totally wrong. I hit the jack pot. You go to put on your clothes but he says he put them in your new dryer and hands you a silk robe. You walk along the newly made marble path to the rear door and enter. You find it odd it seems everything is painted black, but the house is filled with furniture and things that have to have cost thousands. He shows you the alarm system and gives you 666 pass code. He says “we”ll I guess that’s about it, “YOU CAN HAVE IT ALL” and grabs his jacket. he then turns around and says” ah shucks, I forgot to show you the gold” By then your so taking back by everything and filled with such sorcery your not even thinking straight as he leads you to the master bedroom. He shows you the bed and says look underneath. As your looking you hear the bedroom door slam and a deadbolt turned. You stand up to find your neighbor undressed and holding a knife. You want to scream but notice there are no windows. You tell him you don’t want anything anymore and just want to leave. He tells you he wants everything as he reaches into a closet and grabs some rope and duct tape and walks towards you……..satan took away what God gave Adam as a gift. Both Adam and Eve were naked and had no comprehension of dirty, lustful, sexual thoughts. When they saw each other not one impure sexual thought came into their minds. They had Gods pureness and innocence as we were created in Gods image. There was no comprehension of what sin even was because being defiled didn’t exist. But bam, satan the deceiver manipulated and lied to innocent Eve and she was blasted by all satans darkness and evilness including his very seed. Sin was born now both in man and woman. The absolute sinless souls of man and woman created in Gods image and their purity and wholesomeness would be replaced by just the opposite in their nature. satan had conquered man with his evilness and deceiving thoughts and perversion. Blackness had now entered a man’s heart in all ways. Pure Eve would be now a different creature knowing both good and evil, instead of being innocent and pure and like God in His image. Sin had entered into Creation. Eve would learn all satans ways and pass those sins along to all women after her, including the deceitfulness of seducing a man by dressing and acting like a whore, makeup, shaving, perfumes, acting girlish, flirting, playing with her hair, licking her lips, high heels, etc. Women received satan’s knowledge and evil seductive ways outwardly but even more so inwardly. She learned and will often mimic the very seduction satan did to her and uses it to get whatever she sets her mind to. She learned how to “get to the top” using sexual sin. To use lust as a false representation of  love. To make a living off her body. How to entrap any man she chooses to focus on. How to tell a man what she knows he wants to hear to get things or her way. To force a man to reverse roles so she can “wear the pants” and control the whole relationship. Plus lots of other things I won’t mention as to give out ideas. Have you ever seen a woman cave in a house? You’ll know you been worked over by a Eve’s sin after you married “the sexiest, sweetest “christian” girl after a lengthy courtship and she changes like the spots of a leopard into another creature. She gains a hundred pounds and starts swearing like a sailor, those skinny jeans and flattering tops have long gone disappeared into sweatpants and food stained t-shirts, she starts farting and burping in front of you even pulling the sheets over your head as she lets go of her fast food taco and bean burrito dinner gas and she suddenly laughs like a hyena as you fight for breath. Her privates out of laziness now stink and start looking like a raccoon made residence in her drawers. All those sexy thongs and undies have turned into now what amounts to a mans whitey tighty’s. Her beautiful smooth legs now resemble Bigfoot as you put on a bandaid after touching her thigh and cut your finger on her forested body. She no longer wants sex and all she does is bitch about what everybody has and shes not happy and you should look for second job. She becomes masterful at mind games control; one day she makes you feel like a king, but most days like a beat dog as she tells you what to do and how to do it. Washing and folding clothes turns into piles thrown in the corner. Cleaning the house has turned into a once a month maybe “if she feels like it.” Cooking? Your gourmet chef turns into a fast food expert. She picks her nose and scratches her butt and when your looking other way, she sneaks behind you and does a finger crack slide to a under your nose finger swipe which causes you to get dry heaves as you run to find a wet towel to undo it. She said she hated people that do drugs, but suddenly she has a pot medical card “just to ease her cramps” which went from a couple days of use to a now all month period. “I really don’t drink” turns into her pulling out her hidden college beer bong and slamming three beers in two minutes and a burp that sounds like a open piped harley taking off. You never saw her without makeup, and now you wake up to Calamity Jane. She used to do walks and workout. Now she sits and lifting a piece of food to her engorged mouth suffices. She said she hated T.V. like you but finally broke you down to buying a 65″ and getting the supreme satellite package. Old boyfriends you never even heard of start calling and she says “oh’ their just friends honey” and she hides her phone. Her great job turns out to be only temporary and her degree was never completed as she dropped out of college to pursue her dream of  living in Amsterdam for a few years which she never mentioned before. You haven’t quite pinned it down, but she smells like cigarettes and you find lighters laying around and the bathroom window always open. Where she once often talked about God a lot, she now talks about which ozzy record is the best. Reading the Bible together turns into “sorry, my show is on and I have to see what Kim is up to.” She’ll buy a new pair of pants and ask how she looks. You’ll want to say a escaped hippo but have learned to keep your mouth shut and just say “beautiful honey” knowing the wrath that would come your way. She now seems to have another chin added to her face each month as she looks for a home job on the internet day after day and “might get a medical degree online”. “Sweetypie” turns into some kind of monster for seven days a month. You’ll know hellweek started when she lays in bed to noon and you ask her if she needs anything and from under the sheets pops out the girl from the exorcist and you quickly shut the door. After surviving, she walks up to you like a kitty that rubs on you looking for a scratch. You get excited, but instead of wanting to hold your hand she wants to hold a pint of ice cream or her cell phone. Instead of wanting to cuddle, she wants to pop some corn and watch a good movie as she busts the springs in the well worn out couch. You’ve been conquered. Just kidding 🙂 I think. A friend once told me his situation of a girl he met at church and recalling a bit of what he told me of his experiences. I must say, and I don’t understand why, that in most starting new relationships, there is a act, a facade, a front as to who you really are. The face they’re showing to you and the world doesn’t match who they really are and then boom half the marriages end in divorce after the real you comes out. Just be yourself and true to yourself. Maybe your new relationship may not accept you as you are, but God will always love you just as you are……. Back to satan. In reality satan has a agenda that can’t be denied. Not only to change Gods beautiful gift of expressing love toward our mate and becoming one through intercourse and creation of new life into sexual perversion, but he wants to change how God created Eve as a helper and lesser vessel and be subject to her husband to the complete opposite role. To have dominion over a man. To have a man be submissive to her. satans ways are always the complete opposite of Gods and in these Last Days everything will become the complete opposite as God created. God designed a very specific order. He is on top, then the man, then the woman…. “wives should submit to their husbands” …. “A woman should learn in quietness and full submission. I do not permit a woman to teach or to have authority over a man; she must be silent” …. “women should remain silent in the churches” …. “Now I want you to realize that the head of every man is Christ, and the head of the woman is man” ….“Wives, submit to your husbands, as is fitting in the Lord” …. “Wives in the same way be submissive to your husbands” …. “Then they can train the younger women to love their husbands and children, to be self controlled and pure, to be busy at home, to be kind, and to be subject to their husbands so that no one will malign the word of God.”  Those are just some verses in New Testament. The entire Old Testament gives clear understanding of man and woman relationships starting right their in the garden of Eden when God tells Eve Adam would rule over her and she would be in subjection to him. But of course over time sin gets worse and worse as Gods demands and instructions are left behind more and more. Women becoming like men, and men becoming like women. If you don’t see EVERYTHING is being flip flopped in these Last Days, you are quite naive indeed. That is why you will see women in sinful same sex relationships because they have lost all inhibitions in caring what is right AND WHAT GOD THINKS and think nothing of taking the role of a man. They have no idea what it means to be a woman because their instruction comes from a sinful world and not God. Men are even worse. They have turned into pansies. The root of all sexual perversion whether man with man or woman with woman lies in selfishness. It’s my way or the highway. I’ll do whatever I WANT and I could care less what God thinks. Absolutely no guilt or conviction, but pride in their lifestyle. It is giving God the middle finger and saying I know this is wrong but I’m going to do it anyway. And what starts out first as uncomfortable, knowing it’s wrong, and feeling guilt turns into just getting off and who cares, everybody else is doing it, which is untrue. There are people that never got involved in that. There are Christians that WERE involved, but have repented and no longer are involved in that sin. Sin always has a starting point, and a ending point when God heals IF YOU CHOOSE. Ask any smoker. The first cigarettes they smoked tasted like crap and made them choke for air. Some even puked. Then they tried another and another and soon that cigarette had a hold on them. Some are so overtaken, they smoke through breathing holes in their neck after cancer. Ask any alcoholic. The first time they tried alcohol it made you feel funny, tasted like crap, and made you sick. But you tried it again and again and beer suddenly was better than steak and lobster, and where you at once controlled it, it now has it’s claws in you and controls you. Same with drug addicts or any sin known to man. Sin always has a starting point. No matter what that sin is. And sooner or later that ball and chain that started out small is bigger than you. I get it. I understand it. Sin can be a powerful thing, but it can and has to be defeated. And God will give you the strength and power to overcome anything. That is what the Holy Spirit is for. To overcome when you can’t do it yourself. I got my hidden closets like anyone ever born. Although I could never imagine being gay, as a teen I had sex with a log and a watermelon. Even got so drunk one time I walked three miles to a adult store and bought a blow up doll. It was late at night and on the way back a cop stopped me. The box was so big it didn’t fit in a bag. Try and picture a guy a hobbling down the road with a twelve pack in one hand and a box with a picture of a big naked doll on it in the other. Thankfully cop was cool and said you two enjoy your night and took off. That dude in that one movie where his dad walked into him banging a pie in the kitchen was reality for many a boy. I don’t know how many times I had to pull over the car and race into the woods to satisfy myself. I thought parks were made as places to find a secluded spot and beat myself like a bongo drum. If anything, I got in good shape from the long walks. Once I got my first slice of real pie it was off to the races. Sex is a powerful thing. God made us to be physical towards one another but in the correct way and how He purposed things. I never wanted to or desired to be with another man. That is going to a whole different place I cannot understand or comprehend. But some will be entrapped like any other sin. Could it be it’s pure laziness of not wanting to wine and dine and go through courtship with a woman to maybe get sex if she decides? Maybe satan has put his gayshades on your eyes and looking at a man arouses you thinking he’s a she? Remember, if your not filled with God, your filled with satan and he can control all your thinking. When people say the devil made me do it, they are not lying. Depending on the degree of your sin, there is definite demon possession. A human body can be taken over to host a demon inside them. In this case there is no guessing this has happened. A man takes on facial features and attributes that is easily distinguished as looking like he is a sodomite. It is a sin like no other that it can change physically how you look. Even how you talk. How you act. Definitely how you walk. I pray God gives you strength and touches your heart of your condition and desperate need of a Savior. It’s wrong and God says it is a abomination to Him and will take you to Hell. Same if your a woman having sexual relations with another woman. No matter what the world says or thinks, it is wrong and deep in your heart you know it is. “As it is written, There is none righteous, no, not one: There is none that understandeth, there is none that seeketh after God. They are all gone out of the way, they are together become unprofitable; there is none that doeth good, no, not one. Their throat is an open sepulchre; with their tongues they have used deceit; the poison of asps is under their lips: Whose mouth is full of cursing and bitterness: Their feet are swift to shed blood: Destruction and misery are in their ways: And the way of peace have they not known: There is no fear of God before their eyes.” Prior to 1962, sodomy was a felony in every state in the U.S. punished by a lengthy term of prison and/or hard labor. What changed since then? Mans sin has increased exponentially just as before God brought the great flood. He gave men a hundred and twenty years to repent but to no avail. Men’s hearts just got even more wicked. Remember me saying how things changed around 1900? History always repeats itself. “And God saw that the wickedness of man was great in the earth, and that every imagination of the thoughts of his heart was only evil continually.” Though God gave man a second chance, you are witnessing now the exact same thing happening in mans rapid fall in sin….. The pureness of Eve is gone forever with what happened in the garden and from generation to generation satan has tried to destroy Gods perfect creation and union of a man and a woman and their roles. And he has won. In these Last Days satan will make his greatest showing of himself with women in top Government roles in rule. Man under their subjection with Jezebels spirit. The Bible is very clear of a woman’s role. If you read the Bible from front to back, what will you find before we got to this point in time of absolute rebellion and breakdown of society? How were things on this earth even just a few generations ago? It went from a woman couldn’t vote to what has happened in politics now. Women couldn’t even be on juries. In 1923, the Equal Rights Amendment was introduced in Congress to give women all the other rights in the Constitution such as property, employment, and education. You can do your own research how things have changed with women’s “rights.” I’m just trying to point out how things have changed in a blink of a eye and in no way throwing my opinion in whether right or wrong. Then in no time you have Roe v. Wade, protecting women’s right to terminate a pregnancy. The ban against women in military combat positions is removed and lesbians, openly gay and bisexual men and women are now permitted to serve in the military. Some may say that’s progress. Yes it is progressive sin. The dissolving of morals. Taking Gods standards out and putting mans corrupted mind in.  If you still haven’t thrown out your T.V. watch some movies from the forties, fifties and sixties before society started it’s quick downhill decline. Although like I said earlier, I believe the beginning of the end started around 1900. The book of Revelation started to be fulfilled. Look for black and white movies or T.V. shows. What do you see? How are women dressed and their roles? Are women wearing pants? As time went forward tops of dresses got lower and bottoms of dresses got higher. How were men dressed and their roles? How did kids act? Did people lock their doors? How did people communicate before satans technology took over? What size are the people before fast food and GMO foods took over? Did they shop and support local businesses and support American made or just to save a few bucks destroy the little guy by letting a giant devil move on in? A hardware store or barber shop were like going to a social gathering. People cared about each other. Same as a lot of “mom and pop” stores or restaurants, etc. It was people helping people, not a cutthroat society like today. Everybody knew everybody. Now a neighbor has know idea who their neighbors are and people lack comprehension of how to even interact with another human. Look at someone the wrong way and they want to fight or kill you now. Buy something from someone and all you’ll hear is lies. Accidentally cut some one off or brake to hard and you end up in the hospital. The only thing that has “evolved” in these last 70 or 80 years is mans sin getting worse and worse by the day. What is amazing is great preachers even in those few days ago preached of how bad things were then! And every preacher before them. They would roll over in their graves at today’s society and how far and fast we have morally dropped. But it’s all for a reason and all by design as this world will come to a end exactly as the Bible predicted. So it really is one generation to the next getting worse starting the day Noah stepped off the ark. But difference is now we really are in the Last Days and satan has finally taken over everything and everything is in place for the arrival of Jesus very soon. Things are speeding up like crazy just as Jesus said would happen. If I was Noah, I would say we better get this boat done, the flood is coming sooner than we thought! God’s whole creation is enslaved in grievous bondage of sin that gets worse by the day now. Not years. Paul calls it “the bondage of corruption,” and the results are moral decay, devastation, disease, destruction, and degradation because of mankind’s love of sin over love of God. There is only one way out from the curse of sin and that is Jesus. Jesus spoke of the last days like a woman in childbirth. This explains the earth’s groaning and laboring as the end nears. Can you not feel it in your soul everything is changing? That pure evilness has taken over everything? That your being enslaved more and more by the beast system? Jesus said that certain events would signal the nearness of His coming: There will be wars and rumors of wars; there will be famines and earthquakes; Christians will suffer persecution for the sake of Christ; false prophets will come and teach heresy, leading many astray; lawlessness will abound as people do what is right in their own eyes; the authorities will be unable to control crime. Because of lawlessness, people will become cynical and fearful, and their love for others will grow cold. Men’s hearts failing them for fear, and for looking after those things which are coming on the earth. Jesus said that the signs of the end times will be like birth pangs. The pain of childbirth increases in frequency, and it increases in intensity as it gets closer and closer to birth and the end of time. There has always been the presence of war or famine or false teachers. These things, He said, are merely the beginning and certainly we have seen all of them for many years, but never in time have things sped up so quickly and prophesy being filled by the day. Jesus said that the frequency of wars, earthquakes, and crime will increase until finally Christ’s return brings everything to a finish. The intensity of wars and famines and other human crises will continue to escalate. How many millions of people have died in wars in the last few generations around the world? The world now is like a powder keg ready to blow at any time with war everywhere. One billion people will go to bed hungry tonight. How have things changed  with people in general? Are “conservatives” and people with morals and values being thought of as now terrorists? Are they banned from any kind of media? Is free speech still free speech or is it now being controlled and being taken away by the day? If you don’t see so many things escalating to a boiling point, I’m not sure what to tell you. I WOULD SAY ALL THESE THINGS ARE INCREASING EXPONENTIALLY BY THE DAY NOW. Things will never be the same as the world is coming to a end quicker than we could have imagined……. Come Lord Jesus. Come. We need you.

 “The LORD preserveth all them that love him: but all the wicked will he destroy.”

So what is a woman’s greatest sin? Do you want me to lie or tell you the truth?The greatest sin of wives, mothers, and all women, is their need to CONTROL. And this causes havoc and why most marriages will fail. It also has a lot to do with much of the sexual perversion you see now as a repercussion. Women have been struggling with this sin since the Garden of Eden. You find it throughout the bible, and running rampant in today’s society like never before. Wanting to CONTROL affects marriages, parenting, relationships and society in a very bad and wrong way. We can observe Eve making decisions and asserting dominance in their relationship right after screwing satan. But Eve wasn’t just guilty of controlling behavior, she also acquired something that got Satan kicked out of Heaven and that was PRIDE and saying I am equal with man which in essence is saying I’m equal to God. Throughout the bible there is story after story of a woman not knowing her place and Gods intended structure of a man listening to God and a woman listening to her man. A quick example would be Abraham and his wife Sarah. God made a covenant with Abraham, promising him a son through Sarah. “Abraham and Sarah were old by this time, very old. Sarah was far past the age for having babies. Sarah laughed within herself, “An old woman like me? Get pregnant? With this old man of a husband?” GOD said to Abraham, “Why did Sarah laugh saying, ‘Me? Have a baby? An old woman like me?’ Is anything too hard for GOD? I’ll be back about this time next year and Sarah will have a baby.” Sarah lied. She said, “I didn’t laugh,” because she was afraid. But he said, “Yes you did; you laughed.”  She later on takes control of the situation like all woman like to do and doesn’t listen to her husband or God and told Abraham to sleep with her maid, Hagar. Sarah, in her need to control, made a decision to act before God’s appointed time of her getting pregnant. Abraham,  the man who was known as a “friend of God” and would be father of all nations relented the promise of God to his wife. Abraham yielded control of the situation to his wife, instead of surrendering to the God of the universe which is why God tested him by God asking him to sacrifice his son Isaac later on. Did Sarah get pregnant? I suggest you read Genesis before you read any other book in the bible where this is located. You will never understand the new testament unless you know the old testament. I could go on and on with story after story in the Bible or I could come up with volumes in today’s society women or groups or associations that are head to toe wrapped in the evil sin of control. I pray you ask God if that spirit resides in you repent of it and humble yourself before the Lord. More than likely it’s not even your fault for your wanting to CONTROL. Yes, you have Eves sin embedded in you, but more than likely this was something you were taught and misled in your thinking. God will take it away just as easily as it took hold of you. Maybe you like the power of CONTROL but I’ll tell you now if that is part of your being it is the greatest sin you carry as a woman. “And be not conformed to this world: but be ye transformed by the renewing of your mind, that ye may prove what is that good, and acceptable, and perfect, will of God.” Don’t think your all alone and have to take away the CONTROL out of your life in your own strength. Just like many sins God will help you to root them out with the power of the Holy Spirit after you are saved. CONTROL is an illusion the enemy creates in your mind to use you as a weapon against not only people, but God himself. If your in a relationship or marriage and you defy your man, you are defying God. Opposing God. Real strength is found in knowing the Bible and obedience to God, and not in asserting dominance or control over others in rebellion. Is it really your goal to hurt people by this horrible sin or to help and love people and be in subjection to God and to man which is how God created you? If what I just said made the hairs on your neck stand and hate felt, you have this sin in you. If you felt a sense of wow, I need to repent of this and ask God for forgiveness, God bless you. What is a mans greatest sin? Not being a man and allowing a woman to have control she should not have or allowing them to be in positions or places of authority they should not be. Allowing Eve to get anyway near satan.

There is therefore now no condemnation to them which are in Christ Jesus, who walk not after the flesh, but after the Spirit. For the law of the Spirit of life in Christ Jesus hath made me free from the law of sin and death.

A great example in the Bible of a woman using satans passed down traits to women is a woman named Jezebel. You can use her examples to what is coming very soon in the good ol’ U.S. She became a Queen. She wanted nothing to do with God and worshiped satan. She brought 450 Baal prophets to Israel and ordered the murder of several Yahweh prophets. One trait is her obsessive passion for DOMINEERING and CONTROLLING others but especially men both physically and in the spiritual realm. She persuades them to tolerate her satanic faith through sex and manipulation. She was a big time slut and used her cooch as a weapon to get what she wanted. When she became queen, she began a relentless campaign to rid Israel of all evidences of Yahweh worship. That’s happening today in a worldwide basis in shutting down and even burning Christ believing churches. She ordered the extermination of all the prophets of the Lord and replaced their altars with those of Baal. Are Pastors are being jailed now? Jezebel begins to foster the spread of her Baal religion with its many gods, ritual sex, and temple prostitutes. She hated the Hebrew religion that serves just one God, and by the time she becomes queen, jews have already begun worshiping false idols due to her seductive ways. This is apostasy and exactly what is happening in today’s “churches” as  “love” and “change” and “acceptance” and “being proud of your sin” replaces the opposite of what Gods Word CLEARLY says about sin and “wrath” and “Hell and “judgement” …….Jezebels strongest enemy was the prophet Elijah, a man of God, who demanded a contest on Mount Carmel between the powers of Israel’s God and the powers of Jezebel and the priests of Baal which is satan. Long story short Elijah called fire came down from Heaven and all the Baal priests were slaughtered. Don’t piss off God. Despite hearing of the miraculous powers of the Lord, Jezebel refused to repent and swore to satan that she would pursue Elijah and kill him. Jezebel used her conniving and deceitfulness to get what ever she wanted like a thousand a night hooker and satan seducing Eve. There was a righteous man named Naboth who refused to sell to her husband Ahab land adjoining her palace. He was a Godly man and rightly declared that to sell his inheritance would be against the Lord’s command. Ahab pretty much accepted he wouldn’t get the land but here comes Jezebel. Jezebel taunted, ridiculed, bitched and moaned to him for his weakness and wanting to do right. How many times she must of said “you don’t love me” or got on her knees to persuade him. Seeing Ahab would not listen to her, she proceeded to have the innocent Naboth framed and stoned to death. That wasn’t enough though. Not finished, she had Naboth’s sons also stoned to death, so there would be no heirs, and the land would revert to the possession of the king and of course her. Do you know any woman that have a single-minded determination to have it their way or the highway no matter who or what is destroyed in the process? Look for the woman wearing a big pearl necklace, a giveaway. Yes my friend, Eve had sex with satan and took all his evilness and be assured the Jezebel spirit is in FULL FORCE in these Last Days. They are masters at manipulation. Seduction. Masters. But in the end God always wins. She finds out she took things way to far and she is going to be murdered by a righteous man of God. Jehu made his way to Jezebel’s palace to murder her, and she, expecting him, applied make-up and dressed herself in finery to try and seduce him with sex. Didn’t work this time as she confronted a Godly man and Jezebel was thrown off a building and when they went to bury her, all they could find was her skull and her feet and the palms of her hands because she was trampled by horses and wild dogs ate her up. She is in HELL. There are actually dudes that get fake breasts and snip themselves to get Jezzys power straight from satan. They are CEO’s of all major corporations and “wives” to famous actors and singers, late night T.V hosts, etc. or anyone with extreme wealth and power. They become tennis stars and fool the world. Famous singers. Newscasters. It’s actually endless what they have infiltrated. In fact, it goes even deeper and many times, the man is actually a woman. Harder to spot but not impossible. They seem to like being hosts of talent or singing shows. They will always be with a man looking like a woman. Double bubble! Double satan power! They buy baby bumps and fake they are pregnant and kids are always born of a paid woman and never look like them and are switched whatever they were born at birth to opposite sex to honor satan. Little Mikey becomes Michelle. Little Julia becomes Justin. They get extreme satanic powers for transferring themselves into satans image and fooling the masses. These are not the minority, but the majority of what you will see and hear on T.V., movies, music, in government, sports or ANY media, blasting you with perversion and lies. If you are not saved you have no idea how big your enemy is. I PRAY FOR YOU THAT GOD OPENS YOUR EYES AND YOUR HEART BEFORE IT’S TO LATE. For those that have gotten themselves entangled in this, know that God loves you still even now and it is never to late to repent and be cleansed in the blood of Jesus. There is no cut off point where God says you have sinned to the point of no return. You may have changed your body into satans image, BUT GOD WILL CHANGE YOUR HEART. He loves you no matter what but if you don’t get saved, Hell awaits you. Please ask God to touch your heart while there is time. I in no way judge you or think any sin is worse than another. Everyone born is given free will to make choices, but those choices will affect your eternity. Make sure whatever wealth or power or whatever you have obtained is worth the price. You will die one day and stand before God to be judged. I’m just trying to warn you, not judge you. …….

“For God so loved the world, that he gave his only Son, that whoever believes in him should not perish but have eternal life. For God did not send his Son into the world to condemn the world, but in order that the world might be saved through him. Whoever believes in him is not condemned, but whoever does not believe is condemned already, because he has not believed in the name of the only Son of God”

I joked in my younger days that the difference between a man and a woman walking into a bar is she knows shes getting sex if she wants. To straight forward? It’s true. No? We’ll in case you didn’t know, once that testosterone starts kicking up in puberty, boys have about one thing on their mind. Then go forward into teens and twenties and it’s like going on a safari looking for a trophy. We are laser focused on one thing and it’s not a girls mind. If the wind blows to hard on our jeans we get excited. Bars seem to be the best hunting. By 2:00 a.m. if the pickens get down to the fatties or butt uglies it was either time to slam some more shots so they got more pretty and the alcohol wondrously causes them to look half their size or settle for getting into fights if last call came around and someone else snatched big betty why you were in bathroom. Me? I was a tough son of a bitch. I’d pick fights with the bouncers and guys gotta do something with that testosterone. In many ways more gratifying than sex was punching a guys lights out who said “you messed with the wrong dude.” I’d just say its gonna be a two hit fight. Me hitting you and you hitting the floor. There was something so gratifying in punching a guy in the face and watching him drop like a bag of rocks. Terrible right? We’ll that was their intention for me. Sorry, I’m really getting off track….. reminiscing and writing when maybe I shouldn’t be. But feel maybe I’ve been a little one sided and not talked of men’s sins. Many a man has gone hunting and picked up a cute, sexy girl and woke up with a hangover and a girl that looked like something that works at a haunted house, especially after a long dry spell. I’m telling you this because men are sinners too and I don’t wan’t you to think I’m just focusing on women or anyone actually. We are all the same. Gods creation, but sinners. I am no way one of these holier than thou freaks who are liars. Maybe I’m being to honest or forthright, but isn’t that better than someone lying to you and feeding you bullshit? Or them holy rollers sitting on their high horses judging you when behind doors they are complete hypocrites and probably sinning a hundred times worse than you? I got the same sinful blood running through my veins as you and I’m just trying to open your eyes to your need of a Savior because everyone is a sinner. Men can be some devious sons of bitches, pigs, sinners and liars, just to get our next notch on the bed post and dump you like you never existed. How many dudes have said “I love you” just to get in a girls pants or use her? Or bought a Harley to get her engine revving? Bought a hot tub or tanning booth so that would get the party started? Or said some beauty’s like “Something’s wrong with my eyes because I can’t take them off you.” or  “You know what you would look really beautiful in? My arms.”…….. So after going on safari and catching his prey, sinful man maybe promises her breakfast the next morning but after waking up and the booze wears off, she looks like a turkey vulture (yes, as God as my witness one girl I snagged went from a model night before to looking like that, damn tequila), so you suddenly go into “Damn, I forgot I have to take my brother to airport” mode and rush to get dressed as she waddles into her clothes and you throw her a fake phone number. Forgive me. I gotta stop. I was going to erase those last thoughts, but that was me in my worldly nature and not how God thinks or how any Christian should ever behave. God loves anyone and everyone and doesn’t see things like the perverse horndog I was in my youth. I just wanted to equal things out and show you men are full of Adams sin and sex can cause us to do things that is sinful in so many ways to. But we are ALL gods children……..  Sometimes a woman need do nothing but stand in some water like up there and a man can be brought to his knees in desire. What a beautiful, awesome creation women are. It doesn’t take much to entice a man. Your butt, your scent, your boobs, your legs, your cute face, or heck you just owning something we don’t between your legs can attract a man to you like a moth into a light. And that’s good and bad. If there was no attraction there would be no more marriages and babies. But in these Last Days marriage is distorted and babies are murdered because of promiscuous slutty girls who know there will be no repercussions and a easy way out with a doctor with snips and guys think nothing of life and saying “I’ll pay for it.” Actually they don’t want to man up and make eighteen years of payments if it was just a sexual relationship wit dat ho. Everything now is as casual as farting in the wind. Sex is just sex and who can make the most money on a porn site. All because sin has increased to the point of Gods values and morals have all but disappeared and now it’s a free for all, do whatever the hell you want society. Sex with a rubber lovers is rampant. No need to wine and dine them and they don’t talk back or ever say no. Pedophilia is rampant. We have to honor how God designed things. Paul describes that dilemma. If you can handle being single and not being enticed and not needing sex it is a good thing because you can serve God more because your more focused on Him instead of your mate. If you want to have sex then you are to get married and do things how God ordained. Of course we are sinners and many times could care less what God says and bypass everything and in our fleshly desires do what we shouldn’t do more times than not. “I don’t care God, I’m getting laid damn it.”…..Marriage should be awesome, but in relationships, people get lazy and lose focus and take things for granted and things get stale and boring. If you have a wife treat her always like she’s the only woman in the world. I know you’d rather watch a ballgame, pull your hair out, slit your throat, or hit a bar with your dudes, but a woman needs communication so just sit there and listen while they spout off and say yes and yes a lot. Or maybe buying some earpods and just nodding your head once in awhile could be a alternative while you massage her feet. If you have a husband let him have control and satisfy him sexually like your a “bad girl.” Walk into the bedroom with high heels and a thong and pushup bra and a can of whip cream and that man will work his azz off to please you and you’ll get flowers way more often. Spray a little on your tummy and say oops and giggle. Instead of saying your tired or have a headache, dress up in a school uniform and call him daddy in pigtails while licking a giant sucker and you’ll have a new car and he’ll never stray. Guys want a good girl for a wife but a wild tigress when the bedroom door shuts. How many husbands ruin a marriage because temptation of a another woman takes over. Your new hire, young Jenny’s eighteen year old body is tight as a drum and she says she’ll do anything to advance in the company as she sits on your lap eating a banana. Take care of your man and he’ll take care of you….. Or a neglected women suddenly gets treated special and told how beautiful she is while her beer gutted boring husband barely acknowledges her. Suddenly new panties are bought. The hairstyle is upgraded. A new perfume is bought. Weight is lost. Work hours go suddenly to late in the evening. She stops cooking and cleaning like she used to. Not sure where those last thoughts came from but left it anyhow. I think reality is most relationships start out sexual and then go dry as men get bored and women go from sex into what are you going to do for me mode. There is something, I’m not sure how to explain, but having sex with someone new is like riding a bike for the first time and rocks, but sooner or later it grows old and it’s time to move on to the next ride. At least that was me. Some guys can drink one wine and be satisfied. Others see there are many flavors and types and have to try them all. I see why king David and his son had many wives. I see no where in Gods Word that says having more than one wife is wrong. And if I had the money I actually understand why a man would have more than one wife. One might be good at cooking. One might be good at cleaning. One might be your best friend.I do see some goods in that but the bad’s outweigh in to many ways…..God created us to only allow our husband or wife to see us unclothed. Now it’s complete opposite and people think nothing of getting naked and showing themselves on the internet to the world like it’s no big deal. How far we have fallen so fast. There is a reason many countries or religions still have standards for what a woman wears. Even covering her face. Modesty, or demureness, is a mode of dress and deportment which purpose is to avoid the encouraging of sexual attraction in others. Some take it a little to far, but for the most part it’s how it really should be. It really wasn’t that long ago that woman dressed appropriate in the good ole U.S.A. Women wore dresses and men pants. Now it’s cameltoe and buttcrack city in tights. The puppies are left out to breathe. A band-aid is now acceptable as swimming attire. Yea ladies, men are weak. Puddy in your hands. Outwardly you win. Heck, sometimes all a woman has to do is nothing but smile or say hi and we’re puddy in your hands. Show a little cleavage or bend over to pick up something and we’re really in trouble….. And inwardly you win if your heart is in the wrong place and seduction is your goal to get money and power on this earth. Us guys got the bad end of a stick and only sexy thing about us nowadays is if we have a great job, a new corvette, or a million bucks in the bank. Then we might snag a pretty girl. Just kidding. I think. A loose girl is good for one thing. Men love sluts. But they don’t want to marry them. A man is only interested in what he can’t have. If you are a woman, please, please know my goal is to expose sin, why things are what they are, and your need of salvation, not to hurt or put you down. Get mad at Eve. God created both the man and women in perfection, but Eve being the weaker of the two succumbed to satan and dragged Adam right down with her…..Eve was also deceived by satan and told man are equal to men. To this day there are women who are blinded by that absolute falsity. Men don’t look the same, think the same, or are the same as a woman. We are created very different for different purposes. In these Last Days unsaved women are trying to be equal to a man any way possible. Many a man has been brought down by a satan filled woman’s lies simply by saying they were raped or somehow abused even if the lie goes back many years ago and zero proof! Yep, thanks to satan, women even lie to have fake equality and make a buck or two. Today women want to be physically as strong as a man but can only do it by taking drugs. To be in jobs that they should not be in but get into due to quota laws made by evil people. Some will cheat life and pretend to be God and take testosterone to grow muscles and a beard just to be equal. Or just become a lesbian and do their best to do what only a man can and fail miserably. What’s that joke? What do you call a woman marine in front line battle? Dead. Sorry, maybe I’m being to honest? Jesus was too. When WWW 3 kicks off I’m quite sure I’d want a man next to me fighting to the death verses a woman who cries because she broke her nail, shes tired, or her period cramps are bothering her. In the Bible and till not that long ago, woman and children always stayed back and were protected as men killed their enemies. Now being so trumped up in showing they are equal, they have infiltrated everything at a serious cost to society and most importantly family structure. Only in the last few generations, satan has destroyed the very essence of how a man and woman should interact and live with each other and their roles or really what a man or woman actually is. In fact such confusion and sin has entered society that men and women now knowingly or unknowingly transform themselves into the image of satan. Since satan can’t create life other than by science and medicine, he is trying to recreate his own version of a half man, half machine. Half man, half woman. What does God say? If you were born with a penis, God created you to be a man. If you were born with a vagina, God created you to be a woman. Only sin can change that. Run toward God and your Savior, not drugs and surgery and SATAN who will fill your mind with garbage and take you to Hell. God is perfect. You were born imperfect in sin. And God wants to heal your mind and soul and recreate you in His image. The only thing that can change that is your own sin.………. Not long ago ladies stayed home and were homemakers and nurtured and raised the children and a man was the provider. Protector. It’s not possible to prove me wrong. If you insist on watching the idiot box and I know I said it already, go watch some movies or T.V. shows from the forties, fifties or sixties. Black and white shows and movies. See the interactions and how people lived just a few generations ago. The world was very different not that long ago. Can you imagine that a family actually sat together for dinner and prayed before eating? Read and studied the Bible together. The kids gladly did their chores. Their homework. Came home at curfew time. The family actually had relationships where Dad raised his son in knowledge and how to do things, played ball with him, taught him how to be a man and have high moral aptitude. Showed how to run a farm or tear a motor apart. How to fish and hunt and camp. To garden. To be self sufficient. Mom was always there for school activities, teaching how to cook, clean, sew, and manage a home. Teaching her daughter how to be a Christian woman. If the family went to a large public event there would be Bible reading and prayer before the race or game started. Can you imagine? Now people won’t even honor the American flag and get on their knees to satan. Then came satans music and porn and the hippies and free love and drugs and rock and roll. Prayer and God was removed from schools and kids started getting rebellious towards parents and clothing styles changed with girls wearing pants, etc. etc. Now all kids know is divorce or I hate my parents. T.V. raised them so they believe that is real life. Parents shove their kids in front of T.V.’s to raise them because they know they could leave the house and take a trip to Florida and come back and their kids would still be there sitting entranced like zombies. Now Smartphones are raising them and there is no comprehension of how to communicate properly with another human being except by text or going on a social website. Schools have gone from places of learning to places of indoctrination of evil and cops waiting for next student that played to many video games to come and go ballistic. satan has raised the last generation. Sin is in overdrive mode and God is not going to put up with this madness for much longer. Trust me………..Back to Eve. Lust and Filth filled her mind and replaced purity and making love to be shared between a married man and women. The act of sex actually joins the man and woman together and who you give your virginity to has taken a gift from you, never to be had again. My first love was a girl I fell head over heals for, but this whore Cindy took my gift and screwed me over big time. I wanted to love her and marry her. I was a young buck, naive, and didn’t  know better. She just wanted to use me and screwed other guys like a rabbit behind my back and was biggest liar I ever met. She broke my heart and gave me a ulcer. I could never in a million words express how important your virginity is and how it should be saved for your marriage partner. The two of you become one. Sex is a super bond meant for marriage. They are now part of you and you are part of them how God intended. The two of you have become one. Physically. Emotionally. Spiritually. That whore took my bonding gift and has it forever. Both our faults but just warning you, treat your virginity like it’s a house of gold because it really is worth that much and should only be given to your husband or wife as the two of you truly do become one the first time you have intercourse…….So Eve does her thing screwing satan. Then Eve passed all that evil right on down to Adam. He was watching as the devil had his way with her. Then his mind was filled with impurity and he joined right in. satan had sodomy with Adam. When they both had realized what they had done with their bodies, their eyes were opened to sin and they immediately knew they were naked. They didn’t hide their mouths from God for eating a apple and talking to a snake in a tree. They hid their privates from god because they had done evil and knew they were fooled by a fallen angel. Adultery and homosexuality was born. All forms of twisted sex was born and in these Last Days would rear it’s ugly head full on to society. As punishment, women would bleed for their sin and having a child painful. Gods chosen would be circumcised later on for a sign of the horrible sin of sodomy Adam allowed. Satan the half man, half woman angel had conquered man and defeated him. Now there would be a Savior needed. Evil had now become part of their nature. Their essence. God had created them in His image but now the devil had brought sin into his perfect creation. Adam and Eve had failed because Eve was deceived. Now sexual perversion in all manners would be conceived in a mans mind and if you don’t believe me, just go on the world wide web, satans sex playground. Don’t dare type the wrong thing or misspell something or you’ll end up in filth. My heart just goes out to children who can be innocent one day but by going on wrong site be stained for life. God help us. Or just be awake a few hours and see how many times and ways your mind is hit with sex propaganda. I once did a little snooping on a divorced friends child’s computer. I noticed the girl was now dressing, well, inappropriate I guess, for her age. She was even wearing makeup. I went to grab the lawnmower and caught the boy masturbating in the garage. Very young, they were going to adult websites, chat rooms, etc. and were seeing and talking about things so evil I could never write them here. I confronted the mother and put blocks on computer. A week later I just wanted to check again. Can you believe the mother took off the blocks because the kids were so upset? She told me to leave the computer alone. That was it for me, knowing without a doubt that little boy would be molesting his sister one day if he hadn’t already…….. Adam and Eve’s sin would remove perfect love and would produce unnatural Lust. I don’t think I have to list all the perversions in today’s world. It’s all there right in the open now. One of the most evil results is MURDERING innocent children. Women getting abortions as casually and easily as walking into a job interview or dropping some mail off at the post office. MURDERED children are fine and in Gods arms. Their soul was created the millisecond the seed entered the egg and they are growing up in a better place. Sadly though, the mothers have now broken Gods fifth commandment and committed MURDER as life starts at conception and heading straight to Hell to burn forever. It doesn’t stop there. Guys that got them pregnant are accessories to MURDER. So are the doctors that perform the operation. The nurses. The receptionist. So is anyone that in any way, shape, or form that is connected to allowing the MURDER. So looking at my front page, that’s 62 million women Hell bound plus the guys who impregnated them and all in the industry, ah, lets say there’s 130 million people just in the United States going to Hell just on their MURDER CHARGES, not counting their other sin. I can’t find a exact world number, but I think it would be safe to say easily a billion people are Hell bound on MURDER charges. Is there a way out of Hell if you have committed MURDER? Yes. But killing another human being is a very serious offence and I propose you drop to your knees immediately and pray for God to forgive you. You should be shaking like a leaf and puking your guts out for what you have done to a child of God and headed to the deepest pits of Hell for harming a child..…..Always follow the money. If it’s a business that makes millions and millions and billions and billions, it’s straight from Hell…..Sex sells, aborted sex babies sells and in satans arsenal sex may just rank on top of his destroyers of God’s perfection. In these Last Days every weapon satan has, has been unleashed in sexual perversion. Unsaved people don’t know if they are straight, gay, bisexual, male, female, or what the hell they are because sin has become so rampant. This wasn’t the case a few generations ago…..First thing Adam and Eve did was cover up their privates because of what had happened. Eve’s petunia and adam’s manhood were worked over like a opponent in a championship fight. Barely able to walk, they tried to hide from God. Eve for her sin would now bleed once a month for remembrance of her sin and in birth would have great pain for what she had done. Adams’ homosexual perversion would now indwell in men as sin. Even after the flood and God destroying all mankind except for the eight, sinful nature in man pops right back up as you see Adams sin in Noahs’ nephew. Noah gets very drunk and passes out butt naked. Taking advantage of his stupor, his own son in law commits sodomy upon him. We are ALL born into sin and will die in that sinful nature that indwells in us from Adam and Eve. Even after we are saved that sin nature is still there and why the Holy Spirit is our only way to starting a new life as a new creature in Christ. That is why Jesus died. To cover our sins in his perfect forever blood sacrifice. Do you understand yet? Christians are not perfect, just forgiven…….For his part, satan’s beauty was then turned into the image of a snake and he was made to crawl on his belly meaning he would be defeated for what he had done to Gods creation. The lowest of the lowest. The Bible says satan can transfer into a angel of light. The Bible talks of Angels that take bodies like men, so satan looked like the sexiest man alive like you see on a magazine cover and the hottest girl walking a Californian beach. The most breathtakingly beautiful and radiant being in all of existence in their eyes. he was half man, half woman, thus alluring to both Eve and Adam. he flexed his muscles for Eve and batted his eyelashes and said “hey big boy” to Adam. That is why satan wants to turn God’s perfect, beautiful creation of either being born a man or woman into his own new creation to replicate himself. satan tries to duplicate God anyway he can, most times to try and mock God while he still can. Romans made marble statues of this phenomenon because they let it be part of their society as well as homosexual relations with little boys being normal. Same with Greek society. Also there was woman with woman. So today is nothing new. There has always been some society’s that accepted this. Of course God was not a part of their culture. It is 100%  impossible to have a relationship with God and put your penis in a mans rectum at the same time. There is not a homosexual walking earth now that can say God agrees with my lifestyle so they block God out and let satan in to make them feel better and erase their conscience. Now this sin has overtaken the earth. But Gods view has never or will ever change that it is sin that will take you to Hell. So what will you do? Roll the dice between believing God and it’s sin taking you to Hell or take your chances and say oh well, everybody else is doing it, I’m going to do it. That’s a dangerous game your playing. There is no such thing as hidden sin. Trying to hide sin from God is like running from your shadow and you will never get away. You can’t run away from God because he knows everything. Maybe your family and friends might not know about your secret sin, but God knows and your going to be judged. All the skeletons in your closet should be immediately confessed and repent for your sin while you can……..You owe yourself this much. Go straight to God and ask Him if what your doing is wrong. And don’t stop asking and praying till you get a answer. At least you will have a firm answer that you can decide how you will live your life after He answers. HE WILL ANSWER YOU. And you having freewill can say no thanks God or drop to your knees and pray God saves you. At least when you die and start roasting in Hell forever you can look back and say, yeah, I remember the exact day I said “no thanks” to the Savior and you can spend forever in pain and torture for the dumbest mistake you ever made for not believing or accepting a free gift. “If you hide your sins, you will not succeed. If you confess and reject them, you will receive mercy.” …  “God, you know what I have done wrong; I cannot hide my guilt from you.” …  “If we had forgotten the name of our God or lifted our hands to a foreign god, wouldn’t God find out since he knows the secrets of the heart?” …  “You have set our wrong-doing before You, our secret sins in the light of Your face.” …  “But if you don’t do these things, you will be sinning against the Lord; know for sure that you will be punished for your sin.” … “Lord, you have examined me and know all about me. You know when I sit down and when I get up. You know my thoughts before I think them.” …  “You know where I go and where I lie down. You know everything I do. Lord, even before I say a word, you already know it. You are all around me in front and in back and have put your hand on me. Your knowledge is amazing to me; it is more than I can understand. Where can I go to get away from your Spirit? Where can I run from you?”  Please, I pray, let God into your heart and thinking while there is still time. A few moments of pleasure in this short life is not worth forever in Hell……

“Whoever receives one such child in my name receives me, but whoever causes one of these little ones who believe in me to sin, it would be better for him to have a great millstone fastened around his neck and to be drowned in the depth of the sea. Woe to the world for temptations to sin! For it is necessary that temptations come, but woe to the one by whom the temptation comes! And if your hand or your foot causes you to sin, cut it off and throw it away. It is better for you to enter life crippled or lame than with two hands or two feet to be thrown into the eternal fire. And if your eye causes you to sin, tear it out and throw it away. It is better for you to enter life with one eye than with two eyes to be thrown into the hell of fire.”

Our prayers go out especially to those so deceived an captivated by satans lies they try to mimic him. satan the false God has created his own version of humanity. A false representation where Adam and Eve were not different creations with separate roles, but that the two would be combined into his image. his creation. Today, some living statues are given huge temporary satanic powers but at what price. Hell. satan is a creation. God is the creator friend and you desperately need to read the Bible to see satans and his followers outcome. Sadly, under satans direction they have one goal in mind. That is to destroy the Truth and Church of Jesus Christ. To destroy God’s Word and replace with their own version. LIES. DECEPTION. Create apostasy like their father the devil. A man or women now can walk into a hospital as themselves created in Gods image and walk out something like the statue. They are trying to replicate satan and have succeeded with drugs and operations that fool the masses. This is not something new. satan invaded television right from it’s beginnings to start to falsify in your mind what a women looks like when indeed it was a man dressed in women’s cloths and makeup. Hate to say it, but all those old westerns you watched had dudes portraying women. I thought maybe at the time they were just butt ugly looking English women, but they are dudes. You can bet the farm a women superhero nowadays is a dude. Once hidden, it seems they are not trying to hide near as much and outwardly have no problem looking like satan. No use hiding if God is opening the eyes of believers to all satans works in the Last Days before His return. I pray for anyone in these hidden society’s or anyone deceived that you find the Truth and if you still have breath going into your lungs you know it it is never to to late to be saved. Jesus died for you. Whatever you were offered, whether it was money, fame, or power, is nothing after you die and face God. Please today be saved. Your body may be changed, but your Soul can be regenerated with the blood of Jesus into perfection. It is unfortunate that the majority of the world is blind and stupid and just goes with the flow as they are picked like a large herd of sheep in who to kill first. I’ll answer who. They are going after the elderly first. Then white Caucasian people. Then children. Then the Christians who resisted taking the mark. Our God given children will be given the mark just to go to school. God please come home and destroy the enemy. Stupid people line up to be “tested” when only thing they are doing is taking your DNA to better target you. The Georgia Guidestones are not bullshit. Are you involved in sexual sin you know is wrong? In today’s world it has become where people don’t hide their sin but march down streets proud of their sin and lifestyles. If you stay involved in that sin your going to HELL. In case you didn’t understand, If you stay in your sexual sin, YOU ARE GOING TO HELL.  The list of sexual perversions seems to grow by the day. I’m waiting for bestiality to be added as normal or sex with rubber lovers given the legality to become your wife. What the Hell if we are going to sin lets really sin. Right? Kidding. Irregardless, it’s not rocket science. I can narrow sin down and that is anything outside of a normal sexual relationship between a married man and woman. That is Gods standard. Anything else is sin as God says. Sex before marriage is sin. Adultery is sin. Sex with man and man or woman and woman is sin. One night stands are sin and I made a mockery of God with my misdeeds. If you are dabbling outside of Gods perfect created bond of a married man and woman and delving in being a Lesbian, Smellmyfinger, Gay, Toyboy, packthefudge, Bootyboppin, Bisexual, Bushbonker, Crackthenut, Pansexual, Transgender, Anallicker, Canihavesomecandy, Hidethemouse, Whatsthatsmell, babeyourfishy, Horndoghowie, Genderqueer, Transylvaniantulip, Queer, Ilostmyringinyourbutt, Bendoverforthepriest, dougebagdon, Lubers, Intersex, Stinkypinkys, Wherestheremote, Gotakeashoweryoustink, Agender, Lipsmacker, Asexual, Dingdongers, Tonguedivers, Fishtacotuesday, Spankthemonkey, Hidethecarrot, Hasanyoneseenmyphone, or there are so many names I can’t keep up with it, whatever other names you want to call YOUR sexual sin, YOU ARE ON THE WAY TO HELL IF YOU DON’T REPENT, GET WASHED IN THE BLOOD OF JESUS AND STOP THAT EVIL SIN IMMEDIATELY. You can’t hide from God either. The Bible is very clear on that and your sin will take you straight to Hell forever. But there is a way out. Whatever sexual perversion you may be involved in is only a step away from being healed by your Creator. You need to repent and stop willfully sinning.  You know it’s wrong. How far and wide did you have to block God and your conscience to get to point of saying your sin is okay? Reality is you can only have said f**k you God. Leave me alone. And God did. But now you are in a very dangerous place my friend. Very dangerous. You may die in your condition and spend eternity in Hell. I’m not a doctor, but I know God created the butt to excrete filth and garbage and toxic gas. When you were young did you tell your parents you wanted to be a garbage man? What made it alright in your mind to put your penis into a craphole? It goes beyond any sane rational thought. But that’s what sin will do to you. People dare not go near a bathroom I just pinched a loaf in for twenty minutes to be safe and probably still should light a match, yet it would like walking into a huge rose garden for you? How did you get to that point? It boggles the mind……but sin is sin and though I don’t understand it, I’m just pointing out your sin so you don’t go to Hell. I had a Christian friend that owned a small motel of maybe 20 rooms. It had been a family business for years. He called me over one day because he said he had decided to sell the place and needed some work done. A major factor was the area had changed and there was a queer bar that had opened near him. We talked awhile and then he gave me a mask and some gloves. He told me he tried to be selective with who he rented to but occasionally sodomites would slip through the cracks and then into each others. When he opened the door to the first room the first thing that hit me was the smell. Not only was there feces on the bed, it was on the walls, the floor, and ceiling. There was a weird slurry of poo, blood, and I imagine sperm on the lampshade. Not only had I seen first hand what gay men do to a room, I learned something from him I could never forget. A women that is aroused gets juices flowing to be able to mate. A man in the same way gets diarrhea to lubricate as another man penetrates his rectum. On the sheets was also blood mixed in with the stool. I understood for the first time where AIDS came from. Why God says it is a abomination to Him worthy of death. I puked. The other two rooms looked about the same. He did sell the place not long after. The Bible is very clear and precise about sodomites. Does it make any logical sense that you would look at another man and say I’m going to pretend that he’s a woman and put my penis in his butt? The very thought goes against all nature. Same with a women attacking another womens anus with her tongue or fingers or toys. I pray you are not so far down the road you can’t be brought to conviction of your sin and still saved. I pray God melts your heart and you are ashamed and want to hide from God too like Adam and Eve. Fearing God is the greatest thing you can ever accomplish in this life. Sin wouldn’t be sin if it wasn’t pleasurable. Dirty. Evil. Seductive. Wrong. Lustful. Perverse. satanic. The devil has given you the same thoughts he gave Eve. Adam. He has corrupted your mind to eat the fruit, and that it won’t hurt you and you’ll be like a god. And that’s why you need a Savior to get you out of that sexual mess and Jesus is the the only way……Don’t be fooled. God surely is a God of love. But he also is a God of wrath. Sodom and Gomorrah is one example he gave of sexual perversion and destruction. Another is God destroying all mankind except eight people in the great flood. Man’s sin today has out surpassed what was going on in the world before the flood big time. God is very patient. His patience is wearing out though quickly. My friend I tell you with all certainty that Jesus could come back at anytime and if you die in your sexual sin you will go to Hell just as the Bible says over and over…….If I didn’t care I wouldn’t be warning you. I am in no way judging you or putting you down. I love you and do not in any way consider any sin different than another. I am just a messenger trying to save your soul. But some sins are greater in magnitude of use. When a sin has become a actual lifestyle verses a small bump in the road here and there, you have made a one hundred percent decision to oppose God. Being proud of your sin isn’t cool. If your that proud be true to yourself and carry a brown poop colored flag or a flag with fish and mussels that has nothing to do with God. Or just put as much time into God as you do sinning and see what happens. God is real and will affect you. Organize a Jesus Pride parade and praise your creator. Praise God you already have God’s creation of the rainbow he created after destroying all mankind for sin like your committing. It shows you believe in God and understand why God hates sin. It is a wonderful sign he gave for His next judgement upon the earth and is probably the best anti-sin symbol I’ve seen. Since your already halfway there, now just add “Jesus Saves” to it and your back on track!!! Praise God…… He always takes something bad and turns it into His glory. If you believe and live God’s Word and repent you will be forgiven. You must be Born-again and let the Holy Spirit take control of your life. I’m telling you with all my heart that you won’t think the same because God will be remolding you like a piece of clay. It’s nothing that you should be scared of but quite the opposite, you should embrace it with both hands. God never changes and Jesus said the words in the Bible will never change. Just because a group of people say abortion is legal, what does God say? Just because a group of people say two people of same sex can be legally married, what does God say? It is YOU and YOU alone that will stand before God one day. Mans made up laws mean nothing to God. The very verses I keep giving you will be used against you and without Jesus’ blood covering your sin, you have no defense. I’m trying to keep you from going to HELL. Please just try talking to God. He will answer. Why not give Jesus at least a try. He’s right there with you right now. I pray for your miraculous healing as only GOD and JESUS and THE HOLY SPIRIT can do……

   “Thou shalt not lie with mankind as with womankind; it is an abomination.” …..  “If a man also lie with mankind as he lieth with a woman, both of them have committed an abomination; they shall surely be put to death; their blood be upon them.”  …….  “Wherefore God also gave them(YOU) up to uncleanness through the lusts of their own hearts(ALL SEXUAL PERVERSION), to dishonour (DEFILE YOURSELF) their own bodies between themselves: Who changed the truth of God into a lie(GOD REALLY MEANT BEING GAY IS OK), and worshipped (YOU ARE A SLAVE TO SATAN AND SIN) and served the creature(SATAN) more than the Creator(GOD), who is blessed for ever. Amen. For this cause God gave them up unto vile affections(MAN LOVING MAN OR WOMAN LOVING WOMAN): for even their women did change the natural use into that which is against nature(WOMEN HAVING SEX WITH WOMEN): And likewise also the men, leaving the natural use of the woman(INTERCOURSE), burned in their lust one toward another; men with men working that which is unseemly(PUTTING PENIS IN ANOTHER MANS BUTT), and receiving in themselves that recompence(JUDGEMENT – DISEASES LIKE AIDS) of their error which was meet(DESERVED). And even as they did not like to retain God in their knowledge(YOU CAN’T AT ALL THINK ABOUT GOD BECAUSE YOU KNOW YOUR WRONG), God gave them over to a reprobate mind(WORTHLESS LITERALLY AND MORALLY)”, to do those things which are not convenient(NORMAL); Being filled with all unrighteousness, fornication, wickedness, covetousness, maliciousness; full of envy, murder, debate, deceit, malignity; whisperers, Backbiters, haters of God, despiteful, proud, boasters, inventors of evil things, disobedient to parents, Without understanding, covenantbreakers, without natural affection, implacable, unmerciful (RESULTS OF YOUR SIN): Who knowing the judgment of God(HELL), that they which commit such things are worthy of death, not only do the same (SEXUAL PERVERSION), but have pleasure in them that do them.(YOUR ACTUALLY GLAD TO SEE OTHERS SIN SAME WAY)” …..  ^“Know ye not that the unrighteous shall not inherit the kingdom of God? Be not deceived: neither fornicators, nor idolaters, nor adulterers, nor effeminate, nor abusers of themselves with mankind, Nor thieves, nor covetous, nor drunkards, nor revilers, nor extortioners, shall inherit the kingdom of God. And such were(WERE- THEY HAVE CHANGED) some of you: but ye are washed, but ye are sanctified, but ye are justified in the name of the Lord Jesus, and by the Spirit of our God.” 

 God’s standards apply to all people whether they are gay or straight. Black or white or purple or green. Man or woman. Anybody and everybody. And the truth of the matter is everyone needs to exercise self-restraint when it comes to unhealthy sinful conduct or behavior that displeases God. We are to take control and remove sin that we know is wrong. ^“Put to death, therefore, whatever belongs to your earthly nature: sexual immorality, impurity, lust, evil desires and greed, which is idolatry.”  I know maybe your saying what a idiot I am. You said you got saved and then went out and slept with many women. Yes I did. But I have also said time after time a man will have the ability to sin after he or she is saved. Find somewhere I’ve been a hypocrite or judging you or thought I was different or better than you. I think I’m garbage. I hate my sinful nature. You should too. I have to stand before God a asshole even though I’m saved. There are several factors that messed me up and I’ll say a few. One is I got saved at the age of eighteen at my sexual peak. And honestly not really knowing hardly anything of Gods Word and being a baby in Christ, I didn’t think much of how or what I was doing was displeasing to God. Heck, it was sex, drugs and rock and roll. I also suppose I kinda said in my mind I wanted to experiment and you know, enjoy life a little before I really serve God. Shortly after I got saved, I didn’t like Gods choice of what He called me to do. I rebelled. Not for a day, a month, but years. I never stopped believing or praying, but I became the prodigal son. And I went through a lot of trials and Hell for my actions. I am a stubborn son of a bitch. Stupid. But no matter what I did or how far I strayed I never lost my Salvation or relationship with God. Yes, I closed off God many times. It sickens me all the damage and mistakes I caused to myself and others that knew me in life. Sooner or later though, you get weary of running. My greatest sin was not reading the Bible. That’s really how God communicates with you. His Word is alive. With God we are able to conquer all sin. For some it is instantaneous praise God, but for others it takes chipping away little by little, but in the end we indeed can be victorious if we just follow and obey. What you might think is impossible to change is just the opposite with God. Your saying there’s no way you can come out of any sexual perversion is a lie from Hell and the devil. “I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me”  I am going to tell you something that wraps up everything I’m trying to tell you. In your current condition you are lost without Christ for whatever sin you know you are committing. Your going to Hell. There is no way around it. I think we both can agree on that. God is very simplistic and exact in His teachings to us. But if you repent of your sins and believe the Gospel of Jesus and that you are forgiven, you will be saved. Now here is where I think the problem lies in your brain. First off, you can come to the throne of God exactly as you are now. You don’t have to change anything or do any special works or deeds to be saved. But you definitely need to see your condition as a sinner in need of a Savior. God loves you just as you are now but he hates sin, not the sinner. Secondly, maybe you think you will not be able to continue in whatever sin or lifestyle your in. I’m here to tell you once you are truly saved, you can continue doing whatever you did. Your not supposed to, but you can. WHAT????? What did he just say??? I’m saying you are saved by Grace. And Grace alone. It’s not what we can ever do to earn our way into Heaven, but what Jesus did on the cross. I’m saying first off lets worry about your soul and where you spend eternity. I’ve said all along I don’t condemn you for whatever sexual sins your committing or whatever your doing. That’s Gods job, not mine. Maybe you just killed someone. Don’t care. But first thing we need to do is clean your slate. Get you washed in the blood of Christ. That’s what YOU have to do on your part. Now you have left yourself in the hands of God. You now will have the Holy Spirit inside you. If you are truly saved, maybe, just maybe, you may not, or can not, go back to where you were. It may be hard for you to comprehend, but the Holy Spirit is like winning the lottery. If you don’t have much and struggle now, after winning ten million dollars I can guarantee your life wouldn’t be the same. Would you just put the money in the bank and forget about it? Could you forget about it as you lose your job or your car breaks down? Maybe you can’t pay the rent and the eviction notice just came in the mail. Sooner or later, trust me, your going to want to take that money and grab it with both hands and say I’m not living like this no more! Come on in Holy Spirit! God loves you no matter who you are now or who you become after accepting His free gift. His love is unconditional. God no longer sees you, but instead Jesus, no matter what you do. Does that give you a license to sin all you want? No. But there are some that will test and push and see how far they can take things with God. I stand first in line. And yes, I have suffered immensely for my disobedience. I’ve lost it all but in doing that I’ve gained everything sitting here finally doing what I’m supposed to do. I wouldn’t want anyone to go through the pains I have for not listening to God and letting the Holy Spirit run my life. And I can look back and say, Lord what a fool I’ve been. I’ve read about the prodigal son many times. It wasn’t until I realized that the returning son was saved, that it made sense. In the story, the Father gives the son everything he needed to live. Salvation. I was given some pretty heavy duty gifts. I healed some people. I could get into someones Soul almost immediately. I had visions and dreams from God. On top of that and other things, God told me what I was called to do. It all was to much for me to handle. So the Prodigal son decides to go out on his own and live a life of partying, sluts, drinking, drugging, and pretty much the opposite of what he knows is right. Witnessing at bars sure made sense to me as a compromise as I was getting hammered. Getting involved with wrong people seemed okay and making lots of money as long as I threw out a twenty to a homeless person here and there. Snorting a little Cocaine was no big deal as long as I didn’t get to crazy with it. On and on I went in a downward spiral. So one day the Prodigal son is finally broken down. He’s out of cash. His once athletic body looks like fat albert. The loose broads are gone. Everyone he loved is dead or abandoned him. He has nothing and is actually living with pigs. The pigs even eat better than him. I knew all along one day a day of reckoning would come. I always knew I could run, but I couldn’t hide. I wouldn’t say it was a specific day for me but rather a short time period. And man I was tired. I am tired of running. So anyway the Prodigal son comes to his senses (finally) and heads back home. He knows he messed up his life, blew away all his money, totally abandoned his father, and deserves to never have been saved. Why save a man from Hell if he or she just abandons God? In many ways I out sinned even those that were not Christians I’m sure. And you know what happens. “So he got up and went to his father. But while he was still a long way off, his father saw him and was filled with compassion for him; he ran to his son, threw his arms around him, and kissed him. “The son said to him, ‘Father, I have sinned against heaven and against you. I am no longer worthy to be called your son.’ “But the father said to his servants, ‘Quick! Bring the best robe and put it on him. Put a ring on his finger and sandals on his feet. Bring the fattened calf and kill it. Let’s have a feast and celebrate. For this son of mine was dead and is alive again; he was lost and is found.”  Meanwhile, though, the older son had been faithfully working in the fields for his father. Seeing his father celebrating the return of his rebellious brother, he felt angry and refused to join the celebration. His father pleaded with his older son to try to understand his joy over the return of what he had lost. It was like his youngest son had been dead and was alive again. Yes, he had been lost and now was found! God never leaves us or abandons us. Ever. Jesus said “I will never leave thee, nor forsake thee.”  I’m telling you with all my heart and soul I personally had to go out into the desert to get to where I am now. And praise God it has made me stronger in my faith then never before. Everything your reading is truly the Gospel of Christ. Many a soul have been deceived by trusting in a works-based religion, rather than experiencing salvation by God’s grace through their faith alone. Grace starts when we see ourselves as unworthy of God even loving us, let alone God dying on a cross to save us. We cannot possibly fall under the grace of God and unless we realize that we are spiritually destitute, we will never be saved. It is only the needy who reach out for help or saving. Only the sick need a doctor. The younger brother abused the grace the father had given him. I did the same. Father forgive me. I am convinced the whole makeup of this (Hell) page is written by God. Sure wasn’t me. I just prayed and sat down with absolutely no idea where the words would go. I was just going to write a few verses and be done in a hour. Not months. But then God took over and I know He is talking to someone out there. Please, Please, Don’t sweat the big stuff and worry about what will or won’t change in your life or really anything. God will take care of everything. Trust me. But the main thing now is you getting saved and not going to a place you don’t have to unless you choose to. Jesus covers ALL OUR SINS FROM THE PAST, NOW, AND IN THE FUTURE…..You have one thing, just one thing you have to do to have eternal life. Accept Gods free gift and believe that Jesus died for your sin. “That if thou shalt confess with thy mouth the Lord Jesus, and shalt believe in thine heart that God hath raised him from the dead, thou shalt be saved.” That is the gospel of the New Testament. For some it’s a long drawn out process before it sinks in. Something so simple is made into something hard. You may say IT CAN’T BE THAT EASY TO HAVE ETERNAL LIFE!!! There’s got to be something else to this. That is usually because of the battle in your mind. satan is right there trying to distract and waste your time. Pray to God and ask Him to help you, He will. For others they will be saved right here and right now and I pray that’s you friend. Nothing needs to be added to that last verse. Nothing can ever be taken away. No need for a church. No need for another person. No need to get involved in a religion. No need for anything except for your faith in believing. But it has to be from your heart and God convicting you. It’s a heart decision, not a head decision. SEE HOW SIMPLE SALVATION IS. ARE YOU GETTING IT YET??

“When the Son of Man comes in his glory, and all the angels with him, then he will sit on his glorious throne. Before him will be gathered all the nations, and he will separate people one from another as a shepherd separates the sheep from the goats. And he will place the sheep on his right, but the goats on the left. Then the King will say to those on his right, “Come, you who are blessed by my Father, inherit the kingdom prepared for you from the foundation of the world.” . . . Then he will say to those on his left, “Depart from me, you cursed, into the eternal fire prepared for the devil and his angels. . . .  And these will go away into eternal punishment, but the righteous into eternal life.”

Getting back to more Bible cats. Ever hear of King Saul? He would be the first king to rule over Israel. Then came David. God really didn’t want a king to rule over the people but they begged for it and so God made it happen. God wanted himself to be the leader, not a man. Just like he wants to be YOUR leader. Because God knows every man is a disaster waiting to happen sooner or later due to his sinful nature. Especially a man in power. You can read about Saul in the Old Testament. The jews were morally bankrupt from the beginning. They just would not listen to God and became deeper and deeper in sin and farther and farther from God especially after the death of Joshua. By the skin of their teeth, they made it out of the desert. They settled in the promised land but would continue in their sin and steady decline. A downward spiral like the United States in moral decay. They had no centralized government and poor leadership, if any. A few hundred years go by and the people are so lost, the Israelite people start looking for a savior. A king, a prophet, who could solve all their nation’s problems. They never thought to look right to God. Moses, their best leader was long ago dead. Who could be that next Moses? God would send Prophets to speak to the people. Sometimes they listened, but most times didn’t and even killed these men of God. Prophets had a direct connection to God like you on your smartphone to a buddy. God would speak to the prophet, then the prophet would speak to the people. Samuel was the Prophet at the time and God said to him  “Obey the voice of the people in relation to all that they say to you. For it is not you they have rejected, but Me they have rejected from reigning over them… Now then, obey their voice. Only you will testify against them and proclaim to them the judgment concerning the king who will reign over them.”  Saul was chosen. Saul was not a great king, nor was he even a good man. He was deeply imperfect and full of shortcomings. Imagine that. The entire first half of Samuel is about about his failures. Aren’t you glad your not written about in a book millions have read? I am. Here again we have written in Gods Word a story of a man that may make you scratch your head. It’s always easy to look at another man and say “man I wouldn’t do that” or “that dude ain’t right.” But God is using another man or woman to teach us as examples. As different as we look from every other person outwardly, inside we are pretty much the same, and Saul just might have some things in common with YOU. We all make mistakes. We all have our own personalities. Saul was very arrogant. He thinks he knows better than everyone else, including God. Know anyone like that? They always believe they are right? Those “my way or the highway” types? They are so full of themselves they don’t even see it in themselves. What about you? Do you think your something special? Look inside your heart. Saul’s failures hit close to home, if your willing to let this story shine a spotlight onto your own heart and mind. Saul was also someone that I guess you would call a butt kisser. There are preachers like that nowadays who have huge followings. Saul would listen to other peoples opinions and fears over what he knew was right and what God told him. Are you more worried about your own reputation and honor than God? Do you blame others when you know your the one to blame? Saul was very good at bringing in other people and making them the fall guy for his mistakes. Saul slides further and further into moral and spiritual decay the more he trusts himself and blocks out God. If your valuing what someone else thinks about you, welcome to Saul’s world. He was Narcissistic and could do no wrong which would lead to his decline. Saul knows many times he has sinned and when convicted his response is to just ignore God. You ever ignore God when you know He is trying to talk to you? He brushes off God like a bee on your baked potato. He never puts God first or actually changes for the better throughout his rein. His poor behaviors will be with him until the end as he continues down a self-centered and prideful path. God can only sit back so long if you disobey Him. In the end, Saul will die for his unfaithfulness which he had committed against the Lord, because he did not keep the Word of the Lord, and also because he consulted a satan filled witch for guidance. Where God would always give victory in battle, God had finally had enough with Saul. Don’t get to that point yourself with God. God is patient but He has his limits. When God let’s you go, it’s time to start packing your luggage, because your about to take a trip off earth……..Saul would commit suicide by falling on his own sword to avoid capture in the battle against the Philistines at Mount Gilboa. Also, because of his sins, three of his sons would be killed in the battle. Sin really does come back to bite us sooner or later and Saul’s life is a great story you need to read……..

“Ye are of your father the devil, and the lusts of your father ye will do. He was a murderer from the beginning, and abode not in the truth, because there is no truth in him. When he speaketh a lie, he speaketh of his own: for he is a liar, and the father of it.”

Moving onto kings David and then Solomon. David, “God’s anointed one” was a great warrior and the people adored him. David is a young shepherd who gains fame first as a musician and later by killing the giant Goliath, champion of the Philistines. He would be Israel’s greatest king……..but……..he also was a voyeur. A murderer. A adulterer. One wife wasn’t enough. No, he had to steal another man’s wife, get her pregnant, and then kill her husband. I would say he was a sex addict. He couldn’t watch porn so he just created it by watching naked girls bathe from his rooftop. He had at least eight wives, probably more. One of his son’s raped his half sister Tamar. He probably walked by dads van that had a bumper sticker on it that said “Don’t come a knock’n if this van’s a rock’n” so many times it polluted his mind. Then there’s David’s son Solomon. Like father like son? Solomon, would be known as the greatest, wisest king that ever lived, yet he inherited some of his father’s perversions. Solomon ended up with having 700 wives and 300 concubines! What comes to my silly mind is when did woman number 1000 have sexual relations with Solomon? Three years later? Or perhaps ole sol’ had his doctors whip him up some red pills? Anyway,  Scripture says of him:  “King Solomon, however, loved many foreign women…As Solomon grew old, his wives turned his heart after other gods, and his heart was not fully devoted to the Lord his God, as the heart of David his father had been. He followed Ashtoreth the goddess of the Sidonians, and Molech the detestable god of the Ammonites. So Solomon did evil in the eyes of the Lord; he did not follow the Lord completely, as David his father had done.” I don’t know for sure but does the word orgy come to mind? And how the hell could the most wisest, most blessed, richest man that ever lived, and have everything, turn from God and serve other false God’s late in life? (Remember now, God loves these men and they are in Heaven. David wrote all the wonderful books in Psalms) How? Because all men and women are evil. You do see that women seduced Him in that passage right? Remember that CONTROL thing I talked about? Women have rebelled since the moment God said “Thy desire shall be to thy husband, and he shall rule over thee.” satan has tried to put in a woman’s mind they are equal to a man since the garden of Eden and they should rule over men. satan gave Eve all the seduction powers and secrets to turn a man into mush. If you took away a unsaved woman’s breasts and lovebox she would have absolutely no power over a man, or use, except to maybe sweep the rugs or make dinner or take the dog for a walk. Good Lord all they would have left is their whiny bitchy voices. Without makeup and shaving her legs, pits, and facial hair and put in sweat pants, she quickly is as desirable as a bag of potato chips left open in the sun. They still might try licking their lips or playing with their hair or whatever, but they still are like a bank with no money. Just kidding, seeing if your awake…… Take a chill pill. Comedy is good for the soul. Born-again Christian people know the proper structure of power. First Christ. Then man. Then a woman. A Holy Spirit filled woman even if she had no legs and was blind is as beautiful as Rocky Mountain National Park in the springtime. It is the heart and insides that make a woman beautiful. A Godly woman is to be more desired than all the gold in the world and about as rare as finding a Spoon-billed sandpiper………

“And besides all this, between us and you a great chasm has been fixed, in order that those who would pass from here to you may not be able, and none may cross from there to us.”

After Solomon’s death, Israel again broke apart into the Northern Kingdom of Israel and the Southern Kingdom of Judah and they would never reunite……………After the death of Kings David and Solomon, Judea did not have much to show when it came to “righteous kings.” Out of the twenty one rulers of Judea we read about in the Bible, only David, Solomon, Abijah, Jehoshaphat, Jotham, Hezekiah and Josiah are listed as being “righteous kings”. I think we need a better definition of what righteous even means. They certainly had their issues. I would say it’s just like you and me just living life and screwing up here and there along the way. If everybody in the Bible screws up, I guess that means we are going to mess up to. So let’s all get saved and go raise some Hell. Of course I’m being facetious, but in reality I’m being factual with reality. There really is no human being on earth that has been “righteous.” It’s just not possible. All Christians will struggle with temptation and sin throughout their physical lifetimes. God’s Holy Spirit helps us resist the pulls of our selfish oriented nature. If we go out on our own, that sinful nature inside of us will always win out. We must always be vigilant and strive against the pull of our sinful, selfish desires and stay focused on Jesus. Staying focused on Jesus is the key to everything. Everything. Everyday after you are saved to the day you die will be a day you either served your flesh or served the spirit. You are trapped in this sinful nature body that will want to pull you in it’s desires till you get your new heavenly body. Paul says that when we sin, we need not fear that we are condemned by God, that there is no more justification and grace. God’s relationship with us is not broken unless or until we deliberately and irrevocably sever it. Some kings below did just that. I went off the deep end and God should have killed me. Literally. I strayed so far that God should have wiped me off this earth in turning from Him to doing what I wanted to do. Paul says it quite eloquently about the inner mans struggles with sin when he wrote: “I love God’s law with all my heart. But there is another power within me that is at war with my mind. This power makes me a slave to the sin that is still within me. Oh, what a miserable person I am! Who will free me from this life that is dominated by sin and death?” Quickly he answers the question “Thank God! The answer is in Jesus Christ our Lord.” Paul struggled. I struggle. YOU will struggle. We all struggle. We are all sinners. But in Christ we are over comers and one day we will have a new sinless body. I really hope and pray I am opening your eyes. I pray today you get saved. None of what I am writing is scripted or even really pre-thought out and maybe makes no sense at all? I hope not. My fingers are moving as God talks to me. I believe what I’m writing is just for you and God is touching your heart. God bless you child.  “We know that the law is spiritual; but I am unspiritual, sold as a slave to sin. I do not understand what I do. For what I want to do I do not do, but what I hate I do. And if I do what I do not want to do, I agree that the law is good. As it is, it is no longer I myself who do it, but it is sin living in me.  For I know that good itself does not dwell in me, that is, in my sinful nature. For I have the desire to do what is good, but I cannot carry it out. For I do not do the good I want to do, but the evil I do not want to do—this I keep on doing.  Now if I do what I do not want to do, it is no longer I who do it, but it is sin living in me that does it. So I find this law at work: Although I want to do good, evil is right there with me. For in my inner being I delight in God’s law; but I see another law at work in me, waging war against the law of my mind and making me a prisoner of the law of sin at work within me.  What a wretched man I am! Who will rescue me from this body that is subject to death?  Thanks be to God, who delivers me through Jesus Christ our Lord!”

Here is a psalm David wrote that we all should pray daily.  Psalm 51:10 “Create in me a pure heart, O God, and renew a spirit of integrity in me.”

“Not every one that saith unto me, Lord, Lord, shall enter into the kingdom of heaven; but he that doeth the will of my Father which is in heaven. Many will say to me in that day, Lord, Lord, have we not prophesied in thy name? and in thy name have cast out devils? and in thy name done many wonderful works? And then will I profess unto them, I never knew you: depart from me, ye that work iniquity.”

So going on, there were lot’s of other kings leading Gods chosen people. These other kings mentioned in the Bible are seen as “wicked” in the Lord’s eyes. Uh oh, I wonder what kind of goodies they got themselves into. They must go beyond murder and serving false gods……..Judea had some sinful kings, but King Ahaz might just win first prize for “worst king of Judea.” According to the Bible, Ahaz essentially looked at of all the things God said not to do, and then went out and purposely did them. He offered sacrifices and burned incense at the high places and engaged in the detestable practices of the nations the Lord had driven out before the Israelite’s. He removed and altered parts of the Temple, chose to offer sacrifices to the gods of Damascus, and set up altars at every street corner in Jerusalem like convenience stores from Hell. He flushed God down the toilet. He built high places to burn sacrifices to other gods throughout Judea and encouraged his people to follow other Gods. He opened up the borders and let anyone come in (Sound like any current world leaders?) The worst of Ahaz’s sins, however, would be an offering he made. During his reign, Ahaz had his own son burned alive as a human sacrifice. It is hard to believe that such a man was related to Christ. But he was……..Ah, but let’s keep going with the leaders of Gods chosen people. Before Ahaz came along, we got a cat named Joash. He actually started out as a decent king. You know, a good guy. A Godly guy it seemed. He listened to the chief priest Jehoiada and restored the Temple. After Jehoiada’s death, however, Joash went tumbling off the deep end like a former alcoholic that buys a bar. He listened to Judean officials who were not righteous men and democrats and allowed Judea to turn its collective back on God. Take prayer out of schools. Take God off Government buildings. Go on the attack against conservative, morally minded people. The people “abandoned the Temple of the Lord, the God of their ancestors, and worshiped Asherah poles and idols….Although the Lord sent prophets to the people to bring them back to Him…they would not listen.”  That is why God allowed the destruction of Israel. Enough is enough. It’s actually mind blowing how evil Gods chosen people are. Evil. History in the Bible shows they are the most vile, stiffnecked people God could have ever chosen. Yet they are supposed to be Gods example for everyone as representatives of God. That’s why killing Jesus came easy for the jewish leaders. They just did what came natural to them from their ancestors behavior. God still has a plan for them and those today who claim they are jews will see the Messiah soon they said “may His blood be upon us.” They are taught today to make fun of Jesus’ birth from a virgin, fervently contest his claim to be the Messiah and Son of God, and maintain that he was rightfully executed as a blasphemer and idolater. They subvert the Christian idea of Jesus’ resurrection and insist he got the punishment he deserved in hell and that a similar fate awaits his followers. Pray for our blinded friends though they hate Christians because of our faith. It is only towards the very end that God will move upon their hearts and they to will accept Jesus as Savior….. That is why God is allowing the destruction of America. We have jumped into the same boat. God will never bless a country that has abandoned Him in sin. 2021 is the beginning of destruction not just on the U.S.A. but the entire world who are readying the ushering in of the beast. But don’t take God out of the picture. He is always in control. Always. Anything He is allowing satan do now is because time is running out. It is the fourth quarter and the two minute warning has rung. When man thinks he is so smart and clever, God will just cause a earthquake that decimates his works. California will be shaken to the core. Get out now while you can. Silicone valley will be no more as my God lifts with his finger the entire state and drops it. God’s children shall not be mocked, but heralded as the one and only truth as the world comes to a end. We are the only light left in the world as it grows darker and darker. Man thinks he has taken control of the weather and fakes global warming. Man fakes he has taken control of space. Man thinks he will become as a God being half man, half machine. Man believes he is smarter than God. All I got to say is my God is in control of everything and could if He wanted, merely blink out of existence this earth. But He created us for His pleasure. Thank you God that everything has been already planned and you have given us a playbook of things that would happen. God says in the Bible he knew you before you were born. A soul is created the instant the sperm enters the egg. He put you on this earth at this time for a reason. God help us for the millions of souls murdered by women who joyfully stand in streets and beg for the right to perform their next murder. Taking a life is murder no matter how it’s done unless it is in self defense and protecting yourself. Spreading your legs to scissors and a vacuum is no different than pulling out a gun and shooting someone dead for no reason and Hell is where your headed. God always was. Always is. And forever shall be. That’s the team I want to be on and if YOU don’t want to be part of God’s family, your crazy as hell, stupid as hell, ignorant as hell, or whatever you are, and deserve everything you got coming to you. God in His Word warned you. I warned you. Something inside of you is warning you. For you to know all you know now and still reject God is the very reason Hell exists. I really hope that’s not the case and pray you get on your knees. Time is running out……

“This is evidence of the righteous judgment of God, that you may be considered worthy of the kingdom of God, for which you are also suffering—since indeed God considers it just to repay with affliction those who afflict you, and to grant relief to you who are afflicted as well as to us, when the Lord Jesus is revealed from heaven with his mighty angels in flaming fire, inflicting vengeance on those who do not know God and on those who do not obey the gospel of our Lord Jesus. They will suffer the punishment of eternal destruction, away from the presence of the Lord and from the glory of his might, when he comes on that day to be glorified in his saints, and to be marveled at among all who have believed, because our testimony to you was believed.”

Abandoning God and paying the price for it is a pretty common occurrence in the Old Testament. Getting back to Joash. This cat was apparently not content with simply committing idolatry ( he left the house of the Lord God of their fathers, and served wooden images and idols”) He said what the hell, and decided to add murder to his resume as well. Zechariah, the son of Jehoiada, became a prophet and spoke against the sins that the people were committing. Like maybe you, Joash just blocked God from his mind. However you are blocking God must be working up to now. Drugs, alcohol, sex, money, pride, whatever YOUR doing. God sending this prophet to him to wake him up to his sins meant nothing. This bastard was cold as ice. In fact, even though the prophets father was a friend of Joash that really didn’t matter to him. He didn’t like what God was saying and has this prophet of God stoned to death. Some will do what ever it takes to silence God. If the murder was not bad enough by itself, Joash looks up at God and says watch this. And he has Jehoiada killed in God’s holiest venue and place of worship, the Temple courtyard………Are you getting idea of why it was so easy for the jewish leaders to kill God himself in human form, Jesus. To turn all the people against Him. America is no different now in how far it’s fallen…. Jesus said they were all the synagogue of satan for a reason….they were….and they did exactly as all their ancestors did before them. Anytime God tried to wake them up and turn them from their sin using godly men, the solution was killing verses repenting and getting right with God. They killed John the Baptist. Jesus. and the first martyr Stephen. He was a example of a first Christ follower. Stephen’s life and his death should be an example of how every believer should strive to live. “Set your minds on things above, not on earthly things. For you died, and your life is now hidden with Christ in God.”  He was committed to the Lord even in the face of death. He was faithful to preach the gospel boldly and was knowledgeable of God’s truth and willing to be used by God for His plan and purpose. Stephen’s testimony still stands as a beacon, a light to a lost and dying world how a man or woman can be different. You will find him in the book of Acts. Though we may not want persecution, I am sorry to say it’s inevitable and it’s OK. Jesus said if the world hated Him they will certainly hate those that follow Him, and be assured there is no reason for fear but just the opposite.  “When they heard these things, they were cut to the heart, and they gnashed on him with their teeth. But he, being full of the Holy Ghost, looked up stedfastly into heaven, and saw the glory of God, and Jesus standing on the right hand of God, And said, Behold, I see the heavens opened, and the Son of man standing on the right hand of God. Then they cried out with a loud voice, and stopped their ears, and ran upon him with one accord, And cast him out of the city, and stoned him: and the witnesses laid down their clothes at a young man’s feet, whose name was Saul. And they stoned Stephen, calling upon God, and saying, Lord Jesus, receive my spirit. And he kneeled down, and cried with a loud voice, Lord, lay not this sin to their charge. And when he had said this, he fell asleep.”  They would go on in killing all the apostles and and any believer in Christ they could find. In doing so though, the message and gospel of Christ would only grow and spread throughout the whole earth……..

“For God did not send his Son into the world to condemn the world, but in order that the world might be saved through him. Whoever believes in him is not condemned, but whoever does not believe is condemned already, because he has not believed in the name of the only Son of God”

 Rahab was a prostitute in the city of Jericho over 1,000 years before Jesus was born. The Israelites are preparing to attack the city of Jericho and destroy it. Two spies are chosen to check out the city and report back their findings. The two spies that Joshua sent come to her instead of doing the job they were sent to do. She must have been prime beef. Seems she is a good liar too. The spies were spotted and are being sought. She hides the two men and then lies about their whereabouts to the king and then sends them off safely. The spies not only got the info they needed but a piece of tail. I wonder if they took turns or was it a threesome? The entire city is destroyed and everybody killed accept for the prostitute and liar and her family huddled in a house. Why? Why did God love her, save her, and honor her when she did things against his own character like being in prostitution and lying? BECAUSE SHE HAD FAITH IN GOD AND BELIEVED IN HIM. Some will try to accuse God of being inconsistent and contradictory, but the Bible is clear and consistent about the character of God. Besides, God can do anything He wants. He’s God. Sometimes we get our own little ideas of what a perfect Christian should be. We become the judge and jury and that is wrong. Who the heck is any sinner to judge another sinner? No person is God. But what we do have is Gods Word and can offer this as what is written, and in my case, out of love I’m trying to reveal that to you. I judge no one and really could care what anyone does behind closed doors. But in these Last Days sin is paraded around like the new norm and forced down peoples throats. I can do one of two things. Follow God. Or follow satan. I choose to follow God. Who do you choose? Read the Bible yourself and see what it says. Many won’t do it because they are instantly convicted. “The word of God is quick, and powerful, and sharper than any two edged sword, piercing even to the dividing asunder of soul and spirit, and of the joints and marrow, and is a discerner of the thoughts and intents of the heart.”  You will never completely understand life until you understand God. You’ll find that the God of the Bible is not a God who always rewards morality and always punishes evil. That would mean one minute God loves us and the next He doesn’t. For 25 years of a christian’s life He loves them and they go off the deep end one day and now God hates them. People can change and screw up but that doesn’t mean they stopped having faith. And it doesn’t mean God stopped loving you. Does a parent not love their child even when they go off the deep end? They would protect their child with their life. It means they are human and filled with sin of Adam and Eve running through our veins. The God of the Bible is moved to love and reward when he sees real faith which is so lacking now in these Last Days. She was a gentile that believed in God.  “… for the Lord your God is God in heaven above and on the earth below.”  She may not have had much knowledge of the Bible, but God looked past that. She knew she truly BELIEVED. She had faith in God in her heart. As bad as things are getting, would God judge a woman that is desperate and has two kids to feed and needs money and has to sell her body? I think not. It is God that knows the heart and me, you, or anyone has no right to become GOD. We are all sinners. God loved her. That’s because helping those spies was a true act of faith and she both believed and acted on who she thought God was and is. She entered into the actual bloodline of Jesus and Rahab is actually spoken in the New Testament by the authors of the books of Hebrews and James in a positive way for a reason………

How about Abraham marrying his half sister because she was so hot. He does some traveling. And then because he feared a certain people, he would tell them “Nah, she aint my wife, she’s my sister” and let them have sex with her. His son married another hottie and followed in that same lie because a child has their parents as a example. Are you being a good example to your kids? God didn’t choose to carry out His plan through Abraham because he was special, talented, rich, poor, or even a righteous man. Same with Moses who basically told God I’m not interested, call someone else. In fact, God didn’t choose anyone in the Bible for those or any other reasons. Same with today. God chooses whom He will because He can. It’s God who makes people special, God who bestows talents, and God alone who can transform sinners into righteous believers. It all starts with God touching your heart and calling you home. I pray God is drawing you to Him this very day. He loves you and only wants the best for you. There is no need to go to Hell unless you find that more appealing than being with the creator of everything forever in paradise.

Moses was a murderer before God called Him. He did many, many wonderful things but he had a bad temper problem. In fact that would be his downfall as after leading the Hebrews to the promised land, he himself was not allowed to enter. Sin does have it’s consequences. He was punished in a way that no amount of repentance could remove. Yes the sin was forgiven, but the consequences of the sin could not be. We need to hate sin and realize that the consequences can sometimes be severe. Don’t think God is all kisses and candy and love, love, love. If you step out of line God can go as far as harsh discipline to even death.  “If indeed they have escaped the corruption of the world through the knowledge of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ, only to be entangled and overcome by it again, their final condition is worse than it was at first. It would have been better for them not to have known the way of righteousness than to have known it and then to turn away from the holy commandment passed on to them. Of them the proverbs are true: “A dog returns to its vomit,”  and, “A sow that is washed goes back to her wallowing in the mud.” For if God did not spare the angels when they sinned, but cast them deep into hell, placing them in chains of darkness to be held for judgment; and if He did not spare the ancient world when He brought the flood on its ungodly people, but preserved Noah, a preacher of righteousness, among the eight; if He condemned the cities of Sodom and Gomorrah to destruction, reducing them to ashes as an example of what is coming on the ungodly;…Such punishment is specially reserved for those who indulge the corrupt desires of the flesh and despise authority.”

“And just as it is appointed for man to die once, and after that comes judgment.”

What about all these Prophets whose books are written in the Old Testament? These were very special men indeed and the Holy Spirit moved mightily in them. Previously, I showed you the Kings were off the rails with their sins. They needed Gods intervention and God called others with very special gifts and filled with the Holy Ghost to set them straight from there erroneous ways. They are sent from God so they must be perfect right? They were able to do things like call fire down from heaven to parting the red sea. Stop the sun and moon in their tracks to having bears maul children that mocked them. But what about their personal lives? Go read for yourself. You’ll find broken families, unfaithful spouses, depression, running from God, impurity, and lots of struggles. Sin plaques all men and women. No one is left untouched from Adam and Eves passed down sin that resides in you and me.

You ever love someone? You ever lust someone? Ever hear of Sampson and Delilah? Here is a relationship he should never have been in, but the sex was so good and the woman so lustful and devilish, Sampson got himself entrapped. This was a Godly man. Ultimately, this woman would be the end of Sampson. He was stronger and meaner than any son bitch that ever lived but was puddy in Delilah’s hands. She was able take Sampson’s God given strengths away by her constant “please” “please” “please” “I’ll get on my knees sammy.” Constant whining and bitching. CONTROL. She finally broke him down and Sampson was arrested and had his eyes removed. He was then made to be mocked along with his God who he didn’t keep his eyes on but instead listened to his CONTROLLING wife. In the end though, God would bring his purposes to pass through Sampson and Sampson gets his revenge but at a great price. He would die………There is example after example after example of men and women in the Bible just like these folks…………….

“Just as Sodom and Gomorrah and the surrounding cities, which likewise indulged in sexual immorality and pursued unnatural desire, serve as an example by undergoing a punishment of eternal fire.”

How about Lot. Ever hear of him? We are told  “And if God rescued righteous Lot, oppressed by the sensual conduct of unprincipled men (for by what he saw and heard that righteous man, while living among them, felt his righteous soul tormented day after day with their lawless deeds)” Here is a man that had Godly Abraham as his relative and was his nephew. First off I would say he was selfish. There was a strife among the herdsman about the land they were sharing. Abraham says you go one way and I’ll go the other as there’s plenty of land. Lot saw what he thought was the better of the two choices and jumped on it. He should have said you make the choice. Anyway lot decides to go live in Sodom. It would be like moving to San Franciso. God has decided to destroy that city for it’s wickedness of sodomy and sexual perversion that has taken over the whole city. Go read for yourself the story. Lot has two virgin daughters and offers them up to get gang raped. Then after God destroys the city, Lot hides in a cave and he gets drunk with those same daughters and gets them pregnant. This is a saved man. A righteous man who obviously had faith in God. And he is just another example of human frailty. God gives us the whole truth about biblical characters, their sin, their failures, their victories and good deeds, and we are to learn from their example of what to do and what not to do.  God teaches us through His Word what we need to know in order to make good choices as believers. We can learn the easy way by knowing and obeying God’s Word, or we can learn the hard way by suffering the consequences of our mistakes by doing the same sins of others that have been shown to us in Gods Word. In today’s world the way everything is connected, we can easily learn by just watching others and using their examples not to fall ourselves.  “Now these things were our examples, to the intent we should not lust after evil things, as they also lusted. Neither be ye idolaters, as were some of them; as it is written, The people sat down to eat and drink, and rose up to play. Neither let us commit fornication, as some of them committed, and fell in one day three and twenty thousand. Neither let us tempt Christ, as some of them also tempted, and were destroyed of serpents. Neither murmur ye, as some of them also murmured, and were destroyed of the destroyer. Now all these things happened unto them for examples: and they are written for our admonition, upon whom the ends of the world are come. Wherefore let him that thinketh he standeth take heed lest he fall.”  Man is just downright evil. There is a penalty for disobeying God. Before you are saved. After you are saved.  This is why it took Jesus dying for all of our sins or we would all be on a ship headed for Hell and destruction. Do you see why you need a Savior? We are not saved by anything we could ever do as we will always fail, but we are saved ONLY BY WHAT JESUS DID ON THE CROSS AS A FOREVER SACRIFICE…….

“And he said to me, “It is done! I am the Alpha and the Omega, the beginning and the end. To the thirsty I will give from the spring of the water of life without payment. The one who conquers will have this heritage, and I will be his God and he will be my son. But as for the cowardly, the faithless, the detestable, as for murderers, the sexually immoral, sorcerers, idolaters, and all liars, their portion will be in the lake that burns with fire and sulfur, which is the second death.”

 Are you getting the picture I’m trying to draw for you? I’m trying to show you the Bible is not some kind of holy club of perfectionists and people better or different than you or me. They are all sinners just like you and me. And keep in mind, most of these people are all jews. GODS CHOSEN PEOPLE. God’s light of the world. Our examples of people that love and follow God (supposed to). The people God chose as his own people and were to be separate from the world. OUR EXAMPLES. Doesn’t seem like they were sinless though does it? The last thing I want to do is confuse you. I’M TRYING TO OPEN YOUR EYES. I am only telling you about these folks to show you that no one is perfect. No one is or ever will be. The only perfect, sinless man to walk this earth was Jesus. He is only way we can be saved as he was the only perfect sacrifice. ” The lamb of God that took away the sins of the world”  If these people were alive today, they would need to be saved by the shedding of blood of Jesus just like you and me. Since most jews deny Jesus as the Messiah and deny He is God, they are on a one way ticket to Hell now. They finally took things way to far and blew it big time when they killed the son of God. God finally said that’s it. After Christ’s death, the age of Grace entered and jews very much need to look at jesus as their Savior just as we gentiles do. It is only because jews hung Jesus on the cross that we even have a chance of Salvation. We all need to pray for our brother and sister jews that their eyes are opened and that their messiah is alive and well. When Jesus returns they will see who their ancestors killed was who they were looking for all along. There is a time coming that God will return to His chosen people and open their eyes. “And I will pour out on the house of David and the inhabitants of Jerusalem a spirit of grace and supplication. They will look on me, the one they have pierced, and they will mourn for him as one mourns for an only child, and grieve bitterly for him as one grieves for a firstborn son. On that day the weeping in Jerusalem will be great, like the weeping of Hadad Rimmon in the plain of Megiddo. The land will mourn, each clan by itself, with their wives by themselves: the clan of the house of David and their wives, the clan of the house of Nathan and their wives, the clan of the house of Levi and their wives, the clan of Shimei and their wives, and all the rest of the clans and their wives”

  “Behold, He is coming with clouds, and every eye will see Him, even they who pierced Him. And all the tribes of the earth will mourn because of Him. Even so, Amen.”

Getting back to YOU. So now you know Hell is real. Now you see all men and women are evil and have some kind of fault. I just gave a few examples of  people in God’s family. NO ONE IS PERFECT. We are all sinners. The Bible is packed with stories and people meant to help and teach us. We all are in need of a Savior or we are doomed. What the heck is stopping you from being saved now? How rebellious are you? You can be the biggest, baddest, meanest, Sampson on steroids son of a bitch in the world but if you let Him, the Lord will soften your heart into a pussycat. You can be the biggest, baddest, meanest, manhating bitch in the world but if you let Him, the Lord will soften your heart into a position of love and submission. Sin is ultimately the cause of a hardened heart. Sin often leads to pride which leads to individuals that are more interested in trusting in their own self than in putting our trust in God. Pride is a hell of a thing. It cast satan from Heaven into Hell. It’s thinking you are something when in reality you are nothing in God’s eyes. I’ve been there done that. I also learned quickly that the Lord gives and the Lord takes away. That’s where the word humble comes into play. We are to humble ourselves before the Lord. Not always a easy thing to do, but in actuality it is first step in even getting to know the Lord. Your actually humbling yourself right now by reading all this and you should be quite proud of yourself. All God wants is you to love Him like He loves you. And He accepts you just as you are right now. God doesn’t want to fight you or harm you or do anything negative to you. He wants to save you. satan wants to kill you and take you to Hell forever. With satan there is always a price to pay that always ends badly and ultimately sends you to HELL. With God He gives you a free gift that always ends with us spending forever with the Creator in PARADISE. Please examine yourself as to how proud a person you are. “There are six things which the LORD hates,Yes, seven which are an abomination to Him. Haughty eyes…” meaning self-exaltation over another person and I’m better than you. “Pride goeth before destruction, and an haughty spirit before a fall.” … “The pride of your heart has deceived you, you who live in the clefts of the rock,  in your lofty dwelling,  who say in your heart, “Who will bring me down to the ground?”  What makes you tick? Is your whole goal in life to make money? Have power. Have lot’s and lot’s of things? Would you believe that all these Multi-millionaires and Billionaires today are way worse off than you could ever be? Money is their God. In appearance it may seem they may have it all, but do they?  You might be envious and think boy they really have it made. But do they? The Bible talks how those with money are hardest to get through to. I surely don’t see many if any of these millionaires or billionaires talking about God,do you? They have chosen money over God plain and simple. Many today are satanists with a agenda to either put you in total bondage or outright kill you. We all are going to stand before the judgement seat of Christ. A billionaire will stand in front of God with nothing  just like you. Arrogance and a haughty look on their faces will turn to sorrow and biting their lips. Your whole life will be replayed before God. Even those things you thought you hid so well will be exposed. While we think we might get away with pride now, there is coming a day when the most powerful people who have ever lived will be debased and when those who would raise their hand or eyes above God will be humbled and be brought low to eat dust like the serpent. There will be a day of reckoning and everything they worked their whole lives for will be burned. A unsaved Billionaire will stand naked and desolate before God and pleading to God he or she wants to buy their way out of going to Hell but God will laugh and say sorry it’s free and see ya, wouldn’t want to be ya. “Be sure your sin will find you out.” … “The proud look of man will be abased, and the loftiness of man will be humbled, and the Lord alone will be exalted in that day.” 

 “For God did not send his Son into the world to condemn the world, but in order that the world might be saved through him. Whoever believes in him is not condemned, but whoever does not believe is condemned already, because he has not believed in the name of the only Son of God.”

There are many examples of a hard heart throughout the pages of the Scriptures. Remember king David I talked about. He does not even initially feel guilt or remorse for having sex with another mans wife and then killing her husband off so he could have her for his own. Go check out the guy he killed. He was very faithful to David. David knew she was married to him. He got her pregnant and thinks nothing of it.  So anyway, David moves along with his life and has even taken Bathsheba for a wife. Out of sight, out of mind, he must have thought. About a year passes before God has to send Nathan the prophet to talk with David to wake his ass up. Nathan comes to king David with a story for our hypocrite friend to hear and rule on. Nathan tells David the story of a rich man that had taken everything from a poor man who had barely anything. The prophet asks what should happen to this rich man? David, being a judge is pissed at the rich man and gives his judgement. “And David’s anger was greatly kindled against the man; and he said to Nathan, “As the Lord liveth, the man that hath done this thing shall surely die.” Turn’s out the man the prophet was talking about was David. He was telling him of his earlier sins which he swept under the rug. After realizing he’s been caught, David did repent, but his child was killed by God for his misdeeds. There is always a price to pay for sin. David had been living with these sins and living life with his new beautiful wife in the Hampton’s in his million dollar crib tanning by the pool, and now it takes a man of God to expose them to him. He finally did repent, but David didn’t even seem remorseful for his murderous act until God sent His prophet Nathan to confront David. Right now I’m Nathan to you my friend.   Maybe your stories are not as tragic as David and Bathsheba. But there is sin that is causing you to not be right with God. The devil knows that guilt, hardening of your heart, and bitterness are like thousand pound weights strapped around your heart. You’ve allowed walls a thousand feet high to surround you. When we are not right with God we become calloused towards sin and rebellion in our lives. That is the danger of not confessing our sins to God. Not saying “God, I really screwed up this time” and asking for forgiveness. Everything starts piling up on itself and before you know it you feel helpless and abandoned and worthless and like there is no way out. But there is a way out. The free gift of a new mind. A new heart. A cleansing of your soul. Being Born-again is just that. Everything starts over fresh and new. A clean slate. Isn’t that awesome?! The best part is Jesus say’s he will NEVER leave you or forsake you after your saved. You are sealed. Will you screw up as bad as David after your saved? Probably not. But if you do, all you need to get back on the tracks like David did. He confessed his sins and repented. I can’t put into words the feeling of knowing your saved and no matter how many times you fall on the ground, that God is right there to pick you right up. That’s what a loving father does. His love is unconditional. You don’t have to beg for it. You don’t have to pay for it. You don’t have to do anything but just BELIEVE. Praise God. And by the way, I swear as God is my witness that I am not writing this now, but the Holy Spirit is moving my fingers. I don’t even know how to type yet my two fingers are going a hundred miles a hour. I know with all my heart this is touching someone right now. Realize it is God and his Holy Spirit. I pray you feel the chills going up and down your body like I am right now. Ask and you will receive. Seek and you shall find. Lord God, In the powerful name of Jesus of Nazareth, I ask and pray that whoever is reading this now is touched by your spirit Lord. Whatever it may be Lord that has prevented a relationship with you, I pray God you dissolve it from this child of yours heart. Set them free. Break down the walls Lord. Start them on the path Lord of Salvation and Truth. Whoever you are I love you and I’m willing to die for you just like Stephen just so you can live and find Jesus. God bless you.

“So it will be at the end of the age. The angels will come out and separate the evil from the righteous and throw them into the fiery furnace. In that place there will be weeping and gnashing of teeth.”

I just wanted to let you know. YOU WILL KNOW WHEN YOU ARE SAVED AND YOUR SINS ARE FORGIVEN. YOU’LL HAVE A UNCONTROLLABLE SMILE ON YOUR FACE LIKE YOU’VE NEVER HAD AND YOU WILL WANT TO GO CLIMB A LADDER TO THE TOP OF YOUR HOUSE AND SHOUT “I’M SAVED” “I’M SAVED!!!!!!!!!!!!!” You will feel the weight of the world lifted off you. You will know the chains have been broken and your free as a eagle. Fly my friend. Fly.

God knows that we will NEVER be perfect until we leave this earthen vessel. He knows the battles of the mind and body we will have. He doesn’t send us to battle without equipment. This is why God will give you the Holy Spirit. He is your guide and new best friend. When he indwells in you it is the same as if Jesus is right there with you. You can never be lonely again. You have three new best friends right there with you. The Father. The son. The Holy Spirit. I know I said pride can be a bad thing, and forgive me Lord, but I’m damn proud I got the Creator of everything residing inside of me. I am invincible. Maybe my body I’m temporarily using isn’t, but what’s inside of me is forever and can not be taken away by anyone or anything. That is why God tells us to guard ourselves from all unrighteousness and we are to be separated from the world. Our friends should be of same thinking. Christians. Which are about as easy to find as a needle in a haystack now, but they are out there. Just pray to God for your needs, He’ll be there for you. It is very important after your saved to separate yourself from the world. If you get fooled or mess up just reel yourself back in. You can do all things through God who strengthens you. God does not hold our sins against us but has sent the perfect sacrifice to hang on a cross for your sins and mine. That gives us victory over sin and death. By confessing our sins we can keep the airwaves open to God. There is so much junk out there that wants to divide us from God and even our Christian brothers and sisters. You’ll hear me harp a lot about T.V. and that’s because it really is filling your mind with filth. Wasting all your time. Get rid of that thing. It’s death to your Soul. I’m telling you with all my heart if you get rid of it, your whole life will change. Do a test and if you don’t want to throw it out at first, just unplug it and see how long it takes before you plug it back in. That will tell you if it’s a idol to you which God hates. In the meantime go see if your neighbor is okay in these trying times. Go take some food to some homeless people. Go pass out some tracts. Go teach your kids something or let your kids teach you something. Start painting. I will rarely give out names, but watch Bob Ross and learn to paint. I can tell you there is nothing like it and very satisfying and peaceful. It’s a good addiction you’ll be proud of. The list is endless, just please THROW OUT THAT DAMNED T.V.

 “If we confess our sins, he is  faithful and just to forgive us our sins and  to cleanse us from all unrighteousness.” … “Search me, O God, and know my heart! Try me and know my thoughts! And see if there be any grievous way in me, and  lead me in the way everlasting!”

  I GUESS THIS IS WHERE I START WRAPPING IT UP. YOUR LIFE IS IN YOUR HANDS ALONE  NOW. IT IS YOU WHO WILL SPEND ETERNITY WITH GOD IN PARADISE WITH STREETS OF GOLD OR IN HELL IN MISERY FOREVER…..
The Bible continually warns of a place called Hell because it is real. There are numerous places in the New Testament which warn of Hell. And most of these references were spoken by the Lord Jesus Christ who is God. Hell is definitely real so there is no tip toeing around it. No trying to change what is clearly written. No hoping it may not exist. Hell does exist and depending what you do with your life right now, you will either go there or you won’t. You have to know HELL is real now just by what’s going on the world now. It is becoming more Hellish by the day and we have just started in whats coming . Can you not see the evil? Don’t be a victim but instead be victorious.

“Do not be deceived: God is not mocked, for whatever one sows, that will he also reap. For the one who sows to his own flesh will from the flesh reap corruption, but the one who sows to the Spirit will from the Spirit reap eternal life.”

Please ask and pray to God for truth in case your still not 100% convinced about Hell. For your need of a Savior. It is real and there is no reason to go there unless YOU choose to. It’s now the time that you make a choice of your destiny after you die. Tomorrow is not guaranteed. Ten minutes from now is not guaranteed.   “the rich man also died, and was buried; And in hell he lift up his eyes, being in torments, and saw Abraham afar off, and Lazarus in his bosom. And he cried and said, Father Abraham, have mercy on me, and send Lazarus, that he may dip the tip of his finger in water, and cool my tongue; for I am tormented in this flame. But Abraham said, Son, remember that thou in thy lifetime received good things, and likewise Lazarus evil things: but now he is comforted, and thou art tormented. And beside all this, between us and you there is a great gulf fixed: so that they which would pass from hence to you cannot; neither can they pass to us, that would come from thence. Then he said, I pray thee therefore, Father, that Thou would send him to my father’s house: For I have five brethren; that he may testify unto them, lest they also come into this place of torment.” You will not be going to Florida and sitting on the beach with a pina colada in your hand. You will not be staying at a five star hotel eating lobster and steak…… Hell is the opposite of every good thing on this earth. Jesus is the light and the way. Satan is darkness and is death and separation. I’ve done some welding in my life. Once in a while a stray piece of red hot metal will blow off and decide to land in your sleeve or on your foot. Trust me it gets you moving real fast. It hurts big time. Those burns usually take a long time to heal too. That’s from just a teeny weeny piece of metal. Now imagine your entire body immersed in heat and flames and putrid smells a thousand times hotter. It’s real friend. Forever and ever……If you were standing near a volcano top, would common sense tell you to not to take a swan dive into the burning lava below? You already feel the intense heat and the smells are nauseating. The earth moves a little, and you know right thing to do is get out of there and back on solid ground as fast as you can. Jesus is that solid ground and your only safety net. “And shall cast them into a FURNACE OF FIRE: there shall be wailing and gnashing of teeth.” … “Depart from me, ye cursed, into everlasting FIRE…  “And whosoever was not found written in the book of life was cast into the LAKE OF FIRE.” … “And in hell he lift up his eyes, being in torments, and seeth Abraham afar off, and Lazarus in his bosom., of unquenchable fire”  …  ^“If your hand causes you to sin, cut it off. It is better for you to enter into life maimed, rather than having two hands, to go to hell, into the fire that shall never be quenched” … “where the worm does not die and the fire is not quenched.” Hell is where people will gnash their teeth in anguish and regret and from which there is no return. EVER. Many a soul is in Hell now begging to warn their loved ones, even their worst enemies that they said “go to hell” to on earth.  “Then he said, I pray thee therefore, father, that thou wouldest send him to my father’s house: For I have five brethren; that he may testify unto them, lest they also come into this place of torment. Abraham saith unto him, They have Moses and the prophets; let them hear them. And he said, Nay, father Abraham: but if one went unto them from the dead, they will repent. And he said unto him, If they hear not Moses and the prophets, neither will they be persuaded, though one rose from the dead.”  We all will have made our own choices here on earth. I pray you go to God continuously now till you make your final decision. This isn’t a game. My friend your life is in danger and you have a way out to safety. Please, please take today to speak to God why you still have breath in your lungs.  “And throw that worthless servant outside, into the darkness, where there will be weeping and gnashing of teeth.”  Jesus calls hell a place of outer darkness and also compares it to “Gehenna” which was a trash dump outside the walls of Jerusalem where rubbish was burned in a continual fire. I’ve been to dumps. Not somewhere you want to have a picnic. Let alone if it was burning. Jesus who is God, talks about Hell more than he talks about heaven, and describes it much more vividly for a reason. Because it is real. There’s no denying that Jesus knew, believed, and warned about the reality of Hell. Is that really where you want to go? “When the Son of Man comes in his glory, and all the angels with him, then he will sit on his glorious throne. Before him will be gathered all the nations, and he will separate people one from another as a shepherd separates the sheep from the goats. And he will place the sheep on his right, but the goats on the left. Then the King will say to those on his right, “Come, you who are blessed by my Father, inherit the kingdom prepared for you from the foundation of the world.” … Then he will say to those on his left, “Depart from me, you cursed, into the eternal fire prepared for the devil and his angels … And these will go away into eternal punishment, but the righteous into eternal life.”

“The heavens declare the glory of God; the skies proclaim the work of his hands. Day after day they pour forth speech; night after night they reveal knowledge.”

So now you know what Hell is, but where is HELL located? Hell is located right beneath our feet. We know this from God’s Word. When Jesus Christ died on the cross, He descended into hell. The only way to have power over satan and Hell was to go there and then be resurrected from that awful place. Jesus in dying on the cross and going to Hell defeated satan. He defeated death. It is only by being saved and covered in Jesus’ blood that we can have that same victory. Are you starting to figure it out yet? You need Jesus. Big time. He took the place of YOU going to Hell. Jesus is the way, the life, and the truth. You can’t sneak into heaven. You can’t buy your way into heaven. There is no good deed or action you could ever possibly do to earn your way into heaven. You can’t church your way into heaven by counting beads, praying to dead people, or going through man made rituals and false traditions. You have to have a personal relationship with Jesus and the Father.  “seeing this before spake of the resurrection of Christ, that his soul was not left in HELL” …  “For as Jonas was three days and three nights in the whale’s belly: so shall the Son of man be three days and three nights in the HEART OF THE EARTH.” … “Now that He ascended, what is it but that He also descended first into the LOWER PARTS OF THE EARTH.” There is a story in the Bible that gives the account of people falling into HELL while they are still alive! Remember those folks who were freed from slavery by God in Egypt? After being freed, there were many that rebelled against God. All they were worried about was the physical things in life. Not the spiritual. They really never had faith in God and just started doing their own thing and even following false God’s. They were bitter at God for even coming into their lives, and happier being enslaved in sin. They just wanted to do their own thing. That is what freewill is. They had a choice and you have a choice when it comes to God. Will I follow and obey or rebel and walk away. That is why God kept the Hebrews in the desert so long. All they did was bitch and moan and complain. The more God tried to draw them nearer, the farther they turned from him. Some people just would rather choose to stay in their sin. Is that YOU? They saw God do all the miraculous things He did in Egypt, yet now in the desert all they could do is complain. They are hungry. God sends them manna from heaven. “Darn it God, How about some meat?” God sends them quails to eat. We’re thirsty God. Moses gives them a spring from a rock. Aren’t we such wonderful creations?! We can get to state of mind that we think GOD OWES US verses falling to our knees in fear…….“Is it a small thing that thou hast brought us up out of a land that floweth with milk and honey, to kill us in the wilderness, except thou make thyself altogether a prince over us? Moreover thou hast not brought us into a land that floweth with milk and honey, or given us inheritance of fields and vineyards: wilt thou put out the eyes of these men? we will not come up.”  So there you have it, these people made a final decision that they would not follow God and now had to pay the price. They had no patience and no faith that God was God. It’s one thing to give up on God, but a whole different thing when GOD GIVES UP ON YOU- WATCH OUT!!! ………… “And THE EARTH OPENED HER MOUTH, and swallowed them up, and their houses, and all the men that appertained unto Korah, and all their goods. They, and all that appertained to them, went down alive INTO THE PIT, and the EARTH CLOSED UPON THEM.”  There is a price to pay for turning your back on God. God gave them opportunity to turn from their ways many times. They made their decision. Inside this earth, this very moment, there are millions and millions and millions of lost, tormented souls burning, weeping, wailing and suffering forever. There is no hope or possibility of ever leaving. “Where the worm dies not, and the fire is not quenched.”  You will never die in Hell. You will be just as alive as you are now. “and He shall be tormented with fire and brimstone “  … “Surely such are the dwellings of the wicked, and this is the place of him that knoweth not God.”  Do you know what brimstone is? It’s sulfur. And do you know where sulfur or brimstone is found? INSIDE THIS EARTH. There was a time not long ago when a preacher was known as a “fire and brimstone preacher” These men were not compromised. These men knew truth and preached it. Now today’s preachers preach money and cutesy positive thinking garbage and false gospels and allow abominations of God into their churches. They are compromised demons….When you die my friend, and you are not Born-Again, You will see HELL. . . You’ll smell HELL. . . You’ll breathe HELL. . . You’ll hear HELL . . . You’ll feel and touch HELL. . .You will taste Hell….forever and ever and ever and ever and ever……..

“Do not store up for yourselves treasures on earth, where moths and vermin destroy, and where thieves break in and steal. But store up for yourselves treasures in heaven, where moths and vermin do not destroy, and where thieves do not break in and steal.”

So maybe your saying how could God send someone to a place so horrible. He doesn’t. Every person ever born makes their own decision of their destiny. Once you are presented with what God’s Word says, it is you that makes the decision. What fool would take a free gift of Salvation and say thanks but no thanks? I did at one time. The whole Jesus thing actually scared me more than Hell did. I thought if I got saved I would turn possibly into a monster or a Jesus freak or my whole life would never be the same. I’d have to give up everything. Do you have any silly fears like that? Those are all just lies from satan. He will bombard your mind with all kinds of crap especially if you start falling out of his grips and your eyes are being opened like they are now……..Salvation can happen at any time in your life. God doesn’t put restraints on you getting saved by how old you are. What sins you have committed. What circumstances your in. Nothing. He accepts you just as you are and who you are. Thank God above that today He is touching your heart. I saw with my own eyes a elderly woman getting saved on her death bed. I’ve always helped and adored older people. There are millions of people in nursing homes, hospitals, etc. waiting for someone to tell them God loves them and no matter what they have done in there lives they can have surety of going to Heaven and into Gods loving arms. I saw it with my own eyes. My Mom had a friend I saw maybe 5 or 6 times. I just happened to hear she was in Hospice and would be dying soon. God impressed upon me to go to this Hospice. I got there and didn’t even know her last name but found her. Her body was shriveled and anyone could see life was being drained from her fragile body. She looked at me with wondering eyes. She recognized me but probably thought “what is he HE doing here? I told her a simple message. I told her God loved her and was waiting for her. That he loved her so much that he sent his own son just to die for her. I saw tears. But I also felt I shouldn’t push things. She thought she had done so much wrong in her life there was no hope. I told her here is my Bible, please read it when you can. I left. Somehow I didn’t fabricate in my mind enough that she could die at anytime but a second chance would come. I can’t tell this story without saying everything. I was a immature Christian at the time. I had a good heart but also drank alcohol like a fish. I was so busy partying I put Marie out of my mind. It was about 6 or 7 days later I happened to go over my Moms and she brought up that she heard I had visited her friend and she and Dad were heading to Hospice later as she was going down fast now. I thought to myself, Oh my God I blew it. I picked up my friend to go bar hopping and God clear as day said Marie needs you. I took my friend who was also a Christian but mostly lost like me. We prayed in the parking lot of the Hospice and I can tell you God was with us! I went inside and Marie was laying there. Her eyes were closed and she didn’t respond. A nurse came in and said time was short. I didn’t see the Bible I gave her and through my stupidity she couldn’t have read it anyway. I was about to witness to her and my parents show up! My parents were diehard Catholics and had no comprehension of why I was there and I had to tell them to leave for awhile. And they did. I grabbed Maries almost lifeless hand and apologized I hadn’t come back to visit sooner. After a couple minutes she blinked and opened her eyes. I asked her if she had thought about what I talked about in first visit. She mouthed a barely audible yes. I asked if she was ready to be saved and told her how God has forgiven all her sin. She said yes. I said I’m going to say some things (sinners prayer) I asked Marie if she wanted to be saved and accept Jesus as her Lord and savior. ( I just got Holy Spirit chills rethinking this!) Suddenly her eyes opened wide and she smiled. She had accepted Jesus. And God judge me if I’m Lying, all of a sudden there was like a whirlwind inside the room for a few minutes. I felt a definite presence. My hair moved. My friend looked at me and I could see he felt it too. Marie was saved!!! I knew it then with all my heart and know it now. I could see in her joyous eyes she was saved. She closed her eyes again and I walked out of the room. She would die a few hours later. My parents had know idea what I was saying happened and I left. So yes, you can get saved even on your death bed. So go out fellow Christians and walk into a Hospice. A Hospital. Especially nursing homes. Anywhere somewhere Satan thinks he has another soul in the bag and you just messed up those plans! You will be surprised how receptive older folks are and if your somewhat intimidated by witnessing, I tell you, you’ll be just great. Just start talking about their past and they’ll open up to you like a book. Then open yours. The Bible and give them life. Whatever the situation or whoever you are God is at the door waiting for you to knock. WHOEVER YOU ARE FRIEND, GOD LOVES YOU AND IS WAITING FOR YOU……..

“As the heavens are higher than the earth, so are my ways higher than your ways and my thoughts than your thoughts.”

Hell is full of people weeping. People wailing. There will people gnashing their teeth in sheer horror and pain. There will be only hate and darkness as God is the true light that lights the way of men. There will be flames and burning. Torments and suffering. The punishment isn’t just for a couple days or years, it is forever. An everlasting punishment for not accepting the free gift of salvation. What seems like it would be the easiest decision in the world to make, is blocked by many a man and women. They think this life is going to last forever. They want to indulge in all they can. Money is their God. Sex is their God. Greed is their God. Television, computers and phones are their God…..But all will die and you will stand before God to be judged much more sooner than you could have ever imagined. “For what shall it profit a man, if he shall gain the whole world, and lose his own soul” … “And if thy hand offend thee, cut it off: it is better for thee to enter into life maimed, than having two hands to go into hell, into the fire that never shall be quenched: And if thy foot offend thee, cut it off: it is better for thee to enter halt into life, than having two feet to be cast into hell, into the fire that never shall be quenched: And if thine eye offend thee, pluck it out: it is better for thee to enter into the kingdom of God with one eye, than having two eyes to be cast into hell fire”
If you don’t have a Bible, write down any passages and you see and look them up yourself.

We all only are alive one time on this earth. One chance to get it right. God has asked one thing from you. To repent of your sins and to accept Jesus as your Lord and Savior. Once this body is dead, we will now go into another dimension to be judged by the Creator of everything. “And as it is appointed unto men once to die, but after this the judgement”  I can’t say it anymore simpler than this. After you die you will have either made the right choice, accepted the free gift of salvation, gave yourself over to God to live a Holy spirit filled life and will live forever in Paradise where there is no need for a sun because the brightness of Jesus will light up everything……. or………….or……….. if you have made the decision to walk away from God, the instant you die, fear will grip you quite immensely. Immediately, what feels like a large boat chain is wrapped around you and it pulls you downwards. You’ll try to wake up from this horrible nightmare but you are awake. This is no dream. You are scared stiff by ungodly sounds increasing as you feel yourself falling deeper and deeper. To your right and to your left holding the chains are demons that you try to close your eyes to but can’t. You try to break free but that’s not possible. Ever. What you hear is not the joy of Christians singing praise to God like in Heaven, but instead people are screaming. They sound like their arms and legs are getting ripped off. Many people are weeping. Some people are wailing, yelling “Please God have mercy on me.” Suddenly in your mind you will go back to reading these words. And you made a decision that is dragging you lower and lower by the second into Hell. The screams get louder and louder. Just like you can’t close your eyes, you can’t cover up your ears to block out the sound. In fact you have no power over anything now. You are the devil’s bitch. You are the demons toy. They will do anything they want to you now forever. Emotions are quite real in Hell. When a demon chooses to beat you, your beat bloody. A demon can do anything they want to you and they have forever to to torture you. Spit on you. Mock you. Rape you. Crap and piss on you. Lot’s of things you never even imagined. Terror and fear beyond anything you could imagine will fill you. “This can’t be happening” you scream. “I’m Catholic” or “I’m Jewish” or “I’m Islamic” or “I’m Hindu” or “I’m Buddhist” or “I’m Shinto” or whatever RELIGION you put your faith in you scream as you finally reach your new forever home. “Please, please just let me die” you scream. A demon turns to and says you are dead STUPID and punches you in the face. The smell of burning flesh and souls penetrates your nose and covers your body. This puckish smell will never go away. Your entire body will take on flames that can’t be extinguished. Instead of a a fat juicy steak in your backyard grille, the sounds you hear is your own body sizzling and crackling from the flames. Everything is real. The pain is real. You can’t die and you can’t get away from the pain. You’ll start to wail and cry but a demon will slap you so hard your head will nearly fall off as he mocks the new crybaby. Those people you mocked and said were crazy on earth who had a personal relationship with Jesus instead are praising God and living all eternity in Paradise. YOU begin cursing the day you were born. Over and over you’ll want to play the blame game. It’s my dads fault. It’s my priests fault. It’s the churches fault. It’s my religions fault. And on and on. You never blame yourself for not reading the Bible. You’ll have forever to blame God and God will have forever to blame you for your wrong decision. Verses of the Bible will always come to haunt you. “Man, I remember that one verse I always saw at ballgames”…….  John 3:16  “For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life.” Why did I mock people carrying that sign instead of being worried if we make another touchdown?

“For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms.”

You will hate God in Hell. Oh, you’ll go back and forth. Most days cursing God. Some days saying “sorry God” hoping He will hear you and gets you out of Hell. But it is just to late for you now……God is a God of Holiness……Perfection….. Jesus is perfection and is our only way to be perfect also in God’s eyes. His blood covers our sins so when God see’s us, He doesn’t see a wicked sinner, but see His own Son. See how simple this all is? But why would a God of love send me to Hell? It’s quite simple. A holy God demands payment for sin. A sacrifice. That is why jews had to sacrifice animals nonstop for their sins. The blood from the animals covered their sins. But a final and complete sacrifice was made and why God came to earth in man form. He gave His life as the last sacrifice needed EVER AGAIN. The only sacrifice needed. The lamb of God that takes away the sins of the world. Believing that Jesus died for you and is risen takes you from going to Hell to being saved. The Gospel of Jesus is that easy yet many a man will make something so easy into a complicated mess. Yes, God is Holy. No, God does not want to send you to Hell. This is how much God loves you. He sent only begotten Son, Jesus Christ, to this earth to die a cruel death on a cross to pay the price a holy God demands for your sins. Jesus took your place. Isn’t that awesome! It is you and you alone that will decide your destiny. God does not send someone to hell. You choose hell when you reject Jesus Christ, you are rejecting God’s love for you. He wants to give you Eternal life through Jesus Christ. Will you accept that free gift or one day regret your decision forever and ever? If you continually refuse God’s gift of eternal life through Jesus Christ, there may be a day that God just gives up on you. You’ll get exactly what you want. You won’t have God prodding at your heart. Your conscience will just go numb. And you’ll live life on this earth apart from God. But I can tell you with all certainty one day soon you will wake up in Hell. “Boast not thyself of tomorrow: for you do not know what tomorrow holds.”  You may be involved in a hundred car pileup. A tornado may kill you. A mad man may kill you for throwing snow in his yard. There are a million ways you may not live until tomorrow and if you die in your sin it is to late………

“For by grace you have been saved through faith. And this is not your own doing; it is the gift of God, not a result of works, so that no one may boast.”

You may have made some terrible mistakes in your life. Every human that has walked this earth except Jesus has. He was perfect and never sinned. Maybe there are things in your life you would give anything to be able to change. Sometimes we can’t change things, but that’s okay. God doesn’t change things, he changes hearts. Whatever you might have done will be forgiven and God forgets it ever happened. If you are harboring in the guilt of murdering a baby through abortion, God will forgive that. You yourself can’t take away you going to Hell for murder, but God can. And God will use you for a good cause with you helping others not to make that same mistake. And that’s true in whatever sin you have committed. God will do wondrous things in your life unimagined……. Hell is the place where those who reject Christ will undergo the fierce wrath and justice of God for all of Eternity. Maybe your saying I don’t need a Savior. But you do big time. Ask God to take away your prideful heart. It’s taking you straight to Hell. Ask God to take WHATEVER is stopping you from being saved. I promise you God can handle whatever you can throw at Him. In fact He’ll probably shrug and say “that’s all? Get your butt over here” There is nothing that can separate you from God accept yourself. Dad loves you and is waiting for you to come home. Quit running. Cut it out dum dum. It’s time………..This is where I pretty much leave you in God’s hands. I want God to speak to you directly now. I want you to speak to God now. He’s waiting. If you have access to a Bible, grab it and start your new journey reading it. Don’t get discouraged if you don’t understand things right away. It will come. Those Words are alive and will speak to your heart. I’ll give you some more verses to look up yourself. I pray for your salvation friend. I pray your eyes are opened to God’s Truths. Jesus is very much real and waiting for you. God bless you if you read all these words I wrote. Actually should say what God wrote. To me it wasn’t a waste of time or not worth writing if your Soul has been touched and you get saved. God wrote this just for you. I would have never imagined what I thought would maybe be a paragraph turned into over 100,000 words. God loves you and as your brother in Christ I love you……Please take the time to go through the verses I have listed below. It will be your first Bible study!

So now what? What must I do to be saved and not go to Hell forever?

* You have to realize you are a sinner. That shouldn’t be to hard. All of us are sinners. Whether you killed someone or stole something or lied or cheated or whatever you have done needs to be washed in the blood of Jesus. Tell God the the things you know you have done wrong and and ask forgiveness even for the sins you have long forgotten. In other words repent of your sin. Besides your own sin, you were born into sin through Adam and EVE, and that needs to be removed by God alone who is the master surgeon of heart surgery.
Romans 3:10  “As it is written, There is none righteous, no, not one”
Romans 3 23-26   “For all have sinned, and come short of the glory of God; Being justified freely by his grace through the redemption that is in Christ Jesus: Whom God hath set forth to be a propitiation through faith in his blood, to declare his righteousness for the remission of sins that are past, through the forbearance of God;  To declare, I say, at this time his righteousness: that he might be just, and the justifier of him which believeth in Jesus.”

1 John 1:9  “If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness.”

Ephesians 2:  8-9  “For by grace you have been saved through faith. And this is not your own doing; it is the gift of God, not a result of works, so that no one may boast.”

* Understand there is absolutely nothing YOU can do to save yourself. It is a free gift from God.

Ephesians 2:8 “For by grace you have been saved through faith. And this is not your own doing; it is the gift of God,”

Titus 3:5   “He saved us, not because of works done by us in righteousness, but according to his own mercy, by the washing of regeneration and renewal of the Holy Spirit,”
Isaiah 64:6  “But we are all as an unclean thing, and all our righteousnesses are as filthy rags; and we all do fade as a leaf; and our iniquities, like the wind, have taken us away.”
Titus 3:5  “Not by works of righteousness which we have done, but according to his mercy he saved us, by the washing of regeneration, and renewing of the Holy Ghost;”

* Believe with all your heart that Jesus Christ died on the cross to pay for your sins.
“Who his own self bare our sins in his own body on the tree, …” 1 Peter 2:24
“… Unto Him that loved us, and washed us from our sins in his own blood,” Revelation 1:5

“He was in the world, and the world was made through him, yet the world did not know him. He came to his own, and his own people did not receive him. But to all who did receive him, who believed in his name, he gave the right to become children of God, who were born, not of blood nor of the will of the flesh nor of the will of man, but of God.” John 1 10-13

For he says, “In a favorable time I listened to you, and in a day of salvation I have helped you.” Behold, now is the favorable time; behold, NOW is the day of salvation. 2 Cor 6:2

* Believe with all your heart, mind, and soul that Jesus Christ is your personal Savior. Ask him into your heart. Into your life.
“But as many as received Him, to them gave He power to become the sons of God, even to them that believe on his name:” John 1:12
” …Sirs, what must I do to be saved? And they said, Believe on the Lord Jesus Christ, and thou shalt be saved, and thy house.”” Acts 16:30,31
“For God so loved the world, that He gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believes in Him should not perish, but have everlasting life.” John 3:16

There you have it. All you need to do to be saved. satan has made the simple act of salvation a total mockery through false teachers, religion, and building worship in these Last Days. You don’t need any of those things to be saved. It is a free gift from God and it is God alone who speaks to a mans heart. The Bible will unlock everything you will ever need to know and how to live the Christian life. The Holy Spirit will be God indwelling in you. How you pray to God and what you tell Him or what He tells you may be totally different then the next person. We will all have a different testimony of when we were saved. But the important thing is you have made a forever connection with your Father in Heaven. Below is merely a example of how you might want to talk to God. If you say and believe with all your heart, Hell is no longer a worry or thought you will ever have to think about. But instead paradise with all your brothers and sisters in Christ.  God bless you.
Pray this prayer, and mean it with all your heart. It doesn’t have to be these exact words, but in fact let flow from your own heart your own words. Today is the greatest and most special day of your life. To God be all the glory. I love you.

Lord Jesus, I know that I am a sinner. I have gone through life just doing my own thing. I have failed myself and you God many times. I’m weary Lord and want to come home. I don’t want to fight anymore. I want to be your child. I want to feel your love and not the pain of this world. I am in need of a savior God, and unless You save me I am lost forever. Forgive me God for all my sins. I repent of all the bad I have done. I believe God that Jesus was born of a virgin and your son. I believe He loved me so much that He died for me on a cross and shed His blood to cover my sins. There is nothing God I could ever do to inherit eternal life and I accept your free gift of salvation. I come to You now Lord the best way I know how, and ask You to save me. I believe Lord. I believe with all my mind, heart, and soul. I now receive You as my Lord and Savior. Thank you Lord. Thank you Lord for saving me. In Jesus Name, Amen

That’s it. If you have said these words and believed with all your heart, You have just received a free gift. Didn’t cost you a dime. It cost Jesus everything but He loved you so much YOU were worth the price of being beaten, whipped, spit on, cursed, mocked, having nails driven through His hands and feet and hung on a cross. God bless you if you understood this simple mans message. In December of 2019 I got very sick from Covid. The best thing that ever happened to me. God told me it’s time. It is without doubt a weaponized diabolical weapon but not near as bad as the mark. I started creating this website about six months later as God, like never in my life, was speaking to me. I started seeing things that scared the living crap out of me what is coming. Many times I had to stop writing from nausea and dry heaves and fear of knowing I’m throwing myself to the wolves. If I can say one thing only to YOU. I pray I opened your eyes and you got saved. Just like the video below (which every time I watch I cry) I gave my all and have finally carried my cross. Thank you Jesus for never giving up on me.